riclach Posted September 17 Share Posted September 17 (edited) Started 37.5mg of Venlafaxine xr 4 years ago after being on Fluoxetine 20mg for 20 years. Started tapering Venlafaxine 4 weeks and 4 days ago on August 14 by taking beads out of the capsules. The capsules contain about 39 beads. For the first week of my taper, I took 25 beads and I was fine. The second week, I took 13 beads and that’s when I started feeling emotional, having hot flushes, night sweats, brain zaps. I completely stopped the drug 19 days ago yesterday and my symptoms became unbearable. Extreme anger/irritability, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and depression. I decided to reinstate and today I took 20 beads. The anger/irritability/suicidal thoughts quickly subsided in a matter of hours. The depression is still there. Please, I need to know if 20 beads is too big of a dosage. Should I lower the dosage? I bought the book “Maudsley Deprescribing Guidelines”, by Dr. Horowitz and plan on following the slow taper protocol. I just need to know whether I need to lower the dose or since I have already started taking 20 beads this morning, I need to go from there by following Dr. Horowitz’s protocol. Thank you so much! Edited September 17 by Emonda Name to title 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
Moderator LotusRising Posted September 18 Moderator Share Posted September 18 Hi @riclach Welcome to SA, 22 hours ago, riclach said: The anger/irritability/suicidal thoughts quickly subsided in a matter of hours. The depression is still there. Please, I need to know if 20 beads is too big of a dosage. If you felt symptoms subside immediately, then the dose may be okay. Have you had another dose yet? 2003-2009 on and off various SSRI's for short periods 2010-2011 Ativan 2013-2021 ativan 1-1.5mg 10-12x/month, daily starting Oct 21 to help with buspar WD 2016 - Effexor 75mg, short-term 2021 Mar -Jun Buspar ADR at high dose, tapered 3 months Oct 22/21 - Direct switch ativan to clonazepam (don't do this) Tapered clonaz Oct/21 - Apr/23 - 0mg! "Believe that your tragedies, your losses, your sorrows, your hurt, happened for you, not to you. And I bless the thing that broke you down and cracked you open, because the world needs you open" - Rebecca Campbell *** Disclaimer: Please note, my suggestions/comments are based on my own personal experiences. Please consult a knowledgeable practitioner to discuss decisions regarding your medical care *** *** Please do not send me PM's *** Link to comment
riclach Posted September 18 Author Share Posted September 18 Yes, and feeling better, thank you and thank you so, so much to all of you volunteers for committing your precious time to this wonderful site. Should I stick do taking 20 beads for the next 2-4 weeks or should I lower the quantity of the beads? 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
riclach Posted September 18 Author Share Posted September 18 Hi, I hope you can answer me before I take my third dose today. The reinstatement had caused my migraines to go off the roof. I noticed that when I was tapering off the Venlafaxine, my migraines had lessened. Shall I still take 20 beads or less today? Thank you so very, very much!!! 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
riclach Posted September 18 Author Share Posted September 18 Hi, I hope you can answer me before I take my third dose today. The reinstatement had caused my migraines to go off the roof. I noticed that when I was tapering off the Venlafaxine, my migraines had lessened. Shall I still take 20 beads or less today? Thank you so very, very much!!! It is now noon and I had to take my third dose. I only took 5 beads (there are about 39 beads in a capsule, sometime 40, sometime 41. One capsule I counted 42 and one 38. But they are mostly 39-40). I figured that if you think I need to take more and get a message from you in the next few hours, I could take the remaining. Thank you!!! 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
riclach Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 It has now been almost 9 hours since I took my third dose of 5 beads today and my anger/irritability have not come back. If it’s okay to taper down from 5 beads, what do I do? Do I taper one bead down every 4 weeks? I don’t know how many milligrams are in one bead. If I follow Dr. Horowitz’s slow taper protocol, then I would have to get compounded liquid Venlafaxine to taper under 1 mg. Do I forget about the beads and try to get the liquid now? If so, at how many milligrams do I start? Please, help! Thank you!!! 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
Moderator LotusRising Posted September 19 Moderator Share Posted September 19 On 9/16/2024 at 9:01 PM, riclach said: The second week, I took 13 beads and that’s when I started feeling emotional, having hot flushes, night sweats, brain zaps. How many days did you take 13 beads and what day did you stop? 2003-2009 on and off various SSRI's for short periods 2010-2011 Ativan 2013-2021 ativan 1-1.5mg 10-12x/month, daily starting Oct 21 to help with buspar WD 2016 - Effexor 75mg, short-term 2021 Mar -Jun Buspar ADR at high dose, tapered 3 months Oct 22/21 - Direct switch ativan to clonazepam (don't do this) Tapered clonaz Oct/21 - Apr/23 - 0mg! "Believe that your tragedies, your losses, your sorrows, your hurt, happened for you, not to you. And I bless the thing that broke you down and cracked you open, because the world needs you open" - Rebecca Campbell *** Disclaimer: Please note, my suggestions/comments are based on my own personal experiences. Please consult a knowledgeable practitioner to discuss decisions regarding your medical care *** *** Please do not send me PM's *** Link to comment
riclach Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 August 21-27 for 7 days 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
Moderator LotusRising Posted September 19 Moderator Share Posted September 19 (edited) 23 hours ago, riclach said: If it’s okay to taper down from 5 beads, what do I do? @riclach I would not start tapering until you know your symptoms have stabilized. Our general recommendation is to go back to the dose where your withdrawal symptoms started and then wait at least a week before making any further increases. Was that at 13 beads for you? Edited September 20 by LotusRising clarified communication about wait time 2003-2009 on and off various SSRI's for short periods 2010-2011 Ativan 2013-2021 ativan 1-1.5mg 10-12x/month, daily starting Oct 21 to help with buspar WD 2016 - Effexor 75mg, short-term 2021 Mar -Jun Buspar ADR at high dose, tapered 3 months Oct 22/21 - Direct switch ativan to clonazepam (don't do this) Tapered clonaz Oct/21 - Apr/23 - 0mg! "Believe that your tragedies, your losses, your sorrows, your hurt, happened for you, not to you. And I bless the thing that broke you down and cracked you open, because the world needs you open" - Rebecca Campbell *** Disclaimer: Please note, my suggestions/comments are based on my own personal experiences. Please consult a knowledgeable practitioner to discuss decisions regarding your medical care *** *** Please do not send me PM's *** Link to comment
riclach Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 yes 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
riclach Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 So, tomorrow I go back to 13 beads? 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
Administrator Emonda Posted September 19 Administrator Share Posted September 19 Dear riclach, I saw your PM. Please post all questions here. I note LotusRising is responding to you. By posting publicly, everyone has the chance to respond when they are able. This site only has a handful of volunteers and more than 20,000 members....so we can't assist via PM. Warm regards. Please don't send me PMs. I am not a doctor. My comments are based on my personal experience with ADs and tapering. Consult your doctor about your own medical decisions. Start of taper: Jan ’22 Vortioxetine 15mg, End year 1: 4.5mg, End year 2: 2.38mg, Year 3: 8 Feb 2.19mg, 21 Mar 1.99mg, 2 May 1.83mg, 13 Jun 1.69mg, 25 Jul 1.50mg, 14 Aug 1.46mg, 3 Sep 1.43mg, 10 Sep 1.40mg, 17 Sep 1.37mg Link to comment
Moderator LotusRising Posted September 19 Moderator Share Posted September 19 12 hours ago, riclach said: So, tomorrow I go back to 13 beads? This is what I would do. 2003-2009 on and off various SSRI's for short periods 2010-2011 Ativan 2013-2021 ativan 1-1.5mg 10-12x/month, daily starting Oct 21 to help with buspar WD 2016 - Effexor 75mg, short-term 2021 Mar -Jun Buspar ADR at high dose, tapered 3 months Oct 22/21 - Direct switch ativan to clonazepam (don't do this) Tapered clonaz Oct/21 - Apr/23 - 0mg! "Believe that your tragedies, your losses, your sorrows, your hurt, happened for you, not to you. And I bless the thing that broke you down and cracked you open, because the world needs you open" - Rebecca Campbell *** Disclaimer: Please note, my suggestions/comments are based on my own personal experiences. Please consult a knowledgeable practitioner to discuss decisions regarding your medical care *** *** Please do not send me PM's *** Link to comment
Moderator brassmonkey Posted September 19 Moderator Share Posted September 19 As LotusRising said 13 beads should work. It would be a good place to start. You may have to adjust upwards a bit but let's see what happens first. You will need to stay at that dose for much longer than 2-4 weeks. You have given your system quite a shock with the fast taper and CT over the past weeks. The drug you are tapering has a reputation for being one of the hardest to taper off of and requires a long slow taper. I would stabilize for several months before starting a slow controlled taper. 20 years on Paxil starting at 20mg and working up to 40mg. Sept 2011 started 10% every 6 weeks taper (2.5% every week for 4 weeks then hold for 2 additional weeks), currently at 7.9mg. Oct 2011 CTed 15oz vodka a night, to only drinking 2 beers most nights, totally sober Feb 2013. Since I wrote this I have continued to decrease my dose by 10% every 6 weeks (2.5% every week for 4 weeks and then hold for an additional 2 weeks). I added in an extra 6 week hold when I hit 10mg to let things settle out even more. When I hit 3mgpw it became hard to split the drop into 4 parts so I switched to dropping 1mgpw (pill weight) every week for 3 weeks and then holding for another 3 weeks. The 3 + 3 schedule turned out to be too harsh so I cut back to dropping 1mgpw every 4 weeks which is working better. Final Dose 0.016mg. Current dose 0.000mg 04-15-2017 "It's also important not to become angry, no matter how difficult life is, because you can loose all hope if you can't laugh at yourself and at life in general." Stephen Hawking Link to comment
riclach Posted September 19 Author Share Posted September 19 Thank you for your reply!!! I have modified my signature to make things more clear. I was hesitant to take 13 beads because of my migraines. Also, I read this on the website - “Reinstatement at a higher dose. Sometimes reinstatement, especially shot after can provide some relief since our body will get some more ssri support. However, your CNS will be at risk for counter shock, since Effexor is a very potent drug. Reinstatement would in my opinion be in 1.5-2.5 mg range, perhaps around 2 mg.” So, yesterday and today I took 5 beads and my migraines are better and I have not regressed to feeling suicidal. However, if you still think I should take 13 beads, then that’s what I will do. THANK YOU!!!! 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
riclach Posted September 20 Author Share Posted September 20 I should probably add that the week I took 13 beads, I just had some brain zaps, hot flashes and was somewhat emotional. It wasn’t bad. I did wake up one night with panic but I was able to go back to sleep. That surprised me because I have a history of horrible panic attacks (not anymore) and terrifying depersonalization. 2000-2020 Fluoxetine 20mg 2020-2024 Venlafaxine XR 37.5mg August 14-20, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 25 beads (my 37.5mg XR capsules contain about 40 beads) August 21-27, 2024 Venlafaxine XR 13 beads (feeling emotional, some brain zaps) August 28, 2024 stopped Venlafaxine XR (became suicidal; extreme anger and irritability; depression) September 16-17, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 20 beads (felt better but migraines became severe. They had greatly reduced while tapering down) September 18-19, 2024 reinstated Venlafaxine XR at 5 beads (still feeling better and migraines are better) Link to comment
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