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Lexi: I’m really struggling guys. I don’t know what to do and where to go from here?


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I feel so depressed and tired and don’t know where to go from here. The medication withdrawal recovery is really hard and feels like I’m having more bad days than good. I can’t handle things on my own without someone by my side or talking me through it or just going to sleep. How do you guys do it outside of distractions? I still have a month to go till this finally goes away and don’t know how I’m gonna do this. 

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My name is Lexi. When I first started going through withdrawal, I didn’t think it would be this hard but it is. I know it’ll get better and everyone has different experiences, but it feels impossible right now. The withdrawal happened because my doctors in the past put me on too many medications that I didn’t need. I tried to tell them otherwise but they would never listen. I was in the mindset that I needed medications to fix my problems but I know now that isn’t the case. So, here I am. My body had a negative reaction to getting off of all the medications due to how many I was on and how long I was on them for. I’m in the recovery stage now but it’s still hard and I don’t know how much longer I can wait for this to go away. I can barely enjoy or focus on my hobbies and interests and can’t find much to do during the day when I’m not volunteering, working, or spending time with family. I’m just looking for support and people to talk to till I get out of this. Any advice or help would be greatly appreciated but I don’t expect it.

 

 

 

 

 

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Welcome @Lexi

 

So the moderators can best help you, please complete your drug signature by following these instructions. Adding a signature ensures your drug history appears at the bottom of every post, making it more efficient for those trying to assist. This link should go directly to your own signature: Account Settings – Create or Edit a signature

 

5 hours ago, Lexi said:

I feel so depressed and tired and don’t know where to go from here.

 

Things will get better with time and patience.

 

5 hours ago, Lexi said:

The medication withdrawal recovery is really hard and feels like I’m having more bad days than good.

 

Yep, it's not a walk in the park! Recovery from ADs and tapering is not linear. There are good days and not-so-good days/weeks/months. This is referred to as the Windows and waves pattern of stabilization.

 

5 hours ago, Lexi said:

How do you guys do it outside of distractions?

 

Distractions are our friends on this journey.

 

Once you add your signature, we can chat further.

 

Emonda

 

Please don't send me PMs. I am not a doctor. My comments are based on my personal experience with ADs and tapering. Consult your doctor about your own medical decisions.

Start of taper: Jan ’22 Vortioxetine 15mg

End year 1: 4.5mg

End year 2: 2.38mg

End year 3: 1.16mg

Year 4: The brassmonkey slide continues...

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