FeralCatman Posted December 8, 2024 Posted December 8, 2024 This is for those who struggle with the words ‘Faith’ and ‘Belief’. I’ve never been a religious man or what one would consider a man of faith. Since day one I’ve always been obsessed with asking ‘why’ and am never satisfied with the answer. I was pretty much kicked out of Sunday school when I was 4 because none of what I was being told made sense. Even at that young age I could not take anything on faith or belief. I had to see it for myself or have some sort of tangible proof. This has given me a few advantages in life however it has also been the cause of quite a bit of distress and suffering when I needed answers and none could be found. I have found a loop hole that allows me to get around that and realized it this morning. Ask any physicist how much of the universe they understand and they will tell you, if they are being honest, about 5%. So, 95% is completely unknown. Now, most of what we interact with here on earth falls into the 5% so I have always thought that science had a good grip on things. However, the quantum world is built entirely on probability. Quantum particles are the basis of all matter but it is very difficult to quantify a property of a quantum particle with absolute certainty because it is all based on probability. Now some scientists will say that does not scale up to the level we live in. Others disagree and say that it does. To me it makes sense that if the building blocks of our world are not fully quantifiable then nothing can be quantifiable with absolute certainty. Taking all of this into account and coupling it with the massive size of our Universe, true size unknown, and factoring in all the diversity it encompasses, you can then make the statement that anything is possible. It is all a matter of probability. So, since anything is possible that means that healing is possible. So, with this idea in mind, even if you are not a person of faith or belief, you can still believe in miracles like healing because anything is possible. Healing happens. 😉✌️😺😺😺 2 Current Psychiatric Medications Paxil 10mg daily (a.m.) 2017 - Present Carbamazepine IR 150 mg twice daily (300mg Daily) 2011 - Present (Currently Tapering) Past Psychiatric Medications From 1994 to August 2021 Seroquel (in Recovery since August 2021 final dose 6.25mg), Depakote, Lithium, Risperidone, Xanax, Lamotrigene, Olanzapine, Lorazepam, Welbutrin, Trazodone, Oxazepam, Gabapentin, Abilify, Topiramate, Prazosin, Ambien (See Attached Spreadsheet And Seroquel Tapering And WIthdrawal Summary) Current Non Psychiatric Medications - Levothyroxine 88mcg (a.m.)-Vitamin D3 1000 IU (p.m.)-Fexofenadine 180 mg twice daily - Azelastine / Ipratropium / Nasacort Nasal Sprays - 0.1mg clonidine nightly Other - Fish Oil Twice Daily-Multi-Vitamin (a.m.)-Vitamin C 1000mg Daily (a.m.)-Saline Nasal Spray-Salsalate 750mg twice daily PRN, Diclofenac Gel on affected joint PRN-Magnesium Citrate 250mg twice daily Quitting Seroquel_A Vacation In Hell_Redacted.pdf Other Documents https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/26099-feralcatman-recovering-from-seroquel/?do=findComment&comment=633907 I AM NO LONGER ACCEPTING PRIVATE MESSAGES.
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