Hi,
I'm running out of what to read, who to ask and soon what to say. Ready for this?
1. I am consciously normal and functional
2. and only 2
I have a brain and body that is not cooperating. I feel guilty, or fake. When i'm at work and talking well - in my head I'm like "Who are you? You were never smart"... < probably my childhood echos >
Once a major mistake occurred 6 years ago - I fell to the ground mentally - not able to let it go, no matter how many angles and closures I sought. 5 years this misery lasted to where I did get a human va