van: Dissociation, PTSD Court ordered program, kolopin stolen , dissociation lasted entire weekend please read and advise

[van]

I've suffered from dissociation for about 7 years now. It was so bad I would be gone for 2-3 weeks at a time. Last time I was listed as missing person for 2 months.

 

Well they got my medication under control simple depokote 500mgx2 and kolopin 1mgx3 seems to control the stress and anxiety that cause those spells.

 

So 10 days ago, I'm remodeling my house and while I'm sleeping one of my friends or ex gf steal my new bottle of kolopin. I file a police report immediately. I goto the ER and get enough pills to last until I can get into to see my Dr. So when I see my doctor, which he wasn't in, but his nurse told me policy was no early refills even with police report. Because ppl can sell them.or whatever and report it stolen.

 

So for a few days life was ok, then I wake up last night some where I dont know. I don't know what I've done. I'm at home now worried to death. My doctor won't refill the only meds that keep my anxiety level down to stop those episodes. What can I do? What should I do? I'm scared I'll have another episode and do something stupid again. I have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow in person. Idk what to say or do. It's like they don't believe anyone.

[manymoretodays]

So you have 20 days to go until you get refills........hopefully I am reading your post correctly? 

 

Certainly your dis associative stuff could be related to cold turkey off 2 medications.............or something else or both.  I am no doctor or diagnostic expert.

 

Do you have any other providers of services that could help........especially to start to integrate yourself into yourself.   Can you ask your Dr. about a referral or something........or if he/she will support your minimizing medications?  Did you want to minimize medications?  I think this particular group is more geared for folks wishing to withdraw or minimize psych medications.

 

Do you have some kind of support someone that can help you monitor yourself?

[Fresh]

Hi Van ,   

You can always present to ER again if you need to.

It's a tricky situation if your pills aren't safe and may get stolen again . . . tell your doctor what happened and take it from there.