☼ pinkfairy: rapid taper of Paxil

[pinkfairy]

5 minutes ago, Shep said:

 

PInk, this is not a good idea. Wondering around people's homes at night when you are very sick, have so-called "mental illness" labels on you, etc. could land you into trouble. Even though it's a very sweet gesture, it would be seen as "odd behavior" and could cause problems, including making it harder to get your son back. 

 

Unless you know these people, please keep a low profile until you feel better. Perhaps paint a rock for your son or find another art project that he might like to keep with him. 

Oh hell I never saw it like that.I was just going to put it out side there gate.

Thank you for that.God that never even crossed my mind.I just saw the side of putting a smile on some ones face.

 

i will hide them in my sons bedroom for him when he comes home at the weekend.Just finished a drawing for him as well.

 

Xxx

[pinkfairy]

8.30am 2mg Valium 

9.30 am very weak & heavy limbs 

10.30 feel sick stomach pains.

crying spells.

11am headache feeling of chronic anxiety 

12 dinner 

headache burning skin feel sick depression.

1pm loss of hope,high anxiety 

D/R..

 

3.30pm 1mg Valium 

upset tummy.Panic burning feeling out of it 

 

5.30pm body feels very heavy so weak.really frightened 

crying intrusive thoughts.mind racing terror agitation doom.

 

6.30 feel sick.no idea what am doing.

 

7.30 burning inner vibrations.DR/D/P 

burning skin.

 

sobbing loads tonight.

10.20pm 1mg Valium 7.5mg mirt 

fell asleep 10.40pm 

1am woke in terror adrenaline surges burning skin panic 

fell back to sleep nightmares till 3.30am 

 

the feeling of loss of control.

7am upset stomach 

griping terror & fear.intrusive thoughts.

D/R D\DP panic feel so ill from lack of sleep heavy limbs 

7.30am breakfast 

[pinkfairy]

I need to say this as I was triggered on here yesterday twice.i came back on this site very poorly.But with a whole different attitude & hope for the first time in along time.I wanted to work hard & sort the mess I was in & try untangle it all & move forward.

 

I thought it was a place to help build people up but I felt intimidated.

by no means do I mean this in malice.This site & is a treasure chest with some amazing people on it.

 

But yesterday when I said about the rocks.It must of come across as wrong.Tottally different to my preception.My intention was that of a good heart & thinking of others.

Over here in the uk.people do kind things to lift others up.We had & angel knitted posted through our door.I may be unwell but that does not stop me caring for others.

It was read out of context.It was a thoughtful & kind thing to do.

The pain & distress I was in but managed to paint was a huge achievement in its self.people will see different preceptions in this.i just wanted to say I worded it wrong.

 

 

 

People May of given me labels but that does not define who I am.

It can never take away a good heart.

 

I want to get better with every cell in my body.Just as much as the next person.Like I said I came back to start afresh & work with hope.

i came away feeling defeated.Please it’s not meant as anything other than my feelings been shared.when we’re so vulnerable & fragile it’s very hard to get things across correctly.

 

I try as hard as any body on here to survive I have a little boy waiting for me.

 

i send this with love & light ✨

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Leo1983]

Pink this may be due to the way your feeling.

 

I certainly only meant good things. I was trying to add some spark gor you. Not bring you down. 

 

Again i apologise if thats how you have taken what i personally said. 

 

I think in wd we only want to hear what WE think we should hear. I know im like that. 

 

I hope you have a better day today X

[Leo1983]

Also you are doing amazing considering how unwell you are. X

[bubble]

Hi there Pink! 

 

I just wanted to tell you how impressed I am with your skill toolbox and how you practice soothing and self-care. These interactions which were difficult for you show how much you have grown as a person because you were able to come back and defend yourself and stand your ground. 

 

I'm sure none of that was said with bad intentions but when we are fragile anything can get to us. I'm myself so sensitive and insecure at times that I just refrain from interacting with people. You are stronger than that, you go out and assert yourself.

 

The way I understood Shep's remark was not that she didn't fully appreciate kindness of your heart and the ability to think about others even when you are ailing. I understood as a remark from somebody who was caught by the system as they say and is just concerned that when we are labelled what we do often gets interpreted to our disadvantage. It was just a concern about the way things are in the world not giving you labels or not appreciating the goodness of your heart.

 

Once again I'm impressed with how much you have grown. Xxxx

[powerback]

26 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

I need to say this as I was triggered on here yesterday twice.i came back on this site very poorly.But with a whole different attitude & hope for the first time in along time.I wanted to work hard & sort the mess I was in & try untangle it all & move forward.

 

I thought it was a place to help build people up but I felt intimidated.

by no means do I mean this in malice.This site & is a treasure chest with some amazing people on it.

 

But yesterday when I said about the rocks.It must of come across as wrong.Tottally different to my preception.My intention was that of a good heart & thinking of others.

Over here in the uk.people do kind things to lift others up.We had & angel knitted posted through our door.I may be unwell but that does not stop me caring for others.

It was read out of context.It was a thoughtful & kind thing to do.

The pain & distress I was in but managed to paint was a huge achievement in its self.people will see different preceptions in this.i just wanted to say I worded it wrong.

 

 

 

People May of given me labels but that does not define who I am.

It can never take away a good heart.

 

I want to get better with every cell in my body.Just as much as the next person.Like I said I came back to start afresh & work with hope.

i came away feeling defeated.Please it’s not meant as anything other than my feelings been shared.when we’re so vulnerable & fragile it’s very hard to get things across correctly.

 

I try as hard as any body on here to survive I have a little boy waiting for me.

 

i send this with love & light ✨

 

 

 

 

 

 

✊ totall respect pink.

 

[Shep]

21 minutes ago, bubble said:

The way I understood Shep's remark was not that she didn't fully appreciate kindness of your heart and the ability to think about others even when you are ailing. I understood as a remark from somebody who was caught by the system as they say and is just concerned that when we are labelled what we do often gets interpreted to our disadvantage. It was just a concern about the way things are in the world not giving you labels or not appreciating the goodness of your heart.

 

Thank you, Bubble. This is exactly correct. 

 

Pink, you are a very kind and sensitive soul and everyone here wants the best for you. If we offer boundaries, please take that as support, not judgement or criticism. As Bubble wrote, the system works differently for those of us with these kinds of mental illness labels. My post was to keep you in the boundary of safety, not to dampen down your sweet gesture. 

[pinkfairy]

I would like to thank you shep for keeping me safe & looking out for me.

over here I live in a little town & everybody knows every body.

That day I was taken into that phye hospital was nothing like I had ever witnessed before.They warned me when I went in how unwell some people were.

 

it scared me badly.The physiatrist looked at me on day 10 & said you need to go home you don’t have a mental illness this is not the place for you.He said go home & start to rebuild your life I have 100% faith you can get through this.I was blown away.

 

you,me others on here.We aren’t defined what label we are given.They want to put us in boxes it’s there job to do so.But I don’t see you or others on her as mentally unwell.I see people with beautiful hearts & big spirts what have been let down badly.I always wanted to be “normal”like others.But do you know what I will never be.Thats ok..it’s our individualness that make us all beautiful.

 

I won’t hide for judgement from others.We have all been injured by trusting those others.

 

people may see us as broken etc but the last time I looked broken crayons still coloured beautiful pictures that goes for all of you what are labelled.

i respect you for keeping me safe but it did trigger something in me the way it was worded.We are so frigile & things do get taken out of context.

we aren’t “mentally ill” we are injured & recovering to brake those chains!So Thank you for understanding 

 

 

 

[Shep]

Beautiful and insightful post, Pink. 

[pinkfairy]

2 hours ago, bubble said:

Hi there Pink! 

 

I just wanted to tell you how impressed I am with your skill toolbox and how you practice soothing and self-care. These interactions which were difficult for you show how much you have grown as a person because you were able to come back and defend yourself and stand your ground. 

 

I'm sure none of that was said with bad intentions but when we are fragile anything can get to us. I'm myself so sensitive and insecure at times that I just refrain from interacting with people. You are stronger than that, you go out and assert yourself.

 

The way I understood Shep's remark was not that she didn't fully appreciate kindness of your heart and the ability to think about others even when you are ailing. I understood as a remark from somebody who was caught by the system as they say and is just concerned that when we are labelled what we do often gets interpreted to our disadvantage. It was just a concern about the way things are in the world not giving you labels or not appreciating the goodness of your heart.

 

Once again I'm impressed with how much you have grown. Xxxx

Thank you bubble.

I didn’t mean any of it out of bad feelings it came from a place of I needed to express how I felt.

 

I am very fragile & find it like you hard to interact.I feel like I don’t fit in no where but that’s my own stuff.I guess am lost right now.

 

Not knowing how or what the heck am doing.I just know am trying to negative myself out of deep waters & I am struggling.

You know I will never forget what you said to me about my ex that day 

your on dangerous ground stay away.I never listened & you were right.It nearly cost me my life.

 

i always think I should of listened that day.But out of that I grew so much & let go.It changed me forever.

 

Out of this I want to Learn to honour that little girl in me.Its a process & very hard to do.But it’s a journey of letting go who I was & becoming some one different.

 

so thank you for replying with your kind words they mean a lot 

[pinkfairy]

3 minutes ago, Shep said:

Beautiful and insightful post, Pink. 

Thank you for letting me express myself & having a voice 

[pinkfairy]

2 hours ago, powerback said:

✊ totall respect pink.

 

Thanks you pb means a lot 

[powerback]

Just now, pinkfairy said:

Thanks you pb means a lot 

👍🙏.

your welcome pink ,its the truth.

[powerback]

18 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

The physiatrist looked at me on day 10 & said you need to go home you don’t have a mental illness this is not the place for you.

this is amazing ,not that we hang on there words for validation but to be reassured its not an "illness" as he put it is liberating .

thanks for posting this pink ,a lot of people need to hear this .

how many get caught in the system and drugged.

pin this on your wall for your continued focus and healing .✊

[pinkfairy]

1 hour ago, powerback said:

this is amazing ,not that we hang on there words for validation but to be reassured its not an "illness" as he put it is liberating .

thanks for posting this pink ,a lot of people need to hear this .

how many get caught in the system and drugged.

pin this on your wall for your continued focus and healing .✊

P.b  your so welcome.There  was a couple of girls what I got friendly with they had been CT off meds.

 

They were in full blown WD...They were givin more drugs.I couldn’t bare to see it.I had to keep reassuring them they were ok it wasn’t them.I tried but they trusted what they were fed “lies”& took more drugs to stop the WD up off the CT.i just had to keep my head down in there..I even painted & old ladies nails in there for her god love her.Theres me totally lost it & I am reassuring others in there.

 

 

very scary system.

 

Honestly he said those words.Wouldnt have any of it that it was WD...but clearly stated was not mentally ill.

was on the discharge papers too for my doctor.

 

It’s all the drugs but they won’t ever admit it.

 

just been sorting out my sons valentine gift for him & hid all those painted stones in his room.

My brain is on fire with every nerve here.

 

Going to bunker down so weak.

take care & remember it’s the drugs doing this not you.

 

Thanks again pb 

 

 

[powerback]

1 hour ago, pinkfairy said:

P.b  your so welcome.There  was a couple of girls what I got friendly with they had been CT off meds.

 

They were in full blown WD...They were givin more drugs.I couldn’t bare to see it.I had to keep reassuring them they were ok it wasn’t them.I tried but they trusted what they were fed “lies”& took more drugs to stop the WD up off the CT.i just had to keep my head down in there..I even painted & old ladies nails in there for her god love her.Theres me totally lost it & I am reassuring others in there.

 

 

very scary system.

 

Honestly he said those words.Wouldnt have any of it that it was WD...but clearly stated was not mentally ill.

was on the discharge papers too for my doctor.

 

It’s all the drugs but they won’t ever admit it.

 

just been sorting out my sons valentine gift for him & hid all those painted stones in his room.

My brain is on fire with every nerve here.

 

Going to bunker down so weak.

take care & remember it’s the drugs doing this not you.

 

Thanks again pb 

 

 

No sweat pink your welcome .

Need to rest myeslf for the evening ,try rest yourself with your brain like that .

👍

 

 

[pinkfairy]

On 2/12/2019 at 8:18 AM, pinkfairy said:

Tuesday 

9.30am lowering of symtoms 

went quite manic thoughts dashing all over.cant concentrate 

10.30am managed to do some chores & a food shop on line.

12 o’clock.

depression a feeling of doom.High anxiety 

blurry vision.Feel revved up but so tired.

1.30am dinner.

headache feel really sick.

inteysive thoughts.agitated.needing to move around but so weak to do so.

2pm fell asleep.But heard electricity as though my eyes were darting from side to side.Toxic nap.

2.30 pm woke up no idea where I was.feel sick.light & noise sensitivity.Heavy limbs.

3.30 pm 1mg Valium 

4.40pm DR/DP sets in total panic.

stimach pains burning.

 

5.30pm feel out of body.Had tea.feel sick.terror.

7.30pm difficulties standing.Traces off things when I move my arms.Seeing things what aren’t there.Shallow breathing.crying as in so much pain S/I as feel hopeless.stomach pains in tummy.Cold but warm.

felt really unsafe so went & got a blanket & laid on the sofa wilth a film on.

10.30pm 1mg Valium & 7.5mg of mirt.

fell asleep at 11.40pm 

woke at 3.30am 

heart racing.sweating pure dread & despair.intrusive memories.crying as had horrid dreams.stomach pains.burning skin.

8am Floaters.feel so sick & out of it.So weak intrusive thoughts.

8.30am 2mg of Valium 

 

xxx

Wednesday 

9am feel delirious,so weak intrusive thoughts high anxiety 

 

10.30am irrational thoughts.sound sight sensitive .crying spells.heavy limbs.weak.exhausted.

 

12 o’clock dinner.

health anxiety.aching heavy joints.

 

1pm feel so hungry.very fragile.depression.nerve pain.

 

2pm lowering of symtoms 

2.30 headache.Hearing music what’s not there.

 

3.30 pm 1mg of Valium 

4.pm nerve pain.burning 

(not as intense)

DP/DR setting in.

 

5.30pm go into acute symtoms.

intensisty of everything.

feel so out of it (lack of sleep)

 

10.20pm 1mg of Valium & 7.5mg of mirt 

10.30 fell asleep woke at 3.30 am 

toxic sleep.

panic adrenaline surges.

racing thoughts.

gripping tummy with fear.

thoughts really strong of I don’t want to die.feel really frightened.

dementia feeling in brain.cant focus.

7.am DR/DP heavy sore limbs.lower back pain.fear & terror off the charts. (Caught in a spiral)

headache.Loss of taste & smell.

nerve pain.cant think it frightens me.

 

happy Valentine’s Day to every one 💐♥️

[ChessieCat]

1 hour ago, pinkfairy said:

happy Valentine’s Day to every one 💐♥️

 

And to you too, pink.  @)--}--}--

[pinkfairy]

12 minutes ago, ChessieCat said:

 

And to you too, pink.  @)--}--}--

Or thank you so much 💐

wow I love that flower!

 

hope you have some one to love today.if you don’t give all that love to yourself.

 

 

 

 

[pinkfairy]

My doctor just rung about my Valium.So I asked what he called the rash when I went that time 

 

he said he was called Pityriasis rosea.

 

So not sure if it’s histamine or that.As My trust with doctors as gone.

 

he said it was a virus.So not sure if what he said could cause symtoms.

He said the rash lasts up 9 weeks.

[pinkfairy]

Thursday 

8am breakfast in total fear thoughts of I don’t want to die.

8.30am 2mg Valium 

symtoms lifted.still in a dream world.

 

9am looping thoughts obsessive behaviour.Really heavy limbs feel catatonic.Flu symtoms 

 

11am can’t move.Inner restlessness.anger.feel sick.

 

12oclock. Dinner 

lessoning of symtoms 

 

130pm depression.

my old ex support worker visited 

was sobbing.I dressed even though I was. Shaking head to toe.

He. Drove me to my favourite place.(the beach)

forced my self out of the car to watch the waves.felt beautiful the wind on my face.could only stand for 10 minutes.so so grateful he took me out.

3.30pm 1mg of Valium 

4.30 deep depression sets in.

5.30pm tea.

DR/DP massive intensity of everything.feeling hopeless 

tired but wired.anger.

high panic & despair CT symtoms 

S/I (no intent)

no let up 

 

mirt 7.5 mg Valium 1mg at 10.20 

sleep at 10.40 

woke at 4.30 am 

surges.In fear felt paralysed.

 

7am breakfast 

icy cold fear gripping my tyummy.Ocd behaviour.Thoughts of dieing.(looping thoughts of I don’t want to die)

8.30am 2mg Valium.

Dont feel grounded.obessive thoughts.very high anxiety & fear.

 

 

[powerback]

On ‎2‎/‎14‎/‎2019 at 11:28 AM, pinkfairy said:

My doctor just rung about my Valium.So I asked what he called the rash when I went that time 

 

he said he was called Pityriasis rosea.

 

So not sure if it’s histamine or that.As My trust with doctors as gone.

 

he said it was a virus.So not sure if what he said could cause symtoms.

He said the rash lasts up 9 weeks.

so he said rash harmless and will go away

[powerback]

8 hours ago, pinkfairy said:

Thursday 

8am breakfast in total fear thoughts of I don’t want to die.

8.30am 2mg Valium 

symtoms lifted.still in a dream world.

 

9am looping thoughts obsessive behaviour.Really heavy limbs feel catatonic.Flu symtoms 

 

11am can’t move.Inner restlessness.anger.feel sick.

 

12oclock. Dinner 

lessoning of symtoms 

 

130pm depression. 

my old ex support worker visited 

was sobbing.I dressed even though I was. Shaking head to toe.

He. Drove me to my favourite place.(the beach)

forced my self out of the car to watch the waves.felt beautiful the wind on my face.could only stand for 10 minutes.so so grateful he took me out.

3.30pm 1mg of Valium 

4.30 deep depression sets in.

5.30pm tea.

DR/DP massive intensity of everything.feeling hopeless 

tired but wired.anger.

high panic & despair CT symtoms 

S/I (no intent)

no let up 

 

mirt 7.5 mg Valium 1mg at 10.20 

sleep at 10.40 

woke at 4.30 am 

surges.In fear felt paralysed.

 

7am breakfast 

icy cold fear gripping my tyummy.Ocd behaviour.Thoughts of dieing.(looping thoughts of I don’t want to die)

8.30am 2mg Valium.

Dont feel grounded.obessive thoughts.very high anxiety & fear.

 

 

Had a day to forget myself yesterday pink .

Take care ,have a nice weekend 

[pinkfairy]

Morning  pb 

oh no I am so so sorry,I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy.I truly pray you have a wonderful window that stays open for sooooo long!you deserve it.

 

have a peaceful weekend 

 

he said it was viral.

So I don’t know if it’s histamine or not 😕 

 

friday 

9.30 

headache,confusion 

feel sick.

10.30 went to see my therapist was anxious but made it.

11am lowering of symtoms 

felt like me.

12.30 dinner 

still had fear but most symtoms went 🙏🏻

 

 

3.30mg 1mg Valium 

 

5pm tea 

 

depression.intensity off the charts.

intrusive thoughts burning,

in serious pain all over.

 

10.20pm 1mg Valium 

7.5mg of mirt 

 

sleep 10.40

 

Woke up 5am high anxiety,confusion,headache.all over body pain.

 

7.30 am exhausted & in agony.

 

Have a lovely weekend every one & keep safe 💐

 

 

[powerback]

12 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

he said it was viral.

 

12 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

So I don’t know if it’s histamine or not 😕 

no harm to try the non histamine diet anyways ,I'm nearly a week no bread, grains, legumes, butter, diary, cereal, wheat sugar[still eating fruit],basically paleo with not big portions of meat or fish .

 

At least viral doesn't need antibiotics ,mostly from what I read anyway.

Take care.

[pinkfairy]

7 minutes ago, powerback said:

 

no harm to try the non histamine diet anyways ,I'm nearly a week no bread, grains, legumes, butter, diary, cereal, wheat sugar[still eating fruit],basically paleo with not big portions of meat or fish .

 

At least viral doesn't need antibiotics ,mostly from what I read anyway.

Take care.

Morning pb 

well done for the changes.

i don’t eat anything super.Or bread.No cereals 

I just eat veg,meat & fruit.

i do have eggs as it’s the only thing I eat for breakfast.

 

I have no breakfast ideas 😕 

I love porridge,it’s so filling.

i would eat this with fresh fruit 

but got told not to eat oats.I really enjoyed them as well.

 

I am after duck eggs as they contain more goodness.

 

My steamer arrived so I will be having a go today of it.

 

you take care too.Hope your symtoms are letting up some.

 

[powerback]

1 minute ago, pinkfairy said:

Morning pb 

well done for the changes.

i don’t eat anything super.Or bread.No cereals 

I just eat veg,meat & fruit.

i do have eggs as it’s the only thing I eat for breakfast.

 

I have no breakfast ideas 😕 

I love porridge,it’s so filling.

i would eat this with fresh fruit 

but got told not to eat oats.I really enjoyed them as well.

 

I am after duck eggs as they contain more goodness.

 

My steamer arrived so I will be having a go today of it.

 

you take care too.Hope your symtoms are letting up some.

 

Steamer is cool .

I do chia puddings for breakfast.recipe=chia seeds,cocanut milk,caoco powder ,some banana ,cinnamon,nuts [off them at the moment] .I make a batch for about 5 days and put it in jam jars and into fridge,i heat mine a little in the winter,our bodys obsorb it better when heated and chill taking out of it.

,I'm off eggs as well as a test but they are packed with nutrition .

get gluten free and good quality oats ,the cheaper the more processed they are.

Google different ideas if you get bored with breakfasts 

take care.

[pinkfairy]

19 minutes ago, powerback said:

Steamer is cool .

I do chia puddings for breakfast.recipe=chia seeds,cocanut milk,caoco powder ,some banana ,cinnamon,nuts [off them at the moment] .I make a batch for about 5 days and put it in jam jars and into fridge,i heat mine a little in the winter,our bodys obsorb it better when heated and chill taking out of it.

,I'm off eggs as well as a test but they are packed with nutrition .

get gluten free and good quality oats ,the cheaper the more processed they are.

Google different ideas if you get bored with breakfasts 

take care.

Thank you I can’t have that  

I tried Caoco powder was a no go it’s a stimulant for me.Banannas can’t have these no more (really love bananas as well) 

but it sounds Devine.

 

I have just ordered some Oates 

(don’t want to know the cost) yikes.But am honestly sick off eggs.

 

i cannot wait to be able to eat “normal” foods again.

 

Thanks pb about the oats.will look forward to having those again 

 

take care 

[powerback]

10 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

Caoco powder was a no go it’s a stimulant for me

mmm interesting ,I mite need to watch this also ,I cant tell if it is .

Take care pink

[pinkfairy]

It wired me more than usual 

you could be ok with it.I was only using a bit as well.I asked a health coach who’s in WD her self 

she told me it can act as a stimulant for some.

 

you too pb 

[powerback]

36 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

It wired me more than usual 

you could be ok with it.I was only using a bit as well.I asked a health coach who’s in WD her self 

she told me it can act as a stimulant for some.

 

you too pb 

thanks you've given me something to think of ,ile leave it out in the next batch .✊

[pinkfairy]

13 minutes ago, powerback said:

thanks you've given me something to think of ,ile leave it out in the next batch .✊

Your more than welcome.

my sons home for the weekend.His hormones are kicking in.His always angry 

i don’t know if it’s because am so ill & it’s been going on for years or if it’s hormanal.

 

slanming doors this morning & talking to bad.

 

I start thinking if I was well would he be so angry etc.This as ruined our realtionship & torn us apart quite frankly.

His my world but feel so disconnected from him!We were so so close before all this happened.I tell him all the time I love you & your my life 

but falls on deaf ears.i get confused with what’s coming up to teenage years or how much our life’s are temporary disabled.

 

i hope one day he can forgive me.

I have too forgive myself too.

(Spiral) 

(Change the Chanel)

 

Going to check on my plants what I planted last year to see if there’s any buds appearing.

 

keep up the good work p.b 

 

 

[powerback]

33 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

I start thinking if I was well would he be so angry etc.This as ruined our realtionship & torn us apart quite frankly.

you will need to seek out help in time when your up to it pink ,this doesn't help you when you blame yourself .put the energy into learning about he's "issues" rather than blaming yourself .

Take great care pink . 

[pinkfairy]

Yea I sorted a support worker out & school is on to getting him a counsellor 

his on the waiting list.

 

Thanks pb 

 

you too 

[powerback]

3 minutes ago, pinkfairy said:

Yea I sorted a support worker out & school is on to getting him a counsellor 

his on the waiting list.

 

Thanks pb 

 

you too 

be very careful of diagnoses from them .clean up he's diet like your own  ,do what ever you can your end also will help .

I cant claim anything one way or the other but if you inform yourself as well you can judge what is said .

hope your day goes ok .

Take care.