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bhasski, I saw your post on the I can't talk thread, was about to respond but thought to come read here first....  This is strange, I had the same issue with a restless left leg at night too.  Thought it was just me...how is your diet? I noticed if I had sugar or caffeine before bed it came out, also is worse when it's hot out, and got worse once when I was drinking a lot of mint tea. 

 

One thing you can try if you have not already that might help, which is what I do when it comes on (hasn't happened in a while, probably because it's cold here now) is to get a small weighted heating pad, and just lay it across your leg (unheated).  That helps enormously when it happens to me, then I can get back to sleep.

 

I can't figure out why it's just one leg though...it's so bizarre.

 

 

 

 

 

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9 hours ago, UnfoldingSky said:

 

I can't figure out why it's just one leg though...it's so bizarre.

 

Yes, its bizarre.. My left leg .. My left hand got ulnar neuropathy... Also there is problem in holding through thumb.

 

My left eye got more weak and there is always mild pain in it. I had eyes checked twice.

 

9 hours ago, UnfoldingSky said:

bhasski, I saw your post on the I can't talk thread

Which thread that you can't talk here ...  I do write and it is very difficult for me to recollect where I have written. Memory is terrible ...

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After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Today i had outing with friends.. Same issue .. I can't concentrate and listen talks much.

 

Always points me that there is sth wrong going inside head.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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On 05/12/2017 at 11:37 AM, bhasski said:

 

Yes, its bizarre.. My left leg .. My left hand got ulnar neuropathy... Also there is problem in holding through thumb.

 

My left eye got more weak and there is always mild pain in it. I had eyes checked twice.

 

Which thread that you can't talk here ...  I do write and it is very difficult for me to recollect where I have written. Memory is terrible ...

 

I'm sorry to hear what happened to your hand and vision. Did you have electrical shock sensations in your left eye at all? I had them in my right eye now I feel I need to have my vision checked as it seems vision is slightly worse now in that eye.  Not sure if the past zaps had anything to do with it or not. 

 

As for the thread I mentioned it's here:

 

 

I understand about memory.I have to answer you still over there, just wanted to read a bit of your thread before doing that. 

 

Oh, and I've had neck issues too.  Part of the problem was computer use, I had been using a laptop on my bed, leaning over it. But it seemed probably worsened by withdrawal. I don't know if you tried this already, at the moment haven't time to read your full thread, if so I apologize for possibly repeating stuff, but, a heating pad helped somewhat at times.  Also, epsom salt baths with lots of salts, if you have an old towel take it and put it in the bath then lay it across your shoulders.  And have you tried massage?

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@UnfoldingSky

 This is the most irritating thing. I do post and talk and couldn't recall .

That's what happened of I Can't Talk .

... Its frustrating:angry:

And yes, please do reply what made you feel better. I have been trying and trying and its all wasted with negative thoughts and anger.

I still have not been able to laugh at once.

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Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
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After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Went to bed at 10:30 pm... now awake from 1:00 am...  

Stomach feels like mush of toxic food that I have eaten for  breakfast, lunch , dinner... 

Have to forcefully free my bowels in rounds...

Still dont know how much it is wdl and how much is permanent damage on body and mind.. 

Also physical and mental torture of PSSD.

 

Just have a Cetrizine to cover up throat inflammation .

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05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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On 07/12/2017 at 2:47 AM, bhasski said:

@UnfoldingSky

 This is the most irritating thing. I do post and talk and couldn't recall .

That's what happened of I Can't Talk .

... Its frustrating:angry:

And yes, please do reply what made you feel better. I have been trying and trying and its all wasted with negative thoughts and anger.

I still have not been able to laugh at once.

 

Hi bhasski,

 

I know what you mean about not recalling what you've done, I've had it happen myself.  It is frustrating, no doubt about it.  I will reply to you over on the other thread, just have to go to bed right now as it's late where I am and I suspect my answer to you will be rather long. I want to make sure I will make sense... More in a bit...

 

Take care,


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@nz11

Hi  nz11,

I know you stopped Paxil ... i too stopped it CT.  Now its like my body is in pain  still  after 21 mos. 

My neck is stiffed and painful. there is pain in back and shoulder .. I know its wrongful to ask anyone for recovery time..

but my patience is giving up.

Did you have the stiff neck and body?

 

When and how the symptoms gone? There is emotional , psychological and physcical stuff.

Sry for bothering you.

 

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05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
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Wow I'm learning news things about this site every day ...being you can get someones attention within your own thread by putting the @ sign.

I think your story is lot more complicated than mine with all your polydruggary and switches. 

Gotta run I'm late for work. Its a long journey. 21 months is still early days.

Hang in there . In time it will get better.

nz11

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This is so true, with anything you get on these drugs, dependance, tapering, withdrawal symptoms, side effects, just silent. And if there is something mentioned then their is a serious disconnect between what is said and reality! 

  "Every time I read of a multi-person shooting, I always presume that person had just started a SSRI or had just stopped."  Dr Mosher. Me too! 

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9 hours ago, nz11 said:

...being you can get someones attention within your own thread by putting the @ sign.

Thanks.

Yes its a new good addition to have notice of s1 you want to talk to.

 

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02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Still 1 day to this hell of  2017. 

2016 in bed bound... 2017 90% bed bound... 

I had 4-5 rageful fights while on meds...

I miss why haven't slapped and broke the bones old sick shrink.

That should have been done.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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2 hours ago, bhasski said:

I miss why haven't slapped and broke the bones old sick shrink.

That should have been done.

Hi Bhasski,

 

I read some of your posts and I'm sad that you are still suffering so.  I imagine that a lot of people share your same thoughts about breaking the bones of their old sick shrink.

 

How is your father doing?  Did he take the drugs that his doctor prescribed for him? I have tried to talk to other people about these medications and I have failed to get them to listen.  I just ended up saying that if they ever wanted to stop that I would like to talk to them about the best way to do it. 

 

I hope that 2018 is a better year for you.  You appear to be in the middle of recovery, clearly not over it yet.  From what I read on this site it appears that a lot of people that have gone cold turkey have a similar recovery timeline that you do. I hope that you see a lot more improvement in 2018.

 

 

 

RS

 

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Medications and supplements: Gabapentin, Prednisone 4mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily,  Fish oil, vitamin D, Calcium

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Feb. 2016 to June 2016  - Was on 150mg Zoloft.  Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. 

Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June  2016,  reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016.  From July 2016  to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper.

STARTING SENSIBLE  ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE

Dec. 10 2016  - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg.   Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mgFeb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%).  Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg.  May 9, 2020 1.375 mg.  June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%).  July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%).  August 15, 2020 1.0 mg.  Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg.  Nov. 28, 2020 .75mgJan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%).  Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg.  May 1, 2021 .375mg.  May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg.  October 2, 2021 .043mg.  October 10, 2021 .038mg.  October 23, 2021 .035mg.  October 30, 2021 .032mg.  Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg.  Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg.  Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY

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50 minutes ago, RachelSusan said:

Hi Bhasski,

 

I read some of your posts and I'm sad that you are still suffering so.  I imagine that a lot of people share your same thoughts about breaking the bones of their old sick shrink.

 

How is your father doing?  Did he take the drugs that his doctor prescribed for him? I have tried to talk to other people about these medications and I have failed to get them to listen.  I just ended up saying that if they ever wanted to stop that I would like to talk to them about the best way to do it. 

 

I hope that 2018 is a better year for you.  You appear to be in the middle of recovery, clearly not over it yet.  From what I read on this site it appears that a lot of people that have gone cold turkey have a similar recovery timeline that you do. I hope that you see a lot more improvement in 2018.

 

 

 

RS

 

Thanks for asking. 

Today and this moment itself, I am going through severe emotional instability... I can feel the rage.

 

My father took the second opinion. Luckily he listened to me and new doctor prescribed low dose aspirin to increase blood flow and some vitamins.

 

He asked to wait for 3 months to see the effect.

 

Today morning itself a street boy commented me with " Hi! Engineer" who is a lot junior to me. I just avoided him.. But felt insulted and inferior due to this hell.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Bhasski,

 

You did a great job with your father.  I'm so glad he listened to you. Sometimes it is hard for parents to listen to their children, your father must really respect you if he listens.

 

I hope you have the best New Year's you can have with these trying symptoms. 

 

RS

 

 

 

I am not a health professional in any way.  I do not give medical advice.   Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a professional medical practitioner.

 

NEW INFORMATION FOR GABAPENTIN TAPER

April 29, 2022 900 mg to 800 mg (11%), May 29, 2022 800 to 700 mg (12.5%), June 20, 2022 700 to 650mg (8%), July 20, 2022 650 to 575 (12%), August 20,  575 to 500 (13%),  Sept 20, 2020 500 to 475mg (5%) Nov 7, 2022 475 to 425 (11%), Nov 21, 2022 500mg

Medications and supplements: Gabapentin, Prednisone 4mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily,  Fish oil, vitamin D, Calcium

HISTORY FOR ZOLOFT TAPER

Feb. 2016 to June 2016  - Was on 150mg Zoloft.  Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. 

Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June  2016,  reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016.  From July 2016  to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper.

STARTING SENSIBLE  ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE

Dec. 10 2016  - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg.   Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mgFeb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%).  Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg.  May 9, 2020 1.375 mg.  June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%).  July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%).  August 15, 2020 1.0 mg.  Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg.  Nov. 28, 2020 .75mgJan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%).  Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg.  May 1, 2021 .375mg.  May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg.  October 2, 2021 .043mg.  October 10, 2021 .038mg.  October 23, 2021 .035mg.  October 30, 2021 .032mg.  Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg.  Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg.  Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY

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2 minutes ago, RachelSusan said:

Bhasski,

 

You did a great job with your father.  I'm so glad he listened to you. Sometimes it is hard for parents to listen to their children, your father must really respect you if he listens.

 

I hope you have the best New Year's you can have with these trying symptoms. 

 

RS

 

 

Wish you peace and health dear. And a smile.

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02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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I am sorry to put out this here.

This is not science, nor my belief. But I need support as I am suffering a lot for past 5 dayd.

 

But I have been told by many (quackers, aleast for me) about me being suffering from Black Magic. Its done long back. My parents has taken me to many such people before whole this ordeal. Each one said  they had done the job.. but I never got relieved.  So, the new one always come with the  Black Magic still there.

 

I dunno I have told here .. but I have been to a hynotist who claims to know Brian Weiss thing ( if you know).. she charged heflty for 3 sessions. And then left me as the case of severe Black Magic when nothing done. Btw she was a professor here in the nearby city and her son is in Harvard.  She didnt believe the ADs wdl and left tmy case. I then scolded ( no word in mind) for her  quackery, but she said me its Black Magic (Again) which has to be broken.

 

No one ever told me who the doer is…?

This thing always remain in my thoughts in some corner always bothering me .. bcoz I am in pain for almost 12 yrs.. even before this SSRIs or APs..

 

thats why my parents lost hope and may be put me into this evil science.

 

I know this wdl made me suffer a lot..  I was not this miserable .. but time to time I was losing sudden confidence.. outlook.. energy.

 

If someone here knows anything about Black Magic , then pls help.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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I have been suffering from severe anger.. intolerant nature... back and neck pains and stiffness , DP etc.

 

I stopped going with my father to the shop due to some argument and my heated reaction. 

My mother keeps asking me what is in my mind .. what do I want to do ? That she will open a new business for me if I want another. She didnt understand that I cannot do another if I am not able to sit in my current. 

I refrain talking to people, even to the company sales person. As I get ill tempered over simple delays or misinformation  or malpractice...

 

I am not in a state to do it right now. I dont feel pleasure in anything.. even in talking .. while wdl physical issues make it worse. 

Also 5 days of not going, feels like I have never been to shop. Why do I feel such ?

 

I would appreciate if you say sth.

 

 

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02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Its 2:15 am. Why is nothing sort of sleepy?

I tried to be in bed for about 2 hrs.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Hi,

Another pending update.

For about 20 days , i noticed strange gasps of breathe or sudden intake of breath automatically. 

Happens mostly while I lay down for sleep at night.. seldom in day.

 

Its like I was breathing less unknowlingly and suudenly body automatically surge for full breathe, but it is noticeable for me.

Not another painful symptoms but weird though as if sth wrong with breathing.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Bhasski

I am also facing this breath thing.

It is strange to explain.

Patience is the only answer for our suffering bhasski.

I too had immense anger ,before medicines.

Now on olanzapine I don't remember my past suffering.

I feel fear ,what if all my emotions come back after tapering.

 

 

 

 

Cold turkeyed risperidone (1m.g)and trihexyphenidyl combination drug out of ignorance,In August 2016 after one month use.

Withdrawal symptoms settled at dreamful,disturbing sleep.

Thus introduced to olanzapine for sleep.Started using olanzapine out of ignorance.

Tapering olanzapine 10 m.g from February 2017.

May 2018 :Still suffering dreams,Still tapering olanzapine at 0.625.100ml water+2.5 mg olanzapine. June 2018 22.5ml=0.57mg.July 2018 20ml,August 2018-17.5ml,September 2018-15ml,October 2018 10 ml,December 2018 7 ml, BrassMonkey slide method so far at lower doses.2 nd December cold turkeyed , only to reach minure doses as reinstatement to cutshort endless tapering process.4rth December started 1ml.

Almost no symptoms and sleep is better,So started 0.5 ml from 17-12-2018.

"0"from31-12-18.Re birth happened from 10- 2020,as rejuvenation took whole2019.Completely recovered now.

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Breathing stopping being automatic and becoming something conscious is something that I have had from anxiety without being on any meds, if that helps you be less scared of it.

Current daily meds. Citalopram 2.5mg morning. Diazapam 1.5mg evening, Propanalol 40mg split 4x10mg throughout day.

 

Recent meds. Fluoxetine 20mg began 24th Nov 2017, CT on 4th December on medical advice due to bad Akathisia. Citalopram 10mg began on 13th Dec 2017, tapered to 2.5mg by 20th Dec 2017 on medical advice. Diazapam 2mg began on 6th Dec 2017 cut to 1.5 mg on 26th Dec. Propanalol 40mg began on 13th Dec. Zopiclone 3.75 mg began 13th December, used maybe 5 times then quit.

 

Previous history. Tricyclics, Fluoxetine or Citalopram for periods of 6mo to 2yrs over last 25 years. Probably 5 yrs in total. No significant ill effects.

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On 1/10/2018 at 11:27 PM, kesh said:

Breathing stopping being automatic and becoming something conscious is something that I have had from anxiety without being on any meds, if that helps you be less scared of it.

 

I know people can be anxious before meds.. 

But I was not at all with such degree. 

Now seeing this after meds. This is not scaring me .. there are many things going on after meds.

 

 

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Also happy to see a judgement against a doctor.. Doctors loosing dignity here .. People are passing on donations, degrees and certificates are sold for money here n thus so called doctors everywhere.

 

They should be punished for their negligence.

 

https://medicaldialogues.in/side-effects-of-prescribed-medicine-neurologist-asked-to-pay-rs-90000/amp/

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Here just came a allopathic doctor.

 

Hes the son of a person whos Homeopathic advice I am taking.

 

The son being able to laugh and being I not, judged me as depressed (Slowly, in the ears of his father... Father nodded yes)

 

Then heated argument ( only I was heated) where I got personal with wrong medicines and he defended that doctors know more.. hw come you know more - from internet?

Doctors spend 12 yrs of life studying. 

 

I just told him take  Paxil for 6 mos and then talk about medicine out in 6 weeks.

They were judging.

 

No one can save you from Psychiatry and ofcourse, Degree or Certificate Ego.

 

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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  • 3 weeks later...

SUDDEN RAGE:

Yesterday i just had another rage incident on a tempo driver who carried loads to home.

Its when he started telling unloader that I said the place is nearby in an opposing tone.

 

Ofcourse I said nearby - 4 steps.

How much nearby can a place would it be and  I just need s1 to lie... And the rage broke loose.

 

I called him a cheat .. and stop talking BS. I shouted at him and then he back stepped. He is way older than me. 

 

I could have handled it easy but no .. I know nothing at  that particular time...

People are there same and I know they lie ... 

But why do I should .. Why I got so pissed ... why do i forgot myself who was moral enough to be polite ?

 

I  am lost.. 

I do not enjoy a thing.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Hello bhasski, I wanted to see how you were doing.  Try not to be hard on yourself this process is difficult enough already.  One thing I read lately has helped me when I'm dealing with people who refuse to understand where I'm coming from is to not waste energy on them given they are committed to misunderstanding you.  Not sure if that applies to your recent situation but I'm sure may to others you could encounter. 

 

Wishing you healing,

 

US

 

 

I am not a medical professional and nothing I say is a medical opinion or meant to be medical advice, please seek a competent and trusted medical professional to consult for all medical decisions.

 

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8 hours ago, UnfoldingSky said:

Hello bhasski, I wanted to see how you were doing.  Try not to be hard on yourself this process is difficult enough already.  One thing I read lately has helped me when I'm dealing with people who refuse to understand where I'm coming from is to not waste energy on them given they are committed to misunderstanding you.  Not sure if that applies to your recent situation but I'm sure may to others you could encounter. 

 

Wishing you healing,

 

US

 

 

Thanks for the advice.

 

Actually I am sick of not being able to do things. Insecurity of job, seeing old father working.. mother at home.. 

I was not able to help him at shop .. job was left over 2 yrs ago coz of unknown wdl.

Its insecurity..  wdl has me  cabbage who can think of it , not act.

 

 

How r u ?

 

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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14 hours ago, bhasski said:

Thanks for the advice.

 

Actually I am sick of not being able to do things. Insecurity of job, seeing old father working.. mother at home.. 

I was not able to help him at shop .. job was left over 2 yrs ago coz of unknown wdl.

Its insecurity..  wdl has me  cabbage who can think of it , not act.

 

 

How r u ?

 

 

Not too great, thanks for asking. I have come down with what seems to be the flu, and it's wiped me out, too fatigued to do almost anything.  I know it's so frustrating not to be able to do much, I feel pretty useless right now myself.  How is the breathing issue you mentioned above?

I am not a medical professional and nothing I say is a medical opinion or meant to be medical advice, please seek a competent and trusted medical professional to consult for all medical decisions.

 

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6 hours ago, UnfoldingSky said:

How is the breathing issue you mentioned above?

 

Breathing issue is still there ... its sudden gasp for air.. as if I am not taking in proper breathe.

It happens out of my control, only i could notice it at times

 

I wish you could find relief. 

 

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Thank you bhasski, I wish you could too!  Has there been any improvements in the breathing issue? How's the restless leg too by the way?

I am not a medical professional and nothing I say is a medical opinion or meant to be medical advice, please seek a competent and trusted medical professional to consult for all medical decisions.

 

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9 hours ago, UnfoldingSky said:

Has there been any improvements in the breathing issue? How's the restless leg too by the way?

 

Breathing issues are still there.

 

Only left leg has restlessness. It has gotten down to be bearable most of the time - until its not flared up.

 

Actually its mostly in left side of the body. It feels different from right, which is mostly at comparable ease.

 

Some damage probably.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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Hi bhasski, I'm sorry this stuff hasn't cleared up yet.  I have found my restless left leg is not bothering me lately, I don't know if I can say it's recovered fully yet, since it only happened here and there that it got restless.  It has improved though, so hopefully that is a good sign for you too.

 

I am not a medical professional and nothing I say is a medical opinion or meant to be medical advice, please seek a competent and trusted medical professional to consult for all medical decisions.

 

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Hi bhasski, hows left leg restlessnes? You cope with it?

 

I had restless leg  for 2 months and I noticed that in evening time got worse.

Have you used that ointment I quoted it has an ingredient which is called hypocastanus check it out it can help.

https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Varixinal-gel-30-tabs-Signs-of-venous-insufficiency/192427691009?hash=item2ccd958c01:g:2xkAAOSwtBdaXJdx

 

2011 protracted withdrawal symptoms from Effexor, managed to come off
2013-2015  risperidone consta 50 mg, started tapering from March 2015 to 1,66mg/day and from 02/2015 started seroxat 10mg/day

01/17 Seroxat 2,0mg,olanzapine 5mg,risperidone consta 25mg/every 15days

05/17 Seroxat 1mg,olanzapine 5mg,risp.consta 25mg/every 15days

06/17 Seroxat 2drops,olanzapine 5mg,liquid risperidone2mg

07/17 Seroxat 1 drop,olanzapine 5mg,Risperidone 0mg, 10/17 Seroxat 0mg,olanzapine,5mg,Risperidone 0mg, 12/17 Seroxat 1/2 drop, olanzapine 5mg,  04/18 Olanzapine 1,25mg, 04/18 xanax 0,5mg

24/06/2019 doc said to take 10mg olanzapine for 13days and down to 5mg
 been taking 10mg for 14 days, 5mg for 8 days  and  tapered to  3/4quart. 5mg  for 14 days, 1/2 for 14 days,

01/08/19 2,5mg

08/2021 5mg olanzapine

Supplements Omega 3, Turmeric, Bacopa monneri, Mucuna Pruriens

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  • 4 weeks later...

2nd visit to eye doctor within 4 months..

Numbers changed.. But  bluriness still there. Doctor advised to go have a consult with neuroophthalmologist ..

 

Now Ashwagandha stopped after 3 mos of persistent use.. 

Using Black Seed Oil for for past few days..

Current symptoms :

Indigestion.. Memory.. Delayed sleep.. Visual issues.. Difficulty talking.. Facial stiffness. Restless left leg.. Apathy.. Dizzy head.. Irritation.

 

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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On 2/19/2018 at 6:33 PM, Miko789 said:

Hi bhasski, hows left leg restlessnes? You cope with it?

 

I had restless leg  for 2 months and I noticed that in evening time got worse.

Have you used that ointment I quoted it has an ingredient which is called hypocastanus check it out it can help.

https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/Varixinal-gel-30-tabs-Signs-of-venous-insufficiency/192427691009?hash=item2ccd958c01:g:2xkAAOSwtBdaXJdx

Thanks miko.

I had not still tried the medicine. Did it cure the rls even after you stopped it ?

 

 

I will try sooner .. waiting to get bearable by its own.

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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4:53 am .. heavily tired .. but no sleep.

 

How does this head pressure go.. it feels like something is building up inside.. 

Indigestion .. anger.. frustration.. 

 

I try to avoid writing here as it doesnt help out sorting things...

Bye gn .

08/13 - 01/14
Olanzapine, petril MD (Clonazepam ), Dicorate ER (divalproex). Soza 10 (Zolpidem)

02/14 - 05/14
Flunil ​20mg , Divaa OD 250 mg(divalproex), Amisulpride 50mg (1-0-2), zolfresh 5 mg , Quetiapine
05/14 - 08/14 Venlafaxine 75 xr ( 1-0-1), zapiz 0.25
10/14 Zaptra 12.5mg , Oxetol xr 150mg (0-0-1)
11/14 - 08/15
Paris CR 25 (paroxetine) , Oxetol xr 600 mg (0-0-1), nitrest 5mg , Quetiapine for a month.
09/15-11 Venlafaxine XR 75 ( 1-0-1), Mirtazipine 15, Respiredal 0.5, Lamitor 25, zillion 10.
12/15-02/16 Off Meds (C.T)

03/16-Mid April Sertraline, Aripropazole, Quetiapine, Etizolam.

After that : CT and on OTC supplements (Roadback), now on Ayurveda
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