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I'll check it out after work. What do they say about lunch meat and chicken breasts

2010 bupropion(?) approx 1 month, cold turkey

2013 Lexapro 10mg from 2013-2015. Reduced to 5mg for 2.5-3ish years. Reduced to 2.5mg for 2 months then stopped early Sept 2018
Dec 8th 2018 Lexapro reinstated 0.5mg

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If you are vegetarian (not vegan) you can get vitamin B12 from milk, yoghurt, cheese and eggs.

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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Talking about diet online is emotive and controversial. I hate mentioning what I eat but I have done so on my thread only because I felt it was necessary. My extensive research as a lay person, my own positive personal results, as well as impressive results from advising family and friends, has led me to conclude that:

 

Whole plants are healthy

 

Processed (oils, extracts, juices, dairy etc) foods, some grains, and meat can cause problems

 

I wish I knew more but no matter who you consult, the majority seem convinced by their claims, despite very convincing evidence to the contrary. It seems that diets that sustained previous generations through millennia were very healthy and they were devoid of processed foods and modern eating patterns. I think there is wisdom in that and therein lies the answer to appropriate diets: how did those groups who consistently lived the longest and healthiest eat? Diet could also be very individualized, so that each person must tailor diets for optimal health. 


It seems most people advocate a diet they consume and their bias is entrenched. Modern life it seems is at the heart of dietary issues. Also, many of us who devote time to researching what foods to eat are already suffering in some way: one could argue that we aren't the best advocates of a particular way of eating due to our health issues. I'd say it's a valid point; my health is obviously not great due to an autoimmune condition and withdrawal syndrome. How much of that is due to distant past or present dietary choices is unknown. I have some excellent health markers under many different tests that were improved with a change in diet.

 

As for B12: whether people eat animal products or not, they can run into deficiency but of course, it is more common with vegans. I have seen some convincing evidence that suggests we could get B12 from non-animal sources but that kind of environment is not really feasible in the modern day. My conclusion is that I think B12 should be tested for routinely. Although the standard test isn't detailed, it is cheap (I think) and it can give a good indication as to whether further investigation or intervention is necessary.

 

Just my 2 cents.

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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7 hours ago, papaloapan said:

Watch the documentary I posted, it has interviews with physicians and nutritionists


There are also some "debunkings" around, which are very enlightening.

 

As a society, we eat less and less meat, and less and less animal fats, compared to previous generations, and we seem to have more and more poor mental health. (I am talking about good quality meat, a good grass fed steak or a healthy free range chicken. This is the sort of meat we get here in Australia - I'm not sure how that is in other countries.)

 

I'm yet to see any convincing evidence that humans can be really healthy on a vegetarian diet. India, which has the lowest meat intake in the world (or did a few years ago) has appalling diabetes rates. I'm also yet to see any convincing evidence that we can get B12 from anything but animal foods. (There seems to be some thought that if we didn't wash our foods then we could get some B12 from - presumably - the manure that adheres to it. That sounds risky to me.)

 

I also know that we are different. I have had to greatly increase my meat intake in order to get my ferritin up to an adequate level - it could go higher, but it's okay now. I have a friend with hemachromatosis who has to give blood monthly in order to prevent ferritin from becoming toxic! So we're quite different. If I became vegetarian, I'd be okay for a while until I depleted that ferritin, and then I'd be very unwell.

 

For me, greatly increasing my meat and my animal fats has significantly improved my mood - to the point where, even withdrawing, I am better emotionally than I ever was fully medicated with this SSRI. This is hugely enlightening to me - my mental health problems date from when a dietitian told me to reduce my meat and my fat intake. (Also, from thyroid - I saw a dietitian because I'd gained weight, which realistically was my thyroid. Low thyroid is known to cause mood issues too.)

 

Diet is such an emotive subject, and I'm impressed at how polite everyone is in this thread. Hope you're all well and that your choices work for you.

 

 

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

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43 minutes ago, Kittygiggles said:

I wish I knew more but no matter who you consult, the majority seem convinced by their claims, despite very convincing evidence to the contrary. It seems that diets that sustained previous generations through millennia were very healthy and they were devoid of processed foods and modern eating patterns. I think there is wisdom in that and therein lies the answer to appropriate diets: how did those groups who consistently lived the longest and healthiest eat?

 

I keep coming back to eating what my great grandparents ate. Nothing processed, lots of vegetables, meat with the fat on, butter (not "spreads"), and fewer grains and much less sugar. If great granny wouldn't recognize it, I try not to eat it. Though we do occasionally have a pizza on a Friday night, and great granny most certainly wouldn't recognize that, but the principle is there!!

 

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

Current: Armour Thyroid

 

 

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10 minutes ago, bubbles said:

 

I keep coming back to eating what my great grandparents ate. Nothing processed, lots of vegetables, meat with the fat on, butter (not "spreads"), and fewer grains and much less sugar. If great granny wouldn't recognize it, I try not to eat it. Though we do occasionally have a pizza on a Friday night, and great granny most certainly wouldn't recognize that, but the principle is there!!

 

 

It makes sense to me. I take comfort in your example and when I think of our ancestors. If they were doing something dietary as wrong as some modern advocates claim, why did they exhibit such good health at such an advanced age?

 

"If great granny wouldn't recognize it, I try not to eat it."

 

I love that! 

 

I see from your signature that you're on NDT. I am planning to move over to it (from levothyroxine) as soon as I can get a good supplier here. Do you supplement B12 as well? I had to when I had a test done and I was around 250. Hypothyroidism is likely the cause. I take methylcobalamin orally and it does raise my serum level impressively (currently at the top of the range) but I have to keep it way above that I suspect and I think I wasn't taking enough in recent months. I'm exploring whether my recent megadoses of B12 helped with my palpitations. 

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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28 minutes ago, Kittygiggles said:

 

I see from your signature that you're on NDT. I am planning to move over to it (from levothyroxine) as soon as I can get a good supplier here. Do you supplement B12 as well? I had to when I had a test done and I was around 250. Hypothyroidism is likely the cause. I take methylcobalamin orally and it does raise my serum level impressively (currently at the top of the range) but I have to keep it way above that I suspect and I think I wasn't taking enough in recent months. I'm exploring whether my recent megadoses of B12 helped with my palpitations. 

 

 

I don't supplement B12, though perhaps next time I get a blood test it is worth testing. I've never been worried about it because (due to the iron issues) I eat lots of animal foods, so my dietary intake of B12 is good. I've read that hypothyroidism is associated with a few nutrient deficiencies, but I didn't know it was associated with B12 deficiency so that's good to know.

 

Yes, I've taken NDT for a long time. At present I'm working on getting my thyroid hormones as optimal as I can for overall health reasons. I know NDT is available in some European countries, though I've never had to get it there. (Also, we have a thyroid thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1593-thyroid-symptoms-hypothyroid-hashimotos/?tab=comments#comment-15040. Not sure if you've seen it.)

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

Current: Armour Thyroid

 

 

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@Kittygiggles oops I see you've already seen that thread. :)

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

Current: Armour Thyroid

 

 

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7 hours ago, bubbles said:

I don't supplement B12, though perhaps next time I get a blood test it is worth testing. I've never been worried about it because (due to the iron issues) I eat lots of animal foods, so my dietary intake of B12 is good. I've read that hypothyroidism is associated with a few nutrient deficiencies, but I didn't know it was associated with B12 deficiency so that's good to know.

 

Yes, unfortunately it's just one other thing to have to deal with when one has thyroid disease. I ate fish, almost every single day for close to 15 years. Fish, as far as I have read, have the highest concentration of vitamin B12 of any meat. I had a blood test without supplementing and I was around 250picograms per milliliter (I think that's the unit), the reference range was around 200 to 900. However, Japan have defined a minimum of 500 as being close to deficient. Based on my diet, I was shocked at how low it was. A percentage that could be half of that number is what is actually usable by the body I think. 

 

I am fairly new to learning about it but as it is so cheap to buy and supplement, I just started taking it before reading more about it. I got my levels over the upper range fairly quickly with methylcobalamin (I took 5000micrograms per day for about two weeks then maintained at about 1000micrograms a day but your numbers and requirements may vary, if you have to supplement).

 

So, if you test low and you have a B12-rich diet, you could have a thyroid issue that results in hypochlorhydria, reducing your absorption of B12 from food. I think there are other ways hypothyroidism affects B12, I can't recall, sorry. In addition, many people have that problem without thyroid disease. Also, you may have an MTHFR gene problem, which means you cannot convert B12 into a usable form properly. 

 

I didn't test for the MTHFR gene as I doubt they do it here. In any case, I just thought I'd supplement and get my levels up, accepting I may need to supplement for life and getting on with the myriad other health issues hypothyroidism and SSRIs cause!

 

So don't worry (if you were) because it's easily fixed if you respond to oral treatment and if you need injections, well that's pretty straight forward too. Sadly, people who eat lots of B12-rich food aren't always safe :(

 

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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Thanks @Kittygiggles, that's good to know.

 

I have no B12 deficient symptoms, and no real reason to think I'm deficient, but I'll do some investigating and work out what I need to ask the doctor to test for - if they're drawing blood it might as well have some other useful stuff in there. :) I keep toying with that gene test, but not sure it would give me enough information to make the cost worthwhile.

 

Cheers!

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

Current: Armour Thyroid

 

 

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From Post #1 of this topic regarding subclinical B12 deficiency:

 

On 11/3/2011 at 9:12 AM, Altostrata said:

 

There are other factors that might cause B12 levels to be low, but show up as normal on regular blood tests -- that's why it's called subclinical B12 deficiency.

 

Subclinical B12 deficiency may cause low mood for which many people might seek an antidepressant. Many psychiatric symptoms may very well be just low B12.

 

Over the long run, subclinical B12 deficiency can be as destructive as frank B12 deficiency.

 

 

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21 hours ago, bubbles said:

 

As a society, we eat less and less meat, and less and less animal fats, compared to previous generations, and we seem to have more and more poor mental health.

this is not true of the USA

we are eating an enormous amnt of meat, esp chicken here in the USA

 

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In the documentary "What the health" physicians mention that humans closest relatives are chimps, they share 96% of our DNA.

Chimps get 97% of their calories from plants and their remaining 3% mostly of insects and they don't die at young age of heart disease, diabetes or cancer like humans. 

This short video has good info about vegan diet from a physician, cardiothoracic surgeon, practiced surgery until he was 95

 

 

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

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Another physician by the way and with historical facts of how diet has been since many years ago and how was the health of humans over the years with those diets

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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Is it common for B12 to make you worse before getting better? I had one a fewdays ago and my symptoms are now worse.

March 2016: Strattera

June 2016: Nothing

October 2016-April 2017:Wellbutrin SR

Mid-March 2017-March 2017 Adderall (9 days)

April 2017: Wellbutrin and Ritalin (7 days)

Mid-April to mid-June: nothing 

early June 2017: Wellbutrin XL

mid-June 2017: Wellbutrin XL, Adderall, and Hydrochlorothiazide (blood pressure); took for two days

Late August: Allegra for two days, then Propranolol

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On 12/20/2018 at 11:42 AM, Dylanmatthew said:

So the lunch meat I get that says no nitrates or nitrites is terrible for me? And the fresh chicken breasts and steaks I buy are bad too? I seriously don't even know what to eat anymore. It all causes me anxiety that I am harming my body

 

Don't worry. Remember the mind is very powerful. If placebo means that you can take any psychiatric or medical drug, and if you believe that it is good for you, even though it is toxic for your body, it helps you/enhances your health. My theory is that this should also apply to food, meaning that even though any food is toxic, lets say an animal based food, and you believe it is good for you, it will enhance your health. 

Also a nutritionist told me, because I am vegetarian and I have a very strict and healthy diet, that once a week I should have a non healthy animal food meal. This is because if I have the strict healthy vegetarian dieat every single day and in every single meal, the day I'll have an animal based non healthy food, my body will feel terrible.

So you can have a mixed diet, lets say 70% healthy and 30% unhealthy, or the way you wish to distribute this percentage

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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On 1/13/2019 at 4:16 PM, papaloapan said:

This is because if I have the strict healthy vegetarian dieat every single day and in every single meal, the day I'll have an animal based non healthy food, my body will feel terrible.

So you can have a mixed diet, lets say 70% healthy and 30% unhealthy, or the way you wish to distribute this percentage

 

That’s because animal foods contain crucial nutrition. 

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

Current: Armour Thyroid

 

 

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That’s because animal foods contain crucial nutrition. 

False. Watch the last 2 videos I posted. It is because of this: " the day I'll have an animal based non healthy food, my body will feel terrible." Because by having every day a healthy vegetarian diet, my body gets used to it.

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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On 1/13/2019 at 3:16 PM, papaloapan said:

So you can have a mixed diet, lets say 70% healthy and 30% unhealthy, or the way you wish to distribute this percentage

I wish I could delete this. I wrote that without really thinking it through.

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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Another reason for which people might feel bad when switching from an animal based diet to a plant based diet (vegetarian), is because their bodies got used to eating meat and animal based food for a long time, and if suddenly they switch cold-turkey to a vegetarian or vegan diet, that's why they feel bad. They have to do the switch gradually.

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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We may have to agree to disagree on this one.

2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012

January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg

July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg

2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg,  July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg)

2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly

10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly.

May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week

29 August 2022 - first day of zero!

My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/

Current: Armour Thyroid

 

 

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On 1/13/2019 at 3:16 PM, papaloapan said:

Also a nutritionist told me, because I am vegetarian and I have a very strict and healthy diet, that once a week I should have a non healthy animal food meal. 

Animal food = unhealthy food

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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Vegetarian or vegan, you need vitamin B12. If you're not getting it from animal-sourced foods, you need to take a supplement. End of story.

 

On 1/12/2019 at 11:34 AM, Wellbutrinsucks said:

Is it common for B12 to make you worse before getting better? I had one a fewdays ago and my symptoms are now worse.

 

Please read this topic from the beginning. Like other B vitamins, vitamin B12 can be activating (make you jumpy, nervous, anxious, or unable to sleep).

 

If you need B12 supplementation but react poorly to it, ramp up your dosage by taking a tiny amount -- a crumb of a tablet -- first and gradually increase the amount.

This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner.

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I don’t think I need B12 supplementation as I’m not a vegetarian or a vegan. I’ve had B12 tests before but they came back normal. When I went to the doctor last week, they did a bunch of blood work but didn’t test me for B12 deficiency; they prescribed it for the muscle twitching, but obviously that didn’t work.

March 2016: Strattera

June 2016: Nothing

October 2016-April 2017:Wellbutrin SR

Mid-March 2017-March 2017 Adderall (9 days)

April 2017: Wellbutrin and Ritalin (7 days)

Mid-April to mid-June: nothing 

early June 2017: Wellbutrin XL

mid-June 2017: Wellbutrin XL, Adderall, and Hydrochlorothiazide (blood pressure); took for two days

Late August: Allegra for two days, then Propranolol

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Folic acid and B12 supplementation was associated with a 21% increased risk for cancer, a 38% increased risk for dying from the disease, and an 18% increase in deaths from all causes. (Sourcehttps://www.webmd.com/cancer/news/20091117/folic-acid-b12-may-increase-cancer-risk

 

Solution: get it from natural sources

In 2008 I was 16 years old. 2008 - 2010 paxil, clonazepam & semisodium valproate. 2013 - 2017 many psych meds with cold switches and CT's prescribed by psychiatrists.

Nov/30/17 started quetiapine IR tablets 100mg 0-0-1. Dec/1/17 started pristiq 50mg tablets 1-0-0. Jan/14/18 started 1.5mg melatonin 0-0-1

Tramadol: 2 year well done (slow and gradual) taper: from Mar/12/18 to Feb/11/20 

Pristiq taper: Jun/15/20 Converted from pristiq 50mg to efexor xr 75mg for 57 days (felt good).  Aug/11/20 weaned to efexor 37.5mg and stayed there for 2 months with 26 days (felt good). Nov/6/20  CT 0mg of efexor xr (felt good). Total time in tapering pristiq 50mg by converting to efexor xr 75mg: 4 months with 22 days: Jun/15/20 to Nov/6/20. (felt good)

Efexor 0mg and quetiapine 100mg (Nov/6/20 to Dic/11/20) (felt good being without effexor and taking 100mg quetiapine)

Dic/11/20 quetiapine 75mg, so 75mg from Dic/11/20 to Jan/4/21  25 days. Jan/5/21 quetiapine 50mg (1 day in 50mg).

Jan/6/21 1st CT of quetiapine. Mar/1/21 CT melatonin. Felt terrible so Mar/25/21 reinstated 100mg quetiapine. 

100mg quetiapine 19 days (Mar/25/21 - Apr/13/21) Felt good while in quetiapine 100mg. 75mg quetiapine 55 days (Apr/14/21 - Jun/8/21) the 55th day (Jun/8/21)  felt hellish so CT'd quetiapine for a 2nd time on Jun/9/21. 

Jun/9/21 - Nov/16/21 1st days insomnia, anxiety, took cbd and felt very good many days (healed insomnia & anxiety), CT'd ginkgo which made me felt terrible so reinstated ginkgo. Started intolerable back pain (spasm) so tried other herbs along with cbd, then started derealization, panic, indecisiveness, nostalgia & others. Stopped taking cbd & herbs, reinstated quetiapine 75mg Nov/17/21, immediately after taking it, had severe heart palpitations, so Nov/18/21 back to cbd (no quetiapine). Nov/20/21 reinstated 75mg quetiapine (stopped cbd & herbs), severely couldn't breathe for 5 seconds after taking quetiapine 75mg so reduced to 50 mg on Nov/28/21 had new and worse and very severe adverse effects, got indecisive if CT or keep taking quetiapine because I was terrified of CT, but since the new severe adverse effects were very severe I CT, and because of indecisiveness and panic to CT, I reinstated again, then CT'd and reinstated many times, last time I was taking quetiapine it was 25mg and had severe TD, hellish anhedonia, suicidal, intrusive thoughts of imagining myself running into a wall and crashing into it and I was feeling the pain as if I was doing it in real life, involuntary thoughts of punching my face or head and shashing it against the wall and some times I did punch my face, and when I didn't, I also felt the pain just by imagining it, so definitive CT on Jul/15/22. 

Free from quetiapine and psych meds since Jul/15/22.

MY BEST ADVICE: FOLLOW SA'S GUIDELINES, DON'T CT BECAUSE IT IS HORRIFIC AND BE PATIENT TO WAIT A LONG TIME TO DO VERY SLOW AND GRADUAL TAPERS IN ORDER TO GET OFF OF YOUR MEDICATIONS, IT IS WORTH IT. THE ONLY MOMENTS WHERE IS RIGHT TO CT IS AFTER YOUR 1ST CT THAT YOU DID BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE OR IMPATIENCE, IF YOU REINSTATE AND FEEL SEVERE ADVERSE EFFECTS LIKE TD, ANHEDONIA, FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DROWNING, OR THE ONE'S I HAD, IT IS BEST TO CT IN MY EXPERIENCE, BECAUSE WHEN I REINSTATED I GOT MUCH WORSE THAN WHEN I WAS IN THE PREVIOUS CT. I'm not a doctor.

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4 hours ago, papaloapan said:

Folic acid and B12 supplementation was associated with a 21% increased risk for cancer, a 38% increased risk for dying from the disease, and an 18% increase in deaths from all causes. (Sourcehttps://www.webmd.com/cancer/news/20091117/folic-acid-b12-may-increase-cancer-risk

 

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Natural sources of vitamin B12 are always better but that option doesn't work for some. For those wanting to reach the study directly, here's the link: Cancer Incidence and Mortality After Treatment With Folic Acid and Vitamin B12; Marta Ebbing, MD; Kaare Harald Bønaa, MD, PhD; et al; JAMA. 2009;302(19):2119-2126. doi:10.1001/jama.2009.1622. Your own interpretation may vary; mine did as the study did not consider vitamin B12 monotherapy.

 

A study that may be of interest in those wondering about the safety of vitamin B12 with B6 is this one: Long-Term, Supplemental, One-Carbon Metabolism–Related Vitamin B Use in Relation to Lung Cancer Risk in the Vitamins and Lifestyle (VITAL) Cohort; Theodore M. Brasky, Emily White, and Chi-Ling Chen, Journal of Clinical Oncology 2017 35:30, 3440-3448. 

 

My concern is still the tendency for some people to supplement blindly and broadly, which can lead to adverse consequences. Having read both studies, my opinion regarding vitamin B12 monotherapy remains unchanged.

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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On 4/18/2019 at 5:54 AM, papaloapan said:

Folic acid and B12 supplementation was associated with a 21% increased risk for cancer, a 38% increased risk for dying from the disease, and an 18% increase in deaths from all causes. (Sourcehttps://www.webmd.com/cancer/news/20091117/folic-acid-b12-may-increase-cancer-risk

 

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It says "Study Shows Slight Increase in Cancer Risk From Large Doses of Supplements" - the risk increased from 8.4% to 10% - the study participants were all heart patients who were mostly smokers or ex-smokers.  We need to be careful about how we interpret the results of studies.

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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I have a question. My b12 is high and my ND says its because its not being processed. My folate is low and my iron is also low. I take a supplement before working out which contains b12 cyanocobalamin and the injections are hydroxocobalimin. After my second b12 shot my nervous system went into overdrive rendering me disabled for two days with terror. I then continued taking my workout supplement with little issues. I then built up my injections by only injecting a third every other day. After the third injection I had the same reaction which hadn't let up for almost a week now. I've continued to take my preworkout supplement. Is there a chance that I'm now reacting bad to my workout supplement due to overdoing various forms of the b12? The only other supplement I take is taurine which I'm also planning on stopping because these reactions are setting me back quite a bit. 

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4 hours ago, trenace said:

I have a question. My b12 is high and my ND says its because its not being processed. My folate is low and my iron is also low. I take a supplement before working out which contains b12 cyanocobalamin and the injections are hydroxocobalimin...The only other supplement I take is taurine which I'm also planning on stopping because these reactions are setting me back quite a bit. 

 

I am not a doctor nor medically trained but I wanted to just share the following:

Do you have megaloblastic anemia, is that why you cannot process B12? I would expect your doctor to have checked your red blood cells. How did he or she arrive at the conclusion that you cannot process it? One hypothesis is that some people benefit more from methylcobalamin. I take it and it is about the same price as cyanocobalamin. It can be taken sublingually as well. 

 

However, you may be allergic or sensitive to cobalt/cobalamin, which could explain your reactions. Can you ask your doctor (or get a second opinion) about your red blood cells, iron, folate, and B12 levels?

 

Taurine on its own I've heard is pretty safe up to certain amounts. I think problems start when it is used with caffeine. 

 

I asked my doctor about low iron and ferritin within range, she said that as long as my hemoglobin production is good (can be checked with a blood test), which it is, she wouldn't supplement. Again, I'd ask your doctor before supplementing with iron because it can build up to dangerous levels without supervision.

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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I dont think my doc (she) has checked my red blood cells but I don't know yet. I was improving up until last month quite a bit tbh being able to socialise a lot more and laugh and joke and tolerate various supplements and caffiene. I was then thrown off for a couple weeks due to a course of penicillin and recently some b12 injections and have now been hit with inner restlessness and anxiety which is very severe. It doesn't feel like a wave though if that makes sense? It feels like Ive become sensitive to supplements and caffiene and even food to some extent. Is it possible to be setback in terms of nervous system hypersensitivity? If that's the case I'm going to lay off anything artificial for a while because I've been struggling more in the last week than I have since January. I feel its incredibly Important to remain positive though and pray this reaction calms down. 

Fluanxol dosage n/a - 6 months cold turkey Start/ may 2015 end/august 2015

Sertraline 100mg - 10 months cold turkey start/ may 2015 End/Feb 2016

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18 minutes ago, Kittygiggles said:

 

I am not a doctor nor medically trained but I wanted to just share the following:

Do you have megaloblastic anemia, is that why you cannot process B12? I would expect your doctor to have checked your red blood cells. How did he or she arrive at the conclusion that you cannot process it? One hypothesis is that some people benefit more from methylcobalamin. I take it and it is about the same price as cyanocobalamin. It can be taken sublingually as well. 

 

However, you may be allergic or sensitive to cobalt/cobalamin, which could explain your reactions. Can you ask your doctor (or get a second opinion) about your red blood cells, iron, folate, and B12 levels?

 

Taurine on its own I've heard is pretty safe up to certain amounts. I think problems start when it is used with caffeine. 

 

I asked my doctor about low iron and ferritin within range, she said that as long as my hemoglobin production is good (can be checked with a blood test), which it is, she wouldn't supplement. Again, I'd ask your doctor before supplementing with iron because it can build up to dangerous levels without supervision.

 

Fluanxol dosage n/a - 6 months cold turkey Start/ may 2015 end/august 2015

Sertraline 100mg - 10 months cold turkey start/ may 2015 End/Feb 2016

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I was supposed to quote you in my previous comment lol. Guess it's because I've been off the site for a while

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Sertraline 100mg - 10 months cold turkey start/ may 2015 End/Feb 2016

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28 minutes ago, trenace said:

I was then thrown off for a couple weeks due to a course of penicillin and recently some b12 injections and have now been hit with inner restlessness and anxiety which is very severe. It doesn't feel like a wave though if that makes sense? It feels like Ive become sensitive to supplements and caffiene and even food to some extent. Is it possible to be setback in terms of nervous system hypersensitivity? If that's the case I'm going to lay off anything artificial for a while because I've been struggling more in the last week than I have since January. I feel its incredibly Important to remain positive though and pray this reaction calms down. 

Yes, stay positive and take a break from worrying about all this! Nothing you've written is alarming. It's horrible for you but I think it is likely benign in origin and should resolve easily. I am just curious about that diagnosis of not being able to process B12; I wanted to know more about the underlying issue. Usually and ironically, I think the treatment for that is B12. However, if you have a problem with processing B12 I think it is often linked to your red blood cells; they need the right amount of B12 and time to get used to it again before everything starts functioning normally once more. So it could be just too much B12 (or the wrong kind) too frequently. There is also a link with folate and iron, as you pointed out, which I don't know the answer to either, sorry.

 

I could be completely wrong but I think it would be best to talk to your doctor about that side of things, trying oral methylcobalamin as an option and possibly reducing or stopping the injections for a short while to give you a rest. I know little to nothing about all this but as I have a B12 issue I wanted to give my two cents. I sometimes go through periods where I too think it is best to just stop supplements for a while before restarting them. Do you consume caffeine much? I get pretty agitated and anxious with caffeine so I haven't had any in almost a decade!

 

I think once you've been through SSRI withdrawal, you're probably much more likely to be sensitive to things, whether that's psychological in origin or not, I don't know. I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing nor an indication of a serious problem. One hypothesis I am pondering is whether those susceptible to SSRI withdrawal are already a little more sensitive anyway, so this process just increases that somewhat. Again, what I said could all be wrong and I haven't done enough reading about the subject but I understand how you feel. 

 

I now think twice about any supplement I take and research it beforehand; beyond that, I avoid all drugs (including caffeine) like the plague!

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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17 minutes ago, Kittygiggles said:

Yes, stay positive and take a break from worrying about all this! Nothing you've written is alarming. It's horrible for you but I think it is likely benign in origin and should resolve easily. I am just curious about that diagnosis of not being able to process B12; I wanted to know more about the underlying issue. Usually and ironically, I think the treatment for that is B12. However, if you have a problem with processing B12 I think it is often linked to your red blood cells; they need the right amount of B12 and time to get used to it again before everything starts functioning normally once more. So it could be just too much B12 (or the wrong kind) too frequently. There is also a link with folate and iron, as you pointed out, which I don't know the answer to either, sorry.

 

I could be completely wrong but I think it would be best to talk to your doctor about that side of things, trying oral methylcobalamin as an option and possibly reducing or stopping the injections for a short while to give you a rest. I know little to nothing about all this but as I have a B12 issue I wanted to give my two cents. I sometimes go through periods where I too think it is best to just stop supplements for a while before restarting them. Do you consume caffeine much? I get pretty agitated and anxious with caffeine so I haven't had any in almost a decade!

 

I think once you've been through SSRI withdrawal, you're probably much more likely to be sensitive to things, whether that's psychological in origin or not, I don't know. I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing nor an indication of a serious problem. One hypothesis I am pondering is whether those susceptible to SSRI withdrawal are already a little more sensitive anyway, so this process just increases that somewhat. Again, what I said could all be wrong and I haven't done enough reading about the subject but I understand how you feel. 

 

I now think twice about any supplement I take and research it beforehand; beyond that, I avoid all drugs (including caffeine) like the plague!

Well basically my results are like this, iron is all normal except my transferrin saturation which is low. My active b12 is high whereas my total b12 is normal. My folate is deficient and vitamin d is very very low. She has said in her comments that my active b12 is high because there's an issue with processing maybe due to low folate which I'm aware is crucial for proper functioning of b12. I will only know more after a follow up app. She isn't aware of hypersensitivity though and believes I have sibo which I definitley agree with and has given me a list of supplements to take as long as my arm lmao. I'm going to back off all supps now though because I've become sensitive to everything! I'll keep you updated. It may help you. 

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Sertraline 100mg - 10 months cold turkey start/ may 2015 End/Feb 2016

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Ah okay, she sounds like she's considering things in detail. Perhaps the issue lies in balancing your folate. I have no idea I guess but I would like to know more when you do, because you're right, it could help me :) Today I actually backed off all supplements too. I will try to do this for up to a week to see which ones seem unnecessary. 

 

Good luck!

2012: 2 weeks of paroxetine, I cannot recall the dose. Strong side effects, stopped cold turkey, had intense, horrible withdrawal thereafter

2012 to 2016: Fluoxetine 40mg daily, sometimes 20mg daily, a couple of bad tapers under doctor's advisement, increasingly bad withdrawal symptoms with each major dose change

Oct 2016 to June 2017: 10-month reinstatement of 20mg fluoxetine daily to stabilize. A very difficult period but withdrawal gradually improved

July 2017: At 20mg (100%), started a linear tapering regimen using water titration (20mg fluoxetine into 300ml of water).

June 2019: Currently at 0.200mg (1.00%). I have many symptoms, most I attribute to fluoxetine, some to withdrawal, and the rest to hypothyroidism. Continuing to reduce anyway.

July 2019: Jumped from 0.066mg (0.33%) to 0.000mg (0.00%); I'm now free of the poison.

 

My introduction thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/14226-kittygiggles-generic-prozac-fluoxetine-stabilization/

 

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15 hours ago, trenace said:

I was then thrown off for a couple weeks due to a course of penicillin and recently some b12 injections and have now been hit with inner restlessness and anxiety which is very severe. It doesn't feel like a wave though if that makes sense? It feels like Ive become sensitive to supplements and caffiene and even food to some extent. Is it possible to be setback in terms of nervous system hypersensitivity?

 

Yes.  I've found that when my system is already sensitive, I'm then more sensitive to other things as well - it can be a nasty spiral.  The antibiotics could have started it, making your system more sensitive so it reacted to the b12 injections.  I've had this happen with steroid injections (for my shoulder injury) - when I was unstable I had a bad reaction to the steroid, but when I was stable the steroid injection wasn't a problem.  It's wise to be very cautious during any period of instability.

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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