Hazel Posted July 18, 2018 Author Share Posted July 18, 2018 @Songbird Thank you for your suggestions. I will get back to writing a daily journal and rating my symptoms. Right now the anxiety is about an 8. It is definitely the worst symptom I experience. As for having a plan for each day, I do tend to keep pretty busy. I am going to be working at a different job starting today. It will be less stressful than my other job, but still a responsibility, so not completely without stress. I also have my daughter’s soccer game tonight. Most nights during the week I am either at a soccer or a baseball game for one of my kids. I do try to take time out of each day to take care of myself by going for a walk, spending time outside, listening to guided meditations or reading a book. I take epsom salt baths several days a week and have started to do some gentle yoga as well. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
catali Posted July 18, 2018 Share Posted July 18, 2018 Hi Hazel, thinking of you as we seem to be at quite similar stages of dealing with this horrible situation. I've stuck at my half dose of 10mg paroxetine for some weeks now so very slowly anxiety and sleep are improving. Im still petrified of setting it all off again by reducing the dose further and I also have to get off 50mg amitriptyline too. Ive been off work for 8 weeks now and pretty well dependant on my partner to manage day to day things like cooking and shopping. I think its left me pretty depressed though. Health professionals here seem much more inclined to treat me as having primary depression rather than withdrawal. It's just so far beyond their experience. Sometimes I think they don't believe me at all. I've lost count of how many times I've tried to explain the situation! Lots of good thoughts to you, and all those struggling through this difficult maze! Seroxat 20+ years (20mg) c. 2014 tried to taper off seroxat but returned to 20mg dose within a month or so. 2018 c.9 feb. 2018 from 20mg to 10mg seroxat every day. c.23 Feb to 10mg every other day, 22 Mar stopped seroxat, started 15mg mirtazapine. 3 Apr to 30mg mirtazapine. 16 may to 45mg mirtazapine. 31 May to 30mg mirtazapine. 6 June to 15mg mirtazapine. 10 June 10mg seroxat and stopped mirtazapine. Current meds are10mg seroxat, 50mg amitriptyline (for fibromyalgia) from c.2004; 2mg doxazosin (blood pressure) and indapamide (blood pressure), both from c.2012; propranolol 10-20mg as required (up to 3 times a day) taken during periods of anxiety from c.2012. Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 18, 2018 Author Share Posted July 18, 2018 @Altostrata Just want to add-I also was considering increasing the paroxetine dosage? Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted July 18, 2018 Administrator Share Posted July 18, 2018 What happened the last time you increased the paroxetine dosage? Hazel, to be quite honest, I am reluctant to continue counseling you because you seem to be unable to stay on one dosage of anything for more than a couple of days. This has been going on for more than a year and shows no signs of stopping. You vow that you're going to hold for a long while, then the next day, you want to change your dosage. This appears to be your lifestyle. It's very time-consuming for me to discuss this with you every day. My feeling is you do not trust yourself, you don't trust your doctor, and you don't trust the advice you're getting here. This does not seem to me to be a good use of my time. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 18, 2018 Author Share Posted July 18, 2018 1 hour ago, Altostrata said: What happened the last time you increased the paroxetine dosage? Hazel, to be quite honest, I am reluctant to continue counseling you because you seem to be unable to stay on one dosage of anything for more than a couple of days. This has been going on for more than a year and shows no signs of stopping. You vow that you're going to hold for a long while, then the next day, you want to change your dosage. This appears to be your lifestyle. It's very time-consuming for me to discuss this with you every day. My feeling is you do not trust yourself, you don't trust your doctor, and you don't trust the advice you're getting here. This does not seem to me to be a good use of my time. I mean no disrespect, butI don’t think that’s fair. I have followed what you suggested. I have stayed at 9mg for 4 weeks now. I did reduce Monday after you said I probably wouldn’t stabilize on the paroxetine. I then went right back up to 9 yesterday-I misunderstood what you were saying and I apologize for that. Am I not allowed to speak up when I’m not feeling well? Things have been very difficult lately-I’ve lost my job and that is a big deal to me. I would think you of all people would understand how hard this is. I am doing the best I can. I felt a little better at first after increasing and then things went down hill from there. I have been feeling awful the last week or so. Anxiety has been very high all day today. You said I should come up with a plan and that is what I am working on. If you believe holding for a long while would help, I would do that. I just don’t know what to do here and am grasping at straws. It’s hard not to feel desperate for relief at this point. I understand if you don’t want to help me anymore. I know you put a lot of time and effort into this. I never meant to waste your time. I just want you to know I do trust your advice and have been trying to follow it. Things have just gotten really bad lately and I am struggling with what to do. I would appreciate your thoughts, but if you’d rather not I understand. I do sincerely appreciate all the help you have given me. And I can’t thank you enough for creating this space for me and all of the others who are suffering. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted July 18, 2018 Administrator Share Posted July 18, 2018 Hazel, I know you're in a bad place. I am sorry you're going through this. But given your habit of changing course constantly, guiding you through, for example, a drug switch -- which may not go well -- is not something I want to take responsibility for. So I don't know what to suggest to you that will fulfill your expectations of instantly being set right. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 18, 2018 Author Share Posted July 18, 2018 6 minutes ago, Altostrata said: Hazel, I know you're in a bad place. I am sorry you're going through this. But given your habit of changing course constantly, guiding you through, for example, a drug switch -- which may not go well -- is not something I want to take responsibility for. So I don't know what to suggest to you that will fulfill your expectations of instantly being set right. I don’t expect instant gratification. I would be happy just to be able to function 50% better at this point. If you did want to help I would listen. I’m sorry for making you frustrated with me, trust me-no one is more frustrated right now with me than I am. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted July 18, 2018 Administrator Share Posted July 18, 2018 I can't promise you you'll function 50% better. Lamotrigine was my best guess. Since you've been constantly changing dosages, you might try something different -- such as holding at one dosage. Please put your prior history with Zoloft, etc. in your signature. Blow-by-blow Paxil dosage changes are not necessary. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 18, 2018 Author Share Posted July 18, 2018 I guess my only option is to hold then. Thank you. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Songbird Posted July 19, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted July 19, 2018 A less stressful job sounds like a good idea. The more you can reduce stress, the better. 2001–2002 paroxetine 2003 citalopram 2004-2008 paroxetine (various failed tapers) 2008 paroxetine slow taper down to 2016 Aug off paroxetine2016 citalopram May 20mg Oct 15mg … slow taper down2018 citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg 18 Nov 3.8mg 2019 15 Mar 3.6mg 21 May 3.4mg 26 Dec 3.2mg 2020 19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg 2021 29 Aug 2.4mg 15 Nov 2.3mg Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted July 27, 2018 Administrator Share Posted July 27, 2018 How are you doing, Hazel? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Rabe Posted July 28, 2018 Share Posted July 28, 2018 Hi Hazel, I am sorry you are struggling so. Know that I am thinking about you! It is SO hard when feeling so fearful and not well...I can identify. Take care of you. I think continuing to hold for awhile longer? Im sorry about your job....I didnt know you lost it...I thought you were thinking about taking time off? -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 28, 2018 Author Share Posted July 28, 2018 6 hours ago, Altostrata said: How are you doing, Hazel? I am hanging in there, thanks for asking. I went to my doctor last Friday and we decided to do a switch to Citalopram. I’ve been gradually increasing to 10mg while reducing the Paxil. It’s been up and down, but I’m not any worse, so I take that as a good sign. 31 minutes ago, Rabe said: Hi Hazel, I am sorry you are struggling so. Know that I am thinking about you! It is SO hard when feeling so fearful and not well...I can identify. Take care of you. I think continuing to hold for awhile longer? Im sorry about your job....I didnt know you lost it...I thought you were thinking about taking time off? Thanks for thinking of me Rabe. I couldn’t see holding any longer as I was only feeling worse and worse. I am hoping the switch to Citalopram will work and I can stabilize soon. I tried to take time off from work, but once I ran out of sick days and vacation time they wanted me to come back, but I’m not ready yet. I am back to working at my prior job, which is less stressful and am managing there quite well. Hopefully in time as things improve I will go back to the work I had been doing as I had gone back to school not so long ago for it. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Rabe Posted July 28, 2018 Share Posted July 28, 2018 Im glad to hear things seem to be going well since you saw your doctor Hazel...so hope if continues. And Im glad that you have a job...hoping,too, that you will be able to return to the other eventually. For now the less stress seems a better option? Take care! -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
DaveB Posted July 29, 2018 Share Posted July 29, 2018 If I may ask, why citalopram? Why not back to Zoloft? 2008 - October 28th, 2016: Zoloft 50 - 150 mgs, settled on 50mgs from 2011 - 2016. January 23rd - March 1st 2017: Zoloft 50mgs, direct switch to Lexapro. March 1st - May 1st 2017: Lexapro 10 mgs, down to 5mgs for a week, then off. June 1st - July 31st 2017: Paxil 20mgs, Lyrica 600mgs August 1st - September 30th 2017: Paxil 40mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs October 1st - November 12th 2017: Paxil 60mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs November 12th, 2017 - September 4th 2018: Paxil 40mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs September 4th - September 27th: Paxil 30mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs September 28th - November 7th: Paxil 20mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs (Also Testosterone Therapy started in June 2018 and ended in November 2018) November 7th 2018 - February 22nd 2019: Paxil 10mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs February 22nd 2019 - April 17th: Zyprexa 2.5mgs, Klonopin 1mgs April 17th - Now: Zoloft 25mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs, Klonopin .5mgs Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 29, 2018 Author Share Posted July 29, 2018 2 hours ago, DaveB said: If I may ask, why citalopram? Why not back to Zoloft? I was more afraid to go back to Zoloft. I really don’t think it was working as well for me toward the end either. I’ve been feeling better the last couple of days, so I am feeling hopeful that the Citalopram will help. How have you been doing Dave? Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
DaveB Posted July 29, 2018 Share Posted July 29, 2018 12 hours ago, Hazel said: I was more afraid to go back to Zoloft. I really don’t think it was working as well for me toward the end either. I’ve been feeling better the last couple of days, so I am feeling hopeful that the Citalopram will help. How have you been doing Dave? Not great, same old same old up and down. Everyday I have a significant bout of anxiety, other times (usually at night) I feel almost normal. Not sure what the answer is, this has gone on so long I don’t know anything anymore. 2008 - October 28th, 2016: Zoloft 50 - 150 mgs, settled on 50mgs from 2011 - 2016. January 23rd - March 1st 2017: Zoloft 50mgs, direct switch to Lexapro. March 1st - May 1st 2017: Lexapro 10 mgs, down to 5mgs for a week, then off. June 1st - July 31st 2017: Paxil 20mgs, Lyrica 600mgs August 1st - September 30th 2017: Paxil 40mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs October 1st - November 12th 2017: Paxil 60mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs November 12th, 2017 - September 4th 2018: Paxil 40mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs September 4th - September 27th: Paxil 30mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs September 28th - November 7th: Paxil 20mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs (Also Testosterone Therapy started in June 2018 and ended in November 2018) November 7th 2018 - February 22nd 2019: Paxil 10mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs February 22nd 2019 - April 17th: Zyprexa 2.5mgs, Klonopin 1mgs April 17th - Now: Zoloft 25mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs, Klonopin .5mgs Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 29, 2018 Author Share Posted July 29, 2018 3 hours ago, DaveB said: Not great, same old same old up and down. Everyday I have a significant bout of anxiety, other times (usually at night) I feel almost normal. Not sure what the answer is, this has gone on so long I don’t know anything anymore. I hear you. I felt the same. For me things just kept getting worse and worse. That is why I decided I needed to change something. I don’t know if the switch to the Citalopram is going to work, but I feel I have been improving over the last few days, so I am hopeful I can stabilize on this medication. I just don’t think I was ever going to feel stable on the Paxil. I hope things turn around for you soon. I know how horrible the up and down is. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Songbird Posted July 30, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted July 30, 2018 I hope it works for you and you get more improvement soon. Keep us updated. 2001–2002 paroxetine 2003 citalopram 2004-2008 paroxetine (various failed tapers) 2008 paroxetine slow taper down to 2016 Aug off paroxetine2016 citalopram May 20mg Oct 15mg … slow taper down2018 citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg 18 Nov 3.8mg 2019 15 Mar 3.6mg 21 May 3.4mg 26 Dec 3.2mg 2020 19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg 2021 29 Aug 2.4mg 15 Nov 2.3mg Link to comment
Hazel Posted July 30, 2018 Author Share Posted July 30, 2018 5 hours ago, Songbird said: I hope it works for you and you get more improvement soon. Keep us updated. Thank you Songbird😊. I will. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
DaveB Posted August 5, 2018 Share Posted August 5, 2018 How have you been With your switch Hazel? Hoping no news is good news? 2008 - October 28th, 2016: Zoloft 50 - 150 mgs, settled on 50mgs from 2011 - 2016. January 23rd - March 1st 2017: Zoloft 50mgs, direct switch to Lexapro. March 1st - May 1st 2017: Lexapro 10 mgs, down to 5mgs for a week, then off. June 1st - July 31st 2017: Paxil 20mgs, Lyrica 600mgs August 1st - September 30th 2017: Paxil 40mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs October 1st - November 12th 2017: Paxil 60mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs November 12th, 2017 - September 4th 2018: Paxil 40mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs September 4th - September 27th: Paxil 30mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs September 28th - November 7th: Paxil 20mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs (Also Testosterone Therapy started in June 2018 and ended in November 2018) November 7th 2018 - February 22nd 2019: Paxil 10mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs February 22nd 2019 - April 17th: Zyprexa 2.5mgs, Klonopin 1mgs April 17th - Now: Zoloft 25mgs, Zyprexa 2.5mgs, Klonopin .5mgs Link to comment
Hazel Posted August 6, 2018 Author Share Posted August 6, 2018 Hi Dave, thanks for asking. I was actually planning to do an update and ask for advice. Friday was my last day of taking the Paxil, I dropped from 2mg. It also made for a week at 10 mg on the Citalopram. I had been doing pretty well the previous weekend, but this past weekend was a real challenge. Today has been the worst day yet. I woke with really high anxiety and it hasn’t really gone away all day. I don’t know if it’s from dropping the Paxil or getting used to the new med, but I’m guessing it’s a bit of both. I plan to hold and hope for things to settle down soon. I guess I’m just wondering if this is normal after a switch and to be expected, or a bad reaction that means it won’t work. I know it may be too soon to tell, but it’s really concerning me right now. I was afraid of things getting worse and now it seems like that may be happening. I’m trying not to freak out, but it’s difficult to know what to do going forward. Any advice would be GREATLY appreciated! Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Rabe Posted August 6, 2018 Share Posted August 6, 2018 Hi Hazel...so happy to hear form you and glad you have been feeling better overall. From my experience I would say yes can be the drop and yes can be the new med. Both would require nervous system adjustments. I find that even when I get a new compounded medication that is the same dose I have issues, or food changes....so yup...Id say you're right on schedule. Take care!!! -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
Hazel Posted August 7, 2018 Author Share Posted August 7, 2018 @Rabe, glad to hear from you too:) I’m glad to hear that this adjustment is to be expected, as I figured it was. It just gets scary and frustrating to feel such high anxiety again when I thought I was improving. I’m sure stopping the paroxetine has a lot to do with it as it was only 4 days ago. I know I need to be patient and give it a lot of time. Thanks! Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Rabe Posted August 7, 2018 Share Posted August 7, 2018 I think high anxiety doesnt equate to not improving..just more of part of the journey as we heal...least has been for me. -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
Rabe Posted August 8, 2018 Share Posted August 8, 2018 Thinking of you Hazel!💜 -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
wantrelief Posted August 8, 2018 Share Posted August 8, 2018 I have been thinking about you as well, Hazel. -1/06 - 3/07 Cymbalta. Fast taper (essentially CT); withdrawal symptoms after 4 mos (didn't realize was WD) -10/07: 100 mg Zoloft; 1 mg Klonopin - tapered off Klonopin after 4 mos. Several unsuccessful slow tapers of Zoloft; went up and down in dose a lot -Spring 2013 back on 1 mg Klonopin to counter WD symptoms; switched over 5-6 mos from Zoloft to 35 mg citalopram -Two attempts at slow tapering citalopram, always increased dose due to WD; also increased Klonopin to 1.25 mg in 2014, then to 1.5 mg in 2015 -8/17-9/17: After holding one year at 20 mg, feeling withdrawal symptoms due to stress - slowly increased to 25 mg. No change in symptoms after 6 months (? tolerance ?) - decided to start citalopram taper February 2018 (still on Klonopin 1.5 mg). Supplements: fish oil; magnesium; vitamin D3; curcumin Citalopram taper: 2/2018 - 12/2019: 25 mg - 11.03 mg I 2020: 10.89 mg - 7.9 mg I 2021: 7.8 mg - 5.26 mg I 2022: 5.2 mg - 3.36 mg I 2023: 3.3 mg - 1.47 mg 2024: 1/5/24: 1.44 mg; 1/19/24: 1.40 mg; 1/26/24: 1.37 mg; 2/2/24: 1.34 mg; 2/9/24: 1.31 mg; 2/23/24: 1.28 mg; 3/1/24: 1.25 mg; 3/8/24: 1.22 mg; 3/15/24: 1.19 mg; 3/29/24: 1.17 mg; 4/5/24: 1.14 mg; 4/13/24: 1.11 mg Link to comment
Hazel Posted August 8, 2018 Author Share Posted August 8, 2018 Thanks so much @Rabe and @wantrelief. Today was another rough day. I' m finally feeling some relief now. I know it's early on in the switch, but feeling like this makes me fear the switch won't work. I'm trying to stay positive. I am starting my monthly cycle and that tends to make me feel much worse, so I have to take that into consideration as well. I hope the two of you are doing well and really appreciate you stopping by to check in with me. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted August 9, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted August 9, 2018 On 8/8/2018 at 10:57 AM, Hazel said: Thanks so much @Rabe and @wantrelief. Today was another rough day. I' m finally feeling some relief now. I know it's early on in the switch, but feeling like this makes me fear the switch won't work. I'm trying to stay positive. I am starting my monthly cycle and that tends to make me feel much worse, so I have to take that into consideration as well. I hope the two of you are doing well and really appreciate you stopping by to check in with me. Hi Hazel, Im so sorry you had another rough day but I’m glad you had some relief. Please keep us updated on how the switch goes for you. I’m really sorry you are going through this. Wishing you all the best💚 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
Hazel Posted August 10, 2018 Author Share Posted August 10, 2018 1 hour ago, Carmie said: Hi Hazel, Im so sorry you had another rough day but I’m glad you had some relief. Please keep us updated on how the switch goes for you. I’m really sorry you are going through this. Wishing you all the best💚 Thanks Carmie, today was another rough day. I increased the citalopram to 15 mg yesterday, so I know increased anxiety is to be expected. The doctor wanted me to go to 20, but I didn't want to go that high yet. I plan to hold now at 15 for at least a month and hope for things to settle down. I pray this switch works, it's so scary, but at the same time I feel I needed to do something as I was only feeling worse and worse on the paxil. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted August 10, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted August 10, 2018 1 minute ago, Hazel said: Thanks Carmie, today was another rough day. I increased the citalopram to 15 mg yesterday, so I know increased anxiety is to be expected. The doctor wanted me to go to 20, but I didn't want to go that high yet. I plan to hold now at 15 for at least a month and hope for things to settle down. I pray this switch works, it's so scary, but at the same time I feel I needed to do something as I was only feeling worse and worse on the paxil. Sorry to hear you’ve had another rough day Hazel, You sound like you’ve got a good strategy despite the fear n anxiety. We don’t know what will happen from one day to the next, do we? We can just take each minute as it comes. These meds have us captive. One of these days we will break free. Take care keep us informed as to how you’re going💚 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
Rabe Posted August 10, 2018 Share Posted August 10, 2018 @Carmie We don’t know what will happen from one day to the next, do we? We can just take each minute as it comes. These meds have us captive. One of these days we will break free. Thank you for this Carmie...needed to hear it. Sometimes it is s hard not to want to just go to bed and never come out! What you said is so true! Hope things improve for your Hazel! -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
Hazel Posted August 10, 2018 Author Share Posted August 10, 2018 Anxiety continues to be high-especially in the morning. I’m wondering if I went up too quickly to 15 mg and should have given 10 mg more time? I’m not sure if anyone can advise, but I’m debating if I should go back down to 10mg or even 12.5? It’s only been 2 days now at 15, but the anxiety has gotten worse. Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016 I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize. Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016 Paxil December 2016 to present. Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders. Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg. 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm. July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3 August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night. Link to comment
Rabe Posted August 10, 2018 Share Posted August 10, 2018 Hi Hazel...I worry that you are going to have more issues if you continue to start and stop and and change doses of your medications...that seems to have been what caused some issues initially...or did I misunderstand? 2 days is not enough time to assess a change...I know brassmonkey says it takes 4 days to reach steady state and then much longer to stabilize. Have you read his post on what being stable is? Feeling the same kind of icky pretty much daily but not the swings. I know I am not stable. Just worry about you...and thinking about you lots! -Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. React to AD's. Klonopin .5BID 1990, 2.5mg til 2016 -Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Taper to 2.25mg May to Nov '16. Bad react to Lexapro, stop. React to Prevacid too, taper off. -November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from Feb to June '17, -20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day -Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17 -Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg 5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded -4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19 -July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, -7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 8.25, 10/24 8.0, 12/19 7.75, Feb '20 7.50, 3/20 7.25, 5/20 7.0, 6/20 6.75, 7/20 6.5, 8/20 6.25, 10/2 20 6.0, 11/25'20 5.75, 1/9/21 5.5, 2/23 5.25 -1015 AM Viibryd, vit D 4,000IU 130, 415 Clonazepam .2mg, 815 Premarin .3mg, 1015 Clonaz .7mg, 1115 3t fish oil+D 1145 Castor Oil 650mg(4) 1230 Carafate 1/2GM,Methylated B Vit 1/week,Reacted Mag prn Link to comment
Rosetta Posted August 11, 2018 Share Posted August 11, 2018 I think that I would have stayed at 10 for several weeks. That's based on my gut feeling, but I have probably read something that informs that feeling. Rabe is right -- every change needs a hold in between. I wish I had known to stay at 10 mg Zoloft and stabilize and then taper from there. I feel that going to 20 will not help you at all, and will probably make things worse. Each increase in the dose made me feel worse. I can't tell you how angry I am that none of the doctors knew that dose increases after changes hurt people. An increase of 50% is something I have never seen recommended here. However, maybe if you found the thread of someone who switched to Celexa? Or Prozac which is what more people try to switch to? You might see what that person's experience was? https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25 2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born) 2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg 2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction) 2016 - Stopped Xanax Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown) Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone Drug free since Feb 2017 2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus SkyBlue Posted August 11, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted August 11, 2018 On 8/6/2018 at 6:01 PM, Hazel said: Friday was my last day of taking the Paxil, I dropped from 2mg. It also made for a week at 10 mg on the Citalopram. I had been doing pretty well the previous weekend, but this past weekend was a real challenge. Today has been the worst day yet. I woke with really high anxiety and it hasn’t really gone away all day. I don’t know if it’s from dropping the Paxil or getting used to the new med, but I’m guessing it’s a bit of both. I plan to hold and hope for things to settle down soon. Any advice would be GREATLY appreciated! Hazel, I am concerned about dropping Paxil at 2mg. How would you feel about continuing to taper closer to zero on the Paxil? If you are feeling up to it, please update your signature to include these most recent changes. I'm also seeing Lamictal and other things mentioned in this thread, but not in your signature. Ideally, writing a signature by date would be most helpful for reading at a glance. i.e., June 2018--0.5mg Drug A, 7.5mg Drug B Had you been taking 9mg as recently as June, then went to 2mg? If so, that is quite a jump. 2020: After 18+ years (entire adult life) on Paxil, a dangerous doctor-led "taper" in 2015, and four years tapering off the last 1 mg thanks to SA and the Brassmonkey slide, I AM COMPLETELY FREE OF PAXIL! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Forever. 2021: Began conservative, proper, CNS-respecting taper of Zoloft, led by the only expert on me -- me. Making own liquid. 5-10% plus holds. 2022: Holding on Zoloft for now. Current dose 47 mg. Hanging in, hanging on. Severe protracted PAWS, windows and waves. While I may not be doing "a lot" by outside standards, things are graaaaadually getting better. Yoga (gentle to medium); walks; daily breath practice; nutrition, fruits/veg; nature; water; EastEnders (lol); practicing self-compassion, self-care; boundaries; connection; allowing feelings; t r u s t ing that I, too, will heal. (--> may need to be reminded of this.) "You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story." - Baylissa Link to comment
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