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Hello I started 7.5 Mirtazapine to stimulate my appetite in late October 2016. It also helped me with Ativan withdrawals and my insomnia. I had my gallbladder out in November and appetite returned but decided to keep taking the Mirtazapine because it helped me sleep.

I decided in March that it was making me too tired during the day and I didn't want it anymore. About 2-3 weeks after quitting in mid April insomnia got real bad and nothing that I took would help me sleep. Then the withdrawals got real bad, horrible waves of cortisol surges; I've never felt anything like this before. I couldn't handle it so I started back on the pills at 3.75 mg. Finally stabilized but still had insomnia. Took same dose every night for about 5 weeks but still couldn't sleep. Started 7.5 mg on Monday May 15 slept good one night then few hours so went to doctor and he put me on 15 mg Thursday night and slept good one night. Last night didn't sleep at all and don't know what to do.

 

I'm wondering if the anxiety from worrying about getting to sleep is keeping me awake since I haven't really slept well in weeks. I've had so many nights with just a few hours sleep so bedtime is not a relaxing time for me. Or maybe the pills aren't working for me anymore.

I would like to stay on these for at least a year before going off of them so I can heal myself because I realize how sensitive my system is, that is if I can start sleeping again.

 

I would just wonder if anyone thinks I have a chance at sleeping again soon. I can't do this much longer as ive already missed too much work.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Hi Emily. Welcome to SA. I'm sorry you have been on the drug merry go round and are experiencing sleep issues.

 

I wouldn't think about staying on the Remeron for that length of time. You could perhaps eventually taper off very slowly after a long hold to reestablish homeostasis.  Holding would give your CNS time to adjust to all the recent changes and perhaps get back to a normal sleeping cycle.

 

Have you tried Melatonin? I found it to be helpful in normalizing my sleep cycle.

 

Melatonin for sleep

Many SSRI's and SSNRI's over 20 years. Zoloft for 7 years followed by Effexor, Lexapro, Prozac, Cymbalta, Celexa, Pristiq, Valdoxan, Mianserin and more - on and off. No tapering. Cold turkey off Valdoxan - end of May 2014

 

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Hi Emily. I feel for you. I found Remeron to be a constant battle while I was on it. I never knew how my nights were going to go. Tossing turning crazies made me crazy! And my restless legs became a thrashing around. Awful. I do remember a few weeks into it, feeling well during the day a few times... and that inspired me to keep trying since my dr wanted me on it. And every now and then I'd have a good night's sleep.

 

I ended up getting a tremor after about 3 months on it. Neurologist thinks it's from a forced crash that was a rapid withdrawal from Klonopin (chlonazepam) that happened at the same time I started the Remeron, but I'm telling you about it here because a tremor is one of the side effects possible from Remeron. And so, as if I wasn't already crazy enough with all the meds my new dr shook up with me, he wanted me to rush to get off of Remeron (because of the tremor). Anyway, I was at 30 mg, went down to 15, then about a week later to 7.5 then a week later I had to come off of it. Blech.

 

Good luck! I hope you keep updating!

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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Thank you for your help. I will try to keep updating. Sleep is what I'm looking for right now but I am having trouble getting there, If I can fall asleep I usually stay there for a few hours sometimes four, a few times I have slept six or seven but that is with frequent wake-ups and usually right after an up-dose.   I can't figure our how much I should be taking right now. 7.5 or 15 mg and go down from there. I want to get this right but am unsure. My anxiety is bad in evenings because I'm so worried about getting asleep and that makes it worse.

I have always had anxiety and insomnia but it got real bad during the summer w last summer and I guess these pills have caused more problems than help. I just want to sleep but I can't. I haven't been to work in over a month because of this and am worried about losing my job and that causes a lot of anxiety too.

 

I am worried that since I had a terrible time on the Ativan and went directly to Remeron that I am going to have to take it slow. So do you agree that I should stay on 15 mg and see if my sleep comes back? Then  I will taper off but probably slow  because those withdrawals were horrible.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Hey Emily!

Well first of all, are the people where you work, or your boss, are they understanding? Keeping yourself fed and a roof over your head is pretty important!

 

I don't have any professional advice, that's for sure. Did your dr think he was replacing the Ativan with the Remeron? I think that's how my new dr was approaching it too.

 

How did you taper off of the Remeron in March 2017? You wrote that you had horrible withdrawals. I hear ya. My having the tremor removed the question about tapering off -- the dr wanted me to quit the Remeron as soon as possible, and I rushed it and just sucked it up. It was a terrible time, so many withdrawals plus I had just moved plus I was helping out my daughter with her 3 month old twins.

 

Here are some things I wrote here when I first joined:

 

"The dr was worried about my tremor, and I think that is the main reason he wanted me off of the Remeron quickly. I was the one who said No, I'm NOT going to go directly back down to 15 mgs. But because I was on the Remeron for a relatively short period of time, the taper I did seemed okay - except that right now I ain't feelin' so great:

- First week at 15 mg

- about 5 weeks at 30 mg - this is when my tremors became really obvious

- about 2 weeks at 22.5 mgs

- about 2 weeks at 15 mg

- about 4-5 weeks at 7.5 mg (finally got first appt with psychiatrist at about 2 weeks at this level) - and then quit."

 

A week or two later I wrote:

"High anxiety during the night and all day today. As I wrote on some other thread, I'm one big ball of anxiety!  I can tell my body wants me to increase the chlon. Also I can tell that I recently quit the Remeron. So it just is what it is. But that doesn't make it easy! I journaled, I meditated today, I wrote down my gratitudes, I had my quiet contemplative morning time, I practice mindfulness as much as possible. But it is challenging to sit there and notice one's anxiety and to just be with it, to just sit there with it. The urge is to do something for it, to take medicine, to take a drink, something, anything. Especially after a bad restless night - I just sat there thinking, well, that stunk, that was rough, what the heck? And then I just sat there with the after-feelings, the anxiety, the shakiness, the miserableness. Part of me felt like a big baby, that I was just being oversensitive and I should just grow up and get on with my life."

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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Thank you so much for getting back to me. I really appreciate it. I have been off work for 5 weeks now and I have disability where I work and my counselor has been taking care of that for me. She knows and understands that I am unable to work since my job is very strenuous. I cannot do my job without sleep and with this anxiety and depression that all this has caused me with these withdrawals.

 

The Ativan put me in the hospital for a week. I was having panic attacks that started with an adverse reaction to Lexapro. I was sick from having a bad gallbladder that was only functioning at 11% and nobody could figure out what was wrong with me for over a year. So I was in the hospital (late October) because I lost 20 pounds from no appetite, bad nausea, and I couldn't get off of Ativan that I was only on for 5 weeks; bad withdrawals.

They put me on Remeron 15mg, Cymbalta 60 mg, and Klonopin while I was in the hospital and sent me home with the Remeron, Cymbalta, and 10 Klonopin (I still have 7). After 2 days I quit the Cymbalta. It was just too much. My head couldn't take all that medication.

 

I continued the Remeron for 4 1/2 months taking 7.5 mg for about a month then 3.75 around 2 months and the rest small pieces which I never measured they just got smaller each week. During the next 2-3 weeks I would get headaches a lot and during all this time of withdrawal I would be irritable that I thought was from the pill itself and that was why I was so anxious to get off of it. At around the third week off of it is when the horrible withdrawals and insomnia started. So I went back on the Remeron around the second week of April about 1/4 of the pill. I did some research and found this website  and then I bought a scale and started cutting and weighing on April 24, 2017 at .41 gm. then May 15 I decided to go up to .8 gm (which was about half of 15 mg pill) because the sleep was still so bad but most of the waves were gone. Went to doctor because I still wasn't sleeping on Thursday May 18. But I didn't sleep last night so I really need some help from people who understand what I am going through. Which isn't my doctor. He seems concerned and he knows I am sensitive he just doesn't see things the way I do.

 

I'm still debating with myself whether to take a half or whole tablet tonight. My anxiety is so bad at night that the pill isn't helping me. I have some Klonopin and Lunesta but do not want to use them and am strong enough not to. But I have found out that l-theanine helps with anxiety and my doctor is pushing the Vistaril on me but I don't want to take it. I also usually take fish oil, vitamin c and magnesium every day.

 

I really don't have anybody else to talk with that knows anything about what I'm going through, I have been doing this on my own. I thank you all for your help.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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If you're still awake and reading...

I'd say that you should consider taking whatever amount has been most constant this week, without considering the sleep factor. Because keeping your central nervous system steady is so important, you don't want to be going up and down. I also suggest that you try tons of other things to add at night to help you sleep. I used Calms Forte, Midnite, Tylenol PM, oh I tried all kinds of things and they do help quite a bit. I should be more cautious in suggesting things like this... but you seem open to ideas. 

I have a Brookstone clock that has all kinds of soothing sounds. The best part is that it has sleep coaching. It is the best I've ever heard. There are 8 coachings to choose from, and under the narration you can hear the sounds or music. Once the narration is over, the sound keeps going all night. Highly recommend! I bought two, I love it so much.

Gotta get to bed, good luck tonight!

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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Hi, Emily.

 

Welcome to SA from me, too. 

 

 

 

The Ativan put me in the hospital for a week. I was having panic attacks that started with an adverse reaction to Lexapro. I was sick from having a bad gallbladder that was only functioning at 11% and nobody could figure out what was wrong with me for over a year. So I was in the hospital (late October) because I lost 20 pounds from no appetite, bad nausea, and I couldn't get off of Ativan that I was only on for 5 weeks; bad withdrawals.

They put me on Remeron 15mg, Cymbalta 60 mg, and Klonopin while I was in the hospital and sent me home with the Remeron, Cymbalta, and 10 Klonopin (I still have 7). After 2 days I quit the Cymbalta. It was just too much. My head couldn't take all that medication.

 

 

You certainly have been down the polydrugging merry-go-round. I'm sorry you had to go through this.

 

How long were you on the various drugs that I highlighted in the above post? 

 

Below is some information about tapering off of Remeron:

 

Tips for tapering off Remeron (mirtazapine)

 

Why taper by 10% of my dosage?

 

And some information about what to expect in withdrawal: 

 

What is withdrawal syndrome? 

 
The Windows and Waves Pattern of Stabilization

 

How Psychiatric Drugs Remodel Your Brain


 

Questions:

 

  • Were you on any psychiatric drugs prior to your recent experience? If so, please list them in your signature. The dates, doses, names of the drugs, etc. 
  • Other than l-theanine, are you taking any supplements? If so, please list them. 

Due to all of the recent changes, your nervous system is letting you know it needs to stabilize. Please hold and give your nervous system time to stabilize before making any more changes.

 

You are wise not to use the Klonopin and Lunesta, as they can cause very bad withdrawal and can cause dependency in as little as 2 weeks.  If you have any questions about your Ativan withdrawal or symptoms, please feel free to start a thread in the benzo area of the forum, which you can find here:

 

Members-only benzo forum

 

You may also want to have a read of some of the non-drug techniques for insomnia, as that is a very common symptom during withdrawal. 

 

Tips to Help Sleep

 

This is your thread to keep up with your symptoms and to ask plenty of questions. Please keep updating. 

 

 

 

 

 

Drug free May 22, 2015 after 30 years of neuroleptics, benzos, z-drugs, so-called "anti"-depressants, and amphetamines 

 

My Success Story:  Shep's Success: "Leaving Plato's Cave"

 

And what is good, Phaedrus, and what is not good — need we ask anyone to tell us these things? ~ Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance


I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs.

 

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flatrock, last night I went back to 7.5 mg Remeron and slept good. Felt pretty good today. I hope to stay on this dose for awhile until I'm able to start tapering.

 

Shep, I took Lexapro only once and went to the er with adverse reactions. Started the Ativan right after that for five weeks. Went to hospital to get off Ativan. They put me on Remeron 30 mg, Klonopin, and Cymbalta 60 mg. Stayed on them for about 10 days. Continued on the Remeron 15 mg a few days then went to 7.5mg till March by tapering down.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Hi, Emily.

 

Thanks for the additional information. I'm glad you are sleeping at 7.5 mg. I would hold for a few weeks and give your nervous system time to settle down. 

 

It's possible your previous history of psych drugs may have caused some limbic kindling, even though it was a number of years ago. So I would be as gentle with your nervous system as possible. 

 

Please have a read of the Tips to Help Sleep and see what you think. You may also find some helpful information in the non-drug coping section. Many people struggling with insomnia find the mindfulness links to be especially helpful. 

 

Please keep updating. 

Drug free May 22, 2015 after 30 years of neuroleptics, benzos, z-drugs, so-called "anti"-depressants, and amphetamines 

 

My Success Story:  Shep's Success: "Leaving Plato's Cave"

 

And what is good, Phaedrus, and what is not good — need we ask anyone to tell us these things? ~ Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance


I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice, but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs.

 

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HI Emily

Your case is similar to mine and i am telling you that if you accept the situation for what it is and enforce discipline in your actions you will soon stabilize. Shep is giving you a very good advice regarding hodling at 7.5 for a while until your sleep cycle is stable. Than you can start tapering by using the 10% rule again. Now you know that your nervous system is sensitive to such meds so you need to to be careful.

Apart from the Remeron if you still have problems at 7.5 you can use magnesium and vit C at night and normally bananas or cherries before sleep. Magnesium is a muscle relaxant and than bananas and cherries have a lot of melatonin which is natural hormone for sleep.

 

I also sent you a personal message so have a read and let me know. 

All the best my friend... and just try to keep calmness. It is all manageable... 

Santino

2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg, 25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg, 1/Apr/17 3.7Mg, 14/Apr/17 3.4Mg, 27/Apr/17 3.1Mg, 06/May/17 2.8Mg, 22/May/17 2.6Mg, 31/May/17 2.3Mg 09/Jun/17 2Mg, 20/Jun/17 1.7Mg, 29/Jun/17 1.4Mg, 11/Jul/17 1.2Mg, 20/Jul/17 1Mg, 31/Jul/17 0.8Mg, 11/Aug/17 0.6Mg, 23/Aug/17 0.5Mg, 05/Sept/17 0.4Mg, 13/Sept/17 0.3Mg. 22/Sept/17 0.2Mg, 03/Oct/17 0.15Mg, 10/Oct/17 0.1Mg, 23/Oct/17 0.05Mg, 22/Nov/17 0.025Mg, 06/DECEMBER/2017 MIRT FREEE.

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Well I took 7.5 mg again last night and no sleep. I'm going to stay on this dose and see what I can find to help with sleep. Thanks I'm going to use those links now.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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HI Emily

Try improving your sleep hygiene as well. It is very important.
How is your lighting at the room you sleep?
Are you making yourself tired enough before sleep?
Are you exposing yourself to light in case you wake up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet? 
What is your strategy in case after 2 hours tossing and turning in the bed you can not sleep?

Write to me in private so maybe we can help you more on these....

Santino

2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg, 25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg, 1/Apr/17 3.7Mg, 14/Apr/17 3.4Mg, 27/Apr/17 3.1Mg, 06/May/17 2.8Mg, 22/May/17 2.6Mg, 31/May/17 2.3Mg 09/Jun/17 2Mg, 20/Jun/17 1.7Mg, 29/Jun/17 1.4Mg, 11/Jul/17 1.2Mg, 20/Jul/17 1Mg, 31/Jul/17 0.8Mg, 11/Aug/17 0.6Mg, 23/Aug/17 0.5Mg, 05/Sept/17 0.4Mg, 13/Sept/17 0.3Mg. 22/Sept/17 0.2Mg, 03/Oct/17 0.15Mg, 10/Oct/17 0.1Mg, 23/Oct/17 0.05Mg, 22/Nov/17 0.025Mg, 06/DECEMBER/2017 MIRT FREEE.

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I don't know why it is that I either sleep very well or very bad no in-between.I try to keep it dark but if I cant sleep then I will try to read, but I probably do stay in bed to long if I cant sleep.

 

Shep, you mentioned limbic kindling. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow and she brought up EDMR last time I was there. I'm gonna tell her I wanna do it. It has to do with the Limbic System. Hopefully it will work.

 

Thanks everyone for all your help. Today was a bad day a lot of anxiety. Hope tomorrow is good for you all.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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I had two hours sleep last night or I should say this morning from 6-8 am, at least I got some. I took some melatonin, l-theanine and magnesium then finally dozed off.

I am wondering if I would sleep better on a full stomach. Lately I haven't been eating before bed, thinking it will disrupt my sleep. Trying to be careful in everything I do.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Emily, I really feel for you. When I was on Remeron, it was the same thing. Never knew if I'd sleep well or not at all. Sorry you had a high anxiety day. Me too, yesterday and today. It's very very hard.

Sending you ((( hugs )))

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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Hi Emily, I also have problems sleeping so understand how you are feeling. I have stopped wottying about not sleeping, and just rest in bed. I try and think about positive things and not focus on the fact that I am awake. I get by and don't think about it, any sleep is a bonus but I don't expect it. I used to get anxious and even scared of going to bed because I would lie awake but now I love my bed, even if I don't sleep it is warm and comfy, and gives me a hug  :wub: .

I hope you stabilise and start sleeping better soon.

**I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge.

 

 

Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem)

1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat

2002  effexor. 

Tapered  March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads.

Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013

Restarted taper  Nov 2013  

OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015    :D 

Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014

 

Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg  

 July 2017 30mg.  May 15 2018 25mg

Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. 

 

My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33

 

Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible

 

 

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That is a great way to look at it, mammaP.  I love my bed too, and when I can't sleep I lie cradled in it and say to myself, "I am safe."

Gridley Introduction

 

Lexapro 20 mg since 2004.  Begin Brassmonkey Slide Taper Jan. 2017.   

End 2017 year 1 of taper at 9.25mg 

End 2018 year 2 of taper at 4.1mg

End 2019 year 3 of taper at 1.0mg  

Oct. 30, 2020  Jump to zero from 0.025mg.  Current dose: 0.000mg

3 year, 10 month taper is 100% complete.

 

Ativan 1 mg to 1.875mg 1986-2020, two CT's and reinstatements

Nov. 2020, 7-week Ativan-Valium crossover to 18.75mg Valium

Feb. 2021, begin 10%/4 week taper.   

March 22, 2022: hold at 4.8mg and shift to Imipramine taper

Aug. 5, 2022: shift back to Valium taper.  

Current dose as of Jan. 6, 2023: 2.5mg

Taper is 86% complete.

 

Imipramine 75 mg daily since 1986.  Jan-Sept 2016 tapered to 16mg.  

Held until Aug 2021, tapered for 4 weeks to 14.4mg

March 22, 2022: Begin 10%/4 week taper.  Current dose as of Aug. 5: 9.5mg 

Aug. 5, 2022: hold at 9.5 and shift to Valium taper

Taper is 87% complete.  

  

Supplements: omega-3, vitamins C, E and D3, magnesium glycinate, probiotic, zinc, melatonin .3mg


I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs.

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Wow, there is so much wonderful support here. I really appreciate it; it helps so much. I have to be back to work in a week, next Tuesday so I feel pressured that I have to be sleeping good by then. If I'm not well enough by then I'm going to try and get a personal leave. If not then I'm going to go ahead and quit. I don't need to be worrying about that when I'm trying to heal. I've been feeling warm tonight to and have a 94 f temp don't know why that's there either.

 

I'm gonna take your advice and get cozy in my bed tonight. No worries.

 

Thank you all so much. I feel the love here.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Sorry that's a 99.4 f temperature.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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mammP and Gridley, I just love your attitude about sleep! I need some lessons I think. I get scared of sleep, and have a history of night time abuse from my ex, so, yeah, sleep is a work in progress for me.

Emily123, oh those low grade fevers are the worse - they make me cry for some reason too. I'm so sorry! You must feel fed up. sending ((( hugs )))

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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MammaP that's exactly how I got. I was really afraid of going to bed, dreading it. Now not so bad but stilly anxious over it.

 

That is such a great idea to think of any sleep as a bonus and not to expect it. Thank you so much for the support.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Emily now for the sleep my friend... i suffered myself during tapering that problem so what i would advice is as below.

1. Try not to scare yourself before sleep with thinking that you will not be able to sleep properly. Lower level of your lighting in the living room half an hour before sleep so the body makes itself ready.
2. Take magnesium and vit C before sleep and also eat one banana or a pot of cherries half an hour before sleep... (they are full of natural melatonin).
3. In case you wake up early with anxiety or you can not sleep for more than 1-2 hours wake up and take a mix of Linden and Chamomile tea. After that lay down in bed and with earphones listen any meditation video from youtube. For me the one that works perfectly is this one... 

4. If you wake up at night to go to the toilet... make sure you do not turn any light on... and try to keep your eyes closed. If light enters into the retina of the eyes... the melatonin depletes quite fast and your body is signaled for waking up and starting the new day.
5. If you wake up in the middle of the night being anxious... do not worry, it is just the cortisol that is playing tricks on you. Vit C before sleep is a natural regulator of Cortisol so with time it will regulate by itself.

Normally for me these points work like a charm regarding the sleep. I have negative thoughts as a result of WD but normally i am able to shrug them off time after time. Have a nice day my friend and do not worry.

All the best

Santino

2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg, 25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg, 1/Apr/17 3.7Mg, 14/Apr/17 3.4Mg, 27/Apr/17 3.1Mg, 06/May/17 2.8Mg, 22/May/17 2.6Mg, 31/May/17 2.3Mg 09/Jun/17 2Mg, 20/Jun/17 1.7Mg, 29/Jun/17 1.4Mg, 11/Jul/17 1.2Mg, 20/Jul/17 1Mg, 31/Jul/17 0.8Mg, 11/Aug/17 0.6Mg, 23/Aug/17 0.5Mg, 05/Sept/17 0.4Mg, 13/Sept/17 0.3Mg. 22/Sept/17 0.2Mg, 03/Oct/17 0.15Mg, 10/Oct/17 0.1Mg, 23/Oct/17 0.05Mg, 22/Nov/17 0.025Mg, 06/DECEMBER/2017 MIRT FREEE.

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I finally slept last night. Maybe 7 hours. I'm not sure what time I fell asleep since I can't see it anymore.  I've been on 7.5 mg Mirtazapine now for 4 nights. Today is bad real bad. Had to lay down and do some breathing. Looking around to see what has helped others like this. I thought I was done with this, didn't ever want to go back here.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Hi. I find lying flat on the floor or a bed is helpful too, so you did a smart thing by lying down.

Emily I'm so sorry you're having a bad day. 

I discovered this AMAZING audio instruction for yoga nidra. She says it's for sleep, but I've done it many times just for relaxation: https://www.doyogawithme.com/content/yoga-nidra-sleep

 

And remember, you don't have to feel happy to survive. You just have to get through it and believe that you'll end up back at your old self. You will!

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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I'll listen to that audio tonight before bedtime. Thanks flatrock.

 

It got a little scary today, There was one of those cortisol surges that I thought had stopped. It probably was because my dose changes are catching up with me. I did Mirtzapine 5 weeks @ 3.75 then 3 nights @ 7.5 then 2 nights @ 15 and back down to 7.5 for 4 nights now. I had finally stabilized at 3.75 but was unable to sleep and went up to 7.5 on my own. Then went to doctor and he told me to go up to 15 because It was my anxiety and that it takes six months to one year for me to get my neurotransmitters back to normal since they were imbalanced. He was the person who put me on Ativan with no instruction or how addicting they are.

 

At least I got a lot of sleep last night. I know it can happen.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Hey Emily, ya know when I read over your most recent post here... You sure have had a lot of changes on the Remeron. Whew. Do you feel like you can hang in there at 7.5 to stabilize?

 

I hope you like that audio... I can't imagine anybody not liking it!

 

That's awesome that you got some good sleep last night!

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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yea waiting to stabilize here, I hope soon as I need to be back to work Tuesday. I slept ok last night so maybe I'll be better soon. Sure hope so. I wish I never messed with the Remeron, I didn't know. Now I do. I realize what's going on. Bad Stuff.

 

I'm a highly sensitive person, always have been. I wonder if that had anything to do with why it affects me so much. That's probably why I go on these medicines so easily. Are there many people here that have always been sensitive?It seems that when I come on here and post that it relaxes me some.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Yes, HSP! Being an HSP is hard work, but it also allows us to see the extra beauty all around us. Don't know if I'd wish it away or not, I guess not.

 

That's cool that it relaxes you to log on. I log on usually when I'm over-thinking or frazzled. And yeah, it does help.

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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I'm going to make my first drop tonight. I'm going to 6.9 mg. Being on Mirtazapine in this hot humid weather is making me sick and I'm always tired. I really need to get off of it. Gonna take it slow for this first cut. I can still remember how bad withdrawals were. But hopefully It won't go so bad and I can go a full 10% on my next one.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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Hi Emily123,

 

I've found that on the lower doses of  mirtazapine that it takes me a little longer to stabilise 4-7weeks, I'm currently at 2.8mg for a month, I was hoping to taper another 5% but knowing what the full withdrawals effects are I wont dare take my chances, plus it pure misery.  I read somewhere that ppl need to ride the withdrawals out, obviously in the most comfortable way possible

Finasteride 1mg daily 2005 - April (approx) 2016 did have break from them.

Dex amphetamine 30mg Daily taken irregularly March 2012 - March 2015

Lexapro April 2016 only took 1 tablet unsure what mg ended up in emergency with thoughts of self harm discharged from hospital was given 20mg Valium and 30mg mirtazapine

30mg April 2016 - current been tapering from 30mg, 15mg May 2016, 7.5mg July 2016,Aug 2016 3.75mg Cold turkey Sept 2016 reinstated after 12dayslater 3.75mg Feb 2017 3.4mg March 2017 3.2mg April 2017 3mg

June 25, 2017 2.8mg August 14th 2017, 2.7mg, Sept 18, 2017 2.6mg Oct 26 up-dose 2.65mg due to 5 weeks of severe withdrawal 2.6mg 23rd Nov 2017 30th 2.5mg Nov 2017 2.4mg  19th Dec 2017  then forced 2.45mg up-dose 2.45mg due to severe withdrawals 2nd Jan 2018 up-dose  2.5mg 4th Jan 2018 withdrawals were too severe up-dose 2.55mg 23 Jan 2018  continued severe withdrawals near 3 weeks, 14th March 2018 2.5mg, 24th June 2018 2.45mg, 2.4mg 25th July 2018, 2.35mg 7th August 2018, 2.3mg 22nd October 2018, 2.25mg, 2.2mg 6th Dec 2018, 2.1mg 12 January 2019, 2mg 23rd Jan 2019, 1.95mg 12 March 2019, 1.9mg 12th March 2019, 1.85mg 22 June 2019, 1.8mg 19th July 2019, 1.75mg 16 Sep 2019, 1.7mg 4 October 2019, 1.75mg 5 October - severe withdrawals, need to complete essays. 1.7mg 11th November 2019, 1.65mg 2019 Had horrific nightmare up-dose  to 1.7mg on 18th December 2019, 24th December 2019 1.65mg, 17th January 2020 1.6mg-long hold due to ongoing severe withdrawals, low blood pressure, what appears to be chronic fatigue, depression, anxiety. 15th May 2020 1.58mg, 3rd August 2020 1.56mg, 2nd September 2020 1.54mg, 28th September 2020 1.52mg experienced nightmare, along with severe withdrawals, air hunger & high anxiety, due to exams will temporarily up-dose on 30th September 2020 1.54mg

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I will probably go real slow then when I get under 4mg. I'm hoping to get low enough so I won't be so tired. And it seems that I can't tolerate the heat like I use to before these pills. I've been feeling sick at work when it's so hot.

 

I see that you took Lexapro and went to the ER. Something similar happened to me, when I took only one. I had what they called an adverse reaction to it, that was when my panic attacks started and I got hooked on the Ativan after just a few weeks on them.

 

 

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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yeah my adverse reaction to Lexapro was one of the scariest moments of my life, never experienced anything like that! I'm noticing on the lower doses from 3mg that i'm not so groggy in the morning, also the clarity in my vision has greatly improved, that mirtazapine haze sucks bad.  Most Drs in Australia rarely prescribe benzo's and when they do its only for the short term. I was given 2mg of Valium but I was careful not to take them for more than a week, I grew up in a neighbourhood surrounded by drug addicts and family members who are addicts.  

Finasteride 1mg daily 2005 - April (approx) 2016 did have break from them.

Dex amphetamine 30mg Daily taken irregularly March 2012 - March 2015

Lexapro April 2016 only took 1 tablet unsure what mg ended up in emergency with thoughts of self harm discharged from hospital was given 20mg Valium and 30mg mirtazapine

30mg April 2016 - current been tapering from 30mg, 15mg May 2016, 7.5mg July 2016,Aug 2016 3.75mg Cold turkey Sept 2016 reinstated after 12dayslater 3.75mg Feb 2017 3.4mg March 2017 3.2mg April 2017 3mg

June 25, 2017 2.8mg August 14th 2017, 2.7mg, Sept 18, 2017 2.6mg Oct 26 up-dose 2.65mg due to 5 weeks of severe withdrawal 2.6mg 23rd Nov 2017 30th 2.5mg Nov 2017 2.4mg  19th Dec 2017  then forced 2.45mg up-dose 2.45mg due to severe withdrawals 2nd Jan 2018 up-dose  2.5mg 4th Jan 2018 withdrawals were too severe up-dose 2.55mg 23 Jan 2018  continued severe withdrawals near 3 weeks, 14th March 2018 2.5mg, 24th June 2018 2.45mg, 2.4mg 25th July 2018, 2.35mg 7th August 2018, 2.3mg 22nd October 2018, 2.25mg, 2.2mg 6th Dec 2018, 2.1mg 12 January 2019, 2mg 23rd Jan 2019, 1.95mg 12 March 2019, 1.9mg 12th March 2019, 1.85mg 22 June 2019, 1.8mg 19th July 2019, 1.75mg 16 Sep 2019, 1.7mg 4 October 2019, 1.75mg 5 October - severe withdrawals, need to complete essays. 1.7mg 11th November 2019, 1.65mg 2019 Had horrific nightmare up-dose  to 1.7mg on 18th December 2019, 24th December 2019 1.65mg, 17th January 2020 1.6mg-long hold due to ongoing severe withdrawals, low blood pressure, what appears to be chronic fatigue, depression, anxiety. 15th May 2020 1.58mg, 3rd August 2020 1.56mg, 2nd September 2020 1.54mg, 28th September 2020 1.52mg experienced nightmare, along with severe withdrawals, air hunger & high anxiety, due to exams will temporarily up-dose on 30th September 2020 1.54mg

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Well I started to feel the withdrawals about 5 days after I cut, only lasted a few days. It wasn't too bad. But at the 2 week point I got the insomnia back. Three nights I haven't slept. I'm still practicing good sleep hygiene. Hope it goes away here real soon.

Currently- Remeron 6.9 mg, L-theanine, Fish Oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C

Ativan .25- .5 mg took for sleep for 5 weeks
Went on Remeron 7.5 mg and off Ativan late October 2016
March 2017 tapered off Remeron
April 9 back on Remeron to 3.75, horrible withdrawals
May 15, 7.5 mg Remeron because of insomnia
May18, 15 mg Remeron because of insomnia doctor said it would help me sleep, May 20 went back to 7.5 mg Remeron

Paxil 1999-2001 Lamictal and Effexor 2007-2009.  Also used Lunesta and Promethazine for sleep in past.

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HI Emily

You are doing quite OK with your cuts i think my friend. AT the lower levels of the drug the fatigue increases especially at the levels you are now. When i reached 1.8Mg the fatigue started to go lower and at 1MG it became almost became in-existent. Currently i am taking 0.8g and very soon in a matter of days i will do another drop.

I hope things will be OK with you my friend. All the best

2015 -  2016 Xanax only rescue doses of 0.125 mg 1-2 times per month
 March 2016 0.125Mg * 2 Xanax for 10 days.

20 March 2016 0.25 Mg * 2 Xanax for one week. 1 April 2016 Tranxene 5 mg and Fevarin but bad reaction for 5 days.4 April 2016 25 Mg Amitryptiline + 6 MG bromazepam at night

Started tapering Bromazepam 6 days later reached up to 3 MG in 10 days and withdrawal. Pdoc asked to go 6 MG again.

10 of May started Remeron 15 MG and started tapering Bromazepam again.

SINCE 09/06/2016 BENZO FREE - Started Tapering Remeron 04/07/2016

 

04/Jul/16 12.8 Mg, 11/Aug/16 12 Mg, 20/Aug/16 11Mg, 3/Sept/16 10Mg, 11/Sept/16 9 Mg, 30/Sept/16 8.1 Mg, 14/Oct/16 7.25 Mg, 17/Nov/16 6.7, 23/Nov/16 6.5, 2/Dec/16 6.25, 9/Dec/16 6Mg, 25/Dec/16 5.7Mg, 4/Jan/17 5.4Mg, 20/Jan/17 5.2Mg, 07/Feb/17 5 Mg, 15/Feb/17 4.8Mg, 27/Feb/17 4.5Mg, 15/Mar/17 4.2Mg, 23/Mar/17 4Mg, 1/Apr/17 3.7Mg, 14/Apr/17 3.4Mg, 27/Apr/17 3.1Mg, 06/May/17 2.8Mg, 22/May/17 2.6Mg, 31/May/17 2.3Mg 09/Jun/17 2Mg, 20/Jun/17 1.7Mg, 29/Jun/17 1.4Mg, 11/Jul/17 1.2Mg, 20/Jul/17 1Mg, 31/Jul/17 0.8Mg, 11/Aug/17 0.6Mg, 23/Aug/17 0.5Mg, 05/Sept/17 0.4Mg, 13/Sept/17 0.3Mg. 22/Sept/17 0.2Mg, 03/Oct/17 0.15Mg, 10/Oct/17 0.1Mg, 23/Oct/17 0.05Mg, 22/Nov/17 0.025Mg, 06/DECEMBER/2017 MIRT FREEE.

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6 hours ago, Emily123 said:

Well I started to feel the withdrawals about 5 days after I cut, only lasted a few days. It wasn't too bad. But at the 2 week point I got the insomnia back. Three nights I haven't slept. I'm still practicing good sleep hygiene. Hope it goes away here real soon.

Hi Emily. So sorry you're going through this. My experience with Remeron was awful. Sometimes it helped me sleep, sometimes complete insomnia. I was forced off of it in a quick withdrawal because I developed a tremor and my dr thought it probably was from the Remeron. In retrospect the tremor was from a forced dramatic drop in the amount of chlonazepam I was "allowed" to have. It was a crazy few months full of changed meds, withdrawals, insomnia - blechhh!  Medications can cause such a mess. How was your experience with Lunesta in the past? While it is not recommended here at SA, if I were in your position, I'd probably take a Lunesta now and then just to get a good night's sleep. It's so hard to go without sleep!

QUIT chlonazepam (Klonopin) 8/26/17. My dosage was less than 0.5; hard to measure exactly because I had been reducing by weight. My overall diagnosis is fibromyalgia. I'm 63 yrs old. Feeling great to be free of it!

MICRO TAPERED KLONOPIN BY WEIGHT: 5/26: .241 -- ?/?: .235 -- 7/10: .223 -- 7/24: .221 -- 7/29: .217 -- 8/1: 212 -- 8/6: .208

Switched: 8/13, reduced to 1/2 pill (a .5 pill), maintaining morning dose of weight .069. Kept micro tapering until 8/26/17.

CURURENTLY TAPERING BUSPAR: BUSPAR started in May 2017, currently: 2and1/3 15mg pill = 15+15+5= 35 mgs. Very helpful med. 11/9/17: 25 mgs. (1 and 1/3 15 mg pill)

PREVIOUS: In August 2016, after some stressful life changes, my Klonopin use went up to about 4.0. New dr jerked me down from 4.0 to 1 mg. I'm still suffering from that sudden extreme withdrawal. Plus I was put on and taken off of many other meds those first couple of months: Tizanadine, Remeron, Lexapro, Wellbutrin. A very difficult time in my life.  CURRENT: Cymbalta 60mg, maintaining. I use medical marijuana for pain as needed, usually at night. Don't take it during the day because it just makes me too dopey. I take probiotics.

 

 

 

 

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