☼ rupa: Risperdal / risperidone victim

[rupa]

Thought 2020 is recovery from withdrawal.

Yes, withdrawal happened from brain and  lobes.

But later it started effecting body.

First thyroidectomy,now it's heart,ribs.

It seems withdrawal effects body parts.

Please do not rush for operations.

I should have wait taking guava,banyan etc ten kind of leaves in hot water which reduced my excessive red blood sells etc issues.

[rupa]

Ever since reaching zero,sleep improved 

Gradually,no sign of dreams disturbing state.

It's evident some activity in the brain ,before waking up,but it's not even dream form.

Everything normal as before meds.

As I above mentioned,body parts effected ,but becoming normal with 

Natural remedies,back pain cured.

Heart discomfort cured with daily in take of buttermilk.

Thyroidectomy brought no discomfort.

A thyroid tablet for life,not an issue.

Entire body scan is clean.

Able to do fast whole day taking only liquids and processed dates few.

Evening meal taking with calcium and vitamin D tablets.

Sleep is very greatful.

It's evident recovery is  possible with brief discomfort for few years.

Patience fetches.

 

 

[Venkat]

Happy to know that you are doing so well @rupa, hoping to be in your state in a year or so. Wishing you a happy life. 

[Lilabella]

Rupa you are an inspiration. Glad to hear you are doing well. Thinking of you and hoping you continue to feel better. 

[rupa]

@Venkatsure venkat.  @bhasskirecovery proved,every body else can too recover.You are doing very careful taper,I appreciate.

 

 

[rupa]

@Lilabella

You are very brave.

You been on 10 mg olanzapine from an year,your brain already forgot ,before olanzapine situation.

Thus,start tappering slow.

Keep reading my thread,how my taper went from 10 mg olanzapine.

Keep faith and start tapering.

Best wishes.

 

[rupa]

An update.

Medicine impact heals with time.

All the chaos will be for time being from the day an individual starts taking medicine.

Patience and bearing the time ,second by second,minute to minute,hour to  hour,day by day,will definitely lead before meds condition of the physical brain.

Thus ,handover yourself into the time and let float yourself in the barren space of the universe with mindful waiting to land back to your planet.

Bear,bear,bear,bear the time.

Healing is inevitable.

Know this truth and bear the fear and choas until you ,yourself teach others the truth.

 

[Ariel]

Hello @rupa

Thank you for sharing your update. 

 

35 minutes ago, rupa said:

Patience and bearing the time ,second by second,minute to minute,hour to  hour,day by day,will definitely lead before meds condition of the physical brain.

Thus ,handover yourself into the time and let float yourself in the barren space of the universe with mindful waiting to land back to your planet.

Bear,bear,bear,bear the time.

Healing is inevitable.

Know this truth and bear the fear and choas

 

This is beautiful. 

Thank you <3

 

Congratulations on your hard work and healing progress.

All the best to you <3

A.

[arbor]

Thank you for this post @rupa💜

Arbor

[Venkat]

Inspiring post @rupa , thank you. 

[BestIsYetToCome13]

Hi Rupa, I am also suffering the same effects from risperidone like you did. It started with insomnia after 6 weeks of taking the medicine, when I did sleep  I would go straight into dream mode. It is one of the reasons why I CT the medicine and also because of blank mind and anhedonia/emotional numbness. It's been almost 8 weeks since Ive CT but I still go straight to vivid dreaming, fortunately no nightmares. I also can't nap. My question to you is do you think the olanzapine helped you reset or would you have rathered healed naturally over time?

[Mcasais]

27 minutes ago, BestIsYetToCome13 said:

Hi Rupa, I am also suffering the same effects from risperidone like you did. It started with insomnia after 6 weeks of taking the medicine, when I did sleep  I would go straight into dream mode. It is one of the reasons why I CT the medicine and also because of blank mind and anhedonia/emotional numbness. It's been almost 8 weeks since Ive CT but I still go straight to vivid dreaming, fortunately no nightmares. I also can't nap. My question to you is do you think the olanzapine helped you reset or would you have rathered healed naturally over time? 

 

 

[Manny78]

@BestIsYetToCome13 and @rupaI am taking Risperdal 0,86ml and abilify 2ml.  I am having problems of insomnia which I didn't have before but I am tapering abilify 2ml now. Did you guys have insomnia while on drugs I mean antipsychotics ?

[BestIsYetToCome13]

@Manny78 my insomnia started while on risperidone like 6 weeks after taking it.

[rupa]

On 9/4/2022 at 4:59 AM, BestIsYetToCome13 said:

Hi Rupa, I am also suffering the same effects from risperidone like you did. It started with insomnia after 6 weeks of taking the medicine, when I did sleep  I would go straight into dream mode. It is one of the reasons why I CT the medicine and also because of blank mind and anhedonia/emotional numbness. It's been almost 8 weeks since Ive CT but I still go straight to vivid dreaming, fortunately no nightmares. I also can't nap. My question to you is do you think the olanzapine helped you reset or would you have rathered healed naturally over time?

Not knowing what was all this terminology like cold turkey and these brain medication and all,I was waiting two months,but my sleep deteriorated by eight weeks.

Unable to find any help,I was caught up with high dose olanzapine.

thus,I am suggesting you to take small dose  olanzapine and tapper from there after one month of use.

Food suggestions at my thread  too helps.

Then please help fellow sufferers by witnessing, that small dose too brings out from past cold turkey damage.

 

[rupa]

On 9/4/2022 at 5:37 AM, Manny78 said:

@BestIsYetToCome13 and @rupaI am taking Risperdal 0,86ml and abilify 2ml.  I am having problems of insomnia which I didn't have before but I am tapering abilify 2ml now. Did you guys have insomnia while on drugs I mean antipsychotics ?

Yes.

[Manny78]

@rupadid your akathisia get worse the lower doses? I am getting it at 2ml of abilify at night.I wake up agitated after a few hours of sleeping.I have to seat down in bed and I want to start to pace.  Also I am getting brain fog.

[rupa]

On 9/7/2022 at 5:55 AM, Manny78 said:

@rupadid your akathisia get worse the lower doses? I am getting it at 2ml of abilify at night.I wake up agitated after a few hours of sleeping.I have to seat down in bed and I want to start to pace.  Also I am getting brain fog.

I can understand,I was there ,while i was tapering.

I was just living one day at a time, listening to the brain.

If my sleep got disturbed,i was Accepting the situation and keep walking within the home premises.

 

Those are the symptoms,that human brain greatly rejects the man made intervention in the name of medicine.

Psychology not related to physical brain.

Thus the physical  brain feels extreme disturbance,and makes an individual feel pain with all these symptoms.

Even though an individual in tapering,even a small minute dose of medicine get rejects by brain.

There is no other option than waiting with patience.

 

Simple,certain kind of low sound prayers helped me to listen,avoiding the sounds which  brain rejects.

 

[rupa]

There is this silent ignition sound and sensation at both sides of forehead ,right from the day one of the turmoil in 2016.

After six years,after a year gap- in between- still some plates been adjusting ,hopefully -final adjustment-been suffering dreams from two days with good sleep though,(such dreams were in my memory from my childhood)along with silent ignition once- in an afternoon rest today.

[rupa]

I have experimented with coffee,could successfully taper by taking minute amounts for a while.

Which means no matter ,how many meds an individual on,no matter how big the dose,if tapered by one at time with minute doses ,while on other drugs,but last one ,with surviving antidepressants suggestions,slow taper?

Because,that's what I did.

If caffeine can be tapered sudden change to minute doses for certain time,per se a month,an anti depressant too?

I did this to COVID patients who were on antidepressants they came out by next month tapering this way.

But already cold terkeyed  people ,tapering very slow will heal properly as they had to go through insomnia.

I am fully recovered,a symptom still occured once,may be last attempt of plates adjusting inside,that's a kind of silent ignition sense,which was occuring all the time back then.

 

 

[duffy]

Hi @rupa Can you explain your tapering method for olanzapine a bit more clearly please? You say you have helped other people with this method too?

[rupa]

On 4/16/2023 at 8:10 AM, duffy said:

Hi @rupa Can you explain your tapering method for olanzapine a bit more clearly please? You say you have helped other people with this method too?

Absolutely,my method of tappering is life saving.

Here is the explain:

Below method helped me,

Brain takes a four week interval or a cycle of time to adopt change in slow process.

1)Thus,it is very important to maintain a dose for four weeks.

2) It is important to give small ,little,and  minute  changes monthly once 

 

Other people who followed my other method to come out from the medicine which used at the time of covid 

A) stopping medicine upto eight days or earlier until brain starts feeling withdrawal,once the feel of brain collapse occurs , immediately giving minute dose for one month ,and then stopping 

B) this method works when person on single medicine

Otherwise  my way of taper which mentioned as 1)2) helps

 

 

[AmitV]

On 1/20/2022 at 9:55 AM, rupa said:

Thought 2020 is recovery from withdrawal.

Yes, withdrawal happened from brain and  lobes.

But later it started effecting body.

First thyroidectomy,now it's heart,ribs.

It seems withdrawal effects body parts.

Please do not rush for operations.

I should have wait taking guava,banyan etc ten kind of leaves in hot water which reduced my excessive red blood sells etc issues.

You’re likely suffering from drug incited functional neurological disorder. Must work with trauma therapist and manage stress. It jumps from one thing to another, if past trauma is not resolved. 
 

The drug only incites it and fires it up, it’s the past trauma and chronic mental stress that keeps it going.

 

 It’s the neurological equivalent of PTSD and a mind-body disorder. 
 

https://www.nhsinform.scot/illnesses-and-conditions/brain-nerves-and-spinal-cord/functional-neurological-disorder/
 

Good news is you can recover completely. 
 

Why drugs incite it? Your guess is as best as mine. Probably the drugs cause additional trauma and stress on an already traumatized and stressed brain and it can’t take no more. It throws neurological symptoms as a stop button!!

 

 

 

[rupa]

On 11/12/2023 at 3:22 AM, AmitV said:

You’re likely suffering from drug incited functional neurological disorder. Must work with trauma therapist and manage stress. It jumps from one thing to another, if past trauma is not resolved. 
 

The drug only incites it and fires it up, it’s the past trauma and chronic mental stress that keeps it going.

 

 It’s the neurological equivalent of PTSD and a mind-body disorder. 
 

https://www.nhsinform.scot/illnesses-and-conditions/brain-nerves-and-spinal-cord/functional-neurological-disorder/
 

Good news is you can recover completely. 
 

Why drugs incite it? Your guess is as best as mine. Probably the drugs cause additional trauma and stress on an already traumatized and stressed brain and it can’t take no more. It throws neurological symptoms as a stop button!!

 

 

 

11-2023

 

Only stretching body bringing back pain 

Rest all functionable with health 

 

Body functioning by soothing prayers, necessary vitamins and thyroid medication 

 

Now am able to sit for work and prayers 

 

 

[rupa]

Complete natural brain ,which the way behaving from childhood,until starting of meds ,which always strives to make home environment peaceful,in function

 

Which is evident recovery is possible

 

Do not rush to fall into medications for temporary diagnosis of thyroid malfunction etc any other organ malfunction 

 

Using green vegetables will bring back all body functions to natural state 

 

Give oppurtunity in life only real and genuine people

 

Do not talk online anonymous with anybody 

 

 

 

 

[rupa]

Light every where

( Light at the end of the tunnel)

 

Soon ,It's been eight years

taking first risperidone 

 

Last week 

 

There is this sudden sensation that at the core of the brain anatomy to upper lobe at the scalp,there is this sensation,that won't hurts too much,but slight to severe discomfort and slight to severe  dizziness kind of feel in the head and body 

 

After fouty eight hours slowly subsided and after a week it still at the core of the brain which means exact inner middle field of the head 

 

It's no other withdrawal as I didn't ever take caffeine or other substances which brings withdrawal

 

Then i remember,after each lobe settling back to normal,this field is what ,missing so far 

 

So 

This is it ?

Hopefully this must be

it

to prove that human interference with God's creation can be dedicated to only to bring healing and repair

 

What new thing I had recent months  which might helped to get cleanse of

the very core of the brain 

 

?

 

Turmeric in little more quantity ( 1/4 to 1)

and brown rice with lot of spinach and garlic 

 

Thus 

 

These ingredients for sure helped 

 

It's all

these eight years are 

very heart warming to identify self 

 

How beautiful and wonderful thy creation 

 

Hope God will  bestow on

on mankind that every being

could able to recognise God's 

presence 

 

here within self 

 

right from birth and childhood

 

thus to grow up as humanbeing 

 

May complete peace and harmony

prevail with mother Earth,

God's loving creation, 

unto eternity

 

God bless