DazzlingCold Posted August 10, 2022 Share Posted August 10, 2022 3 hours ago, Soup said: @DazzlingColdThank you for the suggestions . It has been a nightmare since January and I just pray everyday for some type of shift . I have stayed away from most things but just introduced Metamucil which actually is a prebiotic ( I did not know this ) and seeing if that helps a bit . Once i see how I do with that I will try introducing probiotics . I eat a pretty clean high veggie diet with a bit of meat and fruit . Once I get these onboard I will try the magnesium . Take good care Praying 🙏🏼 you as well 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 11, 2022 Author Share Posted August 11, 2022 These days are so incredibly difficult and long and lonely . I still go to bed thinking I might possibly feel better in the morning even a little but no improvements I can see or feel . Trying hard to cling to hope …… On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Ariel Posted August 11, 2022 Share Posted August 11, 2022 Dear @Soup I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time. The WD experience really can feel merciless. I was also incorrectly tapered off of Lexapro by a doctor, essentially amounting to a CT. It's a horrid drug to quit. And you have had much more to contend with than just that. You are very brave and strong! I know it might not feel like it, but you are getting through and you have come so far. You're working hard and doing a great job (whether you believe it or not). Healing is happening (whether you feel it or not). Do you like poetry? Once in a while, when I'm able, I read a poem, or even just a few lines, and it reaches a quiet place inside me that can be otherwise difficult for me to feel in WD. Poetry can sometimes touch and reconnect me, and in that connection offer a moment's respite. This is a lovely thread, if you're curious -- or maybe you'd like to add a personal favorite? (No pressure, just poems.) Holding space for your experience. Thinking of you and sending healing vibes <3 A. 1 1996-2018 - misc. polypharmacy, incl. SSRIs, SNRIs, neuroleptics, lithium, benzos, stimulants, antihistamines, etc. (approx. 30+ drugs) 2012-2018 - 10mg lexapro/escitalopram (20mg?) Jan. 2018 - 10mg -> 5mg, then from 5mg -> 2.5mg, then 0mg --> July 2018 - 0mg 2017(?)-2020 - vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine 60-70mg 2020-2021 - 70mg down to 0mg --> July 2021 - 0mg March-April 2021 - vortioxetine 5-10mg (approx. 7 weeks total; CT) --> April 28th, 2021 - 0mg supplements: magnesium powder (dissolved in water) as needed throughout the day; 1 tsp fish oil w/ morning meal; 2mg melatonin August 1, 2022 - 1 mg melatonin Courage is fear that has said its prayers. - Karle Wilson Baker love and justice are not two. without inner change, there can be no outer change; without collective change, no change matters. - Rev. angel Kyodo williams Holding multiple truths. Knowing that everyone has their own accurate view of the way things are. - text on homemade banner at Afiya house I am not a medical professional; this is not medical advice. Link to comment
Soup Posted August 11, 2022 Author Share Posted August 11, 2022 @Ariel thank you for your kind words . I have such a hard time thinking I am healing as all I did was take some antibiotics ? I was so much more functional last year and now can barely do anything . So confusing as to what is really happening for me ….. Thank you for sharing about the poems . I hope today is a better day than yesterday and tomorrow is even a better day for you Healing hugs 1 On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Ariel Posted August 11, 2022 Share Posted August 11, 2022 1 hour ago, Soup said: I have such a hard time thinking I am healing 1 hour ago, Soup said: So confusing as to what is really happening for me ….. @Soup Speaking for myself, thinking is not my strong suit in WD! The aspect of my mind that might usually competently "understand" and "reason" does not perform very well in WD. I often find that my mind is overwhelmed with neuro-confusion, along with other neuro-emotions; and my WD mind scrambles to make sense of things, racing around in an exhausting loop-de-loop that never goes anywhere. It's like thought akathisia, so much restless mental energy. I try to remind myself: This is temporary, it will pass. In the meantime, I do not seek reassurance or clarity from the dizzy, muddy source that is my WD-mind. Instead, I try to locate other places inside me -- be they physical or meta-physical -- where I might anchor my faith, whence to practice trust. (I don't know what that sounds like to anyone else, maybe this makes little sense thus expressed.) It's not about thinking we're healing, but about trusting that we are healing. You may not know it in your mind or feel certain, but you can choose to believe it in/with your being, and align yourself with that belief. There is a knowing that is not of the mind but of our innermost wisdom. Align yourself with that intuitive knowing. What I mean is: You are not your mind. You are not your thoughts. You are not your feelings. You are not the sensations in your body. There is a you that is free and true -- your nature, your being -- and all you need do is visit (with) yourself there -- to touch a moment's peace. WD has made it very difficult for me to meditate, but I have at times found it helpful to listen to audio recordings of Alan Watts, Eckhart Tolle, Mooji and others. Last but not least, here is an excellent help topic on something that is foundational to facilitating healing: Acceptance. When we accept where we are, how things are, it enables an energetic shift that is transformative and opens us up to a whole other dimension of healing. Acceptance is not a static state, it's a dynamic practice worthy of our daily attention. Along with practicing patience, practicing acceptance is one of the most powerful things we can do to help us through. I'm rooting for you, Soup. My (unsolicited) advice: Don't try to "understand" or "figure out". Let go of the mind's frantic need to analyze and fix and solve. Find a place inside you that is not mind, and practice connecting to that non-mind space within. (Whatever that means to you, whatever that looks like.) This may occur during activity or it may occur during rest; it may occur when you intend or when you're busy with something else. There is a place inside us where the soil is rich and full of nutrients. Every time we reach for that place -- whether or not we feel we actually arrive there or not -- we plant a seed, and water the ground, and shine our light on What Is. And, in turn, What Is grows; and What Is shines its light back on us, and we grow. As we care for ourselves and tend our gardens and cultivate being with What Is, What Is nourishes us right back -- in an infinite feedback loop of love and light and being. That intercommunication is an attunement we are free to practice; that connection is our safe space, our resilience pathway. It lives inside us and is available to us at any time. All we need do is practice being with what is. Wasn't expecting to write any or all of the above, but that's what came out, so there ya have it! Haha Don't know if it makes sense to you but like I said, never mind -- listen with your heart, it will hear the message behind the words. And if not, feel free to disregard and do whatever feels right for you! In solidarity and support <3 A. 1996-2018 - misc. polypharmacy, incl. SSRIs, SNRIs, neuroleptics, lithium, benzos, stimulants, antihistamines, etc. (approx. 30+ drugs) 2012-2018 - 10mg lexapro/escitalopram (20mg?) Jan. 2018 - 10mg -> 5mg, then from 5mg -> 2.5mg, then 0mg --> July 2018 - 0mg 2017(?)-2020 - vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine 60-70mg 2020-2021 - 70mg down to 0mg --> July 2021 - 0mg March-April 2021 - vortioxetine 5-10mg (approx. 7 weeks total; CT) --> April 28th, 2021 - 0mg supplements: magnesium powder (dissolved in water) as needed throughout the day; 1 tsp fish oil w/ morning meal; 2mg melatonin August 1, 2022 - 1 mg melatonin Courage is fear that has said its prayers. - Karle Wilson Baker love and justice are not two. without inner change, there can be no outer change; without collective change, no change matters. - Rev. angel Kyodo williams Holding multiple truths. Knowing that everyone has their own accurate view of the way things are. - text on homemade banner at Afiya house I am not a medical professional; this is not medical advice. Link to comment
DazzlingCold Posted August 12, 2022 Share Posted August 12, 2022 6 hours ago, Soup said: These days are so incredibly difficult and long and lonely . I still go to bed thinking I might possibly feel better in the morning even a little but no improvements I can see or feel . Trying hard to cling to hope …… I am sending you healing and relieving vibes. I wish I could help you, and everyone, a little more. I know what a horrible place WD can be. Hugs for you. This simple words help me (i hope they help you too). Be kind to yourself. You are enduring a lot. Some days just getting out of bed is an accomplishment that deserves our attention in the form of credit. Gentle, gentle, gentle. It’s a tough battle we fight. You are doing amazing. 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 13, 2022 Author Share Posted August 13, 2022 Trying really hard to change the channel today but the despair at not being able to even feel my own skin properly is so overwhelming . So many of my symptoms have not even shifted a millimeter and I will admit I am struggling . I know we all are and I send out gentle hugs and healing wishes to all . I hope I am doing the right thing holding ??????????? 1 On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Mentor RachelSusan Posted August 13, 2022 Mentor Share Posted August 13, 2022 @Soup I send my support. I know how hard it is to have the thoughts about holding vs not holding. I held and I am really glad I did, but that is me. I am thinking about you and sending you warm wishes. 1 I am not a health professional in any way. I do not give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a professional medical practitioner. NEW INFORMATION FOR GABAPENTIN TAPER April 29, 2022 900 mg to 800 mg (11%), May 29, 2022 800 to 700 mg (12.5%), June 20, 2022 700 to 650mg (8%), July 20, 2022 650 to 575 (12%), August 20, 575 to 500 (13%), Sept 20, 2020 500 to 475mg (5%) Nov 7, 2022 475 to 425 (11%), Nov 21, 2022 500mg Medications: Gabapentin, Prednisone 1.5mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily. HISTORY FOR ZOLOFT TAPER Feb. 2016 to June 2016 - Was on 150mg Zoloft. Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June 2016, reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016. From July 2016 to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper. STARTING SENSIBLE ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE Dec. 10 2016 - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg. Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mg. Feb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%). Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg. May 9, 2020 1.375 mg. June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%). July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%). August 15, 2020 1.0 mg. Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg. Nov. 28, 2020 .75mg. Jan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%). Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg. May 1, 2021 .375mg. May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg. October 2, 2021 .043mg. October 10, 2021 .038mg. October 23, 2021 .035mg. October 30, 2021 .032mg. Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg. Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg. Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY Link to comment
Soup Posted August 13, 2022 Author Share Posted August 13, 2022 @RachelSusan thank you as always with your kind words . One part of the brain says yes stay on and stabilize the Other part says run away as fast you can from the poison ……. The despair is tough today …….. On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Soup Posted August 13, 2022 Author Share Posted August 13, 2022 @RachelSusanI watched an inner compass talk today and a gentleman named Chris Paige was on there and he has been holding after his benzo withdrawal and psych admission on two drugs and is feeling quite functional cognizant of being very good to himself . He had Aka for 3 years . He is tapering very slowly off the last drugs . So I must keep that in mind ……. I would love to be like I was last year On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Mentor RachelSusan Posted August 13, 2022 Mentor Share Posted August 13, 2022 @Soup I am glad that the inner compass talk helped you out. What you are going through is very difficult. It is so hard to hold. We keep thinking we need to do something to fix the problem, but sometimes the fix is not to make another change to an already sensitized body. I believe you are doing the right thing. 1 I am not a health professional in any way. I do not give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a professional medical practitioner. NEW INFORMATION FOR GABAPENTIN TAPER April 29, 2022 900 mg to 800 mg (11%), May 29, 2022 800 to 700 mg (12.5%), June 20, 2022 700 to 650mg (8%), July 20, 2022 650 to 575 (12%), August 20, 575 to 500 (13%), Sept 20, 2020 500 to 475mg (5%) Nov 7, 2022 475 to 425 (11%), Nov 21, 2022 500mg Medications: Gabapentin, Prednisone 1.5mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily. HISTORY FOR ZOLOFT TAPER Feb. 2016 to June 2016 - Was on 150mg Zoloft. Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June 2016, reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016. From July 2016 to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper. STARTING SENSIBLE ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE Dec. 10 2016 - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg. Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mg. Feb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%). Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg. May 9, 2020 1.375 mg. June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%). July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%). August 15, 2020 1.0 mg. Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg. Nov. 28, 2020 .75mg. Jan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%). Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg. May 1, 2021 .375mg. May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg. October 2, 2021 .043mg. October 10, 2021 .038mg. October 23, 2021 .035mg. October 30, 2021 .032mg. Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg. Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg. Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY Link to comment
genau34 Posted August 13, 2022 Share Posted August 13, 2022 @Soup I am hoping for you. I just began my lexapro taper the end of June. I thought antibiotics were safe too, but the more I learn, the more I think antibiotics were a big part of what led to my anxiety and subsequently my lexapro prescription. 1 Clonazepam: 1 mg 1/23/22-3/21/22 Lexapro: 5 mg 1/21/22-1/22/22 10 mg 1/23/22-1/31/22 15 mg 2/1/22-2/15/22 20 mg 2/16/22-6/29/22 18 mg 6/30/22-7/20/22 16.5 mg 7/21/22-? 3.7 mg 9/1/23-present Link to comment
Soup Posted August 16, 2022 Author Share Posted August 16, 2022 @RachelSusan I remember you mentioning you had digestive issues . Did you find anything that helped . My digestion has slowed right down then very painful when it does move . Though I might pass out today . Any suggestions would be helpful . Thank you so much On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Mentor RachelSusan Posted August 16, 2022 Mentor Share Posted August 16, 2022 @Soup I treated the symptom. Depending on what the symptom of the day was I treated for that. If you are constipated then perhaps you can take something for constipation? Unfortunately I never found one universal thing that worked. I know this is hard and I feel sorry for you. I am not a health professional in any way. I do not give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a professional medical practitioner. NEW INFORMATION FOR GABAPENTIN TAPER April 29, 2022 900 mg to 800 mg (11%), May 29, 2022 800 to 700 mg (12.5%), June 20, 2022 700 to 650mg (8%), July 20, 2022 650 to 575 (12%), August 20, 575 to 500 (13%), Sept 20, 2020 500 to 475mg (5%) Nov 7, 2022 475 to 425 (11%), Nov 21, 2022 500mg Medications: Gabapentin, Prednisone 1.5mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily. HISTORY FOR ZOLOFT TAPER Feb. 2016 to June 2016 - Was on 150mg Zoloft. Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June 2016, reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016. From July 2016 to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper. STARTING SENSIBLE ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE Dec. 10 2016 - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg. Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mg. Feb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%). Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg. May 9, 2020 1.375 mg. June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%). July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%). August 15, 2020 1.0 mg. Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg. Nov. 28, 2020 .75mg. Jan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%). Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg. May 1, 2021 .375mg. May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg. October 2, 2021 .043mg. October 10, 2021 .038mg. October 23, 2021 .035mg. October 30, 2021 .032mg. Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg. Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg. Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY Link to comment
DazzlingCold Posted August 17, 2022 Share Posted August 17, 2022 On 8/13/2022 at 11:56 AM, Soup said: Trying really hard to change the channel today but the despair at not being able to even feel my own skin properly is so overwhelming . So many of my symptoms have not even shifted a millimeter and I will admit I am struggling . I know we all are and I send out gentle hugs and healing wishes to all . I hope I am doing the right thing holding ??????????? Hi Soup! Im no pro at this, but if I was in your position I would hold. I know it’s frustrating to not feel relief. And you are doing so good by just existing right now. Needing change would have me wondering about actually starting it and possibly through changing the med situation in form of another reduction. Personally, I fear things getting worse, instead of better, if I go too fast. Sending strong relief vibes to you. Hugs 1 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 17, 2022 Author Share Posted August 17, 2022 @DazzlingCold thank you for your kind thoughts so much appreciated . This holding is tough it has been such a long time now and I get very discourage . I hope you are having a better day today 😊 1 On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Mentor RachelSusan Posted August 19, 2022 Mentor Share Posted August 19, 2022 @Soup I thought I would visit your thread and say hello. I hope life is going alright for you. You've had it difficult for a while now, I hope that cloud lifts soon. 3 I am not a health professional in any way. I do not give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a professional medical practitioner. NEW INFORMATION FOR GABAPENTIN TAPER April 29, 2022 900 mg to 800 mg (11%), May 29, 2022 800 to 700 mg (12.5%), June 20, 2022 700 to 650mg (8%), July 20, 2022 650 to 575 (12%), August 20, 575 to 500 (13%), Sept 20, 2020 500 to 475mg (5%) Nov 7, 2022 475 to 425 (11%), Nov 21, 2022 500mg Medications: Gabapentin, Prednisone 1.5mg a day, Cortisol Inhaler daily. HISTORY FOR ZOLOFT TAPER Feb. 2016 to June 2016 - Was on 150mg Zoloft. Put on Gabapentin at 900mg a day in 2016 due to antidepressant withdrawal. Quit Zoloft (Sertraline) June 2016, reinstated 50mg of Zoloft July 2016. From July 2016 to October 2016 went from 50 mg down 2.3 mg. I up-dosed in November 2016 to 12.5 mg. Held there until January 2017 when I started a much slower taper. STARTING SENSIBLE ZOLOFT TAPERING USING GUIDELINES FROM THIS SITE Dec. 10 2016 - switched to Liquid Zoloft (Sertraline) @ 12.5 mg. Jan. 4, 2020 1.875 mg (6.3%). Jan. 25, 2020 1.75 mg. Feb. 29, 2020 1.625mg (7.10%). Apr. 4, 2020 1.5 mg. May 9, 2020 1.375 mg. June 6, 2020 1.25 mg. (9.10%). July 4, 2020 1.125 mg. (10%). August 15, 2020 1.0 mg. Oct 24, 2020 .875 mg. Nov. 28, 2020 .75mg. Jan 16, 2021 .685mg (8.7%). Feb 13, 2021 .62mg. March 12, 2021 .56mg. May 1, 2021 .375mg. May 29, 2021 .25mg. June 26, 2021 .0125mg. July 25, 2021 .065mg. August 22, 2021 .048mg. October 2, 2021 .043mg. October 10, 2021 .038mg. October 23, 2021 .035mg. October 30, 2021 .032mg. Nov. 13, 2021 .030 mg. Dec 4, 2021 .0285 mg. Dec 11, 2021 .0265 mg. Dec 18, 2021 .0246 mg. Dec 25, 2021 .023mg. Jan 1, 2022. 0 mg. OFF COMPLETELY Link to comment
Soup Posted August 19, 2022 Author Share Posted August 19, 2022 @RachelSusan thank you so much you really are so very kind and it is so appreciated . I am still struggling a lot but I did manage to get some decent sleep last night so I am grateful for that . Not much else has changed . I hope you are having a good day Hugs you checking in with me really does mean a lot ❤️ 2 On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
DazzlingCold Posted August 21, 2022 Share Posted August 21, 2022 On 8/17/2022 at 11:39 AM, Soup said: @DazzlingCold thank you for your kind thoughts so much appreciated . This holding is tough it has been such a long time now and I get very discourage . I hope you are having a better day today 😊 I feel you! You are doing great! Existing is such an achievement in itself during WD. Hugs 1 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 24, 2022 Author Share Posted August 24, 2022 Are there online international pharmacies where you can purchase antidepressants ? I only ask this because my country does not sell the Immediate release of Wellbutrin and I was just wondering if this was a thing people could do ? I don’t want anything that’s illegal or shady . I really want to taper but was hoping to transistion over to the immediate release …… Thank you in advance for any info On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
DazzlingCold Posted August 24, 2022 Share Posted August 24, 2022 8 minutes ago, Soup said: Are there online international pharmacies where you can purchase antidepressants ? I only ask this because my country does not sell the Immediate release of Wellbutrin and I was just wondering if this was a thing people could do ? I don’t want anything that’s illegal or shady . I really want to taper but was hoping to transistion over to the immediate release …… Thank you in advance for any info Hi @Soup! I live in the US and have seen Canadian pharmacy websites. They ask for a prescription but i am not sure how the process is as I haven’t tried it. just out of curiosity, do you see any downsides to making the liquid out of XR? Truly just want to learn your perspective (not trying to question your choice or persuade you to change it). Because I wonder at times if part of the WD symptoms I feel with each reduction are affected by XR liquid. However hard WD has been, it has been manageable so far, thankfully. Just usually thinking if anything could make it less bad. Also, how are you? And how have your days been lately? 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 @DazzlingCold I was told that you should not make a liquid from XL version by everyone I have asked .Not sure why exactly . I was told you could only make it from the immediate release thusly why I would like to be able to get some . I unfortunately am still struggling ……things have not really stabilized much for me yet On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
DazzlingCold Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 1 minute ago, Soup said: @DazzlingCold I was told that you should not make a liquid from XL version by everyone I have asked .Not sure why exactly . I was told you could only make it from the immediate release thusly why I would like to be able to get some . I unfortunately am still struggling ……things have not really stabilized much for me yet I see i am sorry to hear that. Don’t want to put pressure on you by saying hope you feel better when it can be so frustrating to not get there. But know that I am here with you and sending healing vibes to you. You are doing so good. 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 @DazzlingCold so you make the liquid from the xl ? How did you find it when you first did it ? thank you for your kindness On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Soup Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 Super super hard day ( not that the others aren’t ) just getting so worn down with no changes . Just venting to people who get it ….. On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
wantrelief Posted August 25, 2022 Share Posted August 25, 2022 20 minutes ago, Soup said: Super super hard day ( not that the others aren’t ) just getting so worn down with no changes . Just venting to people who get it ….. I am so sorry it has been such a hard day. It is so hard not to feel worn down when you are dealing with the same misery day after day. But here you are doing it and getting through. Keep holding on, brave Soup. I am hoping you experience a shift soon.....it will happen! 1 -1/06 - 3/07 Cymbalta. Fast taper (essentially CT); withdrawal symptoms after 4 mos (didn't realize was WD) -10/07: 100 mg Zoloft; 1 mg Klonopin - tapered off Klonopin after 4 mos. Several unsuccessful slow tapers of Zoloft; went up and down in dose a lot -Spring 2013 back on 1 mg Klonopin to counter WD symptoms; switched over 5-6 mos from Zoloft to 35 mg citalopram -Two attempts at slow tapering citalopram, always increased dose due to WD; also increased Klonopin to 1.25 mg in 2014, then to 1.5 mg in 2015 -8/17-9/17: After holding one year at 20 mg, feeling withdrawal symptoms due to stress - slowly increased to 25 mg. No change in symptoms after 6 months (? tolerance ?) - decided to start citalopram taper February 2018 (still on Klonopin 1.5 mg). Supplements: fish oil; magnesium; vitamin D3; curcumin Citalopram taper: 2/2018 - 12/2019: 25 mg - 11.03 mg I 2020: 10.89 mg - 7.9 mg I 2021: 7.8 mg - 5.26 mg I 2022: 5.2 mg - 3.36 mg I 2023: 3.3 mg - 1.47 mg 2024: 1/5/24: 1.44 mg; 1/19/24: 1.40 mg; 1/26/24: 1.37 mg; 2/2/24: 1.34 mg; 2/9/24: 1.31 mg; 2/23/24: 1.28 mg; 3/1/24: 1.25 mg; 3/8/24: 1.22 mg; 3/15/24: 1.19 mg; 3/29/24: 1.17 mg; 4/5/24: 1.14 mg; 4/13/24: 1.11 mg; 4/20/24: 1.09 mg Link to comment
Soup Posted August 25, 2022 Author Share Posted August 25, 2022 @wantrelief thank you just hearing your words helps a bit ……it just has to change ?????? On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
wantrelief Posted August 26, 2022 Share Posted August 26, 2022 24 minutes ago, Soup said: it just has to change ?????? It does.....it will. Hold on to the experience you had of healing from your previous tapers. It happened then so it will happen again. I know how hard it is to believe it though and how perhaps that experience now feels very far off but it will change. Also some people don't get the wave/window pattern and that makes it hard too as we don't see the evidence but it is all happening in the background. 💗 1 -1/06 - 3/07 Cymbalta. Fast taper (essentially CT); withdrawal symptoms after 4 mos (didn't realize was WD) -10/07: 100 mg Zoloft; 1 mg Klonopin - tapered off Klonopin after 4 mos. Several unsuccessful slow tapers of Zoloft; went up and down in dose a lot -Spring 2013 back on 1 mg Klonopin to counter WD symptoms; switched over 5-6 mos from Zoloft to 35 mg citalopram -Two attempts at slow tapering citalopram, always increased dose due to WD; also increased Klonopin to 1.25 mg in 2014, then to 1.5 mg in 2015 -8/17-9/17: After holding one year at 20 mg, feeling withdrawal symptoms due to stress - slowly increased to 25 mg. No change in symptoms after 6 months (? tolerance ?) - decided to start citalopram taper February 2018 (still on Klonopin 1.5 mg). Supplements: fish oil; magnesium; vitamin D3; curcumin Citalopram taper: 2/2018 - 12/2019: 25 mg - 11.03 mg I 2020: 10.89 mg - 7.9 mg I 2021: 7.8 mg - 5.26 mg I 2022: 5.2 mg - 3.36 mg I 2023: 3.3 mg - 1.47 mg 2024: 1/5/24: 1.44 mg; 1/19/24: 1.40 mg; 1/26/24: 1.37 mg; 2/2/24: 1.34 mg; 2/9/24: 1.31 mg; 2/23/24: 1.28 mg; 3/1/24: 1.25 mg; 3/8/24: 1.22 mg; 3/15/24: 1.19 mg; 3/29/24: 1.17 mg; 4/5/24: 1.14 mg; 4/13/24: 1.11 mg; 4/20/24: 1.09 mg Link to comment
Soup Posted August 26, 2022 Author Share Posted August 26, 2022 @wantrelief thank you . Having the oddest symptom today non stop yawning ??????? I know I don’t get proper sleep but that has been like that for months . Something must be happening ……( she says hopeful ) I know you are struggling to so your kind words mean even more to me . Hugs for healing to you 1 On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
DazzlingCold Posted August 26, 2022 Share Posted August 26, 2022 On 8/25/2022 at 6:13 PM, Soup said: Super super hard day ( not that the others aren’t ) just getting so worn down with no changes . Just venting to people who get it ….. Hi @Soup Alto posted something on a thread you may find helpful… (and i cannot paste it). It’s the success stories on www.mccare.org You will see how people have struggled with no change, how they have coped, and the light at the end of the tunnel. 2002-2021: 19 yrs on/off psychotropics 2/2022: Wellbutrin 150mg, Lexapro 20mg 3/22: Wellbutrin 150mg xl, Lexapro 10mg 4/22: Wellbutrin 150xl, Lexapro 5mg 4/2022: Lexa 7.5mg total, Wellbutrin 150mg 5/2022: Wellb 112.5mg xl, Lexa 7.5mg (Stopped Clonazepam & Hydroxyzine- didn't take often) 6/2022: Welbutrin 111mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 8/2022: Wellbutrin 100mg xl, Lexa 6.8mg 10/9/22: Wellbutrin 100 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/3/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.5 mg 11/30/22: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6 mg 3/15/23: Wellbutrin 96 mg IR, Lexa 6.2 mg??? Other Daily Meds: Singulair 10mg, Zyrtec 10mg, Spiriva Respimat inhaler. Rarely taking: OTC pain relievers, Diclofenac, Cyclobenzaprine, anti acids Supplements: Fish oil 1300mg, Nigella oil, Mag Glycinate 200mg, Probiotics 30 billion, 1/5 dose prenatals, Melatonin .38mg, (Reishi, Lion's Mane & psilocybin microdosing by cycles) Link to comment
Soup Posted August 27, 2022 Author Share Posted August 27, 2022 @DazzlingCold thank you so much for sharing with me . I actually belong to a private group with Baylissa and talk to her regularly . She is so lovely and I have read those stories at least a million times now . I hope you are doing as good as possible today and thank you again 1 On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Soup Posted August 29, 2022 Author Share Posted August 29, 2022 @Altostrata I hate to bother you as I know you are so busy and give of your time so generously but I wanted to confer with you about the cutting of Wellbutrin XL for tapering . I have read the Wellbutrin section a lot and tried to talk with pharmacists here in my country but am still so confused . If I cut it I understand it becomes Immediate Release and would have to take that 3 times a day ( I think ) I am mostly confused about getting the powder out of the one tablet and split for 3 doses and how to go about that . Weighing , processing etc I want to do this as the best I can Thank you my only med is 150 mg XL taken at 8:15 am everyday On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted August 29, 2022 Administrator Share Posted August 29, 2022 1 hour ago, Soup said: I am mostly confused about getting the powder out of the one tablet Is your bupropion XR in a capsule or a tablet? If it's a tablet, you can cut it with a pill cutter or a sharp knife. To get a consistent dose as you taper, you probably will want to get a digital scale to weigh the pieces. See Using a scale to weigh and measure doses This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Soup Posted August 30, 2022 Author Share Posted August 30, 2022 @Altostrata thank you for your reply. it is a tablet so I would cut it into thirds ? To take three times a day ? Would I take with the coating still on it ? On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted August 30, 2022 Administrator Share Posted August 30, 2022 Yes, cut it with the coating on it. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Soup Posted August 30, 2022 Author Share Posted August 30, 2022 @Altostrata thank you for the info . You have seen others taper off this way ? I am mostly scared of the jump from one a day xl to the three a day cut up pill ….. but I know there is know way to tell how I will react . I am still very destabilized from the antibiotic setback so very wary but want so badly to start to get off this poison …… On Prozac 20 mg from 1996 to 2012 started for post partum depression ? Pooped out 2012 - Switched to 1.25 mg Klonopin ( tapered off last dose march 6 th / 2017 ( 14 month taper) 2012-15 mg lexapro came off nov.4 th /17 2012- 150 mg Wellbutrin xl ( still on ) 2019- Stabilized to be functional after coming off lex and klon waiting to get healthy to taper Wellbutrin 2021 Dec - Suprax and macrobid for UTI 2022 Jan - withdrawal symptoms came back with a vengeance ( antibiotics and uti only change ) 2022 June - still in full withdrawal Link to comment
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