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Oh Rosetta....the world and those in it can be so unkind sometimes.  It is one thing when we are the target of it but when it affects those we dearly love it is so much more difficult to accept.  This is about them..their lack of understanding, decency and kindness...its not about you...you are courageous, kind, thoughtful, compassionate and so much more!!   You have been and are doing all that you are capable of ... and often more.  If someone asks you for $50 and all you have is $25 that's all you can give...and it seems you always give what you have and often scramble to give more.  Just going to the zoo is HUGE!  What a wonderful day for and with your daughter.  Bless you.  Hope your sleep is good again tonight and that the sadness fades.

Thinking about you! 

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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Thanks, @Sheera.  Thank you, @bubbles.   I forgot to note that something physical has changed, and it’s a big deal.  Last Fall, in August, I tried to wear contact lenses again.  I had given

@Amira123 Oh, yes, all of that!  It all slowly lessened over time.  There were windows when I felt relief from those symptoms.  Then, they would come back and go away again.  At times, I had bad waves

I wrote something similar to this to another member, and I thought I would post it here before I sign off:   It WILL get better.  I am SO MUCH better!  Sometimes I think I should pinch mysel

17 hours ago, Rosetta said:

Today, I am still very, very sad

Oh sweetie. Big hugs to you. Things with our kids can be so very hard. You are doing a great job being there for your daughter. Be gentle with yourself. I am reminded of what I keep being told: acceptance, acceptance. Love to you!

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2001 - Klonopin (.125 mg) for anxiety and sleep at night.

2010 - depressed, tried several SSRI's, settled in 2011 on Saphris (5 mg)

2011 - Dystonic reaction from Saphris. CT. Terrible withdrawal. Panic. 

2011 - Attempts to stablize: Klonopin 1.0 mg. Xanax 1mg. Geoden 20mg. Wellbutrin 100mg. Tried at this time: Seroquel, Cymbalta, Lamictal 

2014 - Vyvanse 20 mg/ADHD, Gabapentin 300 mg added/bladder pain. Wellbutrin fast taper/Rash.

2016 - Depressed - Lithium 300mg til June/Rash and only marginally effective.

2017 - June - Saphris 5 mg added cogentin for side effects

2017 - September Fast taper Saphris. Aug 29. Terrible withdrawal. Panic.

2017 - Attempts to stablize: Lithium: Aug 31 - Sept 9. Stopped. Geoden 40mg Sept 9. Fast taper to 20 mg Sept 13.  Reinstated Saphris Sept 9 (1.25 mg), updosed the Saphris Sept 11 (.2.5mg) .Vyvanse 5mg for ADHD Stopped Sept 14, reinstated sept 17. Cut to 3mg sometime in March.

Omezerpole/reflux. Fish oil supplements. .5 cogentin for possible reactions to Saphris. Oct 25 water taper of Geoden 20mg,  11/18 next 10% drop. Hold at 16.2mg. Dec 12 begin Saphris 2.5 mg taper on scale. Rapid taper doc rec./bad idea. Hold at 1.2mg, updose 2/13. Split Geoden dose 11AM/12mg 7:30PM/6mg. 3/26 Updose Geoden by 2mg to 18mg. Dec 1 split Klonopin dose. 3/23 12 hours apart 3/27. 6/18 1 mg klonopin split 12 hours apart. Sometime in Feb. Klonopin increase to 1.5 to avoid hospital. 6/4 updose Saphris to .015mg July 1 cut Saphris to .014mg. July 29 .013 Aug 29 .012 Sept 29 .011Oct 29 .010 Dec 6 .009 (0.9 mgai) Jan 26 .008 (0.8mgai) Feb 25 (0.7mgai) March 25 (0.6mgai) May 24 begin liquid taper. Cut sublingual tab to .020 in 5ML water. Pull out 1.25ML (.05mgai) 6/14 1ML .025 dry dose dissolved (.045mgai) 7/7 .Dissolve .025 in 8ML drink .009ML 7/28Dissolve .025 in 8ML drink .008ML. 8/18 Jumping! 1/10/20 Geoden taper 18mg to 16mg.2/14 14mg. 3/20 13mg 4/29 11mg 5/21 10mg/6/13 9mg/7/4 8mg/7/24 7mg 8/4 6mg 11/8 5.4mg

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Thanks everyone.  Rabe, Wantrelief, Dmv64, LexAnger, thanks for all your kind comments.  You make me feel less alone.

 

This is neuro-emotion and fatigue on top of something that's tough for all of us.  Life in the U.S. is very isolating.  It takes a lot of effort to make friends after school is over.  I just don't have the energy.  With my daughter switching schools from pre-school to kinder to elementary it's very disruptive.  Nothing is natural or easy.

 

I expected her to not continue to see her friends from kinder except two boys whose mothers I connected with well.  I expected the invitations to parties to stop, but it's hard to deal with the reality of being lonely -- being lonely while also feeling blocked from being able to fix it -- having no energy or cog function to go beyond just getting through each day. 

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Yesterday morning I had one cortisol spike.  My sleep had been ok that night.   I went out to breakfast and then stayed home yesterday.  My daughter's little friend came to play in the morning.  The dystonia was mild yesterday.  We stayed home the day before, too, mostly, except we went out to dinner.  I think staying home results in heavier symptoms.  

 

This morning I had 3 cortisol spikes.  My sleep was ok last except for one cortisol spike in the middle of the night.  I'm anxious this morning.  I feel a little depressed.  I've been forgetting my magnesium doses.  Maybe that has allowed the cortisol spikes to increase.  I took some last night and a small amount this morning.

 

I am going to go out today in the sun and play mini golf with a friend whose daughter was in preschool with mine.  I know it will be good for me.  

 

I think part of my loneliness is that I miss having a community.  Having individual friends is great, but I miss having friends/acquaintances who know each other and seeing them all together.  That's why the birthday party issue upset me so much.  I felt I was building a community, and then it was gone.  Now, I have to start over.  I'm tired of starting over.  I've had to do that so many times since high school.  I thought that by this time in my life I would have had a community.  I think I have to build one myself,  and I find it hard to get other people to cooperate.   It's a task for another time anyway as I don't have the energy.

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Hi Rosetta--  Given the events of the past 24 hours I would expect your mind to be playing a lot of different tricks on you for a few days.  It appears that there has been a positive outcome, due in no small part to you, so now it's a matter of letting it all sink in and then when the mind in clearer to process it a little at a time.  For right now playing with the kids, getting out for activities and seeing friends is the best thing to do.

 

With our "modern times" and living in such a large mobile city as we do building and maintaining a community is a very tough thing to do. Getting out and doing things that interest you will help provide opportunities to connect.  Now that your daughter is entering into a longer term school will probably help too. Having to change schools every year really hampers efforts to connect. Keep up making the effort and it will work out.

 

((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))

 

Brassmonkey

20 years on Paxil starting at 20mg and working up to 40mg. Sept 2011 started 10% every 6 weeks taper (2.5% every week for 4 weeks then hold for 2 additional weeks), currently at 7.9mg. Oct 2011 CTed 15oz vodka a night, to only drinking 2 beers most nights, totally sober Feb 2013.

Since I wrote this I have continued to decrease my dose by 10% every 6 weeks (2.5% every week for 4 weeks and then hold for an additional 2 weeks). I added in an extra 6 week hold when I hit 10mg to let things settle out even more. When I hit 3mgpw it became hard to split the drop into 4 parts so I switched to dropping 1mgpw (pill weight) every week for 3 weeks and then holding for another 3 weeks.  The 3 + 3 schedule turned out to be too harsh so I cut back to dropping 1mgpw every 4 weeks which is working better.

Current dose 0.000mg 04-15-2017

 

"It's also important not to become angry, no matter how difficult life is, because you can loose all hope if you can't laugh at yourself and at life in general."  Stephen Hawking

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Thanks, Brassmonkey!!!  Hugs to you, too.  I hope you are well. - R

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Hi Rosetta,  what you said is so true, as brassmonkey said.  Being in a larger mobile city makes a huge difference.  Since leaving my home and my home city that has been a stark reality.  Your insights and what you have done and continue to do for your daughter and yourself always touches my mind and heart.  You are a gentle warrior who continues to fight for what you need and desire, while caring for others as well, and I find it so inspiring.  Hope the sun and mini golf are healing.  ♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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Thank you, @Rabe.  It's so nice to hear from you.  You always say the right thing.

 

Yesterday was nice.  By 4:00, I developed a headache from being dehydrated.  After I re-hydrated and took some ibuprophen, I was able to get through the evening ok and I was able to go to bed and fall asleep..  The whole experience was not the misery that it would have been a month or two ago.  Maybe the intensifying of pain that WD causes is less intense now. I slept pretty well.  Again, a good sign.  

 

I woke up without cortisol spikes!  Whew.  Now I'm trying to get ready to go out again.  I'm going to attempt to avoid a downturn by staying off the couch.  

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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You sound good, Rosetta!  I hope you enjoy your outing today.

-1/06 - 3/07 Cymbalta. Fast taper; withdrawal symptoms after 4 mos (didn't realize was WD)

-10/07: 100 mg Zoloft; 1 mg Klonopin - tapered off Klonopin
-Tried several times to slowly taper Zoloft by 10%, then 5% every 4-6 weeks; could never get below approx. 40 mg - spring 2012 experienced major WD symptoms due to stress; tried to updose but no relief, back on Klonopin 1 mg.
-Switched over 5-6 mos from Zoloft to Citalopram. Finished Zoloft 1/13; Citalopram 35 mg and 1 mg Klonopin.
-8/13: 27 mg Citalopram; 1 mg Klonopin

-11/14: 12.6 Citalopram - began to have bad withdrawal symptoms; out of desperation increased to 1.25 mg Klonopin at the beginning of December.  12/13/14 16 mg Citalopram - going to stay here to try to stabilize; stabilized on 16 mg Citalopram after 4-5 months

-7/15 - 3/16: reduced to 15 mg; ~ 2 months later w/d hit hard (probably r/t stress); 6/16 updosed to 20 mg Citalopram and trying to stabilize. Updosed to 1.5 Klonopin as well. Stabilized on 20 mg Citalopram after 4-5 months

8/17-9/17: feeling withdrawal symptoms at 20 mg Citalopram (due to stress) - slowly increased to 25 mg. No change in symptoms after 6 months (? tolerance ?)  - decided to start citalopram taper February 2018 (still on Klonopin 1.5 mg).

Supplements: fish oil; vitamin D3; curcumin

Citalopram taper:  2/2018 - 12/2019: 25 mg - 11.03 mg

2020: 1/14/20: 10.89 mg (1.27% drop); 1/22/20: 10.75 mg (1.29% drop); 2/28/20 toe surgery; 4/26/20: 10.62 mg (1.21% drop); 5/3/20: 10.5 mg (1.22% drop); 5/10/20: 10.4 mg (1.24% drop); 5/17/20: 10.2 mg (1.25% drop); 6/7/20: 10.10 mg (1.27% drop); 6/14/20: 9.98 mg (1.19% drop); 6/21/20: 9.85 mg (1.30% drop); 6/28/20: 9.7 mg (1.22% drop); 7/12/20: 9.6 mg (1.23% drop); 7/19/20: 9.5 mg (1.25% drop); 7/26/20: 9.4 mg (1.26% drop); 8/2/20: 9.3 mg (1.28% drop); 8/17/20: 9.14 mg (1.19% drop); 8/31/20: 9.0 mg (1.31% drop); 9/6/20: 8.9 mg (1.22% drop); 9/27/20: 8.8 mg (1.23% drop); 10/4/20: 8.7 mg (1.25% drop); 10/11/20: 8.6 mg (1.27% drop); 10/18/20: 8.5 mg (1.28% drop); 11/8/20: 8.4 mg (1.18% drop); 11/15/20: 8.3 mg (1.19% drop); 11/22/20: 8.2 mg (1.21% drop)

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So glad to hear you are feeling better Rosetta! I hope things continue to get better and better for you-you deserve it:)

Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016

I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize.

Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016

Paxil December 2016 to present.  Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders.  Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg.

 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm.  

July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram

July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram 

July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram 

July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram 

August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3

August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram

Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night.

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Thanks Wantrelief and Hazel!!

 

Todays symptoms were mild.  Anxiety in the morning.  I was finally able to leave the house at about 2:30.  We went to the aquarium and the amusement park next door.  My jaw and face were painfully tight after driving there and that lasted until we --. Rode a little roller coaster.

 

It was a very mild coaster, but I was very worried about what might happen to my nervous system if I tried it.  Afterward, I felt fine and the tension in my jaw had gone away.  Maybe my system handled the surge of adrenaline properly for once?  I'm not counting my chickens yet.  I might really pay for that in the morning? Tonight, I don't feel any different than usual.  I have slight RLS.  The dystonia is bothering me because I have been reading.  (There are days when reading doesn't cause dystonia.  I guess some days there is a different mix in my brain?). I didn't get dehydrated today.  So, I'm wondering if my nervous system has finally found a balance.  I don't think it's a lasting balance.

 

I'm sure I will have more waves, but I have a feeling that there's been some serious healing.  I am very concerned about what will happen when my cycle comes back.  I have had no real cycle return yet.  I estimate it's been about 70-75 days or more.  I have had only the slightest indications that there was any ovulation or hormone activity.  I think that might be why withdrawal has been mild the last week or so.  I'm not sure, but it is very frustrating that it appears that my own hormones have been kindling me.  

 

For now, I'm feeling so grateful that I am getting something of a rest from severe anxiety and Akathisia.  I am almost at the 16 month mark.

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Sleep, no spikes, roller coaster, serious healing...gosh those all have a very nice ring to them!!  So happy to hear it Rosetta!♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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That sounds like healing to me.  Hope it continues.  

 

Question.. You haven't had your cycle for over 2 months? Is this withdrawal related? Is that the first time this has happened?

In June 2014 I was taking Celexa for 2 days, 25 mg zoloft 8 weeks, 10 mg Paxil 3 months and 10 mg Lexapro 1 month tapered off in 2 wks.. Was on a total of 6 months had side effects to them all. Went off and had my first panic attack a month later in January 2015. In March 2015 was having stomach issues and was put on Xanax for a week Dr. Said it was anxiety. End of that week woke up heart racing so was put back on Lexapro 5 MG and the next night is when my sleep got messed up. Literally not sleeping

Was it the Xanax or lexapro?? Went off sleep on and off and taking Xanax on and off. The end of April 2015 tried Buspar for 2 days and had side effects and could not sleep at all. Middle of May 2015 went on Ambien and lexapro again. Inner vibration started. Switched to paxil. Went off Ambien in June 2015 and off Paxil July 2015. October 2015 got worse went of zoloft 12.5 mg through December 2015. I was tolerating what I was going through January and February 2016. Then March got worse with horrible panic. Tried hypnotherapy in May 2016 a couple times couldn't Relax when she started counting backwards it freaked me out. Started not sleeping again in May. Went back on Xanax for 2 months May-July 2016. Tried liquid Prozac 5 mg then 10 mg side effects July - August then switched Zoloft 12.5 mg August - September 2016. Been off antidepressants since September 5, 2016. Been off Xanax since July 28, 2016, but I have taken it 8 other times since then through May 2017. Have symptoms going on with agoraphobia. Is this withdrawal??

May 2017 feeling horrible and more intense symptoms.

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Oh, my dear friend, 

I'm so happy to hear every single improvement you are getting! 

Serious healing is such a huge milestone!

May more and continuous such milestones come along one after another!

 

16 months in this indescribable battle, you are a true aspiration and worior!

 

Lots love snd Big hugs !

Lex

 

Drug free Sep. 23 2017

2009 Mar.: lexapro 10mg for headache for 2 weeks.

2009-2012: on and off 1/4 to 1/3 of 10mg

2012 June--2013 Jan,: 1/4-1/3 of 10mg generic, bad jaw pain

2013 Jan-Mar: 10 mg generic. severe jaw and head pain;

2013 Mar--Aug. started tapering (liquid ever since) from 10 to 5 (one step) then gradually down to 2.25 mg by July. first ever panic attack, severe head/jaw pain

2013 Aug.: back to 2.75 mg; Nov: back to Brand Lex. 2.75mg -- 3mg,

2014 June: stopped PPI, head pressure/numbness. up-dosed 4.5mg, severe reaction mental symptoms added on

2014 Aug--2015 Aug: Micro taper down to 3.2mg, .025mg (<1%) cut holding 2-3 weeks.

2015 Aug 15th, Accidental one dose of 4.2mg. worsening brain non-functional, swollen head, body, coma like, DR

2016 Feb., started dosing 10am through 11 pm everyday 2/13--3.2mg, 3/15-- 2.9mg, 4/19-- 2.6mg, 6/26--2.2mg, 7/22 --1.9mg, 8/16--1.8mg,8/31--1.7m g, 9/13--1.6mg, 9/27--1.5mg, 10/8--1.4mg, 10/14--1.3mg, 11/1--1.2mg, 11/29--1.1mg, 12/12--1mg, 12/22--0.9mg

2017: 1/7--0.8mg, 1/15--0.7mg, 1/17--0.6mg, 1/20--0.52, 1/21--0.4mg, 1/22--0.26, 1/23--0.2, 2/13--0.13mg, 2/20--0.06mg, 3/18--0.13mg, 6/1--0.12mg, 7/6--0.1mg, 7/14--0.08mg, 8/17--0.04mg, 8/20--0.03mg, 8/28--0.02mg, 9/6--0.0205mg, 9/8--0.02mg, 9/17--0.015mg, 9/20--0.01mg, 9/21--0.0048mg, 9/22--0.0001mg,

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Hi Rosetta, 

 

Im glad you had a fun day. The aquarium and amusement park sound like a blast.So happy to see too you’re having a bit of a break from the anxiety and akathisia.

 

You were concerned about having friends and a community for your daughter. Maybe on a day when your anxiety is low you could invite a mother and her child over for a cuppa and a bit of a play. Just small steps. 

 

You will eventually be symptom free, but the hard thing is you don’t know when it will come. You’ve done so well, the time Is flying by, 16 months so far, and the more time that flies by the more you will heal. 

 

You will again be able to go out and socialise and make new friends. You can join courses that you like, there are so many. Sometimes community centres and schools have different courses that don’t cost a lot. Even now, if you have some good days you could do something like that. Art classes would be fun, or learn some kind of craft.

 

People on this site care about you.

 

💚💚💚💚💚💚

 

 

 

 

 

 

Been on antipsychotics, benzos, antidepressants and painkillers for chronic pain. 

Have been cold turkeyed and put on and off all sorts of things.  Was suicidal n ended up in a psych ward because I had akathisia from withdrawals. I can’t remember what I was put on but when I was released was in the same predicament with severe akathisia n was suicidal again.

Back to the psych ward and I was given a number of different drugs while there. Tapered off one when I got home n have been trying to taper off Seroquel since. It’s been years, tapering slowly but still having severe withdrawals.

I’ve  tapered from 300mg of Seroquel to 7.5mg./ March 10th 2019=7.25mg / 17th of April 2019= 7mg / June 5th=6.75mg/ July 14th=6.50mg/ 28th of August=6.25mg/ 10th of Oct= 6.20mg/ 21st October 6mg/ 16th of December 5.80mg/21st of January 5.60mg/

 

I AM NOT A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL. These are my own views based on what I’ve experienced myself.

 

 

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Thanks, Carmie.  Yes, someday I will feel normal and I will feel true joy.  For now, I just have to muddle through.  I read your thread.  You are doing really well.  You are so fortunate to be tapering properly.  Your life is organized and easier because of that.  

 

Journal:

 

Last night was very hard.  I felt ok before going to bed.  Every time I fell asleep my daughter woke me up.  She was either not ready to sleep because she's been sleeping until 9:00 the past couple of days or she was over tired.  I'm not sure which.  I became more and more agitated every time she woke me.  

 

While lying in bed, I lost her ring yesterday.  She gave it to me in the bathroom at the park yesterday.  Santa had given it to her.  So, replacing it is a bit complicated.  I spiraled on that issue for what seemed like hours.  I think I have convinced myself I can get another one and pretend that I found it.  It took a lot of time and effort to go to sleep after that.  Boy, I have intense issues about material things!!  It's so silly.  

 

Then I woke with a cortisol spike before 2:00.  I spiraled and fought off spiraling for a long time.  I heated my shoulder wrap 3 times.  Finally, I slept again and woke up at 7:00.  

 

Today, I'm going to wake my daughter earlier and try to get her back on my schedule.  I was enjoying being alone during these the mornings of anxiety, but if the trade off is having destabilizing wake ups several times after falling asleep that's not sustainable.  Trouble is that now I'm a mess this morning and Im going to wake her up.  I have to do it.  I can't go on like this.  It's happened three or so nights in a row.  It's really taking its toll.  I feel terrible this morning.

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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I think it is ok to have an attachment to the material things Rosetta...because the material things often times have beautiful beautiful memories attached to them...and for now I know that I need to hang onto those...well many days I clutch them...because those memories bring the peace, joy, love and knowledge of what was and can be that for now I have lost...me.

I know that you will find a way to bring the ring back that will have a new memory to treasure...perhaps that is why it was taken...to give you something even lovelier in its place...I hope so.

I also hope that today brings you both the sunrise and the dawn...joy and peace.  Thinking about you!! ♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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1 hour ago, Rosetta said:

Thanks, Carmie.  Yes, someday I will feel normal and I will feel true joy.  For now, I just have to muddle through.  I read your thread.  You are doing really well.  You are so fortunate to be tapering properly.  Your life is organized and easier because of that.  

 

Journal:

 

Last night was very hard.  I felt ok before going to bed.  Every time I fell asleep my daughter woke me up.  She was either not ready to sleep because she's been sleeping until 9:00 the past couple of days or she was over tired.  I'm not sure which.  I became more and more agitated every time she woke me.  

 

While lying in bed, I lost her ring yesterday.  She gave it to me in the bathroom at the park yesterday.  Santa had given it to her.  So, replacing it is a bit complicated.  I spiraled on that issue for what seemed like hours.  I think I have convinced myself I can get another one and pretend that I found it.  It took a lot of time and effort to go to sleep after that.  Boy, I have intense issues about material things!!  It's so silly.  

 

Then I woke with a cortisol spike before 2:00.  I spiraled and fought off spiraling for a long time.  I heated my shoulder wrap 3 times.  Finally, I slept again and woke up at 7:00.  

 

Today, I'm going to wake my daughter earlier and try to get her back on my schedule.  I was enjoying being alone during these the mornings of anxiety, but if the trade off is having destabilizing wake ups several times after falling asleep that's not sustainable.  Trouble is that now I'm a mess this morning and Im going to wake her up.  I have to do it.  I can't go on like this.  It's happened three or so nights in a row.  It's really taking its toll.  I feel terrible this morning.

Hi Rosetta,

I can relate to your troubles as my youngest still sleeps in bed with me and wants to stay up later now that school is out, but I still go to bed at my normal time. I try to let her sleep in so I can have my morning to myself now, but today she was up shortly after me, so so much for that.  I felt awful this morning as well and I know I don’t sleep as well with her in bed with me, but I don’t have the energy or patience to try and get her in her own bed right now.

I don’t have any answers, but wanted to let you know I definitely can relate.  I hope your day is improving!

Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016

I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize.

Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016

Paxil December 2016 to present.  Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders.  Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg.

 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm.  

July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram

July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram 

July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram 

July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram 

August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3

August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram

Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night.

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@Hazel Exactly.  It's not something I want to change right now.  She is confused enough by my moods and crying.  For myself, I can't imagine going through the upheaval of forcing her into her own bed.  But she kicks me in the night even when she's asleep.  I wouldn't mind being awakened if not for the cortisol spikes that seem to get more likely the more awakenings that occur!

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Hi Rosetta, 

 

I’m so sorry the mornings are so bad for you. I think mornings are the worst time for a lot of people. I’m in a window but I still wake up shaking a lot of mornings and with this weird sense of dread. Hard to describe to people unless they are going through withdrawals. Even in windows I have quite a number of symptoms but they’re bearable. I spend a lot of time lying down or in bed as I have CFS, I don’t have much strength or energy so I’m very balanced in what I do. I have brain fog all the time.

 

I do believe that one can get over CFS even though I’ve had it for over twenty years buts it’s also a CNS illness and I don’t have a chance of getting over it until I’m off these meds as one’s CNS has to calm down. The way I’m going I think I’ll be tapering for another ten years. 

 

I was just looking back to your first post and yes, it is so sad that you found SA too late to reinstate. If only doctors knew about withdrawals. I was cold turkeyed off things in the past and it was horrific. I didn’t know I was going through withdrawals though, I just thought there was something terribly wrong with me for a long time. I thought the symptoms were permanent and felt suicidal. 

 

It was a relief to know my symptoms weren’t permanent. 

 

It must be hard going through withdrawals when you have children, when you’re barely coping yourself and then have to be cheery for them and try and put on a front. I feel for you. You must love all the cuddles though. 

 

I hope your your day gets better and I hope tomorrow morning is a little better for you💚💚

 

 

Been on antipsychotics, benzos, antidepressants and painkillers for chronic pain. 

Have been cold turkeyed and put on and off all sorts of things.  Was suicidal n ended up in a psych ward because I had akathisia from withdrawals. I can’t remember what I was put on but when I was released was in the same predicament with severe akathisia n was suicidal again.

Back to the psych ward and I was given a number of different drugs while there. Tapered off one when I got home n have been trying to taper off Seroquel since. It’s been years, tapering slowly but still having severe withdrawals.

I’ve  tapered from 300mg of Seroquel to 7.5mg./ March 10th 2019=7.25mg / 17th of April 2019= 7mg / June 5th=6.75mg/ July 14th=6.50mg/ 28th of August=6.25mg/ 10th of Oct= 6.20mg/ 21st October 6mg/ 16th of December 5.80mg/21st of January 5.60mg/

 

I AM NOT A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL. These are my own views based on what I’ve experienced myself.

 

 

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She wants to be with her mom♥️...wish that didn't kick up those spikes!!!  😡  Hope tonight is better Rosetta!!! ♥️  

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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Journal:

 

Yesterday, I was anxious all day, crying, akathisia in my arms and shoulders, and my mind, etc.. I was able to read my daughter a book, but not much else.  I had several cortisol spikes in the night.  The first was at 12:30 am.  Then, one or two in the early morning and one right before 7:00 am.  Woke up desperately anxious.  However, I know it's fake anxiety.  I have nothing to be truly worried about in the immediate future so I worry how my inaction today will affect my future and my daughter's future.   It's wasted energy.  I'm trying to tell myself that it will all work out for the best.  There's nothing I can do about it anyway.  It is what it is.  I should just try to enjoy the little bits of the day that I can and wait for the anxiety to pass.  It always does.  

 

No other symptoms, besides depression, of course, that are troubling.  Slight dystonia as usual.  My hip feels as if I pulled a muscle or sprained it, but it's not too bad.  There were some muscle spasms in my neck yesterday.  I suspect my dystonia is slowly resolving and these two symptoms are the result of that.  Gastrointestinal is ok.  

 

I'm struggling most with anhedonia and how all this downtime is making my life less interesting, less enjoyable, and how it's affecting my poor husband.  I want to try harder to make our lives good, and I don't believe I can right now.  At least that's a sign that the motivation is coming back,

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Oh Rosetta...I woke up so hoping you had slept better...I am sorry that was not so....

 

Do you think the thoughts about not making your lives good are your depression?  You worry about that often and then work so hard to make things good...sometimes I think we are doing more than we give ourselves credit for.  And you certainly help make many many lives far better here!  Bless you and hugs that your day will get better!!! ♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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So sorry to hear you had a bad day yesterday.  You have such a good attitude about it all.  I am thinking about you and sending big hugs - WR.

-1/06 - 3/07 Cymbalta. Fast taper; withdrawal symptoms after 4 mos (didn't realize was WD)

-10/07: 100 mg Zoloft; 1 mg Klonopin - tapered off Klonopin
-Tried several times to slowly taper Zoloft by 10%, then 5% every 4-6 weeks; could never get below approx. 40 mg - spring 2012 experienced major WD symptoms due to stress; tried to updose but no relief, back on Klonopin 1 mg.
-Switched over 5-6 mos from Zoloft to Citalopram. Finished Zoloft 1/13; Citalopram 35 mg and 1 mg Klonopin.
-8/13: 27 mg Citalopram; 1 mg Klonopin

-11/14: 12.6 Citalopram - began to have bad withdrawal symptoms; out of desperation increased to 1.25 mg Klonopin at the beginning of December.  12/13/14 16 mg Citalopram - going to stay here to try to stabilize; stabilized on 16 mg Citalopram after 4-5 months

-7/15 - 3/16: reduced to 15 mg; ~ 2 months later w/d hit hard (probably r/t stress); 6/16 updosed to 20 mg Citalopram and trying to stabilize. Updosed to 1.5 Klonopin as well. Stabilized on 20 mg Citalopram after 4-5 months

8/17-9/17: feeling withdrawal symptoms at 20 mg Citalopram (due to stress) - slowly increased to 25 mg. No change in symptoms after 6 months (? tolerance ?)  - decided to start citalopram taper February 2018 (still on Klonopin 1.5 mg).

Supplements: fish oil; vitamin D3; curcumin

Citalopram taper:  2/2018 - 12/2019: 25 mg - 11.03 mg

2020: 1/14/20: 10.89 mg (1.27% drop); 1/22/20: 10.75 mg (1.29% drop); 2/28/20 toe surgery; 4/26/20: 10.62 mg (1.21% drop); 5/3/20: 10.5 mg (1.22% drop); 5/10/20: 10.4 mg (1.24% drop); 5/17/20: 10.2 mg (1.25% drop); 6/7/20: 10.10 mg (1.27% drop); 6/14/20: 9.98 mg (1.19% drop); 6/21/20: 9.85 mg (1.30% drop); 6/28/20: 9.7 mg (1.22% drop); 7/12/20: 9.6 mg (1.23% drop); 7/19/20: 9.5 mg (1.25% drop); 7/26/20: 9.4 mg (1.26% drop); 8/2/20: 9.3 mg (1.28% drop); 8/17/20: 9.14 mg (1.19% drop); 8/31/20: 9.0 mg (1.31% drop); 9/6/20: 8.9 mg (1.22% drop); 9/27/20: 8.8 mg (1.23% drop); 10/4/20: 8.7 mg (1.25% drop); 10/11/20: 8.6 mg (1.27% drop); 10/18/20: 8.5 mg (1.28% drop); 11/8/20: 8.4 mg (1.18% drop); 11/15/20: 8.3 mg (1.19% drop); 11/22/20: 8.2 mg (1.21% drop)

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Hi Rosetta,

just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and hope your day gets better.  Today has been a struggle for me as well.  I think your positive attitude about the situation will only help you and it helps me to try to be more positive as well.

Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016

I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize.

Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016

Paxil December 2016 to present.  Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders.  Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg.

 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm.  

July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram

July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram 

July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram 

July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram 

August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3

August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram

Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night.

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Dear rosseta, 

 

Thank you so much for your greatest and continuous care and support to my battling!

 

With my recent experience with the mental sxs, anxiety and insomnia etc. I now have a true undetstanding as how challenging these sxs are and admire much more your strength and resilience to the daily struggling. 

 

It breaks my heart you are still having the crippling sxs being 16 months off. I do wish a miracle is right on the corner and turn off all the agony suddenly for you!

 

No other sxs which I'm sure is encouraging to you, every single tiny improvement and appreciation of it can bring positive energy that can send powerful positive signals to the brain for better mental status. I hope they continue to improve and encourage you for overall healing!

 

 your positive altitude And self assurance is very admirable and will do you more good for healing too!

 

Hope you are feeling better as the day goes.

 

Love and hugs,

Lex

Drug free Sep. 23 2017

2009 Mar.: lexapro 10mg for headache for 2 weeks.

2009-2012: on and off 1/4 to 1/3 of 10mg

2012 June--2013 Jan,: 1/4-1/3 of 10mg generic, bad jaw pain

2013 Jan-Mar: 10 mg generic. severe jaw and head pain;

2013 Mar--Aug. started tapering (liquid ever since) from 10 to 5 (one step) then gradually down to 2.25 mg by July. first ever panic attack, severe head/jaw pain

2013 Aug.: back to 2.75 mg; Nov: back to Brand Lex. 2.75mg -- 3mg,

2014 June: stopped PPI, head pressure/numbness. up-dosed 4.5mg, severe reaction mental symptoms added on

2014 Aug--2015 Aug: Micro taper down to 3.2mg, .025mg (<1%) cut holding 2-3 weeks.

2015 Aug 15th, Accidental one dose of 4.2mg. worsening brain non-functional, swollen head, body, coma like, DR

2016 Feb., started dosing 10am through 11 pm everyday 2/13--3.2mg, 3/15-- 2.9mg, 4/19-- 2.6mg, 6/26--2.2mg, 7/22 --1.9mg, 8/16--1.8mg,8/31--1.7m g, 9/13--1.6mg, 9/27--1.5mg, 10/8--1.4mg, 10/14--1.3mg, 11/1--1.2mg, 11/29--1.1mg, 12/12--1mg, 12/22--0.9mg

2017: 1/7--0.8mg, 1/15--0.7mg, 1/17--0.6mg, 1/20--0.52, 1/21--0.4mg, 1/22--0.26, 1/23--0.2, 2/13--0.13mg, 2/20--0.06mg, 3/18--0.13mg, 6/1--0.12mg, 7/6--0.1mg, 7/14--0.08mg, 8/17--0.04mg, 8/20--0.03mg, 8/28--0.02mg, 9/6--0.0205mg, 9/8--0.02mg, 9/17--0.015mg, 9/20--0.01mg, 9/21--0.0048mg, 9/22--0.0001mg,

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Just been thinking about you all day Rosetta...take care!!! ♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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@Rabe @wantrelief @LexAnger @Hazel

Thanks for all the well wishes.  

 

I have no choice but to just keep enduring this horrendous experience.

 

Last night was a repeat of the night before more or less.  Daughter wouldn't let me sleep; kept waking me up; I got frustrated.  Cortisol spike in the night.  Awake and anxious for about an hour.  Cortisol spike this morning at 6:15.  Tried to go back to sleep, but just started spiraling.  Today has been hard.  The muscle tension, akathisia, and anxiety is so tiring.  

 

I took my daughter to the park this morning, but I don't feel normal today.  I had a very hard time getting ready.  I managed to stay calm and get ready on time somehow.  I didn't feel normal when I was talking to the other mom I had invited.  Her daughter wasn't interested in playing with mine.  So, mine played with the little sister who is 5 -- very nicely.  It was all very awkward.  She had parked at my house and it was awkward that I couldn't invite her in.  

 

I feel the way I felt months ago when akathisia was nearly constant except that I know it's going to go away again.  I feel that people can tell there's something wrong with me.  I mean, of course, my friend notices that I don't invite her in.  This is the second time.  I told her everything was a mess because I'd been sick.  It's not as if anything bad will happen to me if this person thinks I'm strange, but I FEEL that something bad will happen to me if I don't act normal.

 

Do people think I'm on drugs?  Do they think I'm an alcoholic?  Both would be reasonable.  I'm anxious all the time.  I'm "sick" a lot.  I can't let them in my house.  How weird is that?

 

Tomorrow - another play date.  Next day - orientation for daughter's camp. Sunday - Fathers Day.  Monday - get a child who sleeps until 9 up at 7:30 for camp.  Tuesday - same thing.  

 

I simply feel that something bad is going to happen when while in a wave that deepens to this point.  Is that akathisia?  Is it something less than akathisia?  Does it matter?  Sigh . . . More magnesium, right?

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Rosetta is there a friend that you feel you can share with?  Would that maybe help with some of the feelings and fears that you are having? 

 

I haven't shared with many but I have shared with a couple and, having finally done that, opened a door that helped me move forward in a way I can't really explain except to say it freed me a bit, I didn't feel so 'stuck', I didn't feel I had to hide as much, it seemed to give me more freedom to be who I was and am each day without feeling as bad about that as I had been.  I don't know if it would help you or not...I only talk to one friend often about everything but it is always helpful to me because she is not going through what I am and therefore has a unique perspective and is supportive in a unique way.  I basically continue to 'hide' but at least the door is open.  When I opened it and  no one gasped and fell over it was like I wasn't as 'bad' a person as I had thought.   

 

If i'm making no sense let me know...having some trouble with that.

 

In any case I am sorry that you continue to deal with all the agitation and worry...I can hear the fatigue in your voice...and yet I hear the strength as well.  Perhaps tomorrow the akathisia will be better and that will open a little window and the view will be clearer....thinking about you!!! ♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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This if for you and all, ...Rosetta 

 

In the clearing stands a boxer and a fighter by his trade

and he carries the reminders of every glove that laid him down

or cut him til he cried out in his anger and his shame, "I am leaving...I am leaving"...

but the fighter still remains.... 

               and

When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love....in the spring....becomes the rose.
 
Wish we all could have our spring this spring/summer...and that all the seeds we have
planted would become our unique shade of a lovely colored rose!  Hugs Rosetta...hoping you sleep!

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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Dear Rosetta, 

 

I’m so sorry that you’re struggling so much, yes the stress and anxiety can get too much at times. It is a horrible feeling when you want to invite someone in but can’t and when conversation n interactions are stifled. I feel for you. 

 

I like Rabe’s idea of maybe confiding in one close friend, really pouring out your heart to them. I know it can be hard, especially when anxiety is sky high, and there really is nothing worse than the akathisia. When that is in full swing one definitely doesn’t feel normal at all, you don’t even feel like you’re on this planet. It’s good though that you can see it will subside again.

 

Despite how awful you’re feeling you are such an encouragement to people on this site. You have such a good heart and are always helping other people to cope and feel better even though you’re barely hanging in there yourself some days. Thanks fior your kindness to me too. 

 

Hope you have a better day tomorrow 💚💚💚

 

 

 

 

 

Been on antipsychotics, benzos, antidepressants and painkillers for chronic pain. 

Have been cold turkeyed and put on and off all sorts of things.  Was suicidal n ended up in a psych ward because I had akathisia from withdrawals. I can’t remember what I was put on but when I was released was in the same predicament with severe akathisia n was suicidal again.

Back to the psych ward and I was given a number of different drugs while there. Tapered off one when I got home n have been trying to taper off Seroquel since. It’s been years, tapering slowly but still having severe withdrawals.

I’ve  tapered from 300mg of Seroquel to 7.5mg./ March 10th 2019=7.25mg / 17th of April 2019= 7mg / June 5th=6.75mg/ July 14th=6.50mg/ 28th of August=6.25mg/ 10th of Oct= 6.20mg/ 21st October 6mg/ 16th of December 5.80mg/21st of January 5.60mg/

 

I AM NOT A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL. These are my own views based on what I’ve experienced myself.

 

 

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Oh Rosetta - I am really sorry you had such a rough day.  When I read your posts I always come away with great admiration for all that you are doing despite how you are feeling.  Some thoughts I had after reading this recent post...all of my life I've worried about what other people think about me, it has gotten better as I've gotten older but it is still there.  I've noticed it coming back more now in withdrawal, perhaps because I feel so different from my peers who are all working, traveling and socializing (I do a little socializing but not as much as I used to).  I am really trying to accept that what I am going through makes me different at the moment and it really doesn't matter what people think.  Maybe we are going through this so we come out stronger, more secure with who we are and less concerned about what others think. Truth be told, I've always been a little different and that isn't a bad thing.  Also, usually people are way too caught up in their own lives to even think about the things we worry they are thinking....I think this is harder to remember when we are feeling vulnerable. Perhaps focus on what you do accomplish, not only with your daughter but in caring for yourself and others here even when you aren't feeling well.  Not that you should care what I think lol but I think you are an amazing person!  Lot of hugs - WR.

 

 

 

-1/06 - 3/07 Cymbalta. Fast taper; withdrawal symptoms after 4 mos (didn't realize was WD)

-10/07: 100 mg Zoloft; 1 mg Klonopin - tapered off Klonopin
-Tried several times to slowly taper Zoloft by 10%, then 5% every 4-6 weeks; could never get below approx. 40 mg - spring 2012 experienced major WD symptoms due to stress; tried to updose but no relief, back on Klonopin 1 mg.
-Switched over 5-6 mos from Zoloft to Citalopram. Finished Zoloft 1/13; Citalopram 35 mg and 1 mg Klonopin.
-8/13: 27 mg Citalopram; 1 mg Klonopin

-11/14: 12.6 Citalopram - began to have bad withdrawal symptoms; out of desperation increased to 1.25 mg Klonopin at the beginning of December.  12/13/14 16 mg Citalopram - going to stay here to try to stabilize; stabilized on 16 mg Citalopram after 4-5 months

-7/15 - 3/16: reduced to 15 mg; ~ 2 months later w/d hit hard (probably r/t stress); 6/16 updosed to 20 mg Citalopram and trying to stabilize. Updosed to 1.5 Klonopin as well. Stabilized on 20 mg Citalopram after 4-5 months

8/17-9/17: feeling withdrawal symptoms at 20 mg Citalopram (due to stress) - slowly increased to 25 mg. No change in symptoms after 6 months (? tolerance ?)  - decided to start citalopram taper February 2018 (still on Klonopin 1.5 mg).

Supplements: fish oil; vitamin D3; curcumin

Citalopram taper:  2/2018 - 12/2019: 25 mg - 11.03 mg

2020: 1/14/20: 10.89 mg (1.27% drop); 1/22/20: 10.75 mg (1.29% drop); 2/28/20 toe surgery; 4/26/20: 10.62 mg (1.21% drop); 5/3/20: 10.5 mg (1.22% drop); 5/10/20: 10.4 mg (1.24% drop); 5/17/20: 10.2 mg (1.25% drop); 6/7/20: 10.10 mg (1.27% drop); 6/14/20: 9.98 mg (1.19% drop); 6/21/20: 9.85 mg (1.30% drop); 6/28/20: 9.7 mg (1.22% drop); 7/12/20: 9.6 mg (1.23% drop); 7/19/20: 9.5 mg (1.25% drop); 7/26/20: 9.4 mg (1.26% drop); 8/2/20: 9.3 mg (1.28% drop); 8/17/20: 9.14 mg (1.19% drop); 8/31/20: 9.0 mg (1.31% drop); 9/6/20: 8.9 mg (1.22% drop); 9/27/20: 8.8 mg (1.23% drop); 10/4/20: 8.7 mg (1.25% drop); 10/11/20: 8.6 mg (1.27% drop); 10/18/20: 8.5 mg (1.28% drop); 11/8/20: 8.4 mg (1.18% drop); 11/15/20: 8.3 mg (1.19% drop); 11/22/20: 8.2 mg (1.21% drop)

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Ah, it finally eased early this morning.  I had a very hard night and then woke up at 5:15 feeling that the akathisia had gone.  I got very little sleep from 10:00 to about 12:30 when I had a cortisol spike.  I was up for about an hour and a half heating my shoulder wrap over and over.  Then I had another cortisol spike sometime after 2:00.  I think I haven't felt quite that desperate in a very long time, but this morning I have only low level anxiety. I was able to doze a bit between 6:00 and 8:00.  

 

Thank you @wantrelief @Rabe and @Carmie.  Thank you so very much for your kind words.  I would be so alone without this forum.  No one else has any idea what this feels like.  

 

No, I don't have anyone to talk with.  I have moved too many times to have any close friends.  Those I had years ago are far away and are busy or are depressed themselves.  One friend I had hoped to have a closer friendship with has a mother who is now dying of cancer.  I feel I can't complain to her very much as my life on the outside is pretty good.  

 

My best friend from high school is probably in WD.  I'm not sure, but it seems like it.  If not, she's had two hip replacements and maybe the anesthesia has harmed her brain.  She works full time.  Her husband left her, and she has an autistic teenage son.  She doesn't initiate contact with me and often doesn't respond to my texts.  Apparently, she sleeps a lot.  

 

Sometimes when I do an "inventory" of my friends to consider asking for support I realize that I'm lucky I don't have their problems.  I imagine they would find it very annoying if I complained to them about "anxiety."  How could they ever understsnd that this is not anxiety nor depression?  It's something so much worse.

 

I presume many of you can relate to this.  

 

Im going to do the best I can to have a good day today!!!!

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25

2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period

May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born)

2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg

2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction)

2016 - Stopped Xanax

Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft

Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown)

Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone

Drug free since Feb 2017

2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep

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Well knowing you, you then will have a pretty good day!  I hope so Rosetta!

 

Im sorry about your support r/t moving.  You're stuck with us then! 🤗♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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Hi Rosetta,

just wanted to let you know I’m thinking about you and can relate to feeling alone.  It’s hard to try and explain how this feels to people who have never gone through it.  My husband thinks going to the doctor will make it better and I tried telling him again it will likely make things much worse.

My mom is my biggest support, but it’s hard for her to understand too.  It’s nice to know she is there for me though, and usually that’s what helps the most.

 I do appreciate this forum and having people to “talk” to who get this.

Hope your day is going well😊

Zoloft 50 mg Fall 2003-October 2016

I went up to 150 mg for several months during the winter of 2016 after going through a tough time trying to stabilize.

Lexapro 5 mg and then 10 mg October 2016-December 2016

Paxil December 2016 to present.  Started at 10 mg went up to 20 mg for three weeks and started reducing by 5mg every 2 weeks per doctors orders.  Got down to 7.5 mg and ran into trouble, found this website and updosed to 10 mg.

 9mg paroxetine June 18-6.5 mg in am 2.5 mg pm.  

July 20 began switch to Citalopram-9 mg Paxil and 5 mg citalopram

July 24-7.5mg paroxetine and 7.5mg Citalopram 

July 27-5mg paroxetine and 10 citalopram 

July 30-2.5 paroxetine and 10 of Citalopram 

August 2-2mg paroxetine and 10mg Citalopram, dropped paroxetine Aug. 3

August 8 increased to 15 mg citalopram

Take 1mg lorazepam as needed and 3mg melatonin at night.

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Yes, without the people here the days would be lonelier, scarier, harder and longer.  Bless you all!!!♥️

-Nardil 1976 < year, stopped. Reactions to AD's. Klonopin .5BID ?1990, 2.5mg ? til 2016

-Klonopin doubled Jan '16. Tapered to 2.25mg May '16 to Nov '16, Heart raced after 1 Lexapro, stopped. Reacting to Prevacid to tapered off. Nov

-November '16 Tapered .25mg Klonopin in hospital. Jan 2 '17 started Viibryd, 20mg from 2/20 to 6/10 '17,     

-20mg to 10mg Viibryd from 3/25 to 6/10 2017, 12/15 10% Viibryd taper...back up next day

-Clonazepam 2mg to 1.85mg 4/14 '17 to end November; taper to 1mg Clonazepam in hospital 9/1 tp 9/14 '17

-Feb '18 Amiloride .25mg  5/18 off Amiloride d/t react. Clonaz compounded  

-4/27 '18 Viibryd 9.5mg, 6/11 9.0 mg, 1/27 '19 Viibryd 8.75mg, ; Clonazepam .2mg 530pm and .7mg 1130pm, Premarin .3mg 830PM CARAFATE QID 2/27/19 to 3/5/19

-July 6'19 1/2 10mg Claritin 230pm, stopped it about July 18, started Oct 11 '19, 

-7/27 Viibryd 8.5, 8/29 Viibryd 8.25 -10/18 Carafate 1/2 NOC-10/24 Viibryd 8.0, 12/6 Viibryd 7.75, K+ 10meq qd

-NOW 1115am-Viibryd 7.75mg, 3pm-K+ 5mg, 515pm-Clonaz .2mg, 6pm-K+ 5mg, 830pm-Premarin .3mg,1115pm-Clonaz .9mg, 115am Carafate .5gm.

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  • ChessieCat changed the title to Rosetta: cold switch May 2011 & too fast taper Feb 2017

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