Hartigan: Constant existential thoughts for weeks

[Hartigan]

My story:

 

I started with Effexor 13 months ago to battle my depression. In November i decided to switch to Prozac because of my OCD. I had heard that Prozac was better for OCD. Six weeks ago i decided to quit SSRI for good. I felt that i didn't want to depend on drugs. I took the last pill 13 days ago. The last 9 days i've had CONSTANT existential thoughts and the feeling of complete hopelessness. As if i might as well place myself on the railway right away and be done with it. Now i understand why some people commit suicide.

 

Is this normal withdrawal symptoms? How long can they last? Is it also possible that i'm feeling the Effexor withdrawal as well? I've heard that the Effexor withdrawal can be extra brutal and last for a year.

 

Was it a big mistake to change to Prozac from Effexor and then quit like 4 months later?

[Altostrata]

Welcome, Hartigan.

 

How did you go off Prozac? How did you switch from Effexor to Prozac? How did you feel while you were taking Prozac?

 

Yes, we have many people here who have fallen into severe despair after going off drugs too fast.

 

 

[Hartigan]

On 2018-03-29 at 9:26 PM, Altostrata said:

Welcome, Hartigan.

 

How did you go off Prozac? How did you switch from Effexor to Prozac? How did you feel while you were taking Prozac?

 

Yes, we have many people here who have fallen into severe despair after going off drugs too fast.

 

 

 My doctor told me that i didn't have to taper off the Prozac for that long compared to other SSRI. Can't remember what he said but it was something about Prozac lingering for a longer time.

 

I went from 40mg to 0 in 4 weeks.

 

I tapered Effexor very slowly. From 150mg to 0 in 7 weeks. I felt okay with Prozac. But not good enough to withstand all the side effects.

 

I am feeling EXTREMELY emotional and scared atm. I have constant existential thoughts and feelings of total hopelessness. I think i can handle this for a bit longer but i'm not sure for how long.

[ChessieCat]

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[Altostrata]

40 minutes ago, Hartigan said:

I tapered Effexor very slowly. From 150mg to 0 in 7 weeks. I felt okay with Prozac. But not good enough to withstand all the side effects.

 

How did you feel on Effexor, while you were taking it after Prozac?

 

What were the side effects you had from Prozac?

[Hartigan]

35 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

 

How did you feel on Effexor, while you were taking it after Prozac?

 

What were the side effects you had from Prozac?

 

I felt too "disconnected" and overall tired on Effexor.

 

When i was on Prozac i didn't feel as "disconnected" but i had severe insomnia and stomach problems instead.

[Altostrata]

Did you have a easy time switching from Prozac to Effexor?

 

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