bubbles Posted May 27, 2018 Author Share Posted May 27, 2018 Thanks Carmie. It's good to have a long hold, sometimes, I think. Hope you're doing well. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted May 27, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 27, 2018 Thanks 1 minute ago, bubbles said: Thanks Carmie. It's good to have a long hold, sometimes, I think. Hope you're doing well. Thanks Bubbles, not too bad at the moment with withdrawals. Im really sick though as I have a chronic illness but soooo glad withdrawals have subsided for a bit. The last two days my tapering wasn’t so great because I found out the new syringes I was using weren’t the same as the old ones. The measurements were out quite a bit. It was only two days though so I’m sure I’ll get back on track soon. Cant believe how different syringes are. It’s the same with cylinders. In a few months I will do microtapering n I bought two different cylinders, they were soooooo different, I threw one out. I really want to warn everyone on here to make sure when you change your normal measuring devices to check the differences. Yep, I agree with you, definitely good to hold for a while. I need a few months now so I can spend more time with friends, go on a holiday, organise things etc etc. All those things that you can’t do when you’re in a wave. 💚💚💚 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
bubbles Posted May 28, 2018 Author Share Posted May 28, 2018 Update, I've decided to find an alternative to my issue in 18 months, so I don't have a deadline any more. I'm going to keep reducing slowly. I'm actually quite upset to discover that I might have 3.5 years still to go, but it is what it is. Onward and upward. Or onward and downward. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Rosetta Posted May 28, 2018 Share Posted May 28, 2018 I'm glad to hear that, Bubbles. Yes, onward we go. Peace, Rosetta https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25 2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born) 2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg 2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction) 2016 - Stopped Xanax Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown) Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone Drug free since Feb 2017 2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep Link to comment
bubbles Posted May 28, 2018 Author Share Posted May 28, 2018 Thanks @Rosetta 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted May 29, 2018 Author Share Posted May 29, 2018 I've had a bit of a sook. (Australians will know what I'm talking about.) My sook was being upset about the length of time the rest of this taper will take. I'm okay. I've pulled on my big girl pants and am getting on with things. All good. Back to the regularly scheduled taper. Or irregularly scheduled taper. Whatever. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted May 29, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 29, 2018 Hi Bubbles, glad you got your big girl pants on, I had to get mone out again when I worked out that my taper will take 14 years the rate I am going . I had a sook too. Love the saying onwards and downwards! When I complained about the length of time it would take to taper, I think it was BTDT on another forum said that if I have to take it for life because withdrawal means I can't quit, it doesn't really make any difference and one day will be off them all. That was 6 years ago and here I am still tapering. I get fed up sometimes but as you said, it is what it is. I'm glad you are doing ok. **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Gridley Posted May 29, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 29, 2018 Bubbles, I've got many years to go too. I just take it one day at a time. As mammaP said, one day we'll be off of all of them. Gridley Introduction Lexapro 20 mg since 2004. Begin Brassmonkey Slide Taper Jan. 2017. End 2017 year 1 of taper at 9.25mg End 2018 year 2 of taper at 4.1mg End 2019 year 3 of taper at 1.0mg Oct. 30, 2020 Jump to zero from 0.025mg. Current dose: 0.000mg 3 year, 10 month taper is 100% complete. Ativan 1 mg to 1.875mg 1986-2020, two CT's and reinstatements Nov. 2020, 7-week Ativan-Valium crossover to 18.75mg Valium Feb. 2021, begin 10%/4 week taper of 18.75mg Valium End 2021 year 1 of Valium taper at 6mg End 2022 year 2 of Valium taper at 2.75mg End 2023 year 3 of Valium taper at 1mg Jan. 24, 2024: Hold at 1mg and shift to Imipramine taper. Taper is 95% complete. Imipramine 75 mg daily since 1986. Jan.-Sept. 2016 tapered to 14.4mg March 22, 2022: Begin 10%/4 week taper Aug. 5, 2022: hold at 9.5mg and shift to Valium taper Jan. 24, 2024: Resume Imipramine taper. Current dose as of April 1: 6.8mg Taper is 91% complete. Supplements: multiple, quercetin, omega-3, vitamins C, E and D3, magnesium glycinate, probiotics, zinc, melatonin .3mg, iron, serrapeptase, nattokinase I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. Link to comment
bubbles Posted May 30, 2018 Author Share Posted May 30, 2018 Thanks @Gridley and @mammaP Yes, it is what it is. Crawling down is better than being on a full dose and if getting off fast is impossible and the only other alternative is a full dose, well, crawling down is better. Frankly, even if I couldn't get any lower than this 9mg, other than being a very expensive dose to be on, it's better than being on 100mg! 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted May 30, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 30, 2018 19 hours ago, bubbles said: I've had a bit of a sook. (Australians will know what I'm talking about.) My sook was being upset about the length of time the rest of this taper will take. I'm okay. I've pulled on my big girl pants and am getting on with things. All good. Back to the regularly scheduled taper. Or irregularly scheduled taper. Whatever. Hey Bubbles, Or is that sook?😂😜. Yep, no fun thinking about how long this process will take. The way I’m going with the teeny tiny tapering I do, and the holds for a bit of sanity in between it’s going to take me forever. If it takes ten years, it takes ten years. At least I’m slowly moving forward. It is just not worth going too quickly, I end up feeling like I don’t want to live. I get bad akathisia and also feel like I’m being electrocuted if I go down too quickly. Definitely not worth it. Sending hugs🤗🤗 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
bubbles Posted May 30, 2018 Author Share Posted May 30, 2018 Thanks Carmie. I knew Aussies would understand a sook. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 8, 2018 Author Share Posted June 8, 2018 I have rearranged my supplies and I should now be able to go down in increments as fine as 0.1mg. That means that I can, if I want, do a bit of a microtaper. I have no reason to think that 10% is too much to drop in one go, but now that I have the ability to make a finer taper I wonder if I should take advantage of it. I've been on 9mg for 7 weeks today. It turned out that I did a 20% drop. Meh. Anyway, it is what it is and I have held for as long as I would have, had I done it in two drops (well, I will have). My mood is very good, I've felt stable for several weeks, and I will have reduced responsibilities for a month or so starting next week. The time is right to drop. I don't want to prolong this any longer than necessary, so no more long holds without reason. A 10% taper per drop looks like this over the next 12 drops: 8.1 7.3 6.6 5.9 5.3 4.8 4.3 3.9 3.5 3.1 2.8 2.5 (I have rounded to the nearest 0.1mg). I could do those drops in one go, or I could split them over the month, or even just in two steps a week apart and have 3 weeks at the fully lowered dose. Or, I guess a 5ish% taper every two weeks to get a gentler slope to the same point in 12 months. Or, it has been suggested that maybe I could do 0.5mg drops for a while, which would be less than 10% until I get down to 5mg. I could do this: 8.5 8 7.5 7 6.5 6 5.5 5 at shorter intervals to get to the same point at six months. Each drop is less than 10% until the last one which is 10%. That suggestion was made by someone who wondered if 10% would be too big a drop, now that I'm at the pointy end of the taper. My musings bring me to wonder if time spent at the reduced rate is as important as the size of the drop... Is it good for the brain to figure out what it needs and do it for a few weeks before starting again? As long as the drop is sufficiently small that it can do that, of course. Or is a gentler slope better? Why is there no research to guide us? Or, why am I reinventing the wheel? I should just do 10%. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 10, 2018 Author Share Posted June 10, 2018 8.1mg tomorrow. I decided. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 10, 2018 Author Share Posted June 10, 2018 I have had some odd neurological symptoms recently, associated with a drop. They have mostly passed and actually I'd forgotten until I had another one (forgotten so much that I don't think I even mentioned them in my thread, which I will update). I'm trying to decide if they are "zaps" or "brain shivers" or what they really are. It's a sensation that my brain is swelling inside my head, then it peaks and subsides. Imagine watching a wave build and break against the shore. It is not painful but very disconcerting. I thought I'd had zaps in the past (years ago thankfully), but I think I've misclassified them. On that occasion - years ago - it was like my brain was lagging behind after I turned my head. I don't think there was the electric shock sensation. It was actually quite terrifying and I immediately reinstated. The symptoms passed quickly then, so it was definitely withdrawal. Any idea what to call those symptoms? (I tried to explain them to someone the other day and realized that I don't have the right vocabulary to discuss them.) Finally, I keep reading that these sort of symptoms are harmless, but - other than to determine their existence - has any researcher ever actually investigated them? 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted June 11, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted June 11, 2018 (edited) This helped me to understand what is happening: best-description-of-healing-process See Occiptial Lobe (vision) and Vestibular System (balance) Edited June 11, 2018 by ChessieCat * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 11, 2018 Author Share Posted June 11, 2018 (edited) I will drop today, or tomorrow, or the next day. It needs to be this week because I can now afford to be under the weather for a week or so. If I leave it too long that window of opportunity will have passed. I hope not to be too under the weather though. Edited June 11, 2018 by ChessieCat deleted duplicate info moved from another topic 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 11, 2018 Author Share Posted June 11, 2018 Occiputal Lobe and Vestibular System do explain the weird symptom I had years ago, I think. The brain following along after the head turns. So, the gist of the article is: these weird symptoms are a sign of the brain healing from the insult of the drug/drug being withdrawn? It sounds like an educated hypothesis, but I guess that's all we've got. I'm not sure I'm seeing what might cause the brain swelling feeling, though. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted June 11, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted June 11, 2018 5 minutes ago, bubbles said: I'm not sure I'm seeing what might cause the brain swelling feeling Here is another topic: head-pressure-and-burning-brain * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 11, 2018 Author Share Posted June 11, 2018 Yes, maybe that's more like it. Mine subside though. Thanks ChessieCat 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 15, 2018 Author Share Posted June 15, 2018 Ok, update. I have dropped to 8.1mg (on Monday). It is now Friday. I feel fine today - a bit of a headache, but that's pretty normal. I was a bit funny on Wednesday - a couple of very minor "shocks" when I heard a loud(er) noise. Thursday, I had to leave work a little early because of, err, a gastrointestinal upset. Thursday evening (last night) I went to my weekly pillbox and realised that Thursday's pills were absent. I have no idea what I did. I may have doubled up, somehow, on Wednesday (possibly accounting for the gastro upset?) Or I may have absent-mindedly taken the pills on Thursday morning with my thyroid meds. So, I didn't take anything last night. Today I will take my pills earlier in the day and tomorrow go back to normal. I usually try to be exceptionally good about taking them on time (ish) before and after a drop so I'm irritated with myself. I feel fine. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 16, 2018 Author Share Posted June 16, 2018 It's too soon to declare myself in the clear, but all the signs are pointing toward this drop being okay, with very minor symptoms only. If I were going to be seriously distressed by this drop I'd have expected to be feeling poorly by now. If anything, I have that familiar feeling that I'm on "too much". I still find myself unable to explain why I feel this way! Symptoms I've had this week: brain shocks with loud noises (one day only, second day of the drop, only a few, passed now); gastrointestinal upset (mostly passed - could be unrelated, there's a lot of gastro around now where I live; headaches (I always have headaches, but oddly they were mostly absent for the first two days of this drop!!!). 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted June 16, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted June 16, 2018 2 hours ago, bubbles said: It's too soon to declare myself in the clear, but all the signs are pointing toward this drop being okay, with very minor symptoms only. If I were going to be seriously distressed by this drop I'd have expected to be feeling poorly by now. If anything, I have that familiar feeling that I'm on "too much". I still find myself unable to explain why I feel this way! Symptoms I've had this week: brain shocks with loud noises (one day only, second day of the drop, only a few, passed now); gastrointestinal upset (mostly passed - could be unrelated, there's a lot of gastro around now where I live; headaches (I always have headaches, but oddly they were mostly absent for the first two days of this drop!!!). Hi Bubbles, Glad to hear that so far your last drop is going fine and you haven’t had too many extra symptoms. There’s no use worrying about if you will eventually get more symptoms as you can only live in this moment. Make the most of the moment your in and enjoy the reprieve. That’s what I’ve learnt. This process of tapering is scary and we can really scare ourselves with the “what if’s?” Im learning the only way to get through the process is to take each moment as it comes and keep remembering the windows we have had. They do eventually return again. All the best with your tapering Bubbles💚 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 20, 2018 Author Share Posted June 20, 2018 I've taken 9 doses since my drop. I'm doing well. I had those few wobbles a couple of days after the drop but they were barely noticeable. I was "looking" for them - if not I'd probably have just thought I was a bit tired that day. The half lives of the sertraline should have well and truly worked themselves out, but there is an active metabolite which probably still has a few days to go. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 20, 2018 Author Share Posted June 20, 2018 Still going very well. I have been quite shaken, however, to hear of people who had been doing very well with their slow tapers - even getting off - and crashing. Crashing, it seems, just as badly as I did when I went off Lexapro. I'm upset for them. I'm also becoming a bit worried. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
peng Posted June 21, 2018 Share Posted June 21, 2018 Bubbles, saw your bit about gastric probs. I had that for decades and took PPIs which are not too good either. For a considerable while now, I have been taking a probiotic in a capsule each day and mostly, stomach probs are absent! PS Dont get over confident and taper too quickly. Listen closely to your body and mind. Best wishes peng. Born 1945. 1999 - First Effexor/Venlafaxine. 2016 Withdrawal research. Effexor. 13Jul - 212.5mg; 6Aug - 200.0mg; 24Aug - 187.5mg; 13Sep - 175.0mg; 3Oct - 162.5mg; 26Oct - 150mg 2017 9Jan - 150.00mg; 23Mar - 137.50mg; 24Apr - 125.00mg; 31May - 112.50mg holding; 3Sep - 100.00mg; 20Sep - 93.75mg; 20Oct - 87.5mg; 12Nov - 81.25mg; 13 Dec - 75.00mg 2018 18Jan - 69.1mg; 16Feb - 62.5mg; 16March - 57.5mg (-8%); 22Apr - 56.3mg(-2%); CRASHED - Updose 29May - 62.5mg; Updose - 1Jul - 75.0mg. Updose - 2Aug - 87.5mg. Updose - 27Aug - 100.0mg. Updose - 11Oct 112.5mg. Updose - 6Nov 125.00mg. 2019 Updoses 19 Jan - 150.0mg. 1April - 162.5mg. 24 April - Feeling better - doing tasks, getting outside. 7 May - usual depression questionnaire gives "probably no depression" result. Supps/Vits Omega 3; Chelated Magnesium; Prebiotics/Probiotics, Vit D3. Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 21, 2018 Author Share Posted June 21, 2018 Thanks Peng. It has settled down a bit. I know that if I cut my carbs a bit, the tum will settle down a bit. A probiotic isn't a bad idea, though, I had antibiotics a few months ago. No, not overconfident. A bit nervous, in face. I've made myself nervous by reading some other threads. I am actually thinking about holding here for a bit. Or maybe dropping the 0.1 at the four week mark to put me on only one capsule for a bit, and then holding that. I won't make any decisions for a bit. I have go so far. Now is not the time to shoot myself in the foot, as it were. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 24, 2018 Author Share Posted June 24, 2018 Update. Still okay. Trying to lose a bit of weight. Still having slightly dizzy spells. I'm going to hold here for a while, or maybe I'll drop just the 0.1mg next time (to get to 8mg). 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 25, 2018 Author Share Posted June 25, 2018 The dizziness is much improved today. I have amused myself trying to find some local support that will not push drugs at me - for future use, not now. No luck so far. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Rosetta Posted June 25, 2018 Share Posted June 25, 2018 Glad you are feeling a bit better. Local support would be nice. Have a good day, R https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25 2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born) 2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg 2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction) 2016 - Stopped Xanax Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown) Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone Drug free since Feb 2017 2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 26, 2018 Author Share Posted June 26, 2018 I haven't been feeling well, though you could easily attribute that to other things. The dizziness has passed, thankfully. It was a bit worrying. I have a bit of a sore throat and swollen glands, and the headache is worse again. My husband thought I had a low grade fever but I did take my temperature and it was fine. High fine, for me, probably, but fine. It is probably allergies, I've decided, but it might still be a cold brewing. Yesterday I was also a bit anxious. And tired, so tired. I have observed a pattern where, in the past, I've thought "ok, I can't do this, it was a mistake, I have to go back up" and generally the window opens the next day or the day after. Yesterday I gave myself 48 hours before I made a decision. I put it into my calendar so it wasn't something I had to think about. Last night I slept poorly. I went to sleep easily enough but then woke in the wee hours and was awake for several hours. I read on my phone for a few minutes and listened to my audiobook and eventually drifted back to sleep. Today I'm tired, but no more than yesterday. My anxiety seems to have peaked and receded. I don't feel *great*, but with the anxiety subsiding I can continue. Today I am going to take something for the headache - I'm not going to try to push through when my mood is iffy. I have to go to work, which is good for me - it is distracting and I like my colleagues. It isn't likely to be an onerous day. So I think I'm okay. I will be able to push through, but it is time for a hold, or a very small drop next, or both. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 27, 2018 Author Share Posted June 27, 2018 Another bad night's sleep but my mood is okay. I am home today so I might be able to lie down for an hour at lunchtime. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 27, 2018 Author Share Posted June 27, 2018 On 6/25/2018 at 11:04 PM, Rosetta said: Glad you are feeling a bit better. Local support would be nice. Have a good day, R I don't think it exists, here. I'd really like to know if psychologists have some kind of requirement (as part of their accreditation) to start to insist on a client asking a doctor for drugs at a certain point. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Rosetta Posted June 27, 2018 Share Posted June 27, 2018 12 hours ago, bubbles said: I don't think it exists, here. I'd really like to know if psychologists have some kind of requirement (as part of their accreditation) to start to insist on a client asking a doctor for drugs at a certain point. That's a good question, but as a practical matter it's probably not necessary that there be a requirement because every time they come in contact with education or continuing education they hear about meds. I'm pretty sure that the pharm companies sponsor education for psychologists as much as possible. Anything that a psychologist thinks will make his job easier he will recommend. It's human nature. Now, if the message were that drugs are tricky, sometimes dangerous and can make the job of a psychology harder at times, that would be both more accurate and a change in the culture. https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/16629-rosetta-ct-may-2011-too-fast-taper-feb-2017/?page=25 2001-2011 Celexa 10 mg raised to 40 mg then 60 mg over this time period May 2011 OB Doctor's Cold switch Celexa 60 mg to 10 mg Zoloft sertraline (baby born) 2012-2016 - Doctors raised dose of Zoloft up to 150 mg 2016 - Xanax prescribed - as needed - 0.5 mg about every 3 days (bad reaction) 2016 - Stopped Xanax Late 2016- Began (too fast) taper of Zoloft Early 2017 - Trazodone prescribed for bedtime (doseage unknown) Feb 2017 - Completed taper/stopped Trazodone Drug free since Feb 2017 2017 - Unisom otc very rarely for sleep Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 27, 2018 Author Share Posted June 27, 2018 9 hours ago, Rosetta said: That's a good question, but as a practical matter it's probably not necessary that there be a requirement because every time they come in contact with education or continuing education they hear about meds. I'm pretty sure that the pharm companies sponsor education for psychologists as much as possible. Anything that a psychologist thinks will make his job easier he will recommend. It's human nature. Now, if the message were that drugs are tricky, sometimes dangerous and can make the job of a psychology harder at times, that would be both more accurate and a change in the culture. I even think it was done with my own benefit in mind. One day, when I was really unwell, he kept me in his office after the hour and into his lunch break (no extra charge). He could have just finished the session on schedule and sent me out, but he was too ethical to send me out into the world so distressed. If it is just a guideline, or what they've heard elsewhere, I *might* be able to negotiate some sort of agreement with a therapist - him or someone else - if I do so ahead of time. If he is required to refer me on for drugs in order to meet his duty of care/procedures/whatever, then there will be no negotiating - he will need to remain licensed so he won't go outside those requirements. I'm not sure how to find out if it is a requirement or not. If a requirement, I won't beat my head against that wall! I'll find some other sort of support. I've had a bit of a scare with waves recently, hence starting to think of these things. I'm feeling better now, thankfully. (The first thing is that it is time to start smaller drops and hope to avoid the waves entirely! It is just upsetting that if I switch from 10% to 5% it will go from taking 3 years to finish to taking 6 years to finish.) 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted June 28, 2018 Administrator Share Posted June 28, 2018 You should ask your therapist if it's a guideline for his practice. At any rate, if you don't want to take a drug, you may politely refuse. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
bubbles Posted June 28, 2018 Author Share Posted June 28, 2018 Yes, you're right of course, I could refuse. It just becomes difficult to fight both depression and everyone (except my husband, bless him) pushing/insisting on the drugs as the only solution. The second time I went on an SSRI it was with the thought that maybe this was WD and if so I could stabilize and come down much, much slower. I don't know if that was the case or not - not way to untangle all of that now, so many years later - but coming down very very slowly will eliminate at least some of that risk. I will ask about the practice rules, again, you're right. Straight to the source. 2005 St John's Wort / 2006-2012 Lexapro 20mg, 2 failed attempts to stop, tapered over 4.5 months in early 2012 January 2013 started Sertraline, over time worked up to 100mg July 2014 Sertraline dropped from 100mg to 75mg, held for six months, slower tapering until 2019 22 Dec 3.2mg 2020 Sertraline 19 Jan 3.1mg, 26 Jan 3.0mg; 1 Mar 2.9, 7 Mar 2.8, May (some drops here) 24 May 2.5, May 29 2.4, June 21 2.3, June 28 2.2mg, July 4 2.1mg, July 24 (or maybe a bit before) 2mg, early Nov switched to home made suspension; 29 Nov 1.8mg; approx 25 Dec 1.6mg) 2021 Some time in about Jan/Feb realised probably on more like 1.8mg and poss mixing error in making suspension; doses after 10 Feb accurate; 10 Feb 1.6mg; 7 Mar 1.4, continued monthly 10% drops until 1mg, then dropped 0.1mg monthly. May 2022,0.1mg, now dropping 0.01mg per week 29 August 2022 - first day of zero! My thread here at SA: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/1775-bubbles/page/21/ Current: Armour Thyroid Link to comment
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