Shaaay Posted May 15, 2018 Share Posted May 15, 2018 Hello! I have been on Lexapro for one solid year, most of the year was 10mg but just increased the dose in March (2 months ago) to 20mg. It has helped my anxiety an extreme amount but unfortunately due to an insurance issue, I was not able to fill my last prescription. It has been four days of being Lexapro free and the withdrawals are HERE. My biggest concern with them currently is the foggy brain as I work every day with children with autism.. lets just say, I have to be very quick on my toes with these kiddos! I am also experiencing brutal headaches, trouble with sleep and a huge loss of appetite. I am pretty terrified for the extreme anxiety and panic attacks to return but so far that's a missing symptom (thank goodness). I began to google and its a real scary place to be. I have read horrible and terrifying things about being on this drug as well as the process of stopping it. I would love to live my life anxiety free but that is something i gave up on a long time ago. It's apart of who I am and learning how to manage it and all I can do. I guess I just want some hope that I can get through this cold turkey? If the anxiety stays calm, I can tough through the rest of the withdrawals. If anyone has a positive story of quitting cold turkey, I am all ears and would LOVE to read all about it. I also was hoping for some advice on steps I should take next. Any vitamins that help these withdrawals? I also would like some clues on what to expect over the next few weeks/months. Will my anxiety return with a vengeance? Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Dan998 Posted May 15, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 15, 2018 (edited) Hi, Shaaay. Welcome to Surviving Antidepressants (SA). I have moved your post to the Introductions and Updates section. This is where you can ask questions that are specific to your own situation and is also the place to give updates on your progress. We ask that all members provide a signature. Your signature is a snapshot of your past and present drug history. It makes it much easier for everyone reading your posts to provide you with tailored advice. You can find out how to create a signature here >> Please Put Your Withdrawal History in Your Signature Yes, there are some cold turkey (CT) recovery stories, but people who CT tend to have more severe symptoms that last longer than someone who tapers slowly off their drugs. Many people, myself included, thought they could 'tough out' withdrawal symptoms, only to later discover that symptoms can be unbearable and they have to reinstate and taper anyway. What generally happens with a CT is that you may feel fine for a few weeks before your central nervous system (CNS) becomes destabilized, once this happens it is very difficult to return the CNS to its previous state. Insomnia, anxiety, headaches and a host of other unpleasantness are all to be expected in withdrawal and could last quite a long time. It appears from what you have described that you are in the early stages of withdrawal. We generally recommend that you taper by 10% of your previous dose each month to give your brain a chance to adjust to the absence of the drug that it has become dependent on. As 20mg of Lexapro is quite a high dose and because you have only been off for 4 days it might be prudent to reinstate as soon as possible and then, once you are feeling better, you could consider tapering off in a slow and controlled manner. I shall ask some of the other moderators about how to cheaply obtain lexapro without insurance as I'm UK based and not entirely sure about the finer points of the US healthcare system. In the meantime here are some links to some relevant topics. What is Withdrawal Syndrome? The Rule of 3KIS. Keep it Simple, Keep it Slow, Keep it Stable. Why Taper by 10% of My Dosage Tips For Tapering Off Lexapro There are many supplements that may, or may not, help with withdrawal symptoms. We have found that both Omega 3 and magnesium are well tolerated and provide some benefit. King of supplements: Omega-3 fatty acids (fish oil) Magnesium, nature's calcium channel blocker Best wishes, Dan. Edited May 15, 2018 by Dan998 2001: 20mg paroxetine2003-2014: Switched between 20mg citalopram and 10mg escitalopram with several failed CT's2015: Jan/ Feb-very fast taper off citalopram; Mar/ Apr-crashed; 23 Apr-reinstated 5mg; 05 May-updosed to 10mg; 15 Jul-started taper; Aug-9.0mg; Sep-8.1mg; Oct-7.6mg; Nov-6.8mg; Dec-6.2mg2016: Jan-5.7mg; Feb-5.2mg; Mar-5.0mg; Apr-4.5mg; May-4.05mg; Jun-3.65mg; Jul-3.3mg; Aug-2.95mg; 04Sep-2.65mg; 25Sep-2.4mg; 23Oct-2.15mg; 13Nov-1.95mg; 04Dec-1.75mg; 25Dec-1.55mg.2017: 08Jan-1.4mg; 22Jan-1.25mg; 12Feb-1.1mg; 26Feb-1.0mg; 05Mar-0.9mg; 15Mar-0.8mg; 22Mar-0.7mg; 02Apr-0.6; 09Apr-0.5mg; 16Apr-0.4mg; 23Apr-0.3; 03May-0.2mg; 10May-0.1mg Finished taper 17 May 2017. Read my success story I am not a medical professional. The information I provide is not medical advice. If in doubt please consult with a qualified healthcare provider. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus SkyBlue Posted May 15, 2018 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 15, 2018 10 hours ago, Shaaay said: Hello! I have been on Lexapro for one solid year, most of the year was 10mg but just increased the dose in March (2 months ago) to 20mg. It has helped my anxiety an extreme amount but unfortunately due to an insurance issue, I was not able to fill my last prescription. It has been four days of being Lexapro free Hello and welcome to SA. Dan has given you some great advice. I'd like to echo his idea about "reinstating" (taking a small dose to stop the withdrawal symptoms). It's certainly a difficult situation not to have refills, but there are options: Please google "patient assistance programs" for Lexapro. The manufacturers often have programs to help with cost. Ask your doctor's office and pharmacy and explain your situation. Check out GoodRx, online pharmacies, even Canadian pharmacies. I would really not want to see you go through Lexapro withdrawal. I'm not trying to scare you, but it can last much, much longer than the "few weeks" doctors say it does. Reinstating a small dose can really help, and we can help you taper off safely from there. Please let us know what you figure out and decide. 2020: After 18+ years (entire adult life) on Paxil, a dangerous doctor-led "taper" in 2015, and four years tapering off the last 1 mg thanks to SA and the Brassmonkey slide, I AM COMPLETELY FREE OF PAXIL! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Forever. 2021: Began conservative, proper, CNS-respecting taper of Zoloft, led by the only expert on me -- me. Making own liquid. 5-10% plus holds. 2022: Holding on Zoloft for now. Current dose 47 mg. Hanging in, hanging on. Severe protracted PAWS, windows and waves. While I may not be doing "a lot" by outside standards, things are graaaaadually getting better. Yoga (gentle to medium); walks; daily breath practice; nutrition, fruits/veg; nature; water; EastEnders (lol); practicing self-compassion, self-care; boundaries; connection; allowing feelings; t r u s t ing that I, too, will heal. (--> may need to be reminded of this.) "You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story." - Baylissa Link to comment
Moderator manymoretodays Posted May 15, 2018 Moderator Share Posted May 15, 2018 Hi Shaay, Yes, I'm in agreement too as far as having you consider a reinstatement. I essential C/T ed off escitalopram(generic for Lexapro) and did not have an easy time of it. I'm in the U.S. too. Are you no longer insured? Do you have any Lexapro left? If you are still insured you can petition the insurance company to provide your prescription(with just co-pay versus full price). This generally takes time though and your prescriber has to fax them a request to do this. You could also call the manufacturer of Lexapro and tell them your difficulty right now. It used to be Forrest pharmaceuticals. And they may have some temporary patient assistance available. They might be able to rush mail you some. Never know. (Same thing Skyblue suggested above) Talk to your prescriber as well. They all "get" or understand the more immediate "discontinuation syndrome". However, not many "get" or understand, the kind of W/D, often protracted, which is now evident in so many. So, for now, try not to get into that discussion. Another option would be to go generic. Lexapro is a brand name for escitalopram. Much cheaper from what a quick search has shown me. I did have to go generic myself at one point. It caused some discomfort/distress but it was more tolerable than C/T. I could stay functional. You could ask your prescriber to call in another prescription. And then self pay. The difference is about $30- $60 for a months supply versus $300.00 plus for the brand name from what I found on a recent search. I've found Costco to be about the best as far as cost goes, if you have one in your area. Most pharmacies have coupons as well. I never found those to be of much help for a brand name prescription that was in the hundreds of dollars without the insurance company picking up the cost. Keep us updated please. And we can further advise if you decide on a reinstatement. We don't often have you reinstate at the dose you left off at. Take a look at the links already provided when you can. Love, peace, healing, and growth, manymoretodays 2022 May- continuing with limited activity on site, just something I need to do right now Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted May 15, 2018 Administrator Share Posted May 15, 2018 Welcome, Shaaay. Cold turkey is not a good idea. Read this: Getting your prescription filled on a budget Generic prescriptions can be less than $10 a month. See https://www.blinkhealth.com/escitalopram-oxalate If you can't get escitalopram (Lexapro), get its gentler sibling, citalopram (Celexa) in the same dosage. Please let us know how you're doing. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Moderator Gridley Posted May 15, 2018 Moderator Share Posted May 15, 2018 I am currently tapering Escitalopram, the generic Lexapro. I've been on both versions and had no problem with the generic. As Alto says, cold turkey is not a good idea. I know money is likely an issue, but do whatever you can to avoid cold turkey. Gridley Introduction Lexapro 20 mg since 2004. Begin Brassmonkey Slide Taper Jan. 2017. End 2017 year 1 of taper at 9.25mg End 2018 year 2 of taper at 4.1mg End 2019 year 3 of taper at 1.0mg Oct. 30, 2020 Jump to zero from 0.025mg. Current dose: 0.000mg 3 year, 10 month taper is 100% complete. Ativan 1 mg to 1.875mg 1986-2020, two CT's and reinstatements Nov. 2020, 7-week Ativan-Valium crossover to 18.75mg Valium Feb. 2021, begin 10%/4 week taper of 18.75mg End 2021 year 1 of taper at 6mg End 2022 year 2 of taper at 2.75mg Current dose as of Feb. 25, 2023 2mg Taper is 89% complete. Imipramine 75 mg daily since 1986. Jan-Sept 2016 tapered to 16mg Held until Aug 2021, tapered for 4 weeks to 14.4mg March 22, 2022: Begin 10%/4 week taper Aug. 5, 2022: hold at 9.5 and shift to Valium taper Taper is 87% complete. Supplements: omega-3, vitamins C, E and D3, magnesium glycinate, probiotic, zinc, melatonin .3mg I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs. Link to comment
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