Morgellons

[sunnylou]

Hi to anyone reading this. I am starting this topic as Morgellons is the reason I was prescribed Risperidone which I now find to be more of a problem due to the taper ahead than the condition itself.

 

I came across Morgellons by accident whilst trying to self diagnose a skin rash which looks like nettle rash on my torso. I had a skin biopsy by Dermatology which took 5 months to come back inconclusive. The whole 5 months worried me stupid. They then took approx 4 months retesting it with the exact same inconclusive results. I kept stumbling across Morgellons, where fibers, crystals, and spheres continuously come out of the skin. I found a website which encouraged people to buy a USB microscope to check their skin. Although I was adamant this was not my problem I thought a microscope might let me find out what was my problem. I ordered one, and was astounded to find the same fibers coming out of my skin! It was a huge shock.

 

Furthermore I learnt that these fibers glow up fluorescently under UV light. I bought a cheap UV torch off eBay for £3. When KT arrived I took it upstairs, turned the lights off and shone it around. What I saw stunned me to the core. Everywhere, everything, carpets, clothing, shoes, literally everything was covered in fluorescing green fibers. Some were also orange, and pink but mostly green. Electrical equipment is saturated as well. It was like a tide of algae!

 

I was able to photograph my findings off the screen. I took them to Dermatology. Again I was shocked when they acknowledged Morgellons, and told me this is both a national, and international problem at the minute, and that nobody knows the cause. They referred me 70 miles away to a Derm well in the know. She tricked me really as she said Risperidone would get it to go. I stupidly took the Risperidone, and kept checking my house, and body with my UV torch but they didn't dissipate. I rang the Deem and asked her if she had just meant the symptoms would go away. She said yes. So I consider myself duped.

 

This stuff was not around in the 80s 90s as the UV lights in clubs/pubs, and even my UV tanning bed would have showed this up. The FBI could not match these fibers with anything on their huge database. I bought all the remedies mentioned on internet sites. I soaked every piece of fabric in the house in borax, salt, baking soda, kleen green. Nothing worked. I started rolling up carpets, bagging clothes, and most of my possessions and sent them to landfill. I was left with only 2 outfits, and a coat, and one pair of shoes to my name. If you do find this anyone please do not do this. I have had to replace many things regardless of the fibers, and most depressingly still haven't afforded new carpet for the stairs. The rest of the house I am keeping the floors as lino as I think its easier to clean but stairs I think need carpet.

 

There are a few theories out there. One is that these fibers are being sprayed from aeroplanes in the sky. The vapour trails we now see in the sky behind planes do not evaporate but stay for hours literally Kriss krossing the skies. This theory sounds quite convincing to me, being s..t on from a great height sounds about right!

Other Scientists are finding that it is connected to Lyme's disease. Again, the way Lyme's is spreading these days that wouldn't surprise me. Others say the fibers are self repairing, self replicating nano fibers. This means the fibers multiply! 

 

I am sick with this. Not in a describable way either. I am just generally I'll. I've spent my life doing lots of laundry, and I think shaking fabric around a lot has made me breath in a lot. If you fold washing with the sun shining on it you can see the fibers flying everywhere. The tumble dryer is full of them. Others say the cotton is contaminated. Its hard to find the truth. So I just cope with it everywhere there's nothing I can do. 

 

Edited November 12, 2018 by ChessieCat
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[sunnylou]

The trails from the planes are called Chemtrails. Also this Morgellons was once called a delusional illness, and many websites sadly including Wikipedia still call it delusional. These delusional patients were prescribed Risperidone. I am not prescribed Risperidone for being delusional, as my Derm has seen these fibers with her own eyes. She reckons they can differ a little between people. So yeah. I ended up on a delusional medication even though I'm not.

[sunnylou]

Thankfully I do not have big lesions everywhere but some people do, even in places they could not reach to pick. Its the crazyest thing I've ever heard of. I can't believe this is happening. I took my UV torch to the Hospital. I checked the changing area for the x ray dept. The carpet was covered. I checked my Doctors Surgery. The toilet room was covered. I also took it to a huge well known holiday complex where I've cleaned on and off vof years. I checked 3 accommodations. All of them were covered in the fibers. Therefore I believe this stuff is simply everywhere. I checked brand new clothing from shops. All had fibers on. I checked brand new electrical equipment. That was the same including my brand new washing machine. What the heck are they?

 

I am wondering whether the Risperidone has worked due to I can actually live with this knowledge. I just hope that as I reduce it, I will continue to feel ok with it. Has anybody ever heard of it?

[Altostrata]

How is your rash?

 

I wouldn't worry about fibers everywhere. Everything I own is covered in dust or lint. (And, since I live in Northern California, now smoke particles.)

 

What's important is if you have a rash or sore on your body. Did that go away?

[sunnylou]

Thanks Altostrata. I still have the rash. It is not quite so bad at the moment as these photographs although it can be at times. This terrible affliction is why I sought so hard for answers. Also I have had breast implants (since 2009). I saw a breast specialist and he was adamant it is not the implants. I put these photos on a medical forum and a Dr suggested it could be related to Lyme's, which incidentally has been implicated in Morgellons by some Scientists. I had a Lyme's test. It came back negative, however, I have read that our UK tests are not strong enough. Thousands have sent tests to Germany, and they come back positive often even though UK testing said negative.

[sunnylou]

in the above images the hole above the belly button is from a piercing many moons ago when I was young. Incase anyone's wondering.