Diagnosed with panic and adjustment disorder 1987. Experienced  3 situational depressions (1 was postpartum).   SSRI for 30 yrs.   Just RI Lexapro to 5 mg after a failed 4 day discontinuation from 2.5 mg.  Seems to be helping in waves and windows.  Dr appointment next month but he has told me  that if I stop Lexapro, protracted w/d possible with treatment resistant depression surfacing.  Advises that I should consider staying on for life.  I am afraid of both staying on and discontinui