Priscilla Posted June 21, 2019 Author Share Posted June 21, 2019 I would love to hear from people who took zyprexa and were later able to live good lives meaning that they functioned, held a job, had happiness etc. I think that may keep me motivated as I navigate these ups and downs of the healing process.... APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted June 22, 2019 Author Share Posted June 22, 2019 Update: I feel fine, the only problem is, instead of enjoying feeling fine, I find that I'm worrying about when I will be in a wave again. I guess after 7 months of not feeling the best all the time you get used to the ups and down and anticipate feeling bad again. Maybe this is for good. Maybe I have healed, or maybe I'm in the process of healing and will still experience waves in the future. I hope this window lasts. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted July 2, 2019 Moderator Share Posted July 2, 2019 Hey Priscilla, Good to hear you've been having some comfortable windows. Hope things are going well for you! Cheers, Hayduke I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Priscilla Posted July 3, 2019 Author Share Posted July 3, 2019 Update: I haven't posted in a while but I think I'm in that slow process of healing. Although I had about an hour of a wave today ( at most) for some reason my mind is fixated on that wave and I can't process that the majority of the day was good. I'm working hard to change my perspective to be more appreciative of being in a window for most of the day, but I guess what I read on this site is true. when you're in a wave it feels like you have always been and will always be in a wave. Then again, it hasn't even been a year since my last psych med injection so perhaps I still need more time to heal. For some reason I think I should be the exception to the norm and should be healed by now. I just hope to get through this. It's so unfair. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted July 3, 2019 Author Share Posted July 3, 2019 16 hours ago, hayduke said: Hey Priscilla, Good to hear you've been having some comfortable windows. Hope things are going well for you! Cheers, Hayduke I think things are going well! I'm trying to train my brain to see that my waves have improved and that they don't last more than an hour a day generally speaking. For some reason it's not registering in my mind. All I seem to think about is that I had a wave and ignore the fact that the waves were not that long compared to the duration of the window. Thanks for checking in. Cheers, Priscilla APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted July 16, 2019 Author Share Posted July 16, 2019 Update: The past few days have been rough. To be completely honest, I have had some good moments but it seems like these few bad moments outweigh the good ones. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted July 19, 2019 Author Share Posted July 19, 2019 Update: I'm currently feeling fine but find it difficult to get over the moments earlier in the day when I wasn't feeling so good. Any thoughts on how to stay in the present moment and not dwell on the past? APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted July 19, 2019 Moderator Share Posted July 19, 2019 Hey Priscilla, It sounds like things are getting better overall :-) I don't know anything else as good as yoga for getting back into the present moment. I wish I'd taken it up when I was much younger and I never regret going even if I don't feel like it beforehand. Meditation is also effective for coming back to the present moment but probably requires more practice if you're not already used to it. Cheers I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted August 8, 2019 Moderator Share Posted August 8, 2019 How are you doing Priscilla, things going ok? I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 10, 2020 Author Share Posted November 10, 2020 hi hayduke, thanks for consistently checking in. unfortunately i recently got admitted to the psych ward so this process of hell has started all over again. but im sure like before, with time, i will heal. 1 APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted November 10, 2020 Moderator Share Posted November 10, 2020 Welcome back Priscilla! Sorry to hear about your being admitted. I hope you're doing ok - at the moment I'm working through some trauma from when that happened to me, and I hope you didn't have as bad a time. It's good to hear from you. Have you been put back on olanzapine? Please let us know what you've been prescribed and how long you've been on for this time. The upside to all this is that this time, when your're ready, you can start a gentle taper that you can control. That's much more likely to get you where you want to go than the CT last time. I doubt I could manage a CT of this drug! Cheers, Hayduke I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 11, 2020 Author Share Posted November 11, 2020 hi hayduke, i'll be sure to update the community asap. in the meanwhile, i read that you had akathisia? how did you overcome it? do you still have it? that's what i have now...... APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted November 11, 2020 Moderator Share Posted November 11, 2020 Akathisia is horrid, isn't it.. when I was admitted I got shot up with something then put onto 10mg olanzapine. I had a lot of discomfort from akathisia for a few days. The first night I said hey, you just can't put me through this, and they gave me something they called cogentin for the night. Anyways the akathisia settled after a few days and I got stable on 10mg for some time. I don't know if there's that much you can do about it unfortunately, but are you back on the supplements in your sig? I've found magnesium L-threonate is really helpful in general. Hope it settles soon for you Priscilla I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted November 12, 2020 Moderator Share Posted November 12, 2020 Hey Priscilla. Is your akathisia settling down at all yet? I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 12, 2020 Author Share Posted November 12, 2020 well, im currently in a semi window. im only a week out of the hospital so i guess that's a good thing as akathisia, i've read can last for months, for some people even years APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted November 12, 2020 Moderator Share Posted November 12, 2020 That's good to hear. Akathisia seems to be induced by changes in dopamine levels. No surprise it seems to show up big time when we get put on these drugs. I have had a bit throughout my taper, and it is a bother, but now it's pretty much gone at this dosage - it's been some months now. I think most of the dopamine part of my taper is complete. If it does show up much when you're tapering, it's a sign your cuts are too big or fast. Cheers I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 12, 2020 Author Share Posted November 12, 2020 how long did it take for your akathisia to disappear? forgive if you've answered this question already, my memory is not the greatest? also, did you have to take medicine for akathisia or did you just let time be the healer? APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted November 12, 2020 Moderator Share Posted November 12, 2020 It would usually show up early evening for me. Sometimes making it hard to sleep later on. Usually it's gone away for me within a few days of holding a steady dosage. No other drugs for it, I don't know of anything that's widely held to be effective. It's when you make dosage changes that your dopamine receptors have to adjust to the changed levels. Alcohol and other recreational drugs can induce it as well since they typically involve more dopamine being released. 1 I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted November 13, 2020 Administrator Share Posted November 13, 2020 Priscilla, do you have akathisia? It can be an adverse effect of too-high drug dosage. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 13, 2020 Author Share Posted November 13, 2020 Yes, I do have akathisia. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 14, 2020 Author Share Posted November 14, 2020 any suggestions on how to overcome it? I appreciate any and all suggestions/feedback APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 17, 2020 Author Share Posted November 17, 2020 (edited) 3rd bout of akathisia Hello all, So this is the (approximately) 3rd time that I've experienced anti-psychotic induced akathisia. Even though I've healed each time, it's not like I have a reference, such as catching the common cold where I know for a fact I'll get better, to look to. Each bout of akathisia seems new and invokes feelings that I won't ever heal. Any words of encouragement and/or supplement advice would be greatly appreciated. To good health, Priscilla Edited November 18, 2020 by ChessieCat added topic title / deitalicised APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Kindler Posted November 17, 2020 Share Posted November 17, 2020 I've heard beta-blockers can be helpful, but I notice from your signature you've been on propranolol before so guessing you wouldn't want to try another medication. Hopefully someone will have a supplement idea for you. Just know it will pass, it's difficult when you're in the throes of it I know BUT IT WILL 2006 - 2009 20mg Citalopram fast taper, 2011 - 2016 40mg Citalopram fast taper, June 2016 10mg Valium 1 month CTJan 2018 40mg Citalopram, Feb 2019 cymbalta for pain - too many side effects, April - 10mg Valium for 1 month- made me depressed stopped CT, July - 0.5mg of Xanax + Prozac, bad reaction stopped after 6 weeks CT, Sept - 14 days Ativan CT October 2019 - 5mg Valium + 10mg Citalopram, too much, December 2019 - CT Citalopram, February 2020 - reinstate 5mg Citalopram April 2020 Stopped Valium CT, sart May tried to increase Citalopram to 10mg, think I OD'd 22 June ER visit tried to reinstate Valium, paradoxical 2 failed attempts to reinstate Citalopram 1mg and 0.5mg 20 Oct CBD oil - wave, 27 Oct 10mg trimipramine BAD IDEA Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 17, 2020 Author Share Posted November 17, 2020 thank you for your kind words. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted November 18, 2020 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted November 18, 2020 Merged two introduction topics. Only 1 Introduction topic per member. This keeps your history in one place. * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 18, 2020 Author Share Posted November 18, 2020 thanks ChessieCat!! APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 19, 2020 Author Share Posted November 19, 2020 I seem to be very, so very slowly healing APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 20, 2020 Author Share Posted November 20, 2020 I'm seeing slight progress each and everyday. O so slight, but that's better than no progress. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted November 21, 2020 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted November 21, 2020 Oh that's good to hear. Perhaps put a sticky note up with the date and put it somewhere to remind yourself. * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 21, 2020 Author Share Posted November 21, 2020 Good idea, will do. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 27, 2020 Author Share Posted November 27, 2020 is it normal to experience windows and waves with akathisia specifically? i know it's normal for withdrawal in general, but what about akathisia specifically? thanks APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator hayduke Posted November 27, 2020 Moderator Share Posted November 27, 2020 Yes, it comes and goes. I am not a health professional - your actions are your own. Please do not seek tapering support via private message - "Any reason to hold is a good one" My taper visualised as a graph | My intro thread Backdrop: 2003 10mg olanzapine | 2004 2-3mg risperidone | end 2014 3wks aripiprazole 2015: olanzapine 10 -> 7½ -> 6⅔ -> 5mg by crude pill cutter 2018: Mar 5.00mg -> water titrated taper -> Aug2.5mg tablet and hold Jan 2019 2.50mg water titration -> Jan 2020 1.214 -> Jan 2021 0.44 -> 2 Oct 0.205 ->3 Oct ZERO🥂 Jun 2023 💉150mg paliperidone "loading" depot shot, 100mg 1wk after Jul 100mg Aug-Dec 75mg/4wks Jul 2023 2.50mg aripiprazole/day attempt to lower prolactin^ Jan-Feb 2024 cross taper off shots to 1mg risperidone Ask not what you can do for your country, but what your country did to you" -- KMFDM Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted November 27, 2020 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted November 27, 2020 On 11/17/2020 at 11:41 AM, Priscilla said: So this is the (approximately) 3rd time that I've experienced anti-psychotic induced akathisia. Even though I've healed each time, it's not like I have a reference, such as catching the common cold where I know for a fact I'll get better, to look to. Each bout of akathisia seems new and invokes feelings that I won't ever heal. Any words of encouragement and/or supplement advice would be greatly appreciated. Hi Priscilla, No medications/drugs now since late 2018? How would you describe your akathisia? You describe feeling a newness to it and feelings that you won't ever heal. Do you feel like you have to keep moving or any of the internal agitations? And of course. Sending healing thoughts and encouragement. L, P, H, and G, mmt Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 28, 2020 Author Share Posted November 28, 2020 oh no I healed from my previous bout of akathisia. unfortunately, i'm experiencing akathisia again because i've taken more medication that cause it. APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Priscilla Posted November 28, 2020 Author Share Posted November 28, 2020 right now i'm at the stage where i don't feel like i have to keep moving but i experience occasional internal agitation which i hope will resolve itself in time... APs/AD: 2.5 months - Risperdal 1-2mg for 10 days Aug 21-31 2018, Abilify Maintena 400mg (an injection that lasts for a month) late December 2018 to early January 2019, Zyprexa 5mg for 22 days, first time taking zyprexa was in mid September of 2018 for 14 days the second time for 10 days was November 8 - November 16, 2018; Mirtazapine for 8 days, Gabapentin for 10 days, Propranolol for 4 days, Prozac for 14 days. Oct. 2- 29, 2020: Depakote 500 mg for 14 days October 13-27; haldol 5 mg for 14 days Ocotober 13-27 ; cogentin 1 mg for 4 days; invega shot that is a 1 time shot that lasts for a month. Supplements: Omega-3 Fish Oil Note: I am not a medical doctor and all comments made by me are my personal opinions and are not based off of scientific fact and or testing. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted November 28, 2020 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted November 28, 2020 2 minutes ago, Priscilla said: oh no I healed from my previous bout of akathisia. unfortunately, i'm experiencing akathisia again because i've taken more medication that cause it. What medication? Can you update your signature to reflect this? Last I am seeing there is after January 2019, Zyprexa 5 mg for 22 days, and then a recap of previous medications. Or that is how it reads to me. Please summarize your withdrawal history in your signature the first post ^ gives an example of how to do your signature. And it is limited to 12 lines. Accountsettings/signature this ^ should take you to your signature to edit/update And yes, hopeful that it will resolve with time. Thank you. L, P, H, and G, mmt Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing Link to comment
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