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randomguy1: considering reinstating paroxetine after 3 or 4 months


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  • I'm 25.
  • I was taking paroxetine for 3 years. Started at 20mg, then 30mg, then 20mg.
  • I reduced it to 10mg for a few weeks before stopping it completely.
  • 3 or 4 months have gone by, but I don't feel fine and many objective problems have appeared after cessation.
  • Hyposmia is bothering me a lot, it started after changing the dosage to 10mg or stopping it, not sure which one. I'm also very confused, perhaps because of lack of sleep too.
  • I'm thinking about reinstating, but I'm concerned if it's a mostly risk-free proposition if it doesn't work and I stop taking it.
  • The prospect of everything easily going back to the way it was before is very appealing.
  • I want to go back to normal even if that means tapering will last much longer vs suffering indefinitely.


Full story


I apologize for the lack of precision, but I've been really confused lately.


I did a fast taper at the end of 2018. I had been taking paroxetine since sometime in 2015, not exactly sure when I started but I think it was the 2nd half of the year.


I started at 20mg, then increased it to 30mg in the middle of 2016 and changed it to 20mg at the end of 2017 for a few weeks or months, then started taking 30mg again. Sometime in 2018 I reduced the dosage to 20mg once again and kept it there. I didn't notice any withdrawal symptoms at the time, I did become more energetic for a while though. Now I can see the last time there were some of the same effects I'm currently experiencing, although in a much smaller scale. In November, I think, I dropped the dosage to 10mg and took it until the end of the year, it might have been middle December o early January the last time I took it.


I had taken paroxetine for a few months almost 10 years ago and stopped cold turkey, which resulted in an awful withdrawal for 1 or 2 weeks, I was 17 then. Since I didn't feel any of the physical effects from the first time, I assumed my tapering was working fine. But now it's clear to me that things have changed for the worse and I started attributing these negative effects to stopping the medication.


I work as a programmer and have been finding much difficulty in putting in the same number of hours and achieving the same results, it's like I can't think properly and my brain is not working as well as before. I would say my memory and concentration appear to not be as good as before. When I remember and look back, I would say I was doing best at 30mg / day. The reason I stopped was that I started thinking it was making me dumber, now it's hard to say whether it was the medication or something else that caused that perception. Anecdotally, I found some guy online who reported a similar thing: https://www.physicsforums.com/threads/antidepressants-and-iq.590056/post-3832506.


It's been 3 or 4 months since I stopped taking it, I thought what doctors say about withdrawal lasting only a few weeks was correct and didn't imagine such a serious problem wouldn't be mentioned. The most worrying thing for me is that I'm experiencing hyposmia and I believe it's because of the withdrawal - the doctor said this might be the case if it started after stopping the medication. I think it started before stopping the medication but after reducing the dosage to 10mg.


What I can say with complete certainty started happening after stopping the medication:

- I've made many bad decisions, financially and otherwise - in contrast to things going very well before.

- I've been confused a lot of the time.

- People close to me have actually told me my life started going downhill after stopping the medication - and they are right.

- People close to me started mentioning how bad my mood became.

- It seems I no longer have time for anything - while I was doing a lot more before and still had more free time.

- Work performance has gone down a lot.

- I remember the goals I had, but I don't really feel like I have any goals now. I know I have them, but it doesn't feel the same, it's as if I were a bit dead. That's the best description, I feel like some sort of reactive insect now.

- My sleep has become worse, but it's hard to say if external factors aren't contributing.

- Keeping a train of thought is hard.


When I sleep a lot and exercise I feel slightly better, which makes me question if taking the medication again in a small dosage is the right call. But I can't stay like this indefinitely either.


Do you think taking 5mg for a week or so to check the difference is too risky based on what you know and other people have reported? Because I feel inclined to do that if it's harmless and might bring me back to normal. I'm considering even increasing it back to the previous dosage over time and start tapering very slowly after 6 months or so. I'm 25 if that matters.


Thank you for your attention.


2015 Paroxetine 20mg during the second half of the year

2016 Paroxetine 20mg, June onwards 30mg

2017 Paroxetine 30mg

2018 Paroxetine 20mg, fast taper at the end of the year


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Hello, and welcome to SA.


Thanks for summarizing your story at the beginning of your post. That is helpful. : ) 


Can you also please help us out by filling out what we call a "drug signature," using these instructions: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/18343-please-put-your-withdrawal-history-in-your-signature/


I (and many others!) can definitely relate to originally believing my doctors when they said withdrawal would last only weeks. 

You are within the "window" for reinstatement -- it's not a sure thing, but could be helpful. 

Please read at least the first post by Altostrata regarding reinstatement here,https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/7562-about-reinstating-and-stabilizing-to-reduce-withdrawal-symptoms/


and let us know what your thoughts are. 



2020: After 18+ years (entire adult life) on Paxil, a dangerous doctor-led "taper" in 2015, and four years tapering off the last 1 mg thanks to SA and the Brassmonkey slide, 

I AM COMPLETELY FREE OF PAXIL! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Forever.


2021: Began conservative, proper, CNS-respecting taper of Zoloft, led by the only expert on me -- me. Making own liquid. 5-10% plus holds.

2022: Holding on Zoloft for now. Current dose 47 mg. Hanging in, hanging on. Severe protracted PAWS, windows and waves. While I may not be doing "a lot" by outside standards, things are graaaaadually getting better


Yoga (gentle to medium); walks; daily breath practice; nutrition, fruits/veg; nature; water; EastEnders (lol); practicing self-compassion, self-care; boundaries; connection; allowing feelings; t r u s t ing that I, too, will heal. (--> may need to be reminded of this.)

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@SkyBlue I read that thread before joining the forum :)


I noticed these past few weekends that I'm sometimes ok on Sundays after having slept as much as I could for 2 nights. This makes me think that maybe I should try it for at least a week before going back on paroxetine.


By the way I was taking NAC 2400mg per day from January until March and stopped because I thought it wasn't making any difference. But I was feeling better than now, do you think that might be the reason?



2015 Paroxetine 20mg during the second half of the year

2016 Paroxetine 20mg, June onwards 30mg

2017 Paroxetine 30mg

2018 Paroxetine 20mg, fast taper at the end of the year


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Hi RandomGuy, 


There’s a thread in Symptoms And Self Care on NAC. Also if you go up the top of the page here and put in NAC you’ll see all the other threads of people who have tried it. 


Sending hugs🤗

Been on APs, benzos, ADs and opiates, all for chronic pain. Had severe Akathisia in the past that made me suicidal. Still on Seroquel. 2019:➡️ March10=7.25mg ✔️April17=7.0✔️June5=6.75✔️ July14=6.50✔️Aug28=6.25✔️Oct10=6.20 ✔️ Oct21=6.0✔️Dec16=5.80 ✔️  2020➡️Jan 21=5.60✔️April2=5.40✔️May29=5.20✔️Aug14= 5.0 ✔️Sep29=4.80✔️2021➡️ Jan31=4.60 mg✔️April24=4.40mg✔️Jul17=4.30mg ✔️Aug 28=4.20✔️ Oct 11=4.15✔️Nov1=4.10✔️ Nov21= 4.05✔️ Dec13= 4mg✔️  2022➡️Jan8= 3.95 Jan 31=3.90✔️March2=3.85✔️ April4=3.80✔️June16=3.75✔️July26=3.70✔️Sep2=3.65✔️ Oct21=3.60✔️Dec8=3.55✔️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ THIS IS NOT MEDICAL ADVICE, consult a doctor.

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