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I had hoped I could get off of AD and feel better  without them. Reading some experiences on this site has scared me. I’m experiencing depression and when disappointed yesterday the pain was deeper than seemed reasonable. I wonder if this will pass. Dose change a week ago. Hope it’s temporary. If not considering going back on ADs. My doc does not agree with me trying to go off and I’m afraid he may be right. I wanted to be able to feel more feelings instead of feeling blunted. Afraid of staying depressed and in pain. 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

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Hello, Nonna, and welcome to SA.  I'm sorry you're feeling bad.

 

We need a little more information, please.  What drug are/were you on, what was your previous dosage, and what was the dose change? Did you stop taking the drug completely and did you stop "cold turkey" - that is, did you just stop taking it, going from your previous dose to zero?  Please put this information in the Drug Signature using the following link:

 

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 We recommend tapering by no more than 10% of current dose every four weeks, and some have to taper more slowly.

 

Why taper by 10% of my dosage?

 

If your dose change was larger than we recommend, it is likely that the depression and other symptoms you're experiencing are withdrawal symptoms caused by a too-large decrease in dosage.  Psychiatrists know very little if anything about the necessity of slow tapering or withdrawal.

 

 
Depression is a common withdrawal symptom.  The following link lists many typical withdrawal symptoms:
 
 
When we take medications, the CNS (central nervous system) responds by making changes over the months and years we take the drug(s). When the medication is discontinued, the CNS has to undo all the changes it made. Rebuilding the neurotransmitter production and reactivating the receptor and transporter cells takes time -- during that rebuilding process symptoms occur.  
 
These explain it really well:

 

 

   On 8/30/2011 at 2:28 PM,  Rhiannon said: 
When we stop taking the drug, we have a brain that has designed itself so that it works in the presence of the drug; now it can't work properly without the drug because it's designed itself so that the drug is part of its chemistry and structure. It's like a plant that has grown on a trellis; you can't just yank out the trellis and expect the plant to be okay. When the drug is removed, the remodeling process has to take place in reverse. SO--it's not a matter of just getting the drug out of your system and moving on. If it were that simple, none of us would be here. It's a matter of, as I describe it, having to grow a new brain. I believe this growing-a-new-brain happens throughout the taper process if the taper is slow enough. (If it's too fast, then there's not a lot of time for actually rebalancing things, and basically the brain is just pedaling fast trying to keep us alive.) It also continues to happen, probably for longer than the symptoms actually last, throughout the time of recovery after we are completely off the drug, which is why recovery takes so long.

Once you've completed your signature answering my questions, we'll be in a better position to help you.

 

This is your Introduction topic, where you can ask questions, post updates and connect with other members.

 

 

 

 

Gridley Introduction

 

Lexapro 20 mg since 2004.  Begin Brassmonkey Slide Taper Jan. 2017.   

End 2017 year 1 of taper at 9.25mg 

End 2018 year 2 of taper at 4.1mg

End 2019 year 3 of taper at 1.0mg  

Oct. 30, 2020  Jump to zero from 0.025mg.  Current dose: 0.000mg

3 year, 10 month taper is 100% complete.

 

Ativan 1 mg to 1.875mg 1986-2020, two CT's and reinstatements

Nov. 2020, 7-week Ativan-Valium crossover to 18.75mg Valium

Feb. 2021, begin 10%/4 week taper of 18.75mg Valium 

End 2021  year 1 of Valium taper at 6mg

End 2022 year 2 of Valium taper at 2.75mg 

End 2023 year 3 of Valium taper at 1mg

Jan. 24, 2024: Hold at 1mg and shift to Imipramine taper.

Taper is 95% complete.

 

Imipramine 75 mg daily since 1986.  Jan.-Sept. 2016 tapered to 14.4mg  

March 22, 2022: Begin 10%/4 week taper

Aug. 5, 2022: hold at 9.5mg and shift to Valium taper

Jan. 24, 2024: Resume Imipramine taper.  Current dose as of April 1: 6.8mg

Taper is 91% complete.  

  

Supplements: multiple, quercetin, omega-3, vitamins C, E and D3, magnesium glycinate, probiotics, zinc, melatonin .3mg, iron, serrapeptase, nattokinase


I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs.

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27 minutes ago, Nonna said:

I had hoped I could get off of AD and feel better  without them. Reading some experiences on this site has scared me. I’m experiencing depression and when disappointed yesterday the pain was deeper than seemed reasonable. I wonder if this will pass. Dose change a week ago. Hope it’s temporary. If not considering going back on ADs. My doc does not agree with me trying to go off and I’m afraid he may be right. I wanted to be able to feel more feelings instead of feeling blunted. Afraid of staying depressed and in pain. 

For me, I wanted to come off and be drug free living life happy and no anxiety but I am thinking that perhaps for some this is not a realistic option. If your GP does not think it's a good idea then I would question your reasons for quitting as I have mine but whats important for me is being OK with that, being OK that I might need meds to let me live a life that is of a good quality not constantly in fear and anxiety.

 

I'm not decided yet which way I am going to go but which ever way I go I am not going to spend too much time reading over posts here where some poor people are years into quitting/reducing but are still in a bad way, I don't think reading that everyday is going to help. I see some great support here for people so your going to get some good advice but only you can know what you need to do and perhaps need to talk this over with a medical professional so your safe.

Been on Mirtazapine 30mg for 3yrs and want to come off due to weight gain & morning hangover.

Mid March 2019 went to 15mg one night 30mg the next for a week

Was feeling ok so dropped to 15mg per night but anxiety came back so tried to get back to 30mg but body didnt like it so I panicked and found this site. Dr told me to get stable at 22 1/2mg for a month but have stuck at 15mg and plan to get stable on this, its day 3 on 15mg.

 

Reinstated back to 30 mg of Mirt and have been on this for a few weeks. Now feel leveled out to a point where I can function and work at a level of anxiety I can cope with. 

 

 

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1 hour ago, Maca44 said:

For me, I wanted to come off and be drug free living life happy and no anxiety but I am thinking that perhaps for some this is not a realistic option. If your GP does not think it's a good idea then I would question your reasons for quitting as I have mine but whats important for me is being OK with that, being OK that I might need meds to let me live a life that is of a good quality not constantly in fear and anxiety.

 

 

It's entirely up to each individual if they want to stay on psychiatric drugs indefinitely , but it's not recommended here.  These drugs were originally designed for short term use, not a life time.  The drugs often stop working.   But the body continues to require them to maintain "normal function."  When that happens getting off the drug becomes a lot harder.
 
Altostrata, the site's founder,  in a Feb. 19, 2012 post, raised several important points on this subject
 

"Yes, the drugs often stop working. Reaching tolerance is a sign that they've worn out their welcome in your nervous system. 

 

Antidepressants were never intended for long-term use and were never tested for this.

 

Doctors increase the dosage because...well, they don't know what else to do and usually don't grasp tapering. They'll try drug after drug. This is part of the fallacy of treatment with antidepressants.

 

You're right, in this situation people will never get off the drugs. They're on a merry-go-round of drugs, drug reactions, and withdrawal.

 

Evidence is emerging that once you've experienced tolerance, switching among antidepressants leads to "treatment-resistant depression," a state where your nervous system simply does not respond well to drugs or reacts paradoxically. This is not a good state for your nervous system, with neuronal receptors are maximally downregulated. It needs to rest, not to be exposed to more drugs or, heaven forfend, ECT." 

 

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Gridley Introduction

 

Lexapro 20 mg since 2004.  Begin Brassmonkey Slide Taper Jan. 2017.   

End 2017 year 1 of taper at 9.25mg 

End 2018 year 2 of taper at 4.1mg

End 2019 year 3 of taper at 1.0mg  

Oct. 30, 2020  Jump to zero from 0.025mg.  Current dose: 0.000mg

3 year, 10 month taper is 100% complete.

 

Ativan 1 mg to 1.875mg 1986-2020, two CT's and reinstatements

Nov. 2020, 7-week Ativan-Valium crossover to 18.75mg Valium

Feb. 2021, begin 10%/4 week taper of 18.75mg Valium 

End 2021  year 1 of Valium taper at 6mg

End 2022 year 2 of Valium taper at 2.75mg 

End 2023 year 3 of Valium taper at 1mg

Jan. 24, 2024: Hold at 1mg and shift to Imipramine taper.

Taper is 95% complete.

 

Imipramine 75 mg daily since 1986.  Jan.-Sept. 2016 tapered to 14.4mg  

March 22, 2022: Begin 10%/4 week taper

Aug. 5, 2022: hold at 9.5mg and shift to Valium taper

Jan. 24, 2024: Resume Imipramine taper.  Current dose as of April 1: 6.8mg

Taper is 91% complete.  

  

Supplements: multiple, quercetin, omega-3, vitamins C, E and D3, magnesium glycinate, probiotics, zinc, melatonin .3mg, iron, serrapeptase, nattokinase


I am not a medical professional and this is not medical advice but simply information based on my own experience, as well as other members who have survived these drugs.

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If you're stable on a drug, feel good and don't have debilitating side effects I don't know if I would risk coming off. I wanted to stop for idealistic reasons, just because I didn't want to take a drug plus minor side effects like difficulty concentrating. Perhaps an ultra slow taper and increasing the dose if needed would have prevented some of the effects, but I now have PSSD and akathisia and cognitive dysfunction, nausea, apathy, anhedonia etc. I wish I had never started taking antidepressants in the first place but there are serious risks when stopping long term use - I went from being happy, depression/anxiety free/intelligent and healthy with normal sexual and emotional function and some GI issues and difficulty concentrating to mentally and physically disabled as a consequence of this decision. Protracted withdrawal can last years, some effects can last indefinitely. I can't stop moving from the akathisia and my skin is numb, my physical health is deteriorating, muscle and tissue wasting and I can't get out of bed. This decision has destroyed my life. I don't want to scare anyone , some people improve with a slow taper and I stopped far too quickly over two weeks but there are risks and reinstating the drug won't necessarily fix the problems. 

Over the last two years - Effexor Xr 150 mg daily, ferrous iron, magnesium, zinc, b12and vit d 1000 iu every couple of days. 

Prior to that- 2001 started citalopram 20 mg age 18, switched to escitalopram 20 mg a year or two later: 2011 - switched to paroxetine for several weeks and tapered off, replaced with lexapro. March 2014- prescribed Effexor xr 150mg daily. May 2015 prescribed 10 mg aripiprazole, concurrently with Effexor, discontinued 2-3 weeks later with abrupt taper to 5 mg then stopped. Continued taking Effexor until late November of last year- tapered rapidly over 12 days. Nothing currently.

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25 minutes ago, Longestroadhome said:

May I encourage you to continue with a slow and steady taper. I was on meds for 11 years and withdrawing for about 9 of those! 

 

I am now med free and am learning to cope with life using various tools such as meditation, re wiring my thoughts, lots of self care. 

 

Antidepressants do not  take the problems away, they merely numb us to a certain extent. I gained a whopping 25kg on Lexapro and basically did not care about anything. It was not the real me. 

 

My issue with anxiety was lifelong. It reached boiling point after the birth of my son. That is when they diagnosed me with Depression and anxiety. The funny thing is that I NEVER suffered with Depression until I started Lexapro. Anxiety was my issue, not Depression, although both are closely linked. 

 

I LIVED  whilst withdrawing from meds. I did roughly 10 percent cuts then held for a long time. I never pushed myself to do things quicker. Slow and steady wins the race. Sometimes stability after a cut took longer but it always came. In the meantime I worked on my thought life, practiced self care. 

 

There is is no medal once you come off meds. No standing ovation. And there is no Nirvana! Basically you go back to how you were pre meds....the part of you before you were diagnosed with your mental illness. For me that means dealing with someone who worries a LOT 😜 it was all that worrying that landed me in the Doctors office. The difference now is that I grab those worrying thoughts and deal with them before they take too much space in my head. It is a daily chore just like washing the dishes. The difference is that it makes me cope with life so much better. 

  

I ended up with type 2 Diabetes after 11 years on meds. I do wonder if the drugs contributed to that, mainly because of the huge weight gain. 

 

Life without meds is better because I know that my body is my own again. I’m not constantly concerned about the effects of meds in my system. I am back to the me that I quite liked prior to meds! I am ocd about housework again 😜😜😜 the drugged me couldn’t give a stuff. I like my new tidy house thank you very much 😍

 

slow and steady. So slow and steady that you enjoy life in the process. Enjoy the journey 🙏🙏

 

 I'm really happy for you that this has been your experience. I think it depends on the individual as to whether it is in their best interests to taper off an antidepressant. While I was on medication I think it numbed me very slightly initially, then the effects wore off and my full range of emotions came back. My anxiety wasn't helped by the medication but I learned to counteract it with changing my thought patterns and environment. I was very engaged with everything, motivated, happy, & had no depression or anxiety in years. Now I have complete emotional numbing and anhedonia, apathy, dp/dr, physical symptoms etc. as an effect of coming off the medication. As well as feelings of depression and terror I have never experienced before in my life. I have always been very emotional and slightly ocd/perfectionist even when taking medication and although I have been anxious in the past I've never experienced any of this before . Akathisia, movement disorders and problems with vision can also result from stopping a medication taken long term. I think it depends on your circumstances and whether your quality of life is such that you are willing to risk the emergence of chronic debilitating symptoms. Tapering slowly is a good strategy as you say as you can stop or increase the dose if the withdrawal effects become too disabling. Although I think PSSD, cognitive impairment and movement disorders emerging after stopping are rare, I just would not wish what I am experiencing on anyone and I think there are others here with similar symptoms who would reconsider their decision to stop the medication if they knew of the long term risks. 

Over the last two years - Effexor Xr 150 mg daily, ferrous iron, magnesium, zinc, b12and vit d 1000 iu every couple of days. 

Prior to that- 2001 started citalopram 20 mg age 18, switched to escitalopram 20 mg a year or two later: 2011 - switched to paroxetine for several weeks and tapered off, replaced with lexapro. March 2014- prescribed Effexor xr 150mg daily. May 2015 prescribed 10 mg aripiprazole, concurrently with Effexor, discontinued 2-3 weeks later with abrupt taper to 5 mg then stopped. Continued taking Effexor until late November of last year- tapered rapidly over 12 days. Nothing currently.

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It is up to a member to decide whether to stay on their drug, reduce their drug, or taper off completely.

 

SA's goal is to provide information and guidance for members to reduce their drug burden.

 

It is important to note that if you are on a drug for an extended period, the drug may reach tolerance.  When this happens the same dose no longer works the way it did.  A doctor may increase the drug dose (and/or add/change drug which may create issues of withdrawal, start up, side effects, adverse reaction) but you may then end up reaching tolerance at that higher dose and so on.  The big issue is that the brain is physiologically dependent on the drug but the drug isn't working the way it used to but it will still need to be tapered so that you minimise withdrawal symptoms and of course the higher the dose, the longer that will take, and that while the drug isn't working.

 

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Welcome, Nonna.

 

6 hours ago, Nonna said:

I had hoped I could get off of AD and feel better  without them. Reading some experiences on this site has scared me. I’m experiencing depression and when disappointed yesterday the pain was deeper than seemed reasonable. I wonder if this will pass. Dose change a week ago. Hope it’s temporary. If not considering going back on ADs. My doc does not agree with me trying to go off and I’m afraid he may be right. I wanted to be able to feel more feelings instead of feeling blunted. Afraid of staying depressed and in pain. 

 

Sadly, we cannot predict how you'll do with a taper, which is why we urge people to be very gradual with dosage changes. Many people do fine with tapering. What drugs are you taking?

 

Feeling blunted is definitely a common side effect of #psychiatric drugs. It's up to you to decide whether you want to continue with this or try reducing the dosage to reduce side effects.

 

@Maca44 I think I may have pointed this out to you before -- this site exists because people can't get good tapering advice from their doctors. Telling someone to go back and talk to their doctor about tapering is not a helpful suggestion.

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7 hours ago, Altostrata said:

Welcome, Nonna.

 

 

Sadly, we cannot predict how you'll do with a taper, which is why we urge people to be very gradual with dosage changes. Many people do fine with tapering. What drugs are you taking?

 

Feeling blunted is definitely a common side effect of #psychiatric drugs. It's up to you to decide whether you want to continue with this or try reducing the dosage to reduce side effects.

 

@Maca44 I think I may have pointed this out to you before -- this site exists because people can't get good tapering advice from their doctors. Telling someone to go back and talk to their doctor about tapering is not a helpful suggestion.

No you misunderstood me, op is not sure about coming off as gp suggests its not a good idea. I said it might be a good idea to talk to gp regards to staying on the med not coming off and tapering. It would be harmful for some people to come off meds if the time isn't right and dangerous that's why I suggest seeing a medical professional before either tapering via this site or staying on meds for now.

Been on Mirtazapine 30mg for 3yrs and want to come off due to weight gain & morning hangover.

Mid March 2019 went to 15mg one night 30mg the next for a week

Was feeling ok so dropped to 15mg per night but anxiety came back so tried to get back to 30mg but body didnt like it so I panicked and found this site. Dr told me to get stable at 22 1/2mg for a month but have stuck at 15mg and plan to get stable on this, its day 3 on 15mg.

 

Reinstated back to 30 mg of Mirt and have been on this for a few weeks. Now feel leveled out to a point where I can function and work at a level of anxiety I can cope with. 

 

 

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Thank you for all of the replies. I just attached my drug history to my signature.  Hope it helps.

 

I tapered Zoloft over a years time and insisted to taper more gradually than my psychiatrist was advising because I read Dr Breggin, and Dr Kelly Brogan and other info about slow tapering. I had been off of Zoloft for a year, that was 4 months ago. After one month off of Zoloft I tapered Wellbutrin from 300mg to 150mg per his advise.  He advised I taper again in a months time but I waited 2 months before the next taper.  A week ago I went to 100 mg in the morning and 37.5 mg in the evening.

 

I just read a few posts about tapering Welbutrin.  It is too much to process in one sitting. I have a combination of brain fog and aging.  I would like to hear success stories of tapering from Welbutrin. 

 

I wonder if the anxiety and inability to sleep for more than 5 hours is a result of being on Welbutrin without the Zoloft. I'm not sure when the depression intensified so not sure of how to proceed.  I welcomed the return of the ability to feel and cry, but now it is more painful than before.  I would be willing to tough it out if I thought it would have good results. (I'm  in counseling for grief and early childhood abandonment.)

 

I appreciate the support being offered.

 

 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pJpTnPNtIyZM6V1xhaHyHoXzAvne4yMoZ_9xZOjCwwE/edit?usp=sharing

                                                                   

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The evening Wellbutrin might be affecting your sleep. It tends to be stimulating. Are you taking immediate-release Wellbutrin?

 

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5 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

The evening Wellbutrin might be affecting your sleep. It tends to be stimulating. Are you taking immediate-release Wellbutrin?

 

Please type your signature in text form or provide a link to a Google doc so we don't have to download a file and open it in Microsoft Word.

 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pJpTnPNtIyZM6V1xhaHyHoXzAvne4yMoZ_9xZOjCwwE/edit?usp=sharing

                                                                   

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The evening dose is IR. I have not taken it yet and am experiencing anxiety and nervous energy.  Could this be a result of the taper a week ago, and might it pass?  I'm about to go start jumping on my mini trampoline to get rid of some of this nervous energy. I want some relief.

I will try to concentrate on reposting my info but right now I'm too wired to concentrate!  Thanks!

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pJpTnPNtIyZM6V1xhaHyHoXzAvne4yMoZ_9xZOjCwwE/edit?usp=sharing

                                                                   

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Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pJpTnPNtIyZM6V1xhaHyHoXzAvne4yMoZ_9xZOjCwwE/edit?usp=sharing

                                                                   

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Yes.  That works well.  Thank you.

 

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ADs since ~1992:  25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq:  50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity)  Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021   LAST DOSE 0.0025mg

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10 minutes ago, Nonna said:

The evening dose is IR. I have not taken it yet and am experiencing anxiety and nervous energy.  Could this be a result of the taper a week ago, and might it pass?  I'm about to go start jumping on my mini trampoline to get rid of some of this nervous energy. I want some relief.

I will try to concentrate on reposting my info but right now I'm too wired to concentrate!  Thanks!

 

Does this sensation ramp up after you take the earlier Wellbutrin every day? Anxiety and nervousness are common Wellbutrin side effects.

 

Perhaps you should cut your nighttime dose in half tonight.

 

Please keep daily notes of times of day you take your drugs, their dosages, and your symptoms. You can post them in this topic with a simple list format with time of day on the left and notation (symptom, drug and dosage) on the right.

 

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5 hours ago, Altostrata said:

 

Does this sensation ramp up after you take the earlier Wellbutrin every day? Anxiety and nervousness are common Wellbutrin side effects.

 

Perhaps you should cut your nighttime dose in half tonight.

 

Please keep daily notes of times of day you take your drugs, their dosages, and your symptoms. You can post them in this topic with a simple list format with time of day on the left and notation (symptom, drug and dosage) on the right.

 

Thank you for all of the replies. This is a lot to process. I would like to add that the drug I am currently on is Wellbutrin. My doc is a psychiatrist. I originally wanted to go off because I need cataract surgery and my eye doc told me my vision needed to be stable before surgery. Since then I have seen two other eye doctors and they both say not to wait. So I am planning to go ahead with surgery.  

My psychiatrist was supportive because of this. Now that surgery is not the issue he is not supportive. He had told me that Wellbutrin would be easier to taper then the Zoloft that i recently got off of. I tapered Zoloft over a years time and insisted to taper more gradually than he was advising because I read Brogan, Bregen and other info about slow tapering. I realized that he does not know enough about tapering to trust him because after He advised I go from 300 mg Wellbutrin to 150 in a months time, the next time I saw him he said there was new information that advised tapering more slowly.  

I have been off of Zoloft for four months. Three months ago I tapered Wellbutrin from 300 mg to 150 mg. 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pJpTnPNtIyZM6V1xhaHyHoXzAvne4yMoZ_9xZOjCwwE/edit?usp=sharing

                                                                   

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Tonight I skipped my evening dose because it was 8 pm and I was afraid it would create more anxiety. What time frame would you recommend me taking the 100 mg and the 37.5 mg?

It has been 9 days since my dose change from 150xl. Would there be any benefit in going back to the 150xl?

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pJpTnPNtIyZM6V1xhaHyHoXzAvne4yMoZ_9xZOjCwwE/edit?usp=sharing

                                                                   

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How did you feel after skipping the evening Wellbutrin dose?

 

Did you find that Zoloft made you tired? Is that why Wellbutrin was added? If so, Wellbutrin might always have been stimulating to you.

 

If 100mg + 37.5mg Wellbutrin makes you jumpy, perhaps you'd do better with 18.75mg Wellbutrin in the evening, or none in the evening.

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1 hour ago, Altostrata said:

If 100mg + 37.5mg Wellbutrin makes you jumpy, perhaps you'd do better with 18.75mg Wellbutrin in the evening, or none in the evening.

 

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 I think there may be a mistake in what you said.

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On 6/10/2019 at 6:06 PM, Altostrata said:

 

Does this sensation ramp up after you take the earlier Wellbutrin every day? Anxiety and nervousness are common Wellbutrin side effects.

 

Perhaps you should cut your nighttime dose in half tonight.

 

Please keep daily notes of times of day you take your drugs, their dosages, and your symptoms. You can post them in this topic with a simple list format with time of day on the left and notation (symptom, drug and dosage) on the right.

 

Thank you for all of the replies. This is a lot to process. I would like to add that the drug I am currently on is Wellbutrin. My doc is a psychiatrist. I originally wanted to go off because I need cataract surgery and my eye doc told me my vision needed to be stable before surgery. Since then I have seen two other eye doctors and they both say not to wait. So I am planning to go ahead with surgery.  

My psychiatrist was supportive because of this. Now that surgery is not the issue he is not supportive. He had told me that Wellbutrin would be easier to taper then the Zoloft that i recently got off of. I tapered Zoloft over a years time and insisted to taper more gradually than he was advising because I read Brogan, Bregen and other info about slow tapering. I realized that he does not know enough about tapering to trust him because after He advised I go from 300 mg Wellbutrin to 150 in a months time, the next time I saw him he said there was new information that advised tapering more slowly.  

I have been off of Zoloft for four months. Three months ago I tapered Wellbutrin from 300 mg to 150 mg. 

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I didn’t notice a change after skipping the evening dose and last night I took it at 6pm as I had been doing since my dose change10 days ago. This morning I was awake after only 3hrs of sleep and felt the same tension (almost vibration in my veins). I don’t know how to describe it but I noticed it shortly after I went down on the dose 10 days ago.  I decided to go back up to the 15O lX since it was not happening when I was on that dosage. 

I also took 1/4 of a pill of  Xanax which I rarely do but hoped to be able to get a couple hours sleep before having to get up at 6. 

 

I think my doc prescribed the Wellbutrin almost 15 years ago because I complained about blunted emotions. 

I’m thinking I might be better off going back on some Zoloft because it may have been balancing the Wellbutrin. If I feel balanced I might just stay on that and possibly in the future wean off the Wellbutrin.  I felt comfortable tapering the Zoloft because I had more control over the dosage and didn’t have to take it twice a day. I also took over a year.and didn’t have any side effects.

 

The problems I’ve read about have been frightening!  The reason I wanted to go off was because of ideology and the belief that it was affecting my vision. I was told that it needed to stabilize before I could have cataract surgery. Since then two new eye docs disagree and I need to get on with it so that I can drive at night. The idea of feeling more feelings was a plus. 

 

I live alone and have very little support.  I don’t want to make my life harder. 

 

I appreciate the support. 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

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Yes, Wellbutrin can be stimulating and Zoloft might have masked that somehow.

 

23 hours ago, Altostrata said:

If 100mg + 37.5mg Wellbutrin makes you jumpy, perhaps you'd do better with 18.75mg Wellbutrin in the evening, or none in the evening.

 

If you felt okay on 100mg Wellbutrin, why not stay on 100mg for a bit, then taper off that?

 

If you went off Zoloft, why do you want to go back on? Is it absolutely necessary for you to take a psychiatric drug? The fewer drugs you take, the better.

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I have not felt well since tapering from 300 mg Welbutrin in March. I may have tapered too quickly, trusting the docs advice who told me it would be easier than my taper from Zoloft. Think might be easier to taper from Wellbutrin if on Zoloft. In light of the horror stories I’ve read on this sight, I’m not sure it’s worth the risks. 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

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It's always good to get some good info online but reading too many horror stories is not going to help you it will just make you anxious. 

Been on Mirtazapine 30mg for 3yrs and want to come off due to weight gain & morning hangover.

Mid March 2019 went to 15mg one night 30mg the next for a week

Was feeling ok so dropped to 15mg per night but anxiety came back so tried to get back to 30mg but body didnt like it so I panicked and found this site. Dr told me to get stable at 22 1/2mg for a month but have stuck at 15mg and plan to get stable on this, its day 3 on 15mg.

 

Reinstated back to 30 mg of Mirt and have been on this for a few weeks. Now feel leveled out to a point where I can function and work at a level of anxiety I can cope with. 

 

 

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I haven’t posted since last year, so thought I’d give an update.  After weeks of not sleeping for more than 3 hrs at a time I started having heart palpitations and a burning sensation on the left side of my neck. My psychiatrist and my GP said they had no idea why it was happening. I went to the ER hoping to find out what was happening because I was afraid. The  tests that were done for my heart were normal.  When I contacted my psy and gp to give an update they each recommended that I go back on Zoloft and increase The dose of welbutrin. I felt desperate and went back on a reduced dose of each. I am relieved to be able to sleep better and to not have the palpitations and neck sensation. I am on half of my original dose of meds and feel that this is best. It was so frightening to go through that experience and I am thankful that it is over. It would be nice to not be on meds, but the disruption it caused to my life for that month and the uncertainty of if and when I would get through it was not worth the cost. 
I did not succeed in getting off of antidepressants,  but I was able to cut my dose in half which will have to be good enough. 

Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

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Thank you for coming back to update us.

 

It's good that you have reduced your drug load.  You might feel okay about reducing them more later on.

 

Please update your drug signature.  Thank you.

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Thank you for your reply!  If I could taper over a long period of time by reducing my dose by a small fraction each time, I might try again. Right now, I’m terrified of experiencing what I did last time. I would need a more supportive doc and friends or family.   I am 69 yrs old and wonder if it’s even feasible for my body to make the adjustment. 
I’m impressed that you have been tapering over years and that is encouraging!

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9 minutes ago, Nonna said:

Right now, I’m terrified of experiencing what I did last time.

 

That is understandable.  But you don't have to taper at 10%.  You can always reduce by a tiny amount.  The Brass Monkey Slide is a more gentle way of tapering and you can reduce by the percent that you choose.

 

11 minutes ago, Nonna said:

I am 69 yrs old and wonder if it’s even feasible for my body to make the adjustment. 

 

I'm nearly 63 and my body is adjusting just fine.  Sneaking the drug away slowly and holding when necessary is the key.  I'm currently holding for longer because I've had a bulging disc, had a cortisone/steroid injection, pain killers, tooth extraction, as well as not having done volunteer work and hardly been out since mid March this year because of covid.  I was due to return when I hurt my back.

 

11 minutes ago, Nonna said:

I would need a more supportive doc and friends or family.

 

You would be one of the lucky ones if you can find a doctor to support you.  It is because they are very rare that SA exists.  All you need is a doctor who will prescribe what you need.  And it doesn't need to be a psychiatrist, any doctor can prescribe. 

 

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It would be nice to have the support of family and friends, but unfortunately it is generally only people who have been through withdrawal themselves who understand.  Other people might say they do at the start but it can wane if you talk about it too much.  That's where SA comes in.  The members here do understand.  Even though I am a moderator, I still need the support and encouragement, and sometimes even the suggestions from other members.  It was another member who recently pointed out that I shouldn't reduce at this time.  

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I have been taking 100mg Zoloft and 150 mg welbutrin XL. I started tapering Zoloft a couple of months ago but now thinking of tapering Welbutrin before Zoloft. I had trouble 5 yrs ago when I tried tapering welbutrin after getting completely off of Zoloft. I made the mistake of following my psychiatrist advice about Welbutrin. 
Im thinking that it would be better to be on Zoloft for calming while tapering the activating effects of welbutrin. 
I’m interested in hearing about other’s experiences. 

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Attached is a list of drugs and dates.

 

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