Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 25, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 6 hours ago, Altostrata said: Erell, a day or so ago, you had symptoms of flu, how are you feeling now? Are you taking paroxetine at the same time each day? In what form do you take it, a capsule or liquid? Hello Altostrata, - symptoms of flu only lasted one morning. It felt like a real cold, but apparently just a new WD symptom. - I take 10mg Paroxetine at 8am everyday. It's a liquid. Have a great day.(Thank you!) 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 25, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Diary 24 October/ day 30 on 10mg Paroxetine 6.30am: woke up anxious (6). Arms are painfull. 8am : 10mg Paroxetine + 1 fish oil capsule. Anxiety : 6 / restlessness:6 / despair (6). It Will be the same all morning. 11am : quick suicidal thoughts. 2pm : despair : 7. Feel lonely and stuck. No desire. 3pm : anxiety: 6 / despair: 6 / restlessness: 6. 5pm : same, with other symptoms : internal and external tremors, felt really tense, clenching teeth, dizziness. 6.30pm: same + headache + weird feelings ( like if someone was clamping a nerve From the below of my neck To the top of my head. No painfull, just really weird.) 8pm : bedtime. Headache and tremors. anxiety: 6 / despair: 6 / restlessness:6. 10pm : anxiety (5) / despair (6) / restlessness (6). 10.40pm: hungry, eat some. 11pm : lights off. I fall asleep around midnight. woke up anxious(6) at 6.30am. ---》 I know i should push, but yesterday I didn't find the courage. So I spent my day in my flat, mostly in my bed. I did'nt eat in the day, didn't find the courage. --》 still in a bad wave my friends, trying To cope. --》 Today, it's been one month on 10mg Paroxetine. Let's hope for a better next month ! One question : in France, we Will change Time this Sunday. This Sunday at 3am, we Will move back To 2am. Can I still take my Paroxetine at 8am even if it Will be an hour later? I can't remember how I did during my benzo WD.. Have a great day. 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 25, 2019 Share Posted October 25, 2019 Quote Need to note this; at the weekend in the UK, the clocks go back an hour. I've never worried about this before, but I know Venlafaxine can be a bit difficult if taken late. Wondering whether I should still continue to take my Ven at 7am (which in fact will be 8am old time)? It's an hour's difference. However, as I'm taking the extended release version, am hoping this time glitch won't cause too many problems. Also, if I adjusted according to movement of clock, it would mean taking it at 6am, which is too flippin early. Ugh. Hope this won't affect me. January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 25, 2019 Share Posted October 25, 2019 @Erell, so sorry, accidentally posted my post for my thread on your thread......brain fog! Oh dear. But it seems you and I have the same question about timing, what with the upcoming clock adjustment.... January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 25, 2019 Share Posted October 25, 2019 Hang in there, @Erell, This too shall pass. And hopefully, when it does, your baseline may have improved a bit. Sending lots of love and hugs from a very grey London xxxxx January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Sassenach Posted October 25, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Hi Erell & @Sunnysideup We recommend moving doses by no more than one hour so you should be ok. If you are at all worried move by 30minutes, continue for three days and if no effects move by further 30 minutes. Sass Escitalopram 10mgs from mid 2007 ( can't remember exact date) to 11th Dec 2018 Fentanyl patches ( don't remember dose ) from Nov 2014 to 11 Dec 2018 Quit both cold turkey Dec 2018 Reinstated 3rd March 2019 2.5 mgs. Updosed 8March to 5mgs and holding 25/11/19 Started taper 4.5mgs and holding This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner If you are going through Hell, keep going. NCIS series 15, David MaCallum Link to comment
Giulietta Posted October 25, 2019 Share Posted October 25, 2019 Coucou Erell Thinking of you and hope your day is brighter than yesterday's. Sending positive thoughts and hugs to you. Giuilietta, 💗 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 25, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Hi @Sassenach : Thank you for your reply on this time change ! Guilietta : 😙 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 25, 2019 Share Posted October 25, 2019 Thank you @Sassenach! January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Sassenach Posted October 25, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Hi Erell How has today progressed? Sass Escitalopram 10mgs from mid 2007 ( can't remember exact date) to 11th Dec 2018 Fentanyl patches ( don't remember dose ) from Nov 2014 to 11 Dec 2018 Quit both cold turkey Dec 2018 Reinstated 3rd March 2019 2.5 mgs. Updosed 8March to 5mgs and holding 25/11/19 Started taper 4.5mgs and holding This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner If you are going through Hell, keep going. NCIS series 15, David MaCallum Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 25, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Hi dear Sass! 8 minutes ago, Sassenach said: How has today progressed? You know it was a bit easier because I did'nt post thousands messages here ? 😄😉 Today my symptoms oscillated between 5 and 6, and I managed To eat (having appetite is always a relief because i've lost a lot of weight and loose my jeans 😮). Not a window but a wave a bit easier To surf Today 🏄♀️ I've noticed that when my symptoms don't go over 5 rate, I manage To not spend my entire day on SA and don't bother you with my fears. Everytime I get To despair at 6 or more, I get totally overwhelmed and loose my mind. This is a misérable symptom : I Feel sadness but it is a 'rationnal' sadness, one that I can manage when I Feel sad about my situation. But the symptom of despair that I expérience feels différent, totally irrationnal, totally overwhelming. Oups I get talkative here ! Hope it Will get better and i'll be able To post less messages here and just support others! I think of you Sass, and send you lot of support in your holding journey 🤗 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Sassenach Posted October 25, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Bonsoir Erell 55 minutes ago, Erell said: i've lost a lot of weight and loose my jeans 😮). I don't understand you ladies. You complain you put on weight, you complain when you weight👿 I love your sense of humour is back, good sign. 57 minutes ago, Erell said: I get totally overwhelmed and loose my mind. You are still totaly sane. 58 minutes ago, Erell said: This is a misérable symptom : I Feel sadness but it is a 'rationnal' sadness, one that I can manage when I Feel sad about my situation. But the symptom of despair that I expérience feels différent, totally irrationnal, totally overwhelming. But it will pass like all the others and one day be a distant memory. You are so much calmer than a couple of weeks ago. Big Hugs from a frosty Scotland🤗 Sass Escitalopram 10mgs from mid 2007 ( can't remember exact date) to 11th Dec 2018 Fentanyl patches ( don't remember dose ) from Nov 2014 to 11 Dec 2018 Quit both cold turkey Dec 2018 Reinstated 3rd March 2019 2.5 mgs. Updosed 8March to 5mgs and holding 25/11/19 Started taper 4.5mgs and holding This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner If you are going through Hell, keep going. NCIS series 15, David MaCallum Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 25, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 25, 2019 Thank you for telling me I'm much calmer : I already said this but, as I live alone in this acute WD, it is so valuable To have external opinion! Thank you also To say that I'm totally sane ! Weird how at 5 rate I can work on acceptance! It really feels like an other person write here sometimes 😮 Can't thank you enough for holding my hand in this process, so I Will just take your big hugs and give you big hugs from a sweet but windy Brittany 🤗 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
mustafa Posted October 25, 2019 Share Posted October 25, 2019 Hi erell, Long time since I wrote to you the last time . How are you!?, I hope you are very well. I think you will reach a state that you will still suffer but you will be able to practise your everyday activities and I think it will be soon. Write to you and iam depersonalized and weired but still survive. Good night to you . i wasn't on a certain drug all the period. i took many drugs many times and for no very long period but to simplify. --fluvoxamine maleate100 mg + amisulpride 200mg------started july 2012 and total taper in february 2015 ( 9 months without drugs then) --sertraline 100mg -------started november 2015 and total taper (withoud reduction slowly) in november 2016( 4 months withoud drugs then). --sertraline 100mg + quetiabine 25mg ( started in mars 2016 and for 7 months) then fluvoxamine maleate 100mg again for another 7months and after that a something like to use every drug for 14 days and for about 1.5 years. --my last drug was trintellix 10 mg ( used it in 12/2018and total taper in 4/2019). symptomts i have now ( bad concentration and problems in short and long memory+ bad depersonalization). Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted October 25, 2019 Administrator Share Posted October 25, 2019 Erell, since you've been taking 10mg paroxetine for a month, you might go up to 11mg and see what that does. Or, you could add 1mg fluoxetine or citalopram and prepare for a switch to another SSRI to complete your taper. Paroxetine can be very, very difficult to go off. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 26, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 26, 2019 Hi @Altostrata I thank you for your time. Your suggestion is a bit worrying me : so you don't think I can stabilize on 10mg? I'm really afraid of making things worse by making a new change. Updosing To 11mg : is it something that you would do or you are just showing me what are my options ? Does it means that I can't stabilize on 10mg? I've read the topic about prozac bridge and saw that it is much likely To work if someone is stabilised, which I'm not. Anyway,thank you for your reply. I have To think about it, which is hard in these times of acute WD. 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 26, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 26, 2019 Diary 25 October / day 31 on 10mg Paroxetine 6.30am: woke up anxious (6) 7.30am: anxiety (6) / restlessness (5) / despair (6) 8am : 10mg Paroxetine + 1 fish oil capsule 9am : anxiety (6) / restlessness (6) / despair (6) 11am : back To my flat after going To the sea. À bit méditation. anxiety (5) / despair (5) / restlessness (5). 11.30am: anxiety (6) / despair (6) / restlessness (6) 12.30am : felt like if the sky lighten with a fresh air in my arms and legs. So Nice. anxiety: 5 / restlessness: 5 / despair: 5 It Will last until 2.30pm. I made use of this state To go outside : went To the sea, To walk. 3.30pm : despair: 6 / anxiety: 5 / restlessness: 6 5pm : despair: 6 / restlessness: 6 / anxiety:6 7.45pm : exhausted, go To bed. Anxiety : 5 / restlessness: 5 / despair: 4 10pm : same. 11pm: anxiety: 4 / restlessness: 4 / despair: 4 This night: I fall asleep around midnight, woke up anxious at 7am ,then slight anxious sleep until 8am. --》 So yesterday was a wave a bit easier To surf 🏄♀️ + I didn't cry and had more appetite. 1 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 26, 2019 Share Posted October 26, 2019 Good morning from London, it's so cloudy and dull here today, but the leaves look beautiful on the trees outside my window. How are you doing this morning? January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 26, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 26, 2019 Hi @sunnysideup69 Thank you for passing by here ! I have To admit I'm not doing Well this morning : I just read Altostrata's post and I'm terrified : I don't know if that means I can't stabilize on 10mg, if staying on 10mg means I Will always live in this state. And I'm so afraid of what an updose could do. Rhiannon told me To stay stable and now I don't know anymore. Sorry for all these anxiety. 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 26, 2019 Share Posted October 26, 2019 7 minutes ago, Erell said: Hi @sunnysideup69 Thank you for passing by here ! I have To admit I'm not doing Well this morning : I just read Altostrata's post and I'm terrified : I don't know if that means I can't stabilize on 10mg, if staying on 10mg means I Will always live in this state. And I'm so afraid of what an updose could do. Rhiannon told me To stay stable and now I don't know anymore. Sorry for all these anxiety. Don't need to apologise, I just read the post. Obviously I'm not Alto and I'm sure she'll come back to you. I read the post in this way. No, it DOESN'T mean you won't stabilise on 10mg. However, adding an extra 1mg might give you some better symptom relief. Sooner. I don't think it means you won't stabilise at 10mg at all, I think that's your anxious brain catastrophising the meaning (I know that feeling very well.) You won't always live in this state. Sending gentle hugs xxx January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 26, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 26, 2019 Yes obviously my mind is catastrophizing. Since Rhiannon's post I was hard on working on believing the fact that all my brain needed was stability. Now I'm anxious because I don't know what is my best option, updose at 11mg or keep on holding at 10mg. Nobody can predict what would an updose do...So, if it is sure that I can stabilize on 10mg, I Guess that is maybe my best option... Altostrata, if you agree To answer, do you think my best option is To hold ? Honestly I pray for a window, it would help me To believe that holding is my best choice. All I want is Being able To thank my old self in a few months... 1 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Giulietta Posted October 26, 2019 Share Posted October 26, 2019 Coucou Erell, I read all the posts and I understand your anxiety about this. We are all anxious about our medication. I think Alto and others understand too - it's a difficult path everyone is going through. It's worse for us when we are in a bad wave. 4 hours ago, Erell said: Now I'm anxious because I don't know what is my best option, updose at 11mg or keep on holding at 10mg. Nobody can predict what would an updose do...So, if it is sure that I can stabilize on 10mg, I Guess that is maybe my best option... I agree wtih @sunnysideup69comments. Your response to Alto is well considered and you did your research. I think perhaps Alto will respond to you. What if'ing and catastropizing - negative thinking - make things harder on us. You are getting better at not doinig these things (we are all learning) - so that is huge! It took me weeks to decide about beads and would it increase my dose and make WD worse? Or would it be too low and make WD worse. With everyone's help an dpatience I decided on a dose. It was really hard to arrive at. But a plan has been made. Hugs, Giuilietta💓 Link to comment
Passionlifetime Posted October 26, 2019 Share Posted October 26, 2019 On 10/24/2019 at 11:38 PM, Superwoman said: No one understands unless they go through it. You are absolutely correct. 2008-2012-> paroxetine37.5mg,fluxetine 60mg(prozac),fluvoxamine 200mg(luvox cr),citalopram,escitalopram oxalate 10mg(cipradep),Clonazepam 0.5mg(clonotril)->4 years****2012-2013->escitalopram (Feliz-s20mg),escitalopram oxalate 10mg(cipradep),Risperidone 0.5mg->1 year****Aug 2013-nov2014->Venlor xr (effexor) 37.5mg morning and 75mg evening,clonotril0.5mg->1 year 3 month****nov2014-apr2016->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg twice a day->1 year 5 month****apr2016-jun2016->Venlor xr (effexor) 150mg morning and 75mg evening->5 month****jun2017-jan2019->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg twice a day->1 year 5 month****jan 2019-jun2019->Venlor xr (effexor) 150mg morning and 75mg evening->6 month->(extreme stress, job loss, relationships-3)******jun2019-Oct2019->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg twice a day->5 month->withdrawal effect******* Oct2019 first week->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg once a day ->1 month->extreme withdrawal effect*****26-oct-2019- 2-dec-2019 reinstate ->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg morning and 75mg evening->1 month->some relief*****2-dec-2019 reinstate ->Venlor xr (effexor) 150mg morning and 75mg evening->12 month->more relief , extreme stress caa/nrc/riots/corona lockdown/mike and dipen site/nida marriage*****26-dec-2020->Venlor xr (effexor) 225mg Noon->3 month->better sleep****** 20-mar-2021->Venlor xr (effexor) 150mg Noon->1 month->reduce because cupping better sleep ***** 27-apr-2021->Venlor xr (effexor) 225mg Noon->1 month->got energy bck 07-jun-2021->Venlor xr (effexor) 225mg Noon->1 month->too much fat gain 07-jul-2021->Venlor xr (effexor) 150mg Noon & vilazodone 20mg night->little at reduced, feeling light from inside.----1 month 29-jul-2021->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg morning & vilazodone 20mg noon->improved more-----2months sep 2021->Venlor xr (effexor) 75mg morning(alternate days) & vilazodone 20mg noon->improved more-> in just 10 days effects visible , alternate wont work. On sep 2021 Total time on:- initial diff meds:- 4years venlafaxine:-8yrs+ vilozodone:- 3months+ Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Rhiannon Posted October 26, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 26, 2019 Erell, I am about to jump into my car and drive 90 minutes to the city where I will go to a French conversation meetup, je pense a toi! 🙂 My younger daughter fell ill and will not be able to come this weekend, but I will get to play with the petit-fille tonight, at least. I will be back here Sunday night or Monday, have a nice weekend cherie! Started on Prozac and Xanax in 1992 for PTSD after an assault. One drug led to more, the usual story. Got sicker and sicker, but believed I needed the drugs for my "underlying disease". Long story...lost everything. Life savings, home, physical and mental health, relationships, friendships, ability to work, everything. Amitryptiline, Prozac, bupropion, buspirone, flurazepam, diazepam, alprazolam, Paxil, citalopram, lamotrigine, gabapentin...probably more I've forgotten. Started multidrug taper in Feb 2010. Doing a very slow microtaper, down to low doses now and feeling SO much better, getting my old personality and my brain back! Able to work full time, have a full social life, and cope with stress better than ever. Not perfect, but much better. After 23 lost years. Big Pharma has a lot to answer for. And "medicine for profit" is just not a great idea. Feb 15 2010: 300 mg Neurontin 200 Lamictal 10 Celexa 0.65 Xanax and 5 mg Ambien Feb 10 2014: 62 Lamictal 1.1 Celexa 0.135 Xanax 1.8 Valium Feb 10 2015: 50 Lamictal 0.875 Celexa 0.11 Xanax 1.5 Valium Feb 15 2016: 47.5 Lamictal 0.75 Celexa 0.0875 Xanax 1.42 Valium 2/12/20 12 0.045 0.007 1 May 2021 7 0.01 0.0037 1 Feb 2022 6 0!!! 0.00167 0.98 2.5 mg Ambien Oct 2022 4.5 mg Lamictal (off Celexa, off Xanax) 0.95 Valium Ambien, 1/4 to 1/2 of a 5 mg tablet I'm not a doctor. Any advice I give is just my civilian opinion. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 26, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 26, 2019 Oh @Rhiannon ! A French conversation meetup ! Tu me raconteras comment ça s'est passé 😉 Is it with French people or American people learning French ? Bon week-end très chère Rhiannon, I wish you sweet times with your petite-fille ❤ 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Melissa5000 Posted October 26, 2019 Share Posted October 26, 2019 Erell I read your posts. I had the same sort of struggle last night! I decided to stabilize. If I were you, I would not go up in dose again. Later you have to drop back from 11 to 10 mg again. You have allready suffered the worst withdrawals now. With time and patience you wil stabilize on 10 mg by holding. Updosing to 11 mg might mess you up (but it doesn't have to happen). Maybe an updose will give you some quick relief. If you can't wait that would be a short term fix. But if you have time I would just ride it out! I am very sure you and I will stabilize by just holding and waiting. If you have time I would just hold. 2019 2.1 mg amitriptyline ,15th july 2.1 mg, 22-7 2.09 mg, 29-7 2.08 mg, 5-8 2.09 mg , 7-8 2.1 mg . 2020 Holding at 2.1 mg 2019 125 mg lyrica, 15th july 124,5 mg, 22-7 124 mg, 29-7 123,5 mg, 4-8 124 mg 2020 holding at 124 mg 2015 january building up my medication to 450 mg lyrica and 50 mg amitriptyline for face ache after a rootcanal treatment at the dentist. 2016 february start tapering lyrica from 450 mg to 200 mg 2016 october tapered 25 mg amitriptyline to 25 mg 2017 tapered lyrica from 200 mg to 100 mg 2017 september tapered my last tablet of 25 mg amitriptyline to zero (horrible muscle pain started) 2018 february tapered lyrica from 100 mg to 75 mg (my muscle pain got worse and I have a lot of nervepain in my arms and legs, sometimes all over musclepain and nerve pain and burning pain) 2018 may reinstated 25 mg lyrica. My current dose is 100 mg lyrica. My pain is still very bad but a little less intense, my mood improved. 2018 since 22th may updose amitriptyline. 9 beads. 2018 june updosing lyrica. 2018 16 th june 125 mg lyrica and 9 beads amitriptyline ( 2mg) Now I'm doing a long hold. I can't taper anymore. Too much pain. I hope to stabilize and improve while holding. I'm trying graded activity to get rid of my pain. 2019 1 jan. Lyrica 125 mg (holding) 2019 1 jan. Amitriptyline tapering from 9 beads to 8 beads (1 jan. 2019), 8,5 beads (5 jan 19), 9 beads (16 jan 19) tapper attempt failed Link to comment
Markolo1980 Posted October 26, 2019 Share Posted October 26, 2019 @Erell my opinion is you are jumping to much updosing and back. Im on 20mg since june and have been on a roller coaster for the past 4 months. But happily I can say that last 2 days were shown much more improvement. Im planing to stay on this dose until March. Than slowly I’ll reduce 10% as suggested on this forum. Hope it works. If you need any information just write to me, cause I really had all possible symptoms.... 2007-2015 10mg Lexapro ( escitalopram ) 2015 november stopped cold turkey 2016 june - 2017 avgust 20mg Lexapro cause it didn’t work for me anymore, psychiatrist switched me to paxil 2017 avgust- 2019 february 40mg Paxil 2019 february lowered dose to 35 mg Paxil 2019 march lowered dose to 30 mg Paxil 2019 15.june lowered dose to 20mg Paxil Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted October 26, 2019 Administrator Share Posted October 26, 2019 13 hours ago, Erell said: Updosing To 11mg : is it something that you would do or you are just showing me what are my options ? Does it means that I can't stabilize on 10mg? Those are options. You have asked whether you should updose. Not being able to tell the future, I can't say for sure what you should do. 13 hours ago, Erell said: I've read the topic about prozac bridge and saw that it is much likely To work if someone is stabilised, which I'm not. No, the fluoxetine switch is used when someone is having a lot of trouble going off paroxetine and other drugs, not necessarily when they're stable. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
mustafa Posted October 27, 2019 Share Posted October 27, 2019 Hi erell, I understand your fear from updosing to 11 mg again and I think all what you need is more patience to stabilize on 10 mg. I also understand your fear from being on another ssri, all of us hope it goes safely and don't try another type of ADs but don't be afraid if that was the option; I suffered the WDs for different drugs like fluvoxamine maleate, sertraline and vortioexitine, they all get improved towards getting yourself back. I were having ADs and TCAS together and my brain could get rid off these mixings; I want to tell you that your brain will heal whatever the drug you are having. Make your option without any fears. i wasn't on a certain drug all the period. i took many drugs many times and for no very long period but to simplify. --fluvoxamine maleate100 mg + amisulpride 200mg------started july 2012 and total taper in february 2015 ( 9 months without drugs then) --sertraline 100mg -------started november 2015 and total taper (withoud reduction slowly) in november 2016( 4 months withoud drugs then). --sertraline 100mg + quetiabine 25mg ( started in mars 2016 and for 7 months) then fluvoxamine maleate 100mg again for another 7months and after that a something like to use every drug for 14 days and for about 1.5 years. --my last drug was trintellix 10 mg ( used it in 12/2018and total taper in 4/2019). symptomts i have now ( bad concentration and problems in short and long memory+ bad depersonalization). Link to comment
Giulietta Posted October 27, 2019 Share Posted October 27, 2019 Coucou Erell, Everyone has made comments that have great merit. We must all make our own decisions based on the advice on SA or the medical advice in an MD office. It is confusing and a lot of anxiety when you don't know how to reconcile different perspectives and you don't feel well and mind is not thinking as clearly as usual. I would hold at 10 mg for now. You have made 5 changes in 2 months - the last one of which was more than 33%. I don't konw how 1 mg would help. Your body needs to recover without any more changes. There is a huge amount of anxiety around making a decision on these medicines. I sent you another long letter. Hugs, Giuilietta💗 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 27, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 27, 2019 Thank you all for sharing your wisdom with me. ❤ I make a décision: holding on 10mg Paroxetine and try To stabilize. When i'll Feel stabilized, I Will reconsider a switch. I've realised that I asked about an updose because I'm somewhat searching for a miracle solution. I have To accept there's no such solution and that every option would take time, only time. As Altostrata said, I'm looking for someone who could predict the future or offer me a miracle which would act quick, but no one can. And I have To accept that : this is a big challenge, and I do my best. This really is a rollercoaster, especially with so intense emotionnal symptoms. I try my best To stay strong. I really appreciate that you all took the time to show me support. I wish you all a pleasant day, hugs from a rainy Brittany. 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
sunnysideup69 Posted October 27, 2019 Share Posted October 27, 2019 1 hour ago, Erell said: Thank you all for sharing your wisdom with me. ❤ I make a décision: holding on 10mg Paroxetine and try To stabilize. When i'll Feel stabilized, I Will reconsider a switch. I've realised that I asked about an updose because I'm somewhat searching for a miracle solution. I have To accept there's no such solution and that every option would take time, only time. As Altostrata said, I'm looking for someone who could predict the future or offer me a miracle which would act quick, but no one can. And I have To accept that : this is a big challenge, and I do my best. This really is a rollercoaster, especially with so intense emotionnal symptoms. I try my best To stay strong. I really appreciate that you all took the time to show me support. I wish you all a pleasant day, hugs from a rainy Brittany. Hey Erell, I think 'looking for the miracle' is something a lot of us have done. It lead me to updose, and also to switch antidep...... I think the hardest thing to get to grips with is the fact that this can take time. It has been for me. There isn't likely to be a shortcut. I was chatting to a friend the other day, saying that I'm bored at the moment as I don't have a creative project on the go......I was reflecting yesterday that actually, I do. I'm having to learn things that I never learned as a small child, because I wasn't taught how to self soothe. This is a HUGE project! How are you finding the time adjustment today? So far, it hasn't affected me at all.... Sending you hugs and good wishes x 1 January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR Supplements; 1100mg fish oil daily; also 100mg Magnesium Glycinate. Tried Vagifem 10mcg from mid May 2021 to mid June 2021; caused depression, so stopped. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 27, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 27, 2019 Hi Sunny! Yes this is a huge project, a project for a all life ! I try To learn To, with méditation for example, but it's hard To practice when too anxious. Yes and I think that my "looking for a miracle " attitude is all the more intense because I'm now in day 10 of my wave : waves lead us To doubts and non-acceptance. I'm good at accepting when I'm in a window...;) glad To read the time adjustment didn't affect you! Honestly, I try To not think about it, don't wanna add fears To my constant fear have a pleasant day sweet Sunny 😚 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 27, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 27, 2019 Diary Saturday 26 October/ day 32 on 10mg Paroxetine 7am : woke up anxious (6).slight anxious sleep until 8am 8am : 10mg Paroxetine + 1 fish oil capsule 9am : anxiety: 6 / despair: 6 / restlessness: 6 10am : went To the sea. Can't Feel joy about it, felt totally disconnected. 12: anxiety : 5 / restlessness: 5 / despair:6 2.30pm : anxiety: 6 / restlessness: 6 / despair: 6 5pm : anxiety: 5 / restlessness: 5 / despair: 5. (Actually, from one minute To another, despair oscillate between 5 and 6). 6pm : feeling of a 'fresh air' in my legs, so Nice! It Will last 30minutes. 7pm : anxiety: 6 / despair: 6 / restlessness : 6. 8pm : bedtime. 10pm : tinnitus. Anxiety: 5 / despair: 5 / restlessness: 4. Lights off at 11.30pm. Fall asleep around midnight. Woke up anxious at 5.30am, then slight anxious sleep until 6.30am. ( clock +1 this night) --》 no appetite yesterday. Tried To force myself a bit. --》 with mild anxiety, I should Feel joy, but can't. Probably anhedonia or DR. still in the wave (day 10 today), still trying To learn surfing 🏄♀️ 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Sassenach Posted October 27, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 27, 2019 Hi Erell Sorry have not been by, but here now. 10 hours ago, Erell said: still in the wave (day 10 today), still trying To learn surfing 🏄♀️ You may be in a wave but all the numbers are below your threshold of 7. 10 hours ago, Erell said: with mild anxiety, I should Feel joy, but can't. Probably anhedonia or DR. You should be able but you know it is the symptoms, you can and will feel better. I believe you made the right decision. The irony is you are the only one who cannot see how much calmer you are now. I know you are still hurting but if you could achieve AAF now you would find your recovery easier. Very sunny, very cold but beautiful here today. A few months ago beauty totally escaped me. Bonsoir ma chere. Sass Escitalopram 10mgs from mid 2007 ( can't remember exact date) to 11th Dec 2018 Fentanyl patches ( don't remember dose ) from Nov 2014 to 11 Dec 2018 Quit both cold turkey Dec 2018 Reinstated 3rd March 2019 2.5 mgs. Updosed 8March to 5mgs and holding 25/11/19 Started taper 4.5mgs and holding This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner If you are going through Hell, keep going. NCIS series 15, David MaCallum Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 27, 2019 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 27, 2019 My dear Sass Don't apologize : you already do so much here ! I was not here this afternoon either : maybe a ridiculous goal but my goal Today was To not spend my entire day on SA and try To be less obsessed with WD. Well can't say I'm less obsessed, but I managed To not come here from 1pm To 5pm..and proud of it 😄 You're right : no symptoms over 7, and Today no symptoms over 6. You're right again : why can't I see that I'm calmer ? And you're right again..this is a matter of acceptance ! I try To practice more mindfulness since 3 days To work on this acceptance and learn to observe my thoughts as only thoughts. Still have a lot of work To do on acceptance, I agree with you. Here the day started with rain..and Grey sky this afternoon, colder than previous days. Winter is coming 12 minutes ago, Sassenach said: A few months ago beauty totally escaped me. This sentence really touched me. You're a beautiful soul Sass, you deserve beauty in your life, and I'm glad it came back ❤ I wish you a pleasant evening Sass, take good care of yourself ! 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
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