Vegalia: Escitalopram and Lysanxia ( prazepam)

[Vegalia]

Coucou,

 

11 minutes ago, rola said:

salut vega 

par quoi tu as remplacé le café car moi j y arrive pas 

comme je fume aussi la clope va avec le café 

et si j en bois pas j ai mal à la tete 

je t 'embrasse fort 

 

J'ai progressivement réduit les doses puis rallongé avec de l'eau.

Parfois il m'arrive de boire quelques petits grains de deca mais très peu dans de l'eau chaude. Ca donne une légère impression de boire du café, mais j'avoue pas facile.

 

Bisous

 

Vega

[Vegalia]

@Altostrata

 

My physical symptoms in back, arms, legs etc...are reducing when I lie down and they increase when I get up it seems.

I think thar sensation as I will faint might be indices by my hard back and neck symptôms.

 

However, yersterday evening at 9.30-10.pm : I felt good ! All symptôms were bearable. 

Unfortunatly, supermarket was closes, I'm sûre I will have be able to go there. 

 

This morning : aches and umpleasant sensations again.^^ I lied down it reduced. When I got up again it increase...

 

Thank you

 

Véga

[Shep]

5 minutes ago, Vegalia said:

However, yersterday evening at 9.30-10.pm : I felt good ! All symptôms were bearable. 

 

This is good news.

 

22 hours ago, Vegalia said:

However I have made 2 little changes thèse 2 last weeks :

-progressive réduction of coffea : 3/4 a little cup to 0.

-I smoked +/- 20 cigarettes and  now +/- 15 because I spent long time in bed.

 

Please be as consistent as you can. Caffeine and nicotine are also drugs.

 

It's good you are off of coffee now. Try to smoke the same number of cigarettes every day and if possible, at the same time of the day. 

 

[Vegalia]

22 minutes ago, Shep said:

 

This is good news.

 

 

Please be as consistent as you can. Caffeine and nicotine are also drugs.

 

It's good you are off of coffee now. Try to smoke the same number of cigarettes every day and if possible, at the same time of the day. 

 

 

Hello Shep,

 

I know, I have stop Coffea very slowly for this.

For cigarettes, I can say that I smoke the most : early on morning, early afternoon, and of afternoon and evening...

Hard to régule as you say me but I will try. Before benzo I smoked 5-7 a day... 

 

I take care with my alimentation : very little sugar, no more spices, no detox, very little wheat and lactose. My alimentation is inspired of foodmaps diet since several years because I have intolérances and irritable bowel syndrom. I try to eat varies so I do not have a deficiency (carences) and do my possible to have a régularité transit.. I make myself my bread not with wheat but spelled. 

 

Thank you

 

Vega 

[Sassenach]

Hi Vega

 

That is good news.

Once the improvements start, no matter how small, it means you are responding well to the changes  you have made.

 

Sass

[Vegalia]

 

Hi @Sassenach

 

Thank you to let me a message hère : So nice.

 

Today I managed to got to supermarket, it was not easy with fog in Brain but I did it. 

 

And...shame on me ,, I am a little curious, but I have read your topic today and you know what ? To sée Northern Lights one day is a dream for me ! But i think it will never happen. ^^ 

 

But I have other dreams.

 

Good evening Sass.

 

Vega : feets on earth and head in stars. 🌠

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Vegalia]

29 october

 

Yesterday  evening too I felt good 2 h before to go to sleep quasi normal mood. 

Aches and burnings were slight ! I were not tired.

 

I sleeped : 11.30 to 4.30 am and after until 6  : alarm woke me. I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings.

7.15 : I get up : aches, burnings increase.

8. 15 am : homéopathy,  lihium citrate 1 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 4 : constant all day.

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg

10.am tireness Physical symptôms redecuce a little.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg.

12.30  : homeopathy nausea but not for long

1. pm : eat.

2.30 pm : fog in head, tireness, sweat.

3.pm : prazepam 4,75 mg, nausea. I went to the supermarket with my car even if I was tired and had fog in brain.

5 pm  headache, go to bed but I dont make nap.

6.30 pm : I get up aches and burnings increase a little.

7.30 pm homéopathy, diner

8 pm : my scalp and my face scratching me.( me grattent)

9. pm prazepam

11pm : homeopathy and L-tryptophane 220 mg

 

*****

nausea : several times but slight.

Equilibrium problems :  slight.

visual problems :  not a lot

Bruxism : 2

Cold  : just on morning

sensibility to light and noises  : always but reduce again.

small difficulties for speech  : no

 

Today my symptôms were importants but much more bearable. I am So happy !

I can't say I'm felling good but I feel I live, is no more just to survive.

It is always hard, but I didn't hoped such progress.

 

Tomorrow is another day and I am optimistic. 🤗

 

Vega.

[Altostrata]

When was the last time you made a change in your drug schedule, what was it?

[Vegalia]

33 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

When was the last time you made a change in your drug schedule, what was it?

 

Hello Altostrata,

 

Sunday 27 october last change.

 

Thank you.

 

Vega

[Altostrata]

It will take a week for us to see a baseline symptom pattern from a drug change.

[Vegalia]

58 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

It will take a week for us to see a baseline symptom pattern from a drug change.

 

Ok.

 

Thank you very much. 

 

Vega

[Vegalia]

Hello,

 

30 october/ Day + 3 after escitalopram move.

 

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm I felt tired and as I was overdrugged more and more (as I had take morphine)

Scalp, face, arms, legs itching ( démangeaisons) tingling and i lttle burning.

 

I sleeped : 11.15 pm to 6 am : alarm woke me. I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings in body.

7.15 : I get up : aches, burnings increase.

8. 15 am : homéopathy,  lihium citrate 1 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 4 : constant all day.

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg

10.am Physical symptôms redecuce a little.

11am : umpleasant sensations in head and fog in brain : it will be So all the rest of day.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg, eat

12.30  : homeopathy nausea but not for long

2.30 pm : f tireness, sweat.

3.pm : prazepam 4,75 mg, nausea. 

6 pm : sensation of itching and tingling in body, tireness. Aches and burnings to arms, back, spine, head... increase

7. pm homéopathy, dine

8. pm. go to bed to lie down and being in darkness with not a lot of noise. Very tired, fell me like overdrugged. I' m figthing for not to sleep...I'm cold

9. pm: I sleep...alarm wake me,  prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : homeopathy and L-tryptophan 220 mg, not sure to not feel asleep before 11 pm : I will say You tomorrow.

 

*****

nausea : several times but slight.

Equilibrium problems :  slight.

visual problems :  not a lot

Bruxism : 2

Cold  : on evening

sensibility to light and noises  : always but reduce again.

small difficulties for speech  : no

 

Today physical symptôms : aches, burnings etc..., fog in brain and tireness were very hard. Today was harder than yesterday.

I didn't lie down to 8 pm to sée if something changes with aches.

 

Vega

 

[Vegalia]

Good morning,

 

I saw errors in my signature but I can't change it. 

Thèse dates are correct :

 

Venlafaxine 75 LP = extended release)29 August 2018 ,19 september: 37,5 ,4 october : 75

 

I dont know if someone van change it? @Sassenach is it possible for you please? Thank's a lot.

 

Yesterday I took L-tryptophan and  homéopathe at 11 pm, ok.

 

This morning , my back, neck are very, very contracted, burnings and deep aches in arms, shoulders, neck, back, terrible, worse as I have Never had.  I have it in legs to but less hard.

 

Have a good day

 

Vega

 

[Shep]

2 hours ago, Vegalia said:

I saw errors in my signature but I can't change it. 

Thèse dates are correct :

 

Venlafaxine 75 LP = extended release)29 August 2018 ,19 september: 37,5 ,4 october : 75

 

Here is a direct link to your signature so you can make changes:

 

Account - Settings - Create or Edit Your Signature

 

On 10/29/2019 at 3:54 PM, Vegalia said:

I sleeped : 11.30 to 4.30 am and after until 6  : alarm woke me. I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings.

 

14 hours ago, Vegalia said:

I sleeped : 11.15 pm to 6 am : alarm woke me. I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings in body.

 

Since you take take any drugs or supplements until 8 am, you may want to set your alarm for 8 am instead of 6 am. This would give you more sleep, which may help a lot with your symptoms. 

[Vegalia]

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18 minutes ago, Shep said:

 

Here is a direct link to your signature so you can make changes:

 

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Since you take take any drugs or supplements until 8 am, you may want to set your alarm for 8 am instead of 6 am. This would give you more sleep, which may help a lot with your symptoms. 

 Hello Shep,

 

That's what I did for signature but :

 

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Too long signature that I can't change. It doesn't work. Sorry.

 

For alarm : no choice. It is alarm of my companion to go to work. Alarm ils during 30 mn : radio + Télévision. Strong. If he doesn't do like that, he doesn't not wake up... After I try to sleep again a little but I can't : nausea are very strong and reduced when I cet up.

 

Aches and burnings reduced a little, I hav had a lot of anxiety, and now very tired with fog in Brain and feeling me like overdrugged. I'm in my bed to sleep a little. Can't fight against sleep.

 

Thank you.

 

Vega.

 

Yot

[Shep]

Vega, I've updated your signature. I just changed the months, no extra lines needed.

 

14 minutes ago, Vegalia said:

For alarm : no choice. It is alarm of my companion to go to work.

 

Are you able to sleep in another room? Sleep is so important during withdrawal. A lot of pain and burning symptoms come from lack of sleep, so please do all you can to be in a quiet space for as many hours as possible each night. 

[Vegalia]

35 minutes ago, Shep said:

Vega, I've updated your signature. I just changed the months, no extra lines needed.

 

 

Are you able to sleep in another room? Sleep is so important during withdrawal. A lot of pain and burning symptoms come from lack of sleep, so please do all you can to be in a quiet space for as many hours as possible each night. 

Thank you for signature. I have tried two times, sorry...

 

I don't have other room with no noise.I'm doing all I can and I know you're right.

3 next days my companion will not go to work : no alarm before 8 am, as Every week-ends.

 

Vega

[Vegalia]

Hello ! 🎃

 

31 october/ Day + 4 after escitalopram move.

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm I felt tired and as I was overdrugged more and more (as I had take morphine)

Scalp, face, arms, legs itching ( démangeaisons) tingling and a little burning.

 

I sleeped : 11.15 pm to 5.45 am.  I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings in body.

7.15 : I get up : aches, burnings increase : very hard.

8. 15 am : homéopathy,  lihium citrate 1 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  4 dépression 4 

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg, dépression 4, anxiety 6

10.30 am Burnings reduce a little, but I'm very tired, like overdrugged. Fog in brain.

11am : Nap of 20 mn, téléphone woke me. Fog in Brain reduce.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg

12.30  : homeopathy nausea but not for long, dépression 3, anxiety 4

1 pm : eat at home sandwiches with a friend who stayed until 3 pm.

2.30 pm :  fog in Braun again, back very contracted, headache.

3.pm : prazepam 4,75 mg, nausea. I managed to do 2 Halloween lanterns.

6 pm : sensation of itching and tingling in body,. Aches and burnings to arms, back, spine, head... increase : severe...

7. pm homéopathy, diner

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : homeopathy and L-tryptophan 220 mg, not sure to not feel asleep before 11 pm : I will say You tomorrow.

 

*****

nausea : several times but slight.

Equilibrium problems :  slight.

visual problems :  not a lot

Bruxism : 2

Cold  : on evening

sensibility to light and noises  : always and stable.

small difficulties for speech  : no

 

Today physical symptôms : aches, burnings etc..., fog in brain  were very hard as yersterday but I felt me strong today to live with my very hard pains.

I have hope that my suffering will be les hard in several days or weeks. Maybe it will not, but I préfère today to hope, because to be affraid will change nothing for the futur.

I dont know if I will think like this Every days, but today I did. Pains are terrible, very hard but today I am stronger than pains.

Problem : I  need to cry  , really cry.  but I don't or juste 2-3 tears sometimes. Not to cry is my personality since I'am children. I know it's bad. 

 

 

Vega

 

[Altostrata]

When did the itching start?

 

Of course you can't cry, you're drugged with prazepam all day long.

 

If I were you, I'd stop the probiotics, to start with. Please continue to post daily notes.

[Vegalia]

57 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

When did the itching start?

 

Of course you can't cry, you're drugged with prazepam all day long.

 

If I were you, I'd stop the probiotics, to start with. Please continue to post daily notes.

 

I had itching 10 october on scalp and no more.

Since 29 october I have itching again every day on evening, essentially in scalp but a little on face and legs too.

 

I know that drug can avoid to cry but...I am a personne who dont cry since ... more of 30 years maybe. I'm 41. It is current for me not to cry during more one year, I am very sensible but not cry. I know why. I can say that since one year I think have really crying 3 times, which is a lot for me. ^^

 

For probiotics, I though to finish my cure, juste 5 days again and stop. I make 2-3 cures of one month of probiotics/ year. It help me. ( irritable bowel since several years)

 

Thank you.

 

Vega.

[Altostrata]

Please include itching, when you get it, in your daily notes.

[Vegalia]

 

1 november/ Day + 5 after escitalopram move.

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm salp itching, aches and burnings in body but not very hard.

 

I sleeped : 00.30 to 3.40 am (short wake)  and several short wakes until 7 am.I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings in body. Itching but only in scalp.

8 am I get up : aches, burning increase.

8. 15 am : homéopathy,  lihium citrate 1 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 3 

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg, dépression 4, anxiety 6

10.30 am Burnings reduce a little, but I'm very tired, like overdrugged. Fog in brain.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg

12.30  : homeopathy dépression 3, anxiety 4

1 pm : eat , les tired

3.pm : prazepam 4,75 mg

4 pm : very tired and fog in brain. I go to bed far of télévision which work all day long...😖 Nap of 1 h. Strange wake after it : anxiety 7, apathy. Dont want to get up. I'm very cold.

6 pm : get up to Cook, terrible pains in back, neck and head, Brain zaps. Horrible. 😱 I'm affraid and very worry with it.

8 pm : horrible pain reduce a little, dépression 5, anxiety 4. Always itching in scalp. 

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : homeopathy and L-tryptophan 220 mg..

 

*****

nausea : several times but slight.

Equilibrium problems :  slight.

visual problems :  not a lot

Bruxism : 2

Cold  : on evening

sensibility to light and noises  : always and stable.

small difficulties for speech  : no

About itchings : I will be carefull with it. Precision : my skin is atopic, I have sometimes eczéma since long years.

Always awfull physical symptôms. I do not write all pains, umpleasant sensations and were they are. There are to much.

The worse is all this aches and horrible sensations in neck and head and zaps : torture.  My body is a prison.  of suffering.

 

Vega.

 

 

[Altostrata]

What is causing the scalp itching? Did you try a new shampoo recently? A change in drug manufacturer?

 

I would like to see you stop taking all the things that are not absolutely necessary: lithium citrate 1 mg, probiotics,  homeopathy, L-tryptophan 220 mg. Any of these substances may cause reactions that confound your symptom pattern.

 

The lithium and tryptophan need to be tapered.

[Vegalia]

37 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

What is causing the scalp itching? Did you try a new shampoo recently? A change in drug manufacturer?

 

I would like to see you stop taking all the things that are not absolutely necessary: lithium citrate 1 mg, probiotics,  homeopathy, L-tryptophan 220 mg. Any of these substances may cause reactions that confound your symptom pattern.

 

The lithium and tryptophan need to be tapered.

 

Hello Altostrata,

 

No new shampoo, no change in drug manufacturer, no new laundry etc.... I have scalp itching sometimes since several years but it is better to be carefull. 

 

I'm agree to stop compléments.

I think is better. Just finish 4 days probiotics.

Stop progressively lithium and L-tryptophan : Yes, I wanted to stop it.

 

Thank you.

 

Vega

 

 

 

 

[Vegalia]

Hello, 

 

Yesterday I took +/- 200 mg L-tryptophan.

 

This morning a little bit less lithium citrate trace element : 3/4 of one bulb (ampoule) of 1 mg. No homéopathy.

 

Have a good day.

 

Vega.

[Vegalia]

Good evening 

 

2 november/ Day + 6 after escitalopram move.

 

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm salp itching, aches and burnings in body but not very hard.

 

I sleeped : 11.30 pm to 5.30 am (short wake)  and several short wakes until 7 am.I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings in body. Itching but only in scalp, headache

8 am I get up : aches, burning increase.

8. 15 am : lihieum citrate +/- 0,75 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 3 : the same all day

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg

10.30 am Burnings reduce a little, but I'm tired, but a lot of umpleasant sensations in head and spine and headache.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg

1 pm : eat , less tired fog in Brain, always very umpleasant sensations in head. spine and neck

.3.pm : prazepam 4,75 mg. pains reduce

6 pm : pains increase

8 pm : pain reduce, itching on scalp. All symptôms are bearable even if I suffer and I'm very tired : Lucky

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : L-tryptophan 200 mg..

 

*****

nausea : several times but slight.

Equilibrium problems :  slight.

visual problems :  no

Bruxism : 1

Cold  : on evening

sensibility to light and noises  : always and stable.

small difficulties for speech  : no

About itchings : eczéma or not?
 

Today, symptôms were more bearable. A little hard an morning and begining of afternoon.

The worse is umpleasant sensations in head, neck, spine and back.

 

Vega

 

 

 

[Hisame]

You’re really brave Vega, even if you have no other choice.

I hope you will get better soon.

[Vegalia]

Bonjour @Hisame

 

Merci pour ton petit mot. C'est vraiment très gentil !

 

Mes meilleures pensées pour toi. 

 

Vega.

[Vegalia]

 Good evening 

 

3 november/ Day + 7 after escitalopram move.

 

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm scalp itching, aches and burnings in body but not very hard.

 

I sleeped : 11.30 pm to 5.30 am (short wake)  and several short wakes until 7 am.I woke with little nausea, aches and burnings in body. Itching but only in scalp, headache

8 am I get up : aches, burning increase but slightly as yersterday.

8. 15 am : lihium citrate +/- 0,75 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 3 

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg

10.30 am Burnings reduce a little, but I'm tired, but a lot of umpleasant sensations in head, neck and headache, fog in Brain.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg

1 pm : eat , less tired fog in Brain, always very umpleasant sensations in head. spine and neck

3 pm : prazepam 4,75 mg. pains reduce

5 pm : feel me a little nervous. Awfull intrusives images. The same I had one month ago and had disapear.

6 pm : pains increase

7.pm eat

8 pm : pain reduce, itching on scalp : lessles than yersterday but burnings too. All symptôms are bearable even if I suffer and I'm very tired : Lucky 

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : L-tryptophan 200 mg..

 

*****

nausea : several times but slight.

Equilibrium problems :  very slight.

visual problems :  1 time

Bruxism : 1

Cold  : on evening

sensibility to light and noises  : always and stable.

small difficulties for speech  : no

About itchings : eczéma or not?

Today I had less back, spine, arms, legs aches and burnings. Always very umpleasant sensations in neck and head, headache, tireness, feel me weak, fog in brain.

To be nervous this afternoon and to have intrusive images again is worring me : is my NCS strong damaged?

But...I relativise. A friend who is the same âge of me taked news of me : she is fighting since 2,5 years against cancer.

 

Tomorrow is another day.

 

Vega.

 

[Vegalia]

Hello,

 

I have a question.

Maybe I shouldn't taper lithium orotates trace élément and L-tryptophan in the same time but one after the other?

 

Thank you very much.

 

Vega.

[Vegalia]

 Good evening 

 

4 november/ Day + 8 after escitalopram move.

 

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm scalp itching, aches and burnings in body but not very hard.

 

I sleeped : 11 pm to 5 am and drowsiness until 6. A wke with usually physical symptôms but not very hard.

7 am I get up 

8. 15 am : lihium citrate +/- 0,75 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 3, a little nervous.

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg

10.30 am : I feel bad, : tired, apathy, and I think déréalization. A strange day between, tireness, apathy, nervosity, derealization, fog in brain.

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg --> I think I should take it after eating something : bowels burnings.

1 pm : eat, do some houswork : cleaning the  bedroom, which really needed it for long time...

3 pm : prazepam 4,75 mg. 

5 pm : go in bead to rest but not sleep.

6 pm : back contracted, burning, neck ache, umpleasant sensations in head and spine. But no more derealization.

7.pm eat

8 pm : go to lie down again because I am weak, feel me as I will faint and have aches.

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : L-tryptophan 200 mg..

 

*****

nausea : slight.

Equilibrium problems :  very slight.

visual problems :  0

Bruxism : 1

Cold  : no

sensibility to light and noises  : always and stable.

difficulties for speech  : no

 itchings : not for yet today.

Diarrhea

Today was very strange... Not a lot aches until 6 pm : lucky.

But : unstable stage : nervosity, tireness, weakness, déréalisation, apathy.

I think I will have my periods tomorrow : aches that I know well : not a problèm anymore is nothing comparéd before my endometriosis surgery but at this time I'm always very tired with umpleasant symptôms. Maybe a raison of nervosity ?

I had no intrusive images : ouf !

 

 

Tomorrow is another day.

 

Vega

[Vegalia]

Hello,

 

This morning I feel me very nervous and agitated. Very hard to stand and I'm affraid.

It's worring me a lot. I try to tell me that it will not last and to calme me. But is difficult in relation in my history with antidepressant. I was very much stable with sertraline, but after 3,5 month of escitalopram, I think I have no other choice to stay with it. Take sertraline again should be worse for my CNS... And we dont know what dose will be correct ?

 

I see my psychiatrist this afternoon. Wish me good luck. No lamictal ! 

I will say her that I'm little less dépressive, to have escitalopram again, but that all is is not ok. I wouldn't like that she tell me to reduce Prazepam. But I managed to accumulate +/- 300 days of prazepam in advance.

She think that I have increased escitalopram to 3 mg. I hâte to lie, but dont have other choice...

 

Have a good day

 

Vega

[Vegalia]

 Good evening 

 

5 november/ Day + 8 after escitalopram move.

 

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm, aches and burnings in body but not very hard.

 

I sleeped : 11. 30 pm to 5 am and drowsiness until 6 am. Woke with usually physical symptôms but not very hard.

7 am I get up 

8. 15 am : lihium citrate +/- 0,75 mg, probiotics,  anxiety  3 dépression 3, very nervous, agitation.

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg 

10. Nervosity reduce. Anxiety 7, dépression 5 (all day)

11.45 am : eat

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg

2 pm : go to psychiatrist with taxi.( far 35 km)

3 pm : prazepam 4,75 mg.

4.40 pm : back at home : anxiety 5, déréalisation, fog in brain.

6 pm : back very contracted, burning, neck ache, umpleasant sensations in head and spine..

7.30 pm eat

8 pm : go to lie down because I am weak and have aches. My back and neck are very, very contracted. Anxiety : 4. No more déréalisation.

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : L-tryptophan 200 mg..

 

*****

nausea : slight.

Equilibrium problems :  very slight.

visual problems :  0

Bruxism : 1

Cold  : no

sensibility to light and noises  : always but reduce a little.

difficulties for speech  : no

 itchings : no 

Today : return of nervosity on morning, anxiety increase. Déréalisation again. Wekness. Back and neck very contractéd, fog in brain.

Aches in arms and legs reduced and no burning le.

 

Tomorrow is another day.

 

Vega

 

 

[Vegalia]

 Good evening

 

6 november/ Day + 9 after escitalopram move.

 

Yesterday  evening after 9 pm, aches and burnings but not very hard. A lot of nausea until sleep.

 

I sleeped : 11. 30 pm to 4.30 am and drowsiness until 6 am with 4 hypnagogic hallucinations. Woke with usually physical symptôms, harder than yesterday and all day long  nausea. Feel me anxious : 6.

7 am I get up 

8. 15 am : lihium citrate +/- 0,66mg,  anxiety  5 dépression 5. Very tired and weak.

9. am : prazepam 4,75 mg 

10.am . Anxiety  4 dépression 5 (all day)

11 am : begining to cry,  I thought I would really cry a lot but 2 mn and stop...

Noon : escitalopram 1,5 mg, eat, apathy.

1 pm anxiety 4, back, neck very contracted and umpleasant sensations in spine and head very hard until evening, fog in Brain confusion, déréalisation.

2 pm : go to lie on, nap of 20 mn. I feel better with my back and quiet

3 pm :  get up but anxious, aches increase, prazepam 4,75 mg.

5. pm : force me to go shopping with my car (5 km) : very hard with all my symptôms but happy to have be abble to do it.

6.30 pm eat

7pm : go to lie down because I am weak and have aches. My back and neck are very, very contracted, sensation of électricity in head Anxiety : 4. déréalisation and confusion reduce.

9. pm:   prazepam 4,75 mg

11pm : L-tryptophan 200 mg..

 

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nausea : hard

Equilibrium problems :  5

visual problems :  0

Bruxism : 2

Cold  : 

sensibility to light and noises  : always increase a little after shopping : it was night and cars hidlighs made me eyes aches.

difficulties for speech  : no

 itchings : no 

Today : No nervosity. Déréalisation again. Weakness. Back and neck very contractéd : very hard, fog in brain, ball in stomach all day.

So much physical symptôms. Very, very hard back, neck and spine aches, contraction and umpleasant sensations like électricity. Headache...stomach and pancrea aches, déréalisation, confusion, problems of concentration and memory... Dépression and anxiety increase again.

I have since several days aches as I will have my periods but is not time and other pelvices aches. I hope that is not endometriosis again...

It was a very hard day. More than one month that I am at 1,50 mg escitalopram.

--> stop homeopathy and probiotics. 

I finish to stop lithium citrate gradually and after L-tryptophane. Is it ok?

 

Thank you.

 

Tomorrow is another day.

 

Vega

 

 

[Altostrata]

6 hours ago, Vegalia said:

I finish to stop lithium citrate gradually and after L-tryptophane. Is it ok?

 

Do you mean you will taper off lithium citrate gradually and then taper L-tryptophan? That's okay.

 

Do you feel better or worse than you did two weeks ago?

[Vegalia]

4 hours ago, Altostrata said:

 

Do you mean you will taper off lithium citrate gradually and then taper L-tryptophan? That's okay.

 

Do you feel better or worse than you did two weeks ago?

 

 

Hello Altostrata,

 

Thank you very much to reply me.

 

1. Yes : taper off lithium citrate gradually and then taper L-tryptophan.

 

2. I try to résume, as you know well and explain : symptôms are not always linear.

I have a little bit less dépression and anxiety, however they are a little harder two last days. Intrusive images and hypnagogic hallucinations reduced.

Sensibility to light and noise, physical difficulties to speach, Brain zaps, bruxism, diarrhea, legs aches, headache reduced a little. I dont have had sensations of needles stinging any more.

 

But : other symptôms are always very hard : espacially in back, neck, spine, arms, umpleasant sensations in head and nose, nausea, weakness. Sensation i will to faint less often but still every day.

 

I have other symptôms which appears or increase : derealization/ dépersonalisation, confusion, problèms of memory, fog in brain.

 

To résume : I feel me no better, maybe worse. My physical symptoms are more permanent in the day except the evening in general

 

This morning 7.30 am : I have tremors : new symptôme. I have little itching in scalp (I washed my haies yesterday)

I wonder if I am not in wave since two days. I feel me very bad since +/- 1,5 month, worse than I ever been.

 

Thank you Altostrata 

 

Vega.