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Just here to tell u that yes, you have to be careful with b vitamins; for me, all types of vitamins are bad so be careful.


i wasn't on a certain drug all the period. i took many drugs many times and for no very long period but to simplify.

--fluvoxamine maleate100 mg + amisulpride 200mg------started july 2012 and total taper in february 2015 ( 9 months without drugs then)

--sertraline 100mg -------started november 2015 and total taper (withoud reduction slowly) in november 2016( 4 months withoud drugs then).

--sertraline 100mg + quetiabine 25mg ( started in mars 2016 and for 7 months) then fluvoxamine maleate 100mg again for another 7months and after that a something like to use every drug for 14 days and for about 1.5 years.

--my last drug was trintellix 10 mg ( used it in 12/2018and total taper in 4/2019).

symptomts i have now ( bad concentration and problems in short and long memory+ bad depersonalization).

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Hanna72

Thank you so much @Mimi79

for your kind words. Means a lot 💖



2000/ 20mg Paxil  for panic attacks. Many attempts to quit through out the years, without any success.

2019- January started tapering 20 mg Paxil. 
2019-October 10 mg Paxil , getting ready for a bridge with 20mg Prozac Took about 1 month during switch.

At one point my withdrawals were so bad I went up to 40 mg Prozac, but went quickly back down to 20 mg and very soon after that 10 mg Prozac.

Off  Paxil 2019/ November started tapering 10mg Prozac 2019/December 8 mg Prozac 

2020/January 4 mg Prozac 

2020/15/3 .09 mg jumped off

2020 March 16 off Prozac  Quetipine 25 mg used 1 time in 15 months, oxezapam 15 mg used 5 times 

Suppliments: Magnesium, omega 3 fish oil ( epa&dha) D and C vitamin 

“The two most powerful warriors are patience and time” Leo Tolstoy 

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sunnysideup69

Hello @Hanna72,

thought I'd drop by to see how you're doing. Wishing you a good day :) 


January 2008 to April 2015 Citalopram 20mg to 5mg, reducing in 50 per cent leaps. Jumped off at 5mg

March 2016 used MDMA triggered setback

April 2016 Citalopram 10mg October 2016 cut to 5mg, May 2017 cut to 2.5mg

May 2018 used MDMA triggered setback

June 2018 Citalopram 2.5mg up to 10mg, then back to 5mg

July/ August 2018 7.5mg, then 10mg

June 2019 updosed to 20mg Citalopram

August 2019 cold switch to Venlafaxine 75mg XR

 

 

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Hanna72

Hi @sunnysideup69 Thank you for dropping by😊  Hope you are well.

I have been waiting for some stability in my progress, and I didn’t want to give an update until I could feel a consistent progress. 
 
But here is my progress since last time 😊

I want to start out by saying that my experience on this journey was by far the hardest after I reached zero. That’s when I really had the most difficult time. 

My improvements are:

I can walk fast paced for 40-50 min now

My blurred vision has improved tremendously 

I can be in a crowded area with out any problems 

My connection to people has taken  an amazing shift, and I have been told by family and friends that they see so many positive improvements in me😊

My sleep is mostly good 

I have more energy 

My anxiety is improving slowly and surely. I don’t wake up with a knot in my stomach anymore 

I am much calmer over all

Depersonalisation is improving greatly 

My concentration is improving, that is I can feel that if many things are thrown my way I don’t get as overwhelmed.

I have so much connection to my body, and I am learning to listen to it


I have made many mistakes along the way, my biggest one pushing myself way to much, and being impatient.


I wish I could give you ( who ever is reading this) the feeling I am getting being drug free. I have had doubts creeping in along the way, that I have been damaged. So I know the feeling for sure.


I have the utmost respect for you all. And without all the great tips and people on this site, I would not be where I am today. 

Thank you and I am so grateful for all of you💖



 



2000/ 20mg Paxil  for panic attacks. Many attempts to quit through out the years, without any success.

2019- January started tapering 20 mg Paxil. 
2019-October 10 mg Paxil , getting ready for a bridge with 20mg Prozac Took about 1 month during switch.

At one point my withdrawals were so bad I went up to 40 mg Prozac, but went quickly back down to 20 mg and very soon after that 10 mg Prozac.

Off  Paxil 2019/ November started tapering 10mg Prozac 2019/December 8 mg Prozac 

2020/January 4 mg Prozac 

2020/15/3 .09 mg jumped off

2020 March 16 off Prozac  Quetipine 25 mg used 1 time in 15 months, oxezapam 15 mg used 5 times 

Suppliments: Magnesium, omega 3 fish oil ( epa&dha) D and C vitamin 

“The two most powerful warriors are patience and time” Leo Tolstoy 

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32 minutes ago, Hanna72 said:

Hi @sunnysideup69 Thank you for dropping by😊  Hope you are well.

I have been waiting for some stability in my progress, and I didn’t want to give an update until I could feel a consistent progress. 
 
But here is my progress since last time 😊

I want to start out by saying that my experience on this journey was by far the hardest after I reached zero. That’s when I really had the most difficult time. 

My improvements are:

I can walk fast paced for 40-50 min now

My blurred vision has improved tremendously 

I can be in a crowded area with out any problems 

My connection to people has taken  an amazing shift, and I have been told by family and friends that they see so many positive improvements in me😊

My sleep is mostly good 

I have more energy 

My anxiety is improving slowly and surely. I don’t wake up with a knot in my stomach anymore 

I am much calmer over all

Depersonalisation is improving greatly 

My concentration is improving, that is I can feel that if many things are thrown my way I don’t get as overwhelmed.

I have so much connection to my body, and I am learning to listen to it


I have made many mistakes along the way, my biggest one pushing myself way to much, and being impatient.


I wish I could give you ( who ever is reading this) the feeling I am getting being drug free. I have had doubts creeping in along the way, that I have been damaged. So I know the feeling for sure.


I have the utmost respect for you all. And without all the great tips and people on this site, I would not be where I am today. 

Thank you and I am so grateful for all of you💖



 

This is great news!!!! I am glad you are doing well!!! Here is to many more days of improvements! 


I follow The Plant Paradox lifestyle by Dr.Gundry. This lifestyle has given me my life back and I feel better than I have ever felt in my life. It has enabled me to finally get off of this medication and truly live my life. Nutrition is the key to health!!!!! 

 

2008 to 2019  - 20 mg Paroxetine

 

Attempted 2 CT's around the 5-6 year mark. Were absolutely terrible and reinstated. Was never explained by the doctor the seriousness of the short half life of this drug. 

 

2017 - Attempted a tapered discontinuation of this drug and reinstated after being unsuccessful.

 

2019 - Feb. 12 - After a three month taper I am off of paroxetine. The 3 months were terrible, awful withdrawal feelings. I followed the doctors guidelines for the reduction of this drug and now know it was way too fast. 
 

2019 - Oct. 12 - 8 months off paroxetine. 75% improvement since coming off the drug. Definitely have had tons of challenges along the way. Let’s go!!!! 

 

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Cigale

What a beautiful and inspiring update @Hanna72! It is so uplifting to hear you are doing well and thriving. I am learning so much from this community and you have been so generous in sharing your insights and healing advice. Thank you! 🤗


2008-2016 - Lexapro 10 mg, tapered to 2.5 mg over one year then CT
Feb 2, 2019 to July 24, 2019 - restart Lexapro 5 mg; July 25, 2019 increase Lexapro 10 mg
Nov 20, 2019 to Dec 11, 2019 - way too fast taper from Lexapro 10 mg to 7.5 mg to 5 mg to 0
Dec 12, 2019 to Feb 4, 2020 - drug free until horrible WD hit
Feb 5, 2020 to Feb 16, 2020 - started Paxil 10 mg, resulted in very bad reaction
Feb 18, 2020 - current - reinstate Lexapro 5 mg and stabilizing

 

daily meditation 10-40 minutes, yoga 30 minutes; CBT & ACT therapy

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Erell

So sweet of you to take the time to share your improvements, and so happy to read them !

I don't know if you realize how much an inspiration you are here ❤

I'm relieved to read things are improving, and so glad about your connection to people.

Sending lot of hugs ☀️


2006 : 20mg Paroxetine + Bromazepam(no specific dose) 

2008 : cold turkey of both

2010 : 20mg Deroxat + Bromazepam

2013: Switch from Bromazepam To Prazepam (long half-life)

2014-June2017 : Prazepam taper, 3% drops. 

2018 to August 2019 : Paroxetine 20mg taper (3% every 15 days).

- 22nd August updosed To 10mg (was at 8.4mg) because of a big wave. 

25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paroxetine. 

 

April 2020-August 2020 : Paxil to Prozac bridge. Details https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/21457-erell-struggling-with-paroxetine/?do=findComment&comment=499847

 

Current Supplements : magnesium citrate/ fish oil/ evening primrose oil 

 

Current medication :

7mg Fluoxetine + toothpick Paroxetine (since 20 Aug 2020)

1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020)

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BadMedicine

What a fantastic update @Hanna72. Sounds like you have healed enormously and are now reaping the benefits of being drug free. I hope the improvements continue and you find yourself feeling better and better.


 

Sept 2018 - Nov 2018 200mg sertraline, 7.5mg olanzapine. 

Nov 2018 - Jan 2018 200mg sertraline, 30mg mirtazapine, 7.5mg olanzapine.

Jan 2019 - mid Feb 2019 reduced sertraline from 200 - 50mg, 7.5mg olanzapine, 30mg mirtazapine.

Feb 2019- Jun 2019 30mg mirtazapine, 50mg sertraline, 7.5mg olanzapine.

Jun 2019 - Oct 2019 30mg mirtazapine, 50mg sertraline, 5mg olanzapine.

Oct 2019 - Nov 2019 37.gmg sertraline, 39mg mirtazapine, 5mg olanzapine.

Nov 2019 -Dec 2019 25mg sertraline, 30mg mirtazapine, 5mg olanzapine. Jan 2020 18.75mg sertraline, 5mg olanzapine, 30mg mirtazapine. Feb 2020 0mg sertraline, 2.5mg olanzapine, 30mg mirtazapine. May 2020 1.8mg olanzapine, 30mg mirtazapine. Aug 2020 2.5mg olanzapine, 30mg mirtazapine.

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Hanna72

You guys are so amazing, thank you all for your kind words. You just made my day💖



2000/ 20mg Paxil  for panic attacks. Many attempts to quit through out the years, without any success.

2019- January started tapering 20 mg Paxil. 
2019-October 10 mg Paxil , getting ready for a bridge with 20mg Prozac Took about 1 month during switch.

At one point my withdrawals were so bad I went up to 40 mg Prozac, but went quickly back down to 20 mg and very soon after that 10 mg Prozac.

Off  Paxil 2019/ November started tapering 10mg Prozac 2019/December 8 mg Prozac 

2020/January 4 mg Prozac 

2020/15/3 .09 mg jumped off

2020 March 16 off Prozac  Quetipine 25 mg used 1 time in 15 months, oxezapam 15 mg used 5 times 

Suppliments: Magnesium, omega 3 fish oil ( epa&dha) D and C vitamin 

“The two most powerful warriors are patience and time” Leo Tolstoy 

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starting date: Seroxat 20 mg :1/1/2019 

Discontinuation date: 1/4/2019  

(Cold turkey)

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Longroadhome

@Hanna72

 

let me start by saying you ARE giving us the feeling what it’s like to be drug free just by your enthusiasm optimistic outlook and drive. 
You are an inspiration,  brave,  fearless and determined !! 
I’m so proud of you . You are there for everyone with motivation and  positivity . 
 

Thank  you for sharing your progress Showing it can be done xx


October 2004 -  October 2018 Paxil 20mg

October 2018 - November 2018 15mg Paxil 

Nov 2018 -  2x50 mg Pregabalin to help with Paxil WD

December 2018 - January 2019 10mg Paxil  

January 2019 - February 2019  7.5mg Paxil crashed 

February 2019 - 8.5mg Paxil

August 2019 - stopped both meds for 2.5 days meltdown 

August 2019 -  daily: 50mg Pregabalin April 2020 45mg May 40mg June 35mg, beg July 30mg, end July 25mg

Nov 2019 - 8mg Paxil, March 2020 7.2mg April 6.5mg May 5.9mg June 5.4mg July 4.8mg

 

these dates are approximate 

 

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Hanna72

@Longroadhome Thank you so much💖 It means a lot. I know you will get there too, and we will dance together in spirit ,both Paxil free🙏 



2000/ 20mg Paxil  for panic attacks. Many attempts to quit through out the years, without any success.

2019- January started tapering 20 mg Paxil. 
2019-October 10 mg Paxil , getting ready for a bridge with 20mg Prozac Took about 1 month during switch.

At one point my withdrawals were so bad I went up to 40 mg Prozac, but went quickly back down to 20 mg and very soon after that 10 mg Prozac.

Off  Paxil 2019/ November started tapering 10mg Prozac 2019/December 8 mg Prozac 

2020/January 4 mg Prozac 

2020/15/3 .09 mg jumped off

2020 March 16 off Prozac  Quetipine 25 mg used 1 time in 15 months, oxezapam 15 mg used 5 times 

Suppliments: Magnesium, omega 3 fish oil ( epa&dha) D and C vitamin 

“The two most powerful warriors are patience and time” Leo Tolstoy 

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Longroadhome

@Hanna72

 

youre such a lovely person x


October 2004 -  October 2018 Paxil 20mg

October 2018 - November 2018 15mg Paxil 

Nov 2018 -  2x50 mg Pregabalin to help with Paxil WD

December 2018 - January 2019 10mg Paxil  

January 2019 - February 2019  7.5mg Paxil crashed 

February 2019 - 8.5mg Paxil

August 2019 - stopped both meds for 2.5 days meltdown 

August 2019 -  daily: 50mg Pregabalin April 2020 45mg May 40mg June 35mg, beg July 30mg, end July 25mg

Nov 2019 - 8mg Paxil, March 2020 7.2mg April 6.5mg May 5.9mg June 5.4mg July 4.8mg

 

these dates are approximate 

 

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@Altostrata
 

Prozac Bridge :

 
Week 1= 10 mg Paxil + 10 mg Prozac

 

Week 2= 10 mg Paxil + 20 mg Prozac, started tapering Paxil. Until I reached zero.

Was hit with really bad withdrawals symptoms, paranoia being the worst one.

 

Week 3 = was told to up dose to 30 mg Prozac (with out no relief) told again to up dose to 40 mg Prozac. Became extremely sedated and zombie like.   


Week 4 = Dropped my dose back down to 30 mg, and again dropped to 20 mg


This was all in about 1 month period. 
 

After 11 days on 20 mg finally stabilised. Manageable symptoms

Much easier ride down from there on.



 



2000/ 20mg Paxil  for panic attacks. Many attempts to quit through out the years, without any success.

2019- January started tapering 20 mg Paxil. 
2019-October 10 mg Paxil , getting ready for a bridge with 20mg Prozac Took about 1 month during switch.

At one point my withdrawals were so bad I went up to 40 mg Prozac, but went quickly back down to 20 mg and very soon after that 10 mg Prozac.

Off  Paxil 2019/ November started tapering 10mg Prozac 2019/December 8 mg Prozac 

2020/January 4 mg Prozac 

2020/15/3 .09 mg jumped off

2020 March 16 off Prozac  Quetipine 25 mg used 1 time in 15 months, oxezapam 15 mg used 5 times 

Suppliments: Magnesium, omega 3 fish oil ( epa&dha) D and C vitamin 

“The two most powerful warriors are patience and time” Leo Tolstoy 

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Altostrata

Thanks for that information, Hanna.

 

It's a fairly conventional crossover, except your doctor had you start tapering Paxil before Prozac fully took effect, then compensated by boosting the fluoxetine dose.

 

Good to hear you're doing well.


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On 10/18/2020 at 7:26 PM, Hanna72 said:

@Altostrata
 

Prozac Bridge :

 
Week 1= 10 mg Paxil + 10 mg Prozac

 

Week 2= 10 mg Paxil + 20 mg Prozac, started tapering Paxil. Until I reached zero.

Was hit with really bad withdrawals symptoms, paranoia being the worst one.

 

Week 3 = was told to up dose to 30 mg Prozac (with out no relief) told again to up dose to 40 mg Prozac. Became extremely sedated and zombie like.   


Week 4 = Dropped my dose back down to 30 mg, and again dropped to 20 mg


This was all in about 1 month period. 
 

After 11 days on 20 mg finally stabilised. Manageable symptoms

Much easier ride down from there on.



 

Hello hanna,

Iam sorry but I think I miss something concerning your thread, I think u were totally drug free, right?, so I cant understand this last post from u.

I hope u are doing well whatever of course ❤❤


i wasn't on a certain drug all the period. i took many drugs many times and for no very long period but to simplify.

--fluvoxamine maleate100 mg + amisulpride 200mg------started july 2012 and total taper in february 2015 ( 9 months without drugs then)

--sertraline 100mg -------started november 2015 and total taper (withoud reduction slowly) in november 2016( 4 months withoud drugs then).

--sertraline 100mg + quetiabine 25mg ( started in mars 2016 and for 7 months) then fluvoxamine maleate 100mg again for another 7months and after that a something like to use every drug for 14 days and for about 1.5 years.

--my last drug was trintellix 10 mg ( used it in 12/2018and total taper in 4/2019).

symptomts i have now ( bad concentration and problems in short and long memory+ bad depersonalization).

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Hanna72

@mustafa

21 hours ago, mustafa said:

I think u were totally drug free, right?,

Yes I am drug free.

21 hours ago, mustafa said:

so I cant understand this last post from u.

The last post was a description for my bridge from Paxil to Prozac and how I did it.

 

I am doing well thank you and I hope you are too.



2000/ 20mg Paxil  for panic attacks. Many attempts to quit through out the years, without any success.

2019- January started tapering 20 mg Paxil. 
2019-October 10 mg Paxil , getting ready for a bridge with 20mg Prozac Took about 1 month during switch.

At one point my withdrawals were so bad I went up to 40 mg Prozac, but went quickly back down to 20 mg and very soon after that 10 mg Prozac.

Off  Paxil 2019/ November started tapering 10mg Prozac 2019/December 8 mg Prozac 

2020/January 4 mg Prozac 

2020/15/3 .09 mg jumped off

2020 March 16 off Prozac  Quetipine 25 mg used 1 time in 15 months, oxezapam 15 mg used 5 times 

Suppliments: Magnesium, omega 3 fish oil ( epa&dha) D and C vitamin 

“The two most powerful warriors are patience and time” Leo Tolstoy 

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