Mikefeelworst: Need help. I am so scared.

[Mikefeelworst]

50 minutes ago, Shep said:

 

 

Mike, I'm quoting one of your earlier posts and part of your most recent post because I'm not sure we have your signature correct. Did you go on Pristiqu in 2019, not 2020? 

 

Also, what combinations were you on (in your recent post you mention"combinations")? Were you also taking a benzodiazepine such as lorazepam or rivitrol? It's important we have this information correct, as it affects the information we give you for tapering. 

 

It looks like we need to change your signature from 2020 to 2019. Please let me know. 

I was on same combinations in 2019,Yes I still taking benzo and my doctor told me to stop

the 1/4 lorazepam tomorrow 

[Shep]

34 minutes ago, Mikefeelworst said:

I was on same combinations in 2019,Yes I still taking benzo and my doctor told me to stop

the 1/4 lorazepam tomorrow 

 

Thanks, Mike. I've updated your signature. 

 

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Rivotril:  2019 April 1st 0.25 mg till now at night ; 2020 April 28th added 0.0625mg twice a day 

 

Is the date correct that I highlighted in purple? Did you just increase the rivotril April 2020? 

 

42 minutes ago, Mikefeelworst said:

I think I have schizophrenia and the doctor misdiagnosed....but those meds really can help me before.(can't think gradually) this symptom have you hear that before?

 

Have you ever used recreational drugs or alcohol? When did the meds stop helping? 

 

Also, did you go on the antidepressant first and then start taking rivotril and lorazepam? 

[Mikefeelworst]

20 minutes ago, Shep said:

 

Thanks, Mike. I've updated your signature. 

 

 

Is the date correct that I highlighted in purple? Did you just increase the rivotril April 2020? 

 

 

Have you ever used recreational drugs or alcohol? When did the meds stop helping? 

 

Also, did you go on the antidepressant first and then start taking rivotril and lorazepam? 

I haven't used any recreational drugs or alcohol. My last pristiq 1/4 dose stopped at March 17.

You mean April? I took pristiq and rivotril together then start taking lorazepam In April 28th. One information I forgot to say. I seem like I got a stroke after too afraid of rabies. But later, I went to scan my brain in CT  and MRI, nothing is wrong.... I am so scare that is related. I take a shower first. 

[Shep]

25 minutes ago, Mikefeelworst said:

I seem like I got a stroke after too afraid of rabies. But later, I went to scan my brain in CT  and MRI, nothing is wrong.... I am so scare that is related. I take a shower first. 

 

Sorry, Mike, but I have no idea what you're trying to say.

 

Did you get diagnosed with rabies? Did you have a stroke? A stroke is something that will show up on head CT or MRI. 

 

Please write what you're trying to tell us in a translator in your native language and then post it here in English. That may help. Here is a translator: 

 

Google translate

[Mikefeelworst]

11 hours ago, Shep said:

 

Sorry, Mike, but I have no idea what you're trying to say.

 

Did you get diagnosed with rabies? Did you have a stroke? A stroke is something that will show up on head CT or MRI. 

 

Please write what you're trying to tell us in a translator in your native language and then post it here in English. That may help. Here is a translator: 

 

Google translate

What I want to express is that I have never taken recreational drugs. I stopped taking 1/4 pristiq on March 18. One thing I forgot to say, I had Hypochondriasis after my grandmother pass away in the past, and I felt a something in my throat, so I Googled I thought I had rabies, because I was caught by a classmate's dog eight years ago, and then I saw extreme examples, and I thought I was dying. I had to drink water for a few nights to prove that I didn't. Then one morning I was doing my homework, my right hand was suddenly paralyzed, and then the corner of my mouth was turned to the left, and then I could n’t speak for about half a minute. My family did n’t show me a doctor. It took me a while to scan my brain. I did n’t find any problems. I suspected that I had schizophrenia. I finally went to a psychiatrist. He diagnosed me with depression and anxiety, and I started my treatment. Even if I suspected that I had a mental disorder, I finally recovered, and I did n’t feel like I could n’t think, and I went to study and go to the gym. When I stopped the medicine, it came again, and I dreamed of a very real world after stopping the medicine. Doomsday dreams, after which I started to suffer from insomnia and no appetite. I did n’t want to do anything. This is my story.    I started taking 50mg pristiq and half of rivotril from April 1. The doctor told me to take 75mg pristiq as soon as I prescribed it. After two weeks of eating, I felt nauseous and became more and more weird, I reduced it to 50mg. Then I added zoloft and lorazepam. But more and more don't like myself today is June 1st,I am not sure that my condition is that possible related to the sadation or I really have schizophrenia. I really want to feel myself and enjoy my life. But doctor and everyone say that I am thinking too much. But it is really weird. I am 18 years old. Although my family no one have it. But I still have 1% chance to get it. I don't know who can listen to me before I getting crazy. So I come here.

Edited June 1, 2020 by Altostrata
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[Altostrata]

Mike, what exactly are you taking now, at what dosages and what times of day (o'clock)?

 

Please take care to be accurate. You are answering our questions in a very confusing way.

 

If you are now taking 25mg Zoloft, do you feel different from when you were taking 50mg Zoloft?

 

Please do not use the <> code when posting. Thank you.

[Mikefeelworst]

1 hour ago, Altostrata said:

Mike, what exactly are you taking now, at what dosages and what times of day (o'clock)?

 

Please take care to be accurate. You are answering our questions in a very confusing way.

 

If you are now taking 25mg Zoloft, do you feel different from when you were taking 50mg Zoloft?

 

Please do not use the <> code when posting. Thank you.

50mg pristiq and 1/8 rivotril after breakfast rivotril 1/8 twice a day every six hours and half of it before sleep. And doctor told me to stop 1/4 lorazepam tonight. 

Zoloft 25mg I have taken it two days. I feel little bit nauseous. But brain still not too good. But improve little. 

I am scare that I have schizophrenia. Mind blank may it because of dissociative disorder? 😰

 

[Mikefeelworst]

2 hours ago, Altostrata said:

Mike, what exactly are you taking now, at what dosages and what times of day (o'clock)?

 

Please take care to be accurate. You are answering our questions in a very confusing way.

 

If you are now taking 25mg Zoloft, do you feel different from when you were taking 50mg Zoloft?

 

Please do not use the <> code when posting. Thank you.

Do you understand what I am saying? 

 

 

[Mikefeelworst]

I feel nervous now and nauseous....

[Altostrata]

What do you mean by nervous and nauseous? Did you just take any of your drugs?

 

I want to see your daily drug schedule, Mike. I'm looking for times of day, such as 2:00 p.m.

 

I find it very difficult to understand what you're saying. I'd appreciate your answering the questions I've asked.

 

It may take 4 days or more for that decrease in Zoloft to take effect. This probably is not a good time to stop lorazepam, as you may get withdrawal symptoms from that.

 

We advise changing only one drug at a time. Please let us know how you're doing.

 

You are taking an unnecessary selection of drugs. It is to be expected you feel odd. Please keep as calm as possible while you reduce your drugs.

 

 

[Mikefeelworst]

16 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

 

 

16 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

What do you mean by nervous and nauseous. ? Did you just take any of your drugs?

 

I want to see your daily drug schedule, Mike. I'm looking for times of day, such as 2:00 p.m.

 

I find it very difficult to understand what you're saying. I'd appreciate your answering the questions I've asked.

 

It may take 4 days or more for that decrease in Zoloft to take effect. This probably is not a good time to stop lorazepam, as you may get withdrawal symptoms from that.

 

We advise changing only one drug at a time. Please let us know how you're doing.

 

You are taking an unnecessary selection of drugs. It is to be expected you feel odd. Please keep as calm as possible while you reduce your drugs.

 

 

Here is 10:15 am. I ate pristiq 50mg and rivotril 1/8 at 9:30 am.I don't know nauseous is cause by nervous or reducing zoloft to 25mg for two days. I try my best to use English to explain it when I am ill. 

😢

[Altostrata]

Maybe you feel nauseous because you just took 2 drugs. Why do you take 50mg Pristiq and Rivotril (what dosage?) together?

 

I want to see your daily drug schedule for ALL YOUR DRUGS, in one list. If you do not supply this, I will not answer your questions.

[Mikefeelworst]

3 minutes ago, Mikefeelworst said:

 

😢

 

3 minutes ago, Mikefeelworst said:

 

😢

But I want to reduce lorazepam 1/4 tonight. 

[Mikefeelworst]

11 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

Maybe you feel nauseous because you just took 2 drugs. Why do you take 50mg Pristiq and Rivotril (what dosage?) together?

 

I want to see your daily drug schedule for ALL YOUR DRUGS, in one list. If you do not supply this, I will not answer your questions.

Morning:50mg pristiq and rivotril 0.0625mg together , after six hours, need to take 0.0625mg again. 

 

Night:Zoloft 25mg, Rivotril 0.25 mg and lorazepam 0.625mg together before sleep

 

Clear? Sorry for my poor English. 

[Altostrata]

No, you did not answer my questions. What o'clock do you take your drugs? FILL THIS OUT:

 

xx:xx a.m. 50mg Pristiq, 0.625mg Rivotril

 

xx.xx p.m. 0.625mg Rivotril

 

xx.xx p.m. 25mg Zoloft, 0.25mg Rivotril, 0.625mg lorazepam

 

Do you take 0,25mg Rivotril at night or 0.625mg Rivotril?

 

Why do you take 50mg Pristiq and 0.625mg Rivotril together in the morning?

 

1 hour ago, Mikefeelworst said:

But I want to reduce lorazepam 1/4 tonight. 

 

Do whatever you think is best. If you make your situation too confusing, you'll have to find advice somewhere other than here.

[Mikefeelworst]

43 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

No, you did not answer my questions. What o'clock do you take your drugs? FILL THIS OUT:

 

xx:xx a.m. 50mg Pristiq, 0.625mg Rivotril

 

xx.xx p.m. 0.625mg Rivotril

 

xx.xx p.m. 25mg Zoloft, 0.25mg Rivotril, 0.625mg lorazepam

 

Do you take 0,25mg Rivotril at night or 0.625mg Rivotril?

 

Why do you take 50mg Pristiq and 0.625mg Rivotril together in the morning?

 

 

Do whatever you think is best. If you make your situation too confusing, you'll have to find advice somewhere other than here.

Um, the time not the same everday. For example, yesterday I need to wake up early to go for exam. So, Pristiq and Rivotril maybe eat early because of it. And why I need take them together, I need to ask my doctor 😂I don't know too. Those meds I eat the time is not regular every day, So I can't answer you accurately. I listen to your suggestion, reduce it to 25mg.I feel little bit better. 

Rivotril at night the dose is 0.25mg

 

The pocket of those meds. Only written 'Morning' or 'Night' 

[Mikefeelworst]

36 minutes ago, Mikefeelworst said:

Um, the time not the same everday. For example, yesterday I need to wake up early to go for exam. So, Pristiq and Rivotril maybe eat early because of it. And why I need take them together, I need to ask my doctor 😂I don't know too. Those meds I eat the time is not regular every day, So I can't answer you accurately. I listen to your suggestion, reduce it to 25mg.I feel little bit better. 

Rivotril at night the dose is 0.25mg

 

The pocket of those meds. Only written 'Morning' or 'Night' 

Is that normal feeling tired and nausea after decreased the Zoloft. 

[Altostrata]

TAKE YOUR DRUGS AT THE SAME DOSAGES AND TIMES EVERY DAY. TELL ME YOUR SCHEDULE.

[Mikefeelworst]

12 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

TAKE YOUR DRUGS AT THE SAME DOSAGES AND TIMES EVERY DAY. TELL ME YOUR SCHEDULE.

7:30 am:  Pristiq 50mg, Rivotril 0.0625mg

1:30 pm: Rivotril 0.0625mg

11:00 pm: Zoloft 25mg, lorazepam 0.625mg and rivotril 0.25mg

[Shep]

10 hours ago, Mikefeelworst said:

I am scare that I have schizophrenia. Mind blank may it because of dissociative disorder? 😰

 

We don't go by psychiatric "disorders" on this forum. These are all "diseases" made up by psychiatry and there is no science behind their claims. 

 

If you believe you have such a "disorder," please work with your doctor. We're a forum for coming off psychiatric drugs, not discussing these "disorders."

 

6 hours ago, Mikefeelworst said:

I listen to your suggestion, reduce it to 25mg.I feel little bit better. 

 

This is a good, Mike. You may have some upticks in symptoms (you mentioned feeling tired and nauseous in an earlier post), but if you're feeling better overall, that's a good sign. 

 

[Mikefeelworst]

50 minutes ago, Shep said:

 

We don't go by psychiatric "disorders" on this forum. These are all "diseases" made up by psychiatry and there is no science behind their claims. 

 

If you believe you have such a "disorder," please work with your doctor. We're a forum for coming off psychiatric drugs, not discussing these "disorders."

 

 

This is a good, Mike. You may have some upticks in symptoms (you mentioned feeling tired and nauseous in an earlier post), but if you're feeling better overall, that's a good sign. 

 

Many people in different countries told me that my meds are too strong. And don't know how can I function them😰

[Mikefeelworst]

1 hour ago, Shep said:

 

We don't go by psychiatric "disorders" on this forum. These are all "diseases" made up by psychiatry and there is no science behind their claims. 

 

If you believe you have such a "disorder," please work with your doctor. We're a forum for coming off psychiatric drugs, not discussing these "disorders."

 

 

This is a good, Mike. You may have some upticks in symptoms (you mentioned feeling tired and nauseous in an earlier post), but if you're feeling better overall, that's a good sign. 

 

I am ready to reduce 0.625mg lorazepam tonight. I am ready! 

[Mikefeelworst]

2 hours ago, Shep said:

 

We don't go by psychiatric "disorders" on this forum. These are all "diseases" made up by psychiatry and there is no science behind their claims. 

 

If you believe you have such a "disorder," please work with your doctor. We're a forum for coming off psychiatric drugs, not discussing these "disorders."

 

 

This is a good, Mike. You may have some upticks in symptoms (you mentioned feeling tired and nauseous in an earlier post), but if you're feeling better overall, that's a good sign. 

 

Googled benzo side effects,Have confusion... I hope all those problem because of them. Not other'disease'. 

[Altostrata]

We advise against making another drug change so soon after decreasing Zoloft. We have to see how you react to the decrease in Zoloft.

 

Please do not reduce lorazepam. TAKE EACH OF YOUR DRUGS AT THE SAME TIMES EVERY DAY. We need to see how you're doing over a week.

 

Please update your signature with the date you reduced Zoloft to 25mg.

[Mikefeelworst]

13 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

We advise against making another drug change so soon after decreasing Zoloft. We have to see how you react to the decrease in Zoloft.

 

Please do not reduce lorazepam. TAKE EACH OF YOUR DRUGS AT THE SAME TIMES EVERY DAY. We need to see how you're doing over a week.

 

Please update your signature with the date you reduced Zoloft to 25mg.

I just ate lorazepam and zoloft 25mg and rivotril 0.25mg. Can I update my signature myself? I started decrease my zoloft 25mg at May 31st.

[Mikefeelworst]

As I know, Benzo can slow down one's brain. If I took rivotril and lorazepam. It can  strengthen the sadation. That's what I feel like? 

[Altostrata]

Yes, update your signature. Follow these instructions Please put your drug and withdrawal history in your signature You may need to use a computer to do this.

 

We know you feel odd because of all the drugs you are taking, but you need to be careful so not to get withdrawal symptoms or more adverse effects. We are trying to guide you towards reducing your drugs. We need you to cooperate.

[Mikefeelworst]

10 minutes ago, Altostrata said:

Yes, update your signature. Follow these instructions Please put your drug and withdrawal history in your signature You may need to use a computer to do this.

 

We know you feel odd because of all the drugs you are taking, but you need to be careful so not to get withdrawal symptoms or more adverse effects. We are trying to guide you towards reducing your drugs. We need you to cooperate.

I feel nauseous after reduced to 25mg for three days, Am I ok? 😰

[Altostrata]

You feel nauseous after taking Pristiq 50mg and Rivotril 0.0625mg in the morning, is that correct? Do you feel nauseous at other times?

 

Please do not ask the same question over and over.

[Amira]

I am sorry your are going through this Mike. what you are going through is not unusual, alot of members here on this website are experiencing these symptoms as a result of taking/stopping psyc drugs myself included. Feeling you are not yourself, can't think and emotions numbness are very common please do not be scared. The good news is they go away. people who have recovered said this. Please have a look on the sucess stories section for more reassurance

 

 

[Mikefeelworst]

5 hours ago, Altostrata said:

You feel nauseous after taking Pristiq 50mg and Rivotril 0.0625mg in the morning, is that correct? Do you feel nauseous at other times?

 

Please do not ask the same question over and over.

Seem like all the time.... Is that related to zoloft? Started from May 31st after I ate 25mg zoloft 😰

[Mikefeelworst]

3 hours ago, Mikefeelworst said:

Seem like all the time....and fee tired Is that related to zoloft? Started from May 31st after I ate 25mg zoloft. Hope I will be ok😰

 

[Mikefeelworst]

Now my brain getting worse after I took 0.0625mg.I am ready to have a math exam... 

[Mikefeelworst]

14 hours ago, Amira123 said:

I am sorry your are going through this Mike. what you are going through is not unusual, alot of members here on this website are experiencing these symptoms as a result of taking/stopping psyc drugs myself included. Feeling you are not yourself, can't think and emotions numbness are very common please do not be scared. The good news is they go away. people who have recovered said this. Please have a look on the sucess stories section for more reassurance

 

 

I am not kidding. I am taking those drugs. I really like intellectual disability. So terrible. 

[Mikefeelworst]

20 hours ago, Altostrata said:

You feel nauseous after taking Pristiq 50mg and Rivotril 0.0625mg in the morning, is that correct? Do you feel nauseous at other times?

 

Please do not ask the same question over and over.

Now I feel better on nauseous. 

[Mikefeelworst]

22 hours ago, Altostrata said:

You feel nauseous after taking Pristiq 50mg and Rivotril 0.0625mg in the morning, is that correct? Do you feel nauseous at other times?

 

Please do not ask the same question over and over.

Now is 11:40 pm I stop my 0.625mg lorazepam.