jeremy1069 Posted June 22, 2020 Share Posted June 22, 2020 There’d probably a better term for this that I have not found. Today I’m feeling almost completely disgusted by everything, even things that I love. Just a sense of utter disgust at how I feel, how my body feels, food, drink, music, almost everything I am coming across today feels or comes across as disgusting. Is there a term for this? I’m seemingly past a lot of my SSRI symptoms after 2 lousy years (Not getting my hopes up) but there is lingering extreme GAD-like anxiety and now all of the sudden today what I just described above. Prozac (2007-2008), Zoloft (2009-2017) Paxil (2017-2018), Celexa (2018), Luvox (2018-Current) Average 50-200. Nothing as of January 2019 Lorazepam 2007-Current 2MG 3 times a day Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderator Onmyway Posted June 23, 2020 Moderator Share Posted June 23, 2020 On 6/22/2020 at 6:46 PM, jeremy1069 said: There’d probably a better term for this that I have not found. Today I’m feeling almost completely disgusted by everything, even things that I love. Just a sense of utter disgust at how I feel, how my body feels, food, drink, music, almost everything I am coming across today feels or comes across as disgusting. Is there a term for this? I’m seemingly past a lot of my SSRI symptoms after 2 lousy years (Not getting my hopes up) but there is lingering extreme GAD-like anxiety and now all of the sudden today what I just described above. Oh, I had that a lot in the beginning for a few months. Was accompanied with nausea. I call it the "yuck feeling." It's really awful. For the anxiety, even though it is a neuro-emotion, a course of CBT helped manage it (12 sessions). Basically helped cut the loop of escalation. Hope this relents soon. It's truly a an awful experience. OMW "Nothing so small as a moment is insurmountable, and moments are all that we have. You have survived every trial and tribulation that life has thrown at you up until this very instant. When future troubles come—and they will come—a version of you will be born into that moment that can conquer them, too." - Kevin Koenig I am not a doctor and this should not be considered medical advice. You can use the information and recommendations provided in whatever way you want and all decisions on your treatment are yours. In the next few weeks I do not have a lot of capacity to respond to questions. If you need a quick answer pls tag or ask other moderators who may want to be tagged. Aug 2000 - July 2003 (ct, 4-6 wk wd) , citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn, wellbutrin for a few months, trazodone prn Dec 2004 - July 2018 citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn (rarely used) Aug 2018 - citalopram 40 mg (self titrated up) September 2018 - January 2019 tapered citalopram - 40/30/20/10/5 no issues until a week after reaching 0 Feb 2019 0.25 xanax - 0.5/day (3 weeks) over to klonopin 0.25 once a day to manage severe wd March 6, reinstated citalopram 2.5 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 mg for sleep 2-3 times a week Apr 1st citalopram 2.0 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 once a week (off by 4/14/19- no tapering) citalopram (liquid) 4/14/19 -1.8 mg, 5/8/19 - 1.6 mg, 7/27/19 -1.5 mg, 8/15/19 - 1.35, 2/21/21 - 1.1 (smaller drops in between), 6/20/21 - 1.03 mg, 8/7/21- 1.025, 8/11/21 - 1.02, 8/15/21 - 1.015, 9/3/21 - 0.925 (fingers crossed!), 10/8/21 - 0.9, 10/18/21 - 0.875, 12/31/21 - 0.85, 1/7/22 - 0.825, 1/14/22 - 0.8, 1/22/22 - 0.785, 8/18/22 - 0.59, 12/15/2022 - 0.48, 2/15/22 - 0.43, 25/07/23 - 0.25 (mistake), 6/08/23 - 0.33mg Supplements: magnesium citrate and bi-glycinate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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