☼ Sten: my journey with SSRI and my way off

[Sten]

Hi good people🙂

 

Sten from Norway here. Living outside Oslo, am 59 years old, and have 2 kids ( 24 and 27).  English is not my native language, so please bear with me. 

 

I have always been a very senitive person and did grow up in a familiy with 5 brothers. I am nr 3. My father was struggling with mental issues, and my mother was a emotional distant person. Not much comfort and love there. I got meningites age 10 and almost died, but came back. When I started to get anxiety problems ehan I wast 18-19 years, my father took med to his doctor to get this fantastic pills. That is where my Paxil period started. I was using them for many years, while studying, but still had a lot of problems with anxiety. Worked with som psycoterapists, but it did not help much. After 10 years I was told that it was a new drug that wast much better, and I started with Seroxat. It is hard for me to remember how long iI did use them, and how many times I managed to stay off, but in 2001 and managed to quit. I then started on a acupuncture education, much because I thought it could save me from the drugs and help with my anxiety. Ii was hard, and I also had a wife that never understood my problems, so in 2012 my GP said it was best if I started with Cipralex, that was sooo much better than Seroxat. I used them for 5 years, felt totally numb, flat, did not feel anything. I then tried to taper and quit, went through hell, so my brothers that also use Cipralex convinced me to restart. That was the worst month in my life.  Then after attending av Joe Dispenza workshop in Scotland I decided to try quitting again. I tapered down from march to September, and tomorrow it is one year without any drugs. What is special is that I was allowed to move in to the acupuncture school where I had been a student 15 years ago. After I quit I have had a lot of Acupuncture treatments, with focus on cleansing my blood, reduce stress and strengthen my Water energy. This is where fear and anxiety is signals of imbalance. I have had tinnitus for 20 years, and also Insomnia during this winter. It really did help with liquid melatonin from the health food store. I also take Ashwagandha - an ayurvedic supplement, and also Vit D, Ginko Biloba, and after reading this site, I have started with Milk Thistle, Vit B Complex and Fish Oil. Have had a lot of muscle pain, and it is so good to read that many of you have the same. 

 

I am optimistic, and must say it is interesting to start feeling again, having all kind of emotions and my kids tell me that I am much calmer and nice to be with. I hope that I can manage the coming waves, and also that I can enjoy the windows. Sending love and good energy from now colder Norway. 

Edited September 23, 2020 by Gridley

[Gridley]

Welcome to SA, Sten.  Congratulations on being drug-free for one year now.  That's a great accomplishment.

 

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If the supplements you're taking are working well for you, that's great.  B complex is often too stimulating for people in withdrawal.  If you add supplements, add them in one at a time and at a low dose so you can know what effect they're having on you.  In addition to fish oil, we also recommend magnesium, which many members find calming.  Again, add it in at a low dose.

 

Magnesium, nature's calcium channel blocker 

 

Tinnitus and insomnia are typical withdrawal symptoms.  Here's some information on withdrawal and the healing process.

 

 

What is withdrawal syndrome.

 

Daily Checklist of Antidepressant Withdrawal Symptoms (PDF) 

 

Video:  Healing From Antidepressants - Patterns of Recovery 

 

Brain Remodelling 

 

When we take psychiatric medications, the CNS (central nervous system) responds by making changes over the months and years we take the drug(s). When the medication is discontinued, the CNS has to undo all the changes it made. Rebuilding the neurotransmitter production and reactivating the receptor and transporter cells takes time -- during that rebuilding process symptoms occur.  

 

This is your Introduction topic, where you can ask questions and connect with other members.  We're glad you found your way here.

 

 

 

[Lucy1983]

Hi Sten and welcome to SA!

[Sten]

Hi good people 🙂

 

I has been som time since i wrote anything here. I have now been of all meds in 4 years, and I am still alive. My Journey has been hard, but with the support of a log of Acupuncture for reducing stress, and also meditation, Qi Gong and the inputs from Andrew Huberman about sleep, I have made it. 

 

I still struggle withe Tinnitus, sleep issues, body pain, head ache, but it is worth it.  I have also had good support from a girl that did teach me about this love thing.  I must also mention my grandson, that is a very good medicine. 

 

I now plan to file a lawsuit against state, doctors, big pharma....( since I am Norwegian english is not my first language 🫠).

 

Anyone had any experiences on doing that? Heard on the radion that a lady in Germany did it due to problems after Covid medicine....

Please comment if anyone has any experiences. 

 

Much love from 

 

Sten

[Altostrata]

Hello, @Sten good to hear from you. How has your symptom pattern changed in the last 6 months? What is your estimate of how much you have recovered, such as 60% or 80%?

 

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[Sten]

Hi, and thanks for your response. My overall status is improving day by day. My tinnitus is still really bad, but I am coping. Sleep is better, connecting with emotions is an important part. My little grandson is a gift. Still getting acupuncture and is doing meditation and qi gong every day. Healthy food, a sweet girlfriend and playing golf is helping. Will read the post about lawsuit. Keep up the good work ❤️

[Altostrata]

Because you're feeling better, I added our cheerful "here comes the sun" symbol ☼ to the title of your Intro topic, to show you're recovering.

 

Please continue to let us know how you're doing. I hope you will add your story to our Recovery Success Stories eventually!

 

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