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I am going through same bad times. I was started ( 4/21) on Zoloft, Lunesta and Diazepam for my anxiety, after a health scare.

 

Not my first episode. Usually on Effexor, Valium and some Z drugs. Always been able to taper to zero once the crisis is over.

 

This episode I and took Lunesta and Diazepam for a couple weeks, and sertraline, after my surgery (for a few days). Due to increased jitteriness and sleep issues, my doc switch me to mirtazapine, increasing to 45. Sayed there for 6 weeks or so...no improvement. Cut the mirtazapine down to 30 in a month (I know, too fast...). Switched to Ambien, then to Ambien CR, since I was sleeping 3-4 hrs a night.  Switched to Ativan, since Diazepam was making me sleepy during the day.  Even tried Risperidone for a couple weeks. Used to have windows in the evening. After cutting to 30 mir and adding/discontinuing risperidone, no windows.  Until last evening. Got a good 5 hr window.

 

As of today (8/22/21) I am on 2 or 3 mg Ativan (depending on the day), Ambien CR and Mirtazapine 30mg.  No more risperidone.

 

I am torn between doing nothing, tapering something (mirt , I guess) and cross-tapering. The cross tapering would be to Zoloft, since my last episode (5 year ago) Effexor stopped working and I was put on Zoloft (which helped, I assume, since I recovered).

 

I need some advise. I can't say I am stable. What should I do : hold and do nothing, keep tapering mirt, cross taper to Zoloft.

I would also need a mentor, ideally someone who was on mirt and get off of it. For now, I  don't want to touch the benzos and Z drug. My understanding is that you taper the sedatives last.

I really appreciate you reading this and giving it some thought.

Thank you,

 

Mario

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name to title, spacing

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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I wonder why my comment was not approved... Or nobody read it, or willing to suggest something?

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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I am going through same bad times. I was started ( April 2021) on Zoloft, Lunesta and Diazepam for my anxiety, after a health scare.

 

Not my first episode. Usually on Effexor, Valium and some Z drugs. Always been able to taper to zero once the crisis is over.

 

This episode I and took Lunesta and Diazepam for a couple weeks, and sertraline, after my surgery (for a few days). Due to increased jitteriness and sleep issues, my doc switch me to mirtazapine, increasing to 45. Sayed there for 6 weeks or so...no improvement. Cut the mirtazapine down to 30 in a month (I know, too fast...). Switched to Ambien, then to Ambien CR, since I was sleeping 3-4 hrs a night.  Switched to Ativan, since Diazepam was making me sleepy during the day.  Even tried Risperidone for a couple weeks. Used to have windows in the evening. After cutting to 30 mir and adding/discontinuing risperidone, no windows.  Until last evening. Got a good 5 hr window.

 

As of today (8/29/21) I am on 2 mg Ativan (depending on the day), Ambien CR and Mirtazapine 30mg.  No more risperidone.

 

I am torn between doing nothing, tapering something (mirt , I guess) and cross-tapering. The cross tapering would be to Zoloft, since my last episode (5 year ago) Effexor stopped working and I was put on Zoloft (which helped, I assume, since I recovered).

 

I need some advise. I can't say I am stable. What should I do : hold and do nothing, keep tapering mirt, cross taper to Zoloft.

I would also need a mentor, ideally someone who was on mirt and get off of it. For now, I  don't want to touch the benzos and Z drug. My understanding is that you taper the sedative last.

I really appreciate you reading this and giving it some thought.

Thank you,

 

Mario

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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Hi Mario77, @Mario77and welcome aboard,

I'm sorry your first post, did not gather responses.  We don't offer one on one mentorship really, but can help to get you educated regarding your drug usage, and offer suggestions.  And we do have some who have successfully tapered mirtazapine too.  So bear with us.  And consider right now, kind of an information gathering period.

 

We are an internet forum type site, for tapering and WD(withdrawal) syndrome, and then hopefully helping with harm reduction methods of tapering medications, to minimize or avoid WD.  We offer support as well, around tapering and WD.

 

So we don't do medication adjustments per se, that would be your prescribing doctors domain and responsibility.

 

It looks like you've been on and off multiple medications to date.  Do you have any interest in perhaps at some point trying to go medication free, or even tapering to lowest dosages?

 

And it does sound pretty unstable right now.  I noted that you are likely in WD from previous medications, while trialing new medications.  It only takes about a month for most psychotropics to cause dependency, and much less than that for the benzo's........drugs like your Valium, Ativan, and often the sleeper drugs too, or Z drugs, like Ambien.

 

So I have no doubt you are struggling right now.  Very sorry to hear this.

 

If you would be so kind as to do a Signature:

How to list your drug history in a signature

try and give us some good time frames in this, start and stop dates, and names and doses of various drugs used in the last 2 years at least.  Prior to that you can summarize, with dates.

 

And I know you asked about what to taper, as you are often on multiple medications.  Here's our link with more on that:

Taking multiple psych drugs? Which drug to taper first?

 

And then you are anxious to get off mirtazapine, so here's the linkage to that topic as well:

Tips for tapering off mirtazapine(Remeron)

 

For right now though, my best suggest would be to try and stick with the same drugs, taken at the same time, every day.  It sounds like you've been making frequent changes and adjustments.  That can really disrupt your nervous system while it's trying real hard to reach some equilibrium and balance.

 

General topics, I like members to get familiar with too:

Why taper by 10% of my dosage?

What is withdrawal syndrome?

How psychiatric drugs remodel your brain

Dr.Glenmullen’s withdrawal symptom list

open up one of the PDF's ^ and I bet you'll see many of your present symptoms

The Windows and Waves Pattern of Stabilization

 

When we take medications, the CNS (central nervous system) responds by making changes over the months and years we take the drug(s). When the medication is discontinued, the CNS has to undo all the changes it made.  The CNS likes stability. Rebuilding the neurotransmitter production and reactivating the receptor and transporter cells takes time -- during that rebuilding process symptoms occur.

And I'm certain you must be having some WD underlying some of your symptoms now.

 

This is your introduction/journal page where you have now introduced yourself to the community, you can ask questions here regarding your tapering, give updates, and just keep a record of your journey.

 

Good to have you Mario77.  

Love, peace, healing, and growth,

moderator manymoretodays

 

 

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Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988.  In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm.

Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time).

5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014)

12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs.  My last psycho med ever!  Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to

2016 Dec 16 medication free!!

Longer signature post here, with current supplements.

Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. 

None of my posts are intended as medical advice.  Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. manymoretodays

 

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Welcome, @Mario77

 

What are your main symptoms currently? Were all these drugs prescribed for sleep?

 

What times o'clock do you take each drug, with its dosage? How do you feel before and after taking each dose? What is your sleep pattern?

 

When was the last time you made a drug change (up, down, sideways)?

 

4 hours ago, Mario77 said:

As of today (8/29/21) I am on 2 mg Ativan (depending on the day), Ambien CR and Mirtazapine 30mg.  No more risperidone.

 

Are there some days when you take no Ativan? In the last 2 weeks, how often have you taken Ativan, how much per day? 

 

Please keep daily notes of times of day you take your drugs, their dosages, and your symptoms throughout the day. We need to know how you feel before and after taking each drug, and your symptoms in between. Post 24 hours of notes at a time in this topic, in a simple list format with time of day on the left and notation (symptom or drug and dosage) on the right. This can show if your symptoms are adverse effects from one of your drugs.

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Hi Alto,

My main symptoms are anxiety, panic attacks, back pain, near sight bad.

I take my Mirt 26.75 (I am trying to chip away a quarter of a 15mg)  and Ambien CR at bedtime , around 10:30. I sleep maybe from midnight to 5:30.

In the morning I have huge anxiety, and take my Ativan 1 mg at 7, 8 or 9. I suffer through the day and at  1, 2 or 3pm take another Ativan. I was on daily benzos for almost 5 months now (Valium first, Ativan now). There were days and weeks maybe when I took 3 mg Ativan. Afternoons are bad, evening a bit better. Not functional at all. I don't see much change after any medication. Tried hydroxyzine a couple times, been on Risperidone 2 weeks, maybe 3 week ago. Please help.

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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I was told to try and stabilize at 3 mg Ativan and taper benzo after that, using Ashton. What everyone thinks about that? As of now, I don't think I can start tapering Mirt, I'm so unstable. Is going to 3 Ativan a good idea? And taper after stabilization?

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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Hi Mario77,

For your signature, I know that you've been on and off medications for at least 5 years, as you've said that in your narratives.  So could you edit a bit when you are up to it, starting with the year on the left, and just a summary of the years prior to the last 18 months- 2 years.  Like the example/sample in this link.

 

So, it would look something like this:

20??, or 19??- began using psychotropic medications, mainly ??

2016 Effexor, maybe Valium, maybe Lunesta

Definitely add in any years that you might have managed drug free

20??-  Effexor to Zoloft plus whatever else, to the date you stopped these drug, or drugs, approximate if needed, note fast taper, direct switch, whatever

2021- Any drugs before April?  If so, which ones? ...... and then what you did put into the signature, which you might summarize to something like this:

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to AmbienCR (need dose) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and August 30th, holding at 26.75 mg Mirtazipine  (you noted 30 mg on the 22nd of August, when did you go down again, note that here too)

? August-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks, some hydroxyzine 

 

Previous history prior to 2021 can be brief, and you might be able to get the since April information even more separated out, by drug(s) and still stay within the 12 line boundary.  I hope that gives you a better idea, it's still not great......referring to my version.  Just stick to the drugs and drug information, in the signature.  Dates, names, dose changes, etc.  You'll get it.

 

To do any signature edits you just go here:  Account Settings/signature  Do make sure to hit SAVE when done, it comes up at the bottom

 

In regards to your most recent question.......another question ?

How did you feel when you took 3 mg Ativan divided into 3 doses each day?  It sounds like you may have experimented with your Ativan dosing already, so thought I would ask.

 

And just hang in there too Mario77.  You've had such a recent onslaught of many drugs, and so many changes.  This might take time to sort out a bit. We need more information from you too.  So,  try to report another day too, the full 24 hours, using the Notes format too.   Right here in a reply box.  Read through and look at that underlined link, and try that.

 

Best, L, P, H, and G,

mmt

 

 

 

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Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988.  In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm.

Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time).

5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014)

12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs.  My last psycho med ever!  Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to

2016 Dec 16 medication free!!

Longer signature post here, with current supplements.

Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. 

None of my posts are intended as medical advice.  Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. manymoretodays

 

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Hello, @Mario77 Some of your symptoms may be from your taking Ativan inconsistently. You may be getting interdose withdrawal.

 

You will have to get on a regular schedule of Ativan, with consistent doses. @Frogie or @Shep will help you.

 

When did you start taking Ambien CR, and why?

This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner.

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@Mario77

 

I see in your signature you were taking 2-3 mg a day. How much are you actually taking? You might want to take it 3 times a day as Alto said you could be getting interdose withdrawal. And not keeping it constant in your system, as Ativan wears off in about 6-8 hours. You might try taking it at the same time everyday. I took my Xanax  at 6am, 12pm, and again at 6pm.

 

How do you feel about that? Just so you’re on a consistent schedule that works for you. You can make your own schedule as long as you keep it consistent for you.
 

Please let me know.

 

Take care,

 Frogie xx

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal and Prilosec from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Calcium

 Xanax 1mg three times a day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) three times a day to .003 grams three times a day.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

 

 

I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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I was/am fighting to stay at 2mg Ativan. For long I was taking 1 mg at midnight and I had only 1 mg to cover the day. I was taking it in desperation, when my anxiety was huge. As such, every day around 6pm I would get horrendous back pain and anxiety. Even now, I am afraid to take the 3rd mg. I know I am dependent already, but where does it stop? Because I don't have anything else going for me. My Doc wants to add Sertraline over my Mirtazapine (I was for months on it, up to 45mg in 3 week, 3  more weeks on this dose, tapered to 30mg in a month). I  have no patience and my doc is willing to adjust my meds whenever I want. So I was up and down on 4-5 meds in the last 3 months.

Do you advise 3 mg Ativan divided over the day? What would be better, 0.5 mg more often or 3 times 1 mg, spaces 8 hrs apart? My doc keep saying up to 4 mg max, PRN. That doesn't work anymore, since I am dependent on it.

Not sure how to stabilize.

 

I started Ambien CR after not sleeping very well on Lunesta (7/9/21).

 

I have an account on benzobuddies and they recommended to stabilize at 3 mg Ativan. But I am so afraid of increasing it...But I have no way out. So, should I dose 6AM, 2PM and 10PM? At 10 PM I am taking my Mirt (should I go back to 30, since I went down to 26.25mg only 4 days ago?) and my Ambien CR. Stick with the dosing time, even if feel bad? Or dose more often, only 0.5 at a time?

 

Thank you and God bless you all!

Eagerly waiting for advice.

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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16 hours ago, Frogie said:

I took my Xanax  at 6am, 12pm, and again at 6pm.

 

Hi Frogie,

How about overnight, were you covered by something else? Will I be covered by my Ambien CR and Mirtazapine?

 

Thanks

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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If I couldn’t sleep at night I tried 0.3 mg of melatonin. But it gave me a headache so I stopped it. A lot of people find it beneficial to them. I wouldn’t try it until you try a few nights with the Ambien and Mirtz, as that should keep you sleeping.

 

I found that if I shut the computer off an hour or so before bed, and wore ear plugs and an eye mask, kept the room dark, and no caffeine after 2-3 pm (if you drink caffeine), I could get 5-6 hours sleep. 
 

You might try a epson salt bath before bed or a little magnesium to calm you. 

 

 

PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. 

 Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal and Prilosec from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist.

 Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form)

---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Calcium

 Xanax 1mg three times a day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) three times a day to .003 grams three times a day.

19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020)

 

 

I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience.

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OK. So maybe 6AM, noon and 6PM is fine. I am sleeping 5-6 hrs, too. That's not bad, considering. I used Mg and B6 complex in the evening, also. Not sure of the way ahead...Add Sertraline or just taper Mirtazapine? Both? Sit here for a while, where I am?

 

Thanks a lot!

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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Switched to Clonazepam 0.5 in the am, 1 mg in the pm; no more Ambien. Added Lexapro 5 mg for now.

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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Cutting the Ambien CR cold turkey (at the doctor's advice) did not help. Re-instated Ambien and split the clonazepam half in the evening 0.75, half in the morning 0.75

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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Here is my day, Alto

 

6 , 7 AM wake with anxiety 4/10

9 AM take my Lexapro 5 and clonazepam 0.75, with breakfast

10AM morning anxiety 5 or 6/10

12PM lunch

2PM increased anxiety

6PM peak anxiety 9/10, pacing in the house, begging my wife to take me to the ER, swearing I will never take Lexapro again

9PM Clonazepam 1 mg

10 or 11PM go to bed, take mirtazapine 26.25mg

2 or 3 AM wake up, take my Ambien CR 12.5

 

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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I am lost here. Should I trust my doc and keep going on with the Lexapro? Stop it now, as it's only 4th day? Keep cutting Mirtazapine, while keeping benzos? I will second guess myself anyway. I will feel awful anyway. The truth is I am feeling worse since starting Lexapro. People around me encourage me to fight it through with the Lexapro. Any advice, please?

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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  • 2 weeks later...

I stuck with Lexapro 5mg. For days I was ready to climb the walls. HUGE agitation and activation. After a a week or so I am better. Moved to 7.5 Lexapro, first day today, not so bad. Still on clonazepam 0.75 x 2 ( maybe additional 0.5 in the afternoon if bad). Mirtazapine at 22.5. Still taking Ambien CR 12.5.

Can the collective wisdom  advise me on the way out of this? I know I have to be stable before tapering. But as of now I am dosing up!  My doc is allowing me clonazepam until Lexapro is kicking in. Should I suffer tremendously and try and stay at 1.5 clonazepam? Still have anxiety, worse early afternoon.  What stabilization means? Symptoms you can deal with?

2005- began using Effexor, Valium and Ambien

Between 2005 and 2016 I had 4-5 episodes of severe anxiety, some episodes double peaked, same drugs, each episode maybe 6-9 months (drug free in between)

2016 Effexor 225mg ineffective, cross-taper to Zoloft: then tapered down from 37.5 Effexor and 50 Zoloft, I think

Drug free 2018, 2019, 2020

2021- April- started Lunesta 3 mg changed to Ambien CR (12.5mg) around June to present

April- Diazepam at first prn, then daily up to 25 mg, changed to Ativan 2-3 mg  in June to present

May- Zoloft 25 mg for 2-3 days only(bad reaction), and then to Mirtazapine titrated up to 45 mg, I tapered it to 30 mg over a month, and  cutting 3.75 on August 26th. August 30th, holding at 26.25 mg Mirtazipine.

 August 2021-Risperidone, up to 0.5 mg, and backed down and off over 2 weeks; some hydroxyzine occasionally June to August 26th

Sept 1st, 2021-Started Lexapro 5 mg, Switched Lorazepam 3 mg to clonazepam 1.5mg (0.5mg AM, 1 mg PM)

For years on propranolol 40 mg and amlodipine 10mg(?) for HTN

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