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Hi, I’m 49 years old and have been on and off fluoxetine most of my life. March 22 I decided to come off it (40mg) as was so incredibly happy new job etc I also came off hrt (full hysterectomy 2015) as nhs had ran  out and dr said yeah just come off it. I never knew menopause could cause depression my drs never ever mentioned it so was always given anti depressants. Anyway August 22 major crash I went back on fluoxetine 20 mg for 3 weeks but just stopped as the side effects made me severely ill and was in a&e feeling so unwell. Tried HRT again (stil not knowing this can give you anxiety when starting I was never told) and in November asked about Escitilopram as heard less side effects. 10mg first week then 20 mg for the next 2 weeks. Ever since then I cannot fall asleep literally. As soon as I do I wake up in a state panic/adrenaline surges. I stopped taking them cold Turkey as the side effects again were so severe aswell as sleep deprivation I couldn’t do it. Mental health crisis team gave me zopiclon and lorazepam to get me some sleep. I was on this for a week or so then was prescribed promethazine anti histamine. I was on this for a few weeks but during all this time I was still waking with panic attacks aswell as feeling drugged the next day. I stopped taking everything and paid a nutritionist. I’m on some really healthy supplements but my sleep is getting worse I’m literally having none. Panic attacks after panic attacks. I’m at a loss I don’t know how much longer I can do this for. No one can help me it seems. I’m under a menopause specialist and getting that right but something is wrong, I’ve lost my life I can’t work, interact properly I have no life and no energy to live it. 
Thanks for reading 

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1992 Prozac short period 
1996 lofepramine 70mg 2yrs I think

2012 citilopram

2013 fluoxetine 20mg

2019 (I think) fluoxetine 40mg

2022 tapered of fluoxetine 2-3 weeks 

August 22 fluoxetine 20mg 3 weeks stopped CT (severe side effects)

November 22 Escitilopram 10mg 1 week then 20 mg 2 weeks stopped CT. (Severe side effects)

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Dear @vickytoria

I am sorry you having having such a hard time coming off of your drug. It is not uncommon. We will try to help you as best we can. 

 

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Aug  2000 - July 2003 (ct, 4-6 wk wd) , citalopram 20 mg,  xanax prn, wellbutrin for a few months, trazodone prn 

Dec 2004 - July 2018 citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn (rarely used)

Aug 2018 - citalopram 40 mg (self titrated up)

September 2018 - January 2019 tapered citalopram - 40/30/20/10/5 no issues until a week after reaching 0

Feb 2019 0.25 xanax - 0.5/day (3 weeks) over to klonopin 0.25 once a day to manage severe wd

March 6, reinstated citalopram 2.5 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 mg for sleep 2-3 times a week

Apr 1st citalopram 2.0 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 once a week (off by 4/14/19- no tapering)

citalopram (liquid) 4/14/19 -1.8 mg, 5/8/19 - 1.6 mg,  7/27/19 -1.5 mg,  8/15/19 - 1.35, 2/21/21 - 1.1 (smaller drops in between), 6/20/21 - 1.03 mg, 8/7/21- 1.025, 8/11/21 - 1.02, 8/15/21 - 1.015, 9/3/21 - 0.925 (fingers crossed!), 10/8/21 - 0.9, 10/18/21 - 0.875, 12/31/21 - 0.85, 1/7/22 - 0.825, 1/14/22 - 0.8, 1/22/22 - 0.785, 8/18/22 - 0.59, 12/15/2022 - 0.48, 2/15/22 - 0.43, 25/07/23 - 0.25 (mistake), 6/08/23 - 0.33mg

 

Supplements: magnesium citrate and bi-glycinate

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  • Karma changed the title to Vickytoria: At a loss

@Onmyway hope you can help me, I’m in the most darkest depression I e ever been and these terrifying things that are happening to me when I sleep are making me worse😢 please any advice do I stay off or do I try something I’m terrified for my future 

many thanks 🙏🏻 

1992 Prozac short period 
1996 lofepramine 70mg 2yrs I think

2012 citilopram

2013 fluoxetine 20mg

2019 (I think) fluoxetine 40mg

2022 tapered of fluoxetine 2-3 weeks 

August 22 fluoxetine 20mg 3 weeks stopped CT (severe side effects)

November 22 Escitilopram 10mg 1 week then 20 mg 2 weeks stopped CT. (Severe side effects)

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