Moderator Emeritus Rhiannon Posted January 10, 2020 Author Moderator Emeritus Share Posted January 10, 2020 I'm looking back tonight at when I first started this tapering process 10 years ago. I was pretty intensely suicidal and in a great deal of emotional pain almost all the time. Both of those things are gone. Those intense waves of emotional pain and despair--once in a great while I will get something maybe a little like that, kind of an emotional "zap", but it doesn't last long, it feels like a "wobble" that then kind of rights itself. But my emotions are up and down and come and go, they may still be being affected by the drugs and withdrawal, or maybe it's just life, I don't know. It's nothing like that agony I felt at first though. I think the most noticeable change is the disappearance of suicidality. It was gradual, over years. At first I was actively suicidal, coming up with various plans, but not acting on them mostly because I did that once and I didn't want to go through that again. Then it sort of bumpily transitioned to a more passive suicidality, where I knew I wouldn't actively harm myself but I often wished I would drop dead from a heart attack or get hit by a truck or something. Then it transitioned from that into a lighter kind of thing where I realized I didn't really want to die NOW, but I sort of hoped I wouldn't have a particularly long life, like when death came it would be a relief but I wasn't really ready for it to come right this minute. And gradually that lightened up to where it was interspersed with occasional surprising days or hours of realizing that I actually do NOT want to die, that I'm happy that I'm alive, for no particular reason, just the natural survival instinct of the organism reasserting itself. And now, over the past year and a half or so, that has become my norm. I do have bad times from time to time where I feel discouraged about life and feel like "this sucks and isn't worth doing" but that is about as bad as it gets these days. I am absolutely certain that I do NOT want to harm myself, in fact quite the contrary, I feel pretty self-protective. And I hope to live quite a few more years yet, at least another 25 or 30. So those are the most noticeable changes for me. And the suicidality was pretty much a constant companion every year that I was on psych meds before I started tapering officially. It was worse sometimes and better other times but always in the background for those 18 years or so, so it's a significant change for me. Started on Prozac and Xanax in 1992 for PTSD after an assault. One drug led to more, the usual story. Got sicker and sicker, but believed I needed the drugs for my "underlying disease". Long story...lost everything. Life savings, home, physical and mental health, relationships, friendships, ability to work, everything. Amitryptiline, Prozac, bupropion, buspirone, flurazepam, diazepam, alprazolam, Paxil, citalopram, lamotrigine, gabapentin...probably more I've forgotten. Started multidrug taper in Feb 2010. Doing a very slow microtaper, down to low doses now and feeling SO much better, getting my old personality and my brain back! Able to work full time, have a full social life, and cope with stress better than ever. Not perfect, but much better. After 23 lost years. Big Pharma has a lot to answer for. And "medicine for profit" is just not a great idea. Feb 15 2010: 300 mg Neurontin 200 Lamictal 10 Celexa 0.65 Xanax and 5 mg Ambien Feb 10 2014: 62 Lamictal 1.1 Celexa 0.135 Xanax 1.8 Valium Feb 10 2015: 50 Lamictal 0.875 Celexa 0.11 Xanax 1.5 Valium Feb 15 2016: 47.5 Lamictal 0.75 Celexa 0.0875 Xanax 1.42 Valium 2/12/20 12 0.045 0.007 1 May 2021 7 0.01 0.0037 1 Feb 2022 6 0!!! 0.00167 0.98 2.5 mg Ambien Oct 2022 4.5 mg Lamictal (off Celexa, off Xanax) 0.95 Valium Ambien, 1/4 to 1/2 of a 5 mg tablet I'm not a doctor. Any advice I give is just my civilian opinion. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mentor mstimc Posted January 10, 2020 Mentor Share Posted January 10, 2020 For me, I've stopped making the jump from vague possibility to absolute certainty and then catastrophizing everything. I used to be constantly afraid the slightest mistake or slip-up would result in a terrible consequence. I think I convinced myself I was one step from the grave and/or jail at least 400 times. I'm much better about keeping my thoughts in the realm of reality. Tim C Started Paxil for GAD in 1999 Unsuccessful taper attempt in 2006 Paxilprogress helped with a successful taper completed in 2009 Using therapy and CBT to manage my anxiety Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
delsol Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 On 1/9/2020 at 7:34 PM, Rhiannon said: So those are the most noticeable changes for me. And the suicidality was pretty much a constant companion every year that I was on psych meds before I started tapering officially. It was worse sometimes and better other times but always in the background for those 18 years or so, so it's a significant change for me. Wow Rhiannon, thank you so much for sharing this. I too have had terribly recurrent suicidal ideations, mostly for the past 3 1/2 years, mainly due to the psych drugs, and that is the reason I've taken action to get off of them. Hope to have this symptom go away myself some day... But I digress... this thread is about things that have already gone away. (I like participating in threads like this; they help balance the negativity I usually find myself in). Okay, here's one: A few months ago, I had to always be near a bathroom, and I had some mild urinary incontinence for about 2 months that really freaked me out. But I don't even think about that anymore. It was a symptom that seems to have passed. Hoping that's not TMI 🤨 haha. --Current supplements: Fish oil 1000 mg x4 (split into 2 doses of 1000 mg); Vit. D 2,000 iu once daily; 2-3 tsp coconut oil daily --3/14/20: Re-discontinued gabapentin after 2 weeks, due to agitation --2/27/20: Reinstated Kpin .5mg and also briefly reinstated gabapentin 300mg. 2x/daily, to help with side effects (Kpin dose usually taken in a.m. between 5-8 a.m.; gabapentin once in a.m. and once around 6 p.m.) --2/13/20: Tried reducing Kpin down to .375mg due to dysphoric side effects; tried to CT but started hallucinating again after 4 days --1/23/20: Placed on daily .5mg dose of Klonopin --From July 2017-Jan. 2020: PRN Klonopin 1mg. : up to 1x/day: sometimes weeks without it, sometimes 1-2x/week, sometimes 4-5x/week; tried to CT in Jan. 2020 and ended up in hospital with delirium and hallucinations --November 2019: Weaned down gabapentin approx. 100 mg. per week and discontinued it --August 7, 2019-10/18/19: Reduced Trintellix from 10mg. down to zero (insurance stopped paying for it - I couldn't afford it). --February 2019-11/30/19: Reduced nortriptyline from 75 mg. to zero --As of February 2019: Meds were 10 mg. (1x/day) Trintellix, 75 mg. (1x/day) nortriptyline, and 600 mg. gabapentin --1992 through 2018: On various cocktails of meds, starting with anafranil Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
erer Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 I thought I would pitch in with a couple of major ones for me. Agoraphobia (I was homebound for about 2 years). Suicidality (I agree with the previous distinction between "not feeling like living" and "wanting to die". Most of my life since I was put on meds at 17 y I have passionately and sincerely wanted to die (and attempted). I don't feel that way any more. Like a switch has flipped - even when things are awful my desire and solution to it is not "to die" any more) And of course there is a long list of other horrible symptoms that I have had and no longer have. Psychotic fears for example. I am currently on 12,5 mg Valdoxan and 0,216 Diazepam (have tapered off Olanzapine from this particular cocktail). 2,5 years of slowly tapering down Cymbalta from 60 mg. Then tried going from 8,44 mg to 1 mg in 8 days. (April 1st 2015). That's when the real hell started. Reinstated. Didn't help. I was added Ativan (2 mg 2 times a day for relentless akathisia that started with jumping Cymbalta). For years had been taking Zopitin 7,5 mg and Stilnox 10 mg for I had not been able to sleep naturally since the 1st day I started Cymbalta). Used to take Xanax occasionally. All of the above were stopped cold turkey when I was hospitalized in the beginning of May 2015. Prior to that I have been on and off the whole spectrum of different AD-s for 15 years (since I was 17). My introduction. Tapering: Olanzapine (starting point 2,1 mg): Jan 2016 /---/ April 2018 0 mg. (From 2,1 mg to 0 mg in 1y 3mo). Diazepam (starting at 5 mg) : switching to liquid May 2018; 4,6 mg (June 2018) /---/ 0 mg (Feb 2020) (From 10 to 5 - nobody knows, from 5 to 0 in 1 y 10 mo) Valdoxan (starting at 25 mg): switching to liquid (Feb 2019) /---/ 0 mg (July 2020) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Giulietta Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 Hello Rhi, Thank you for sharing your feelings and experience about transitioning from not wanting to be amongst the living to being happy to be alive. They are painful things to wrestle with and it takes personal courage to look these negative feelings in the eye (admit that they are real and shared by others) and then realize life is a gift. I am repeatedly told everone has a different path and this is mine. I have intemittently coped with suicidal ideation but turn my feelings around eventhough it is hard - to know my life is a gift. There are things I want to accomplish and share with others - and there is the biological instinct to survive. There are many times (passive) when I wish I had gone wtih a friend a lost to illness. On the positive side - I have improved a great deal since last August, and after reinstatement, last December. Acute symptoms have lessened. Many come and go - you think they are gone - but they then return in a less intense form. A few of them are limiting. I'm grateful for days when I do not have imbalance (for one). Agoraphobia is terrible. On 1/9/2020 at 7:34 PM, Rhiannon said: 'm happy that I'm alive, for no particular reason, I am so glad you feel this way. So is your family. Hugs, G. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderator Onmyway Posted January 12, 2020 Moderator Share Posted January 12, 2020 On 1/10/2020 at 6:38 PM, mstimc said: For me, I've stopped making the jump from vague possibility to absolute certainty and then catastrophizing everything. I used to be constantly afraid the slightest mistake or slip-up would result in a terrible consequence. I think I convinced myself I was one step from the grave and/or jail at least 400 times. I'm much better about keeping my thoughts in the realm of reality. Wow, I didn't think this was a WD thing. I have been having that intensely in the last year or so and I thought it was just my personality off the drugs. Thank you for sharing this. I have days where probabilities seem more realistic but most of the time it's catastrophe after catastrophe. "Nothing so small as a moment is insurmountable, and moments are all that we have. You have survived every trial and tribulation that life has thrown at you up until this very instant. When future troubles come—and they will come—a version of you will be born into that moment that can conquer them, too." - Kevin Koenig I am not a doctor and this should not be considered medical advice. You can use the information and recommendations provided in whatever way you want and all decisions on your treatment are yours. If you would like to get a response from me directly please type @Onmyway some place in your message so I get notified of your post. I am not able to follow all of the threads all the time. Aug 2000 - July 2003 (ct, 4-6 wk wd) , citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn, wellbutrin for a few months, trazodone prn Dec 2004 - July 2018 citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn (rarely used) Aug 2018 - citalopram 40 mg (self titrated up) September 2018 - January 2019 tapered citalopram - 40/30/20/10/5 no issues until a week after reaching 0 Feb 2019 0.25 xanax - 0.5/day (3 weeks) over to klonopin 0.25 once a day to manage severe wd March 6, reinstated citalopram 2.5 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 mg for sleep 2-3 times a week Apr 1st citalopram 2.0 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 once a week (off by 4/14/19- no tapering) citalopram (liquid) 4/14/19 -1.8 mg, 5/8/19 - 1.6 mg, 7/27/19 -1.5 mg, 8/15/19 - 1.35, 2/21/21 - 1.1 (smaller drops in between), 6/20/21 - 1.03 mg, 8/7/21- 1.025, 8/11/21 - 1.02, 8/15/21 - 1.015, 9/3/21 - 0.925 (fingers crossed!), 10/8/21 - 0.9, 10/18/21 - 0.875, 12/31/21 - 0.85, 1/7/22 - 0.825, 1/14/22 - 0.8, 1/22/22 - 0.785, 8/18/22 - 0.59, 12/15/2022 - 0.48 Supplements: magnesium citrate and bi-glycinate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mentor mstimc Posted January 12, 2020 Mentor Share Posted January 12, 2020 Just now, Onmyway said: Wow, I didn't think this was a WD thing. I have been having that intensely in the last year or so and I thought it was just my personality off the drugs. Thank you for sharing this. I have days where probabilities seem more realistic but most of the time it's catastrophe after catastrophe. Hi Onmyway. Well, catastrophizing comes with OCD, but it was much worse in WD. During recovery, I realized coming off my SSRI wasn't going to do me any good unless I also addressed my anxious and obsessive behaviors at the same time. That's where the CBT and therapy came in. Tim C Started Paxil for GAD in 1999 Unsuccessful taper attempt in 2006 Paxilprogress helped with a successful taper completed in 2009 Using therapy and CBT to manage my anxiety Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderator Onmyway Posted April 4, 2020 Moderator Share Posted April 4, 2020 15 hours ago, phill said: Has anyone on this forum experienced long term insomnia withdrawal from ssris and/or antipsychotics and how did you cope with it? have you been fully healed from the insomnia where your able to sleeep for 8-10 and not wake up have broken sleep? Occasionally I'm now able to sleep over 6 hrs. In the beginning I slept no more than 1-4 a night for a few months. In waves it gets worse, in windows it gets better but I think now I can manage an average of 5-6. Things that helped. 1) Accepting that this will get better on its own when it does and in the meantime I will be ok on the sleep that I could get This was life changing. Really helped. 2) extended release melatonin - not sure if this was placebo. Melatonin is only somewhat helpful in staying asleep but I think it helped That's it. Insomnia gets better for everyone. It just takes time. Also accepting it and not obsessing about it is what helped me the most. "Nothing so small as a moment is insurmountable, and moments are all that we have. You have survived every trial and tribulation that life has thrown at you up until this very instant. When future troubles come—and they will come—a version of you will be born into that moment that can conquer them, too." - Kevin Koenig I am not a doctor and this should not be considered medical advice. You can use the information and recommendations provided in whatever way you want and all decisions on your treatment are yours. If you would like to get a response from me directly please type @Onmyway some place in your message so I get notified of your post. I am not able to follow all of the threads all the time. Aug 2000 - July 2003 (ct, 4-6 wk wd) , citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn, wellbutrin for a few months, trazodone prn Dec 2004 - July 2018 citalopram 20 mg, xanax prn (rarely used) Aug 2018 - citalopram 40 mg (self titrated up) September 2018 - January 2019 tapered citalopram - 40/30/20/10/5 no issues until a week after reaching 0 Feb 2019 0.25 xanax - 0.5/day (3 weeks) over to klonopin 0.25 once a day to manage severe wd March 6, reinstated citalopram 2.5 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 mg for sleep 2-3 times a week Apr 1st citalopram 2.0 mg (liquid), klonopin 0.25 once a week (off by 4/14/19- no tapering) citalopram (liquid) 4/14/19 -1.8 mg, 5/8/19 - 1.6 mg, 7/27/19 -1.5 mg, 8/15/19 - 1.35, 2/21/21 - 1.1 (smaller drops in between), 6/20/21 - 1.03 mg, 8/7/21- 1.025, 8/11/21 - 1.02, 8/15/21 - 1.015, 9/3/21 - 0.925 (fingers crossed!), 10/8/21 - 0.9, 10/18/21 - 0.875, 12/31/21 - 0.85, 1/7/22 - 0.825, 1/14/22 - 0.8, 1/22/22 - 0.785, 8/18/22 - 0.59, 12/15/2022 - 0.48 Supplements: magnesium citrate and bi-glycinate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ThatOneGirlStitch Posted November 21, 2021 Share Posted November 21, 2021 My cognitive function was able to heal over a couple months. I am lucky in that regard. I hope to add more in the future. Current: Bupropion 450mg, Neurontin 800mg, Klonopin 0.5mg History: July 2020: started Cogentin 1mg, Lamictal 50mg, Zoloft 150mg, Zyprexa 5mg (+5mg as needed), Klonopin 0.5mg November 2020: stopped all meds cold-turkey February 2021: started Latuda 60mg, Lithium 300mg, Melatonin 5mg, Protonix 40mg, Topamax 25mg 2 weeks later: stopped Topamax, increased Lithium 900mg, started Klonopin 1mg, Lexapro 20mg, Neurontin 400mg April 2021: started Bupropion 150mg, Revia ?mg May 2021: stopped Revia, Protonix, Lexapro, increased Neurontin 800mg, started Celexa 10mg August 2021: decreased Celexa 5mg (stopped Celexa 2 weeks later), increased Bupropion 300mg September 2021: increased Latuda 80mg October 2021: decreased Lithium 600mg for 4 days, Lithium 300mg for 4 days, stopped Lithium, Latuda, increased Bupropion 450mg, started Remeron 15mg, decreased Remeron 7.5mg, stopped Remeron Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PortugueseSea Posted October 28, 2022 Share Posted October 28, 2022 Panic attacks are gone, pacing is largely gone. So is crushing chest pressure, oh, and a low grade temperature that lingered for months. The restlessness, my worst symptom, is still here. But even that has lessened a bit. Drives me nuts though. It is progress. Slow and painful, but progress. December 2021 - Metoclopramide started. Akathisia symptoms start; Metoclopramide gets changed to PRN. March 2022 - Akathisia diagnosed; Metoclopramide stopped; Propranolol 10mg x twice a day. Biperiden PRN (0.5mg to 1mg). April 2022 - Tandospirone 30mg (10mg 3x day), Quetiapine 25mg (only taken once, immediate adr). Mirtazapine 7.5mg. . Discontinued Propranolol. May 2022 - Mirtazapine upped to 15mg. Tandospirone cut to 2x 10mg. Low dose Depakote for the month; 100 to 200 to 100 to 0. Mirtazapine cut back to 11.75mg (3/4 of a 15mg pill).June 2022 - Mirtazapine updose to 15mg. Tandospirone, Biperiden discontinued. Klonopin started PRN (0.5mg). September 2022 - Akathisia slowly starts improving, WD/ADR normal sets in in mid September. Hold for 4 months.December 2022 - Mirtazapine taper started.March 2023 - Off mirtazapine; no Klonopin for 5 months either! Started quercetin (250mg x 2) to soften the histamine rebound. May 2023 - Stopped quercetin and changed from magnesium carbonate to oxide - reacted badly. Reverting back to carbonate. Considering restarting the quercetin.Current regimen: Magnesium Carbonate 350mg x2; Vitamin E 268mg x2; Intro thread: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/27095-portuguesesea-metoclopramide-akathisia-and-mirtazapine/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thorin Posted November 26, 2022 Share Posted November 26, 2022 On 1/10/2020 at 11:34 AM, Rhiannon said: I was pretty intensely suicidal and in a great deal of emotional pain almost all the time. Both of those things are gone. It’s a relief to hear that these things pass with time. I’m starting to admit to myself that if it wasn’t for my kids and partner and my deep love for them I wouldn’t be here. This thought happens a lot. I haven’t experienced this level of suicidal ideation in a very long time. But I love my family too much to do that to them. I hope this passes as it did for you. It’s overwhelming and seeps into every part of my life when it’s happening Age 16 (1995 - 2000) -Paroxetine Age 21 (2000-2004) - Effexor 37.5mg Age 24 (2004-2012) - Lexapro (70mg), Xanax minimum 2mg Xanax a day About 32 (2012-2017?) - Every mood stabiliser under the sun (not at the same time) and minimum 2mg Xanax a day; occasional amisulpride About 35 (2017-current) - Lurasidone 80 mg, quickly titrated down to 40mg, Pristiq (50 mg), minimum of 2mg Xanax a day About 41 (2020) Switched from Xanax to clonazepam and started tapering at 0.125 mg each reduction, tapered off Pristiq with a cross taper at the end, low dose of dextroamphetamine. Age 42 (2021) Tried to taper off Lurasidone three times. Quick taper from 40mg to 0 mg over a couple of months the first time. Reinstated at 20mg. Tried twice more to taper from 20 mg to 0 mg dropping by 5 mg each reduction (about every 2 weeks). Age 42-43 (April 2022) 20mg-18mg; May 18mg-16mg; June 16-14mg; September 14-12mg; September 12-14mg reinstated. February 2023 - hiccup with brand change, Back to Apotek brand and switch to homemade suspension. Health regimen: walks, hot/cold showers, ice baths, breathwork, mostly healthy diet, therapy...... Open to ideas! Supplements: Milk Kefir, Mag, Omega 3, CBD/THC. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thorin Posted November 26, 2022 Share Posted November 26, 2022 On 1/11/2020 at 5:38 AM, mstimc said: For me, I've stopped making the jump from vague possibility to absolute certainty and then catastrophizing everything. I used to be constantly afraid the slightest mistake or slip-up would result in a terrible consequence. I think I convinced myself I was one step from the grave and/or jail at least 400 times. I'm much better about keeping my thoughts in the realm of reality. Wow I thought this was just something wrong with me…. But it’s WD? And it goes away? That’s incredible news! Age 16 (1995 - 2000) -Paroxetine Age 21 (2000-2004) - Effexor 37.5mg Age 24 (2004-2012) - Lexapro (70mg), Xanax minimum 2mg Xanax a day About 32 (2012-2017?) - Every mood stabiliser under the sun (not at the same time) and minimum 2mg Xanax a day; occasional amisulpride About 35 (2017-current) - Lurasidone 80 mg, quickly titrated down to 40mg, Pristiq (50 mg), minimum of 2mg Xanax a day About 41 (2020) Switched from Xanax to clonazepam and started tapering at 0.125 mg each reduction, tapered off Pristiq with a cross taper at the end, low dose of dextroamphetamine. Age 42 (2021) Tried to taper off Lurasidone three times. Quick taper from 40mg to 0 mg over a couple of months the first time. Reinstated at 20mg. Tried twice more to taper from 20 mg to 0 mg dropping by 5 mg each reduction (about every 2 weeks). Age 42-43 (April 2022) 20mg-18mg; May 18mg-16mg; June 16-14mg; September 14-12mg; September 12-14mg reinstated. February 2023 - hiccup with brand change, Back to Apotek brand and switch to homemade suspension. Health regimen: walks, hot/cold showers, ice baths, breathwork, mostly healthy diet, therapy...... Open to ideas! Supplements: Milk Kefir, Mag, Omega 3, CBD/THC. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joey805 Posted November 26, 2022 Share Posted November 26, 2022 As far as Seroquel withdrawal: insomnia, the most obvious symptom, subsided within about 1 week after stopping. Heightened anxiety and brain fog have also mostly faded away in the time since I stopped. Overall, very few obvious WD symptoms from Seroquel. The big deal for me, and the reason I decided to stop taking these drugs, was an incredibly severe reaction I was having each time I took Seroquel. This reaction didn't start happening until around 1 year into taking the drug. It was inducing basically the mother of all panic attacks. Feeling 1000% positive that something horrible is happening and that I'm going to die. This feeling persisted for hours, every single night, after taking 150mg Seroquel. I was hospitalized for this. Happy to say that I haven't experienced that reaction since stopping Seroquel. Priority #1 was getting a handle on that reaction. 1 week since stopping Depakote: General feeling of confusion and unease lasted a few days, feeling fairly normal otherwise. Sleep is fine. Can't think of anything that has interfered significantly with work or day to day life. I was on both drugs for a little over 1 year at relatively consistent low doses (150mg Seroquel, 500mg Depakote) Things I'm experiencing that I can't confidently attribute to withdrawal: chronic pain in neck and between shoulders, low energy, moderate depression, persistent dissociation (feeling like I'm watching a movie through my own eyes), frequent leg bouncing or repetitively clenching my toes (which is controllable if I notice and decide to stop). Most of these are things I've dealt with for a long time, maybe exacerbated slightly with medication changes. Diagnosed with PTSD and general anxiety disorder. Hopefully this information helps alleviate the fears of those with a similar background. It's different for everybody, but I found these drugs to have a far more agreeable withdrawal than other substances I've withdrawn from: nicotine, cannabis, sertraline (zoloft), clonezepam (klonopin), and hydrocodone (norco). 2014-2015 Clonazepam (Klonopin) 2mg BID, Sertraline (Zoloft) 150mg (Discontinued Clonazepam cold turkey) 2014-August 2021 Sertraline (Zoloft) 150mg (Discontinued cold turkey in hospital, replaced with new regimen) August 2021 Sodium Valproate 500mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 150mg (Seroquel) May 2022 Sodium Valproate 500mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 150mg (Seroquel), Hydroxyzine 25mg PRN, Mirtazapine 15mg July 2022 Sodium Valproate (Depakote) 500mg, Quetiapine 200mg (Seroquel), Hydroxyzine 25mg PRN, Venlafaxine 75mg (roughly 10 days) August 1 2022 Sodium Valproate 500mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 100mg (Seroquel), Hydroxyzine 25mg PRN, Buspirone 10mg (5-7 days) August 14 2022 Sodium Valproate 250mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 100mg (Seroquel), Hydroxyzine 25mg PRN September 7 2022 Sodium Valproate 250mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 50mg (Seroquel), Hydroxyzine 25mg PRN September 22 2022 Sodium Valproate 250mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 25mg (Seroquel), Hydroxyzine 25mg PRN October 9 2022 Sodium Valproate 250mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 12.5mg (Seroquel) October 26 2022 Sodium Valproate 250mg (Depakote), Quetiapine 0.0mg (Seroquel) - #1 Goal Achieved November 18 2022 Sodium Valproate 0.0mg (Depakote) Drug Free! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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