Moderator brassmonkey Posted October 2, 2021 Moderator Share Posted October 2, 2021 Hi Cheeky -- I'm glad to hear that the RI has been working. Even with it working there are going to be some ups and downs in your symptoms. It is sounding like you are having a small wave brought on the the situational stress. Having to go back to work is bad enough, but doing it during the lockdown makes it so much more stressful. Use you stress reduction techniques and take things as easy as possible, let the wave roll off and resolve and things ill get better. 20 years on Paxil starting at 20mg and working up to 40mg. Sept 2011 started 10% every 6 weeks taper (2.5% every week for 4 weeks then hold for 2 additional weeks), currently at 7.9mg. Oct 2011 CTed 15oz vodka a night, to only drinking 2 beers most nights, totally sober Feb 2013. Since I wrote this I have continued to decrease my dose by 10% every 6 weeks (2.5% every week for 4 weeks and then hold for an additional 2 weeks). I added in an extra 6 week hold when I hit 10mg to let things settle out even more. When I hit 3mgpw it became hard to split the drop into 4 parts so I switched to dropping 1mgpw (pill weight) every week for 3 weeks and then holding for another 3 weeks. The 3 + 3 schedule turned out to be too harsh so I cut back to dropping 1mgpw every 4 weeks which is working better. Final Dose 0.016mg. Current dose 0.000mg 04-15-2017 "It's also important not to become angry, no matter how difficult life is, because you can loose all hope if you can't laugh at yourself and at life in general." Stephen Hawking Link to comment
Colonial Posted October 2, 2021 Share Posted October 2, 2021 On 9/28/2021 at 8:43 PM, Cheeky said: . I’m not eating well and have put in weight due to all the sugar cravings. This is sometimes connected to either a wave coming on or in your case, I think just added to the stress of going back to work. WD affects all of our metabolic functioning so the less toxic stress on those symptoms the better. We are less able to properly metabolize things as we should. Make sure your staying hydrated with water. Chronic dehydration is another stressor that will compromise you bodies ability to deal with upcoming stressors of going back to work. Feel better soon! Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Mentor Greatful Posted October 2, 2021 Mentor Share Posted October 2, 2021 @Cheeky You will be okay, it probably is from the stress of going back to work. It is amazing how sensitive we are right now. My hubby is going out of town on Monday for work, he might be gone all week and I am stressing over that. You had 1 month of feeling good wow that is great. Try not get sucked back into the panic of "what is going on". Oh no is it coming back thoughts. Once you get back to the routine things will settle down. Hugs sent your way🤗 https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/24894-greatful-is-this-withdrawal-or-to-many-med-changes-at-once/ 1995? Prozac, tried several Paxil, Serzone, St John's Wart back to Prozac and Trazodone ct:d Traz Lexapro. Tried to stop Crash in 2015 Kindled Hospitalized, Vybrid, Seroquel, Effexor, Abilify Pristiq, Wellbutrin-- 2016 ended back on Prozac and Lamictal 200mg 5/2020 thru 12/2020 taper from 20mg Prozac down to 3mg. Crashed 12/13/2020 Zoloft 50mg 1/29ct 1/29/2021 Seroquel 50mg ct 2/12/2021 Wellbutrin 75mg. Became hypo manic 2/1 6ct Trazodone 50mg 4/25 25mg 2/5/ 2021 Lamictal 150mg. 2/24 100mg 4/9 75mg 4/21 37.5 2/16/2021 Seroquel 50xr 3/3 100mg 3/17 150mg side effects ct 4/3 2021 Lexapro 5mg 4/14 7.5mg 4/30 10mg 5/10 7.5mg 2021/ 5/16 5mg Lexapro 37.5 Lamictal 25mg trazadone, xanax .0625mg 3x a day Lexapro Taper> Sept/01/2021 4.90mg> Sept/25 4.75mg> Oct/19 4.69mg > Nov/14 4.2mg Jan/30/2022-- Split dosing 2x a day All liquid 4.2mg (2.20mg at 8am & 2mg at 4pm) 2/17 4mg> 2/24 3.8mg slow taper to Aug/12/2022 2.04mg 2023> 2mg, 1.90mg, 1.80mg, 1.70mg, 1.5mg, 1.4mg, 1.3mg 1.2mg, 1.1mg, 1mg, 0.9mg, 0.8mg, 0.7mg 0.65mg, 0.6mg, 0.55mg, 0.5mg, 0.45mg, 0.4mg, 0.35mg, 0.3mg, 0.25,mg, back to once a day dosing 0 .1mg, 0.07mg , 0.05mg 4/1/2024 0 Lamictal taper 4/17/ 2022 25mg, 9/9/ 22 -20mg, 9/25/22- 15mg , 10/20/22- 0 Trazodone..2023.>down to 14mg, 7mg, 6mg July 2023 0 Xanax 0.0625 3 x a day, 2023> 0.042 3x a day Supplements Magnesium glycinate, Omega 3, D3, vitamin c , zinc, NAC Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 3, 2021 Author Share Posted October 3, 2021 2 hours ago, Greatful said: @Cheeky You will be okay, it probably is from the stress of going back to work. It is amazing how sensitive we are right now. My hubby is going out of town on Monday for work, he might be gone all week and I am stressing over that. You had 1 month of feeling good wow that is great. Try not get sucked back into the panic of "what is going on". Oh no is it coming back thoughts. Once you get back to the routine things will settle down. Hugs sent your way🤗 Yeah I know, I had a great month so I should be happy but it harder when you’ve felt good and then go back . I’m not giving into my thoughts though. 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
ScottishLass Posted October 4, 2021 Share Posted October 4, 2021 Hi @Cheeky I just wanted to stop by and give you some encouragement (like you have with me 😊) as I saw you were returning to work. I had the same anxieties and worries as you going back to work, including some major dips and panic that made me think I would ‘be in the dip forever, never be myself and never manage return to work or staying in work’. It’s not been plain sailing and as others said returning also in a pandemic and WD....🤯. However, I wanted to say, I’ve done it....and you will...and those concerns, worries are normal. Whilst rtw is anxiety provoking and the ‘unknown’, especially after a long period off (I was 7 months) intimidating. I have found the routine, the joy of being with colleagues that you like (not all of them mind u🤣) and the support that I didn’t expect from some has outweighed the inevitable worries and extra stresses we inevitably have in WD. It takes work to balance but my experience whilst some difficult bits has been positive and surprising. I am sending you lots of good energy and kind thoughts for your return. Take one day at a time, celebrate every win and your management of the tricky bits/days. Give yourself a pat on the back and compassion for all that you do to try and make things better for yourself. We’re bloody warriors..all of us. You can do it. Wishing you well and thinking of you. 😊 SL Prozac 60mg ( 1998-2014). Also between (1998-2000) Short instances on Lithium, Risperidone, Quetiapine, Lamictal. Off all antipsychotics in (2000). Prozac stopped and switched Duloxetine(2014-Feb 2021) - after failed withdrawal from Prozac- misdiagnosed as 'Relap 2015 - approx 3 mths Lamictal Duloxetine:(Feb 21) Tapered from 60mg of Duloxetine over approx 6wks. (8th April 2021) Reinstat Duloxetine (1mg) 16/05: Updose Duloxetine (2mg) 6mg Diazepam prn 20/06: stopped Duloxetine. Started On 10mg Fluoxetine. 12/07: Updose 20mg 6/08: Switch to liquid fluox 4.5ml/18mg. 20/09: 4ml/16mg Supplements:Omega,Vit D. Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 4, 2021 Author Share Posted October 4, 2021 6 hours ago, ScottishLass said: Hi @Cheeky I just wanted to stop by and give you some encouragement (like you have with me 😊) as I saw you were returning to work. I had the same anxieties and worries as you going back to work, including some major dips and panic that made me think I would ‘be in the dip forever, never be myself and never manage return to work or staying in work’. It’s not been plain sailing and as others said returning also in a pandemic and WD....🤯. However, I wanted to say, I’ve done it....and you will...and those concerns, worries are normal. Whilst rtw is anxiety provoking and the ‘unknown’, especially after a long period off (I was 7 months) intimidating. I have found the routine, the joy of being with colleagues that you like (not all of them mind u🤣) and the support that I didn’t expect from some has outweighed the inevitable worries and extra stresses we inevitably have in WD. It takes work to balance but my experience whilst some difficult bits has been positive and surprising. I am sending you lots of good energy and kind thoughts for your return. Take one day at a time, celebrate every win and your management of the tricky bits/days. Give yourself a pat on the back and compassion for all that you do to try and make things better for yourself. We’re bloody warriors..all of us. You can do it. Wishing you well and thinking of you. 😊 SL Thankyou so much for your kind words. You made my morning today and have given me strength. I really appreciate it. 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Mentor Greatful Posted October 4, 2021 Mentor Share Posted October 4, 2021 @Cheeky Hi there, How are you doing? When do you go back to work? I can feel your worry. I try not think about going back. I think you are in a better spot then me right now, a whole month of feeling like yourself, should give you some confidence that you will be okay. Who knows you might be rejuvenated being back in the swing of some normalcy. You are strong and ready for this❤️ https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/24894-greatful-is-this-withdrawal-or-to-many-med-changes-at-once/ 1995? Prozac, tried several Paxil, Serzone, St John's Wart back to Prozac and Trazodone ct:d Traz Lexapro. Tried to stop Crash in 2015 Kindled Hospitalized, Vybrid, Seroquel, Effexor, Abilify Pristiq, Wellbutrin-- 2016 ended back on Prozac and Lamictal 200mg 5/2020 thru 12/2020 taper from 20mg Prozac down to 3mg. Crashed 12/13/2020 Zoloft 50mg 1/29ct 1/29/2021 Seroquel 50mg ct 2/12/2021 Wellbutrin 75mg. Became hypo manic 2/1 6ct Trazodone 50mg 4/25 25mg 2/5/ 2021 Lamictal 150mg. 2/24 100mg 4/9 75mg 4/21 37.5 2/16/2021 Seroquel 50xr 3/3 100mg 3/17 150mg side effects ct 4/3 2021 Lexapro 5mg 4/14 7.5mg 4/30 10mg 5/10 7.5mg 2021/ 5/16 5mg Lexapro 37.5 Lamictal 25mg trazadone, xanax .0625mg 3x a day Lexapro Taper> Sept/01/2021 4.90mg> Sept/25 4.75mg> Oct/19 4.69mg > Nov/14 4.2mg Jan/30/2022-- Split dosing 2x a day All liquid 4.2mg (2.20mg at 8am & 2mg at 4pm) 2/17 4mg> 2/24 3.8mg slow taper to Aug/12/2022 2.04mg 2023> 2mg, 1.90mg, 1.80mg, 1.70mg, 1.5mg, 1.4mg, 1.3mg 1.2mg, 1.1mg, 1mg, 0.9mg, 0.8mg, 0.7mg 0.65mg, 0.6mg, 0.55mg, 0.5mg, 0.45mg, 0.4mg, 0.35mg, 0.3mg, 0.25,mg, back to once a day dosing 0 .1mg, 0.07mg , 0.05mg 4/1/2024 0 Lamictal taper 4/17/ 2022 25mg, 9/9/ 22 -20mg, 9/25/22- 15mg , 10/20/22- 0 Trazodone..2023.>down to 14mg, 7mg, 6mg July 2023 0 Xanax 0.0625 3 x a day, 2023> 0.042 3x a day Supplements Magnesium glycinate, Omega 3, D3, vitamin c , zinc, NAC Link to comment
ScottishLass Posted October 4, 2021 Share Posted October 4, 2021 22 minutes ago, Cheeky said: Thankyou so much for your kind words. You made my morning today and have given me strength. I really appreciate it. You’re welcome 😊 Prozac 60mg ( 1998-2014). Also between (1998-2000) Short instances on Lithium, Risperidone, Quetiapine, Lamictal. Off all antipsychotics in (2000). Prozac stopped and switched Duloxetine(2014-Feb 2021) - after failed withdrawal from Prozac- misdiagnosed as 'Relap 2015 - approx 3 mths Lamictal Duloxetine:(Feb 21) Tapered from 60mg of Duloxetine over approx 6wks. (8th April 2021) Reinstat Duloxetine (1mg) 16/05: Updose Duloxetine (2mg) 6mg Diazepam prn 20/06: stopped Duloxetine. Started On 10mg Fluoxetine. 12/07: Updose 20mg 6/08: Switch to liquid fluox 4.5ml/18mg. 20/09: 4ml/16mg Supplements:Omega,Vit D. Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 4, 2021 Author Share Posted October 4, 2021 30 minutes ago, Greatful said: @Cheeky Hi there, How are you doing? When do you go back to work? I can feel your worry. I try not think about going back. I think you are in a better spot then me right now, a whole month of feeling like yourself, should give you some confidence that you will be okay. Who knows you might be rejuvenated being back in the swing of some normalcy. You are strong and ready for this❤️ Thankyou, I do miss my job and my clients. @greatful you will be okay you just take every day as it comes. I know how hard this is. We really need the support to get through . 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 7, 2021 Author Share Posted October 7, 2021 Okay update….. I really can’t understand how this WD works , yesterday was a great and this morning Today around lunch I started to feel that aniexty again and this afternoon I feel that my body is tingling and I have the enteral shakes. If I hold a paper in my hand you can see the paper shaking . This really scares and worries me. I can go from being normal to this. I feel like a drug addict. I try to distract myself but it’s hard to not think that I’m never going to get better. I’m going to be so busy at work next week lockdown finishes after 3 months and as I’m a hairdresser, I’m booked out from 8am to 8pm for a whole month, that’s 6 days a week. I can’t be like this. I really hope this wave goes ❤️🩹 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Erell Posted October 7, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 7, 2021 Hello @Cheeky If WD has taught me anything, it is its unpredictability: there is rarely a distinguishable reason for the appearance and disappearance of symptoms, they come and go according to what our body has to do or not. I understand perfectly how worrying it can feel, it can be very destabilising to realise how little control we have over the process. But we can trust that our body knows what it has to do, no matter what we think about it or do, the body knows its job I see that you have some great days : that's wonderful ! Can you perhaps write a letter to yourself on these good days ? I find that reading my own words, written when I feel confident and hopeful, helps me to remember that everything is temporary when I feel bad. I send you my support and many healing vibes 🧡 1 2006 : 20mg Paxil+Bromazepam. 2008 : cold turkey of both. 2010 : Reinstatement 20mg Paxil + Bromazepam. 2014-June2017 : Switch from Bromazepam to Prazepam, slow taper to 0mg. 2018 to August 2019 : Paxil 20mg taper (3% every 15 days). 22 Aug 2019 updose to 10mg (was at 8.4mg). 25th Sept 2019 To April 2020 : found SA, holding at 10mg Paxil. April 2020 : Paxil 10mg to Prozac 7mg bridge. Details : topic/21457 Current Supplements : magnesium citrate + fish oil Current medication : * 7pm Diazepam : 0.85mg (15 Aug 2022) / 0.95 mg (24 April 2022) / 1mg Diazepam (since 29 Aug 2020) * 8am Prozac : 6.16mg (25 oct 2022, feel awful, slight updose) / 6.08 mg (9 oct 2022) / 6.24mg (11 July 22) / 6.44mg (22 May 22) / 6.64mg (4 Nov 21) / 6.72mg (8 oct 21) / 6.8 mg (15 Sept 21)/ 6.88mg (14 Aug 21)/ 6.92mg (23 Jun 21) I am not a professional, I don't give medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 7, 2021 Author Share Posted October 7, 2021 1 minute ago, Erell said: Hello @Cheeky If WD has taught me anything, it is its unpredictability: there is rarely a distinguishable reason for the appearance and disappearance of symptoms, they come and go according to what our body has to do or not. I understand perfectly how worrying it can feel, it can be very destabilising to realise how little control we have over the process. But we can trust that our body knows what it has to do, no matter what we think about it or do, the body knows its job I see that you have some great days : that's wonderful ! Can you perhaps write a letter to yourself on these good days ? I find that reading my own words, written when I feel confident and hopeful, helps me to remember that everything is temporary when I feel bad. I send you my support and many healing vibes 🧡 Thankyou for posting on my thread when your having difficulties yourself. It makes such a difference when you get support. I think that is a great idea about writing to myself when I feel good. When In a wave it feel like it will never end. Make sure you take care of yourself as well. 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Mentor Greatful Posted October 7, 2021 Mentor Share Posted October 7, 2021 @Cheeky 11 hours ago, Cheeky said: I really can’t understand how this WD works , yesterday was a great and this morning Today around lunch I started to feel that aniexty again and this afternoon I feel that my body is tingling and I have the enteral shakes. Yes things can change from day to day and even throughout the day. Yesterday I went through my morning panic and anxiety I rated my depression at 1/2 ( 1 low 5 high ) by early afternoon I was at a 3 and I though climbing. later it dropped down and then I was angry, then I felt cocky and spunky then back to anger. My obsessing comes on high then drops down. Like if said it is like being on a merry-go-round and a roller coaster. I could go on about coping skills, but I know that you are doing everything you can to get through this. Just keep leaning on us and let us reassure you that you will be okay. Someway somehow you will make it through this. You are strong and have weathered many storms.😊 We got your back❤️ 2 https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/24894-greatful-is-this-withdrawal-or-to-many-med-changes-at-once/ 1995? Prozac, tried several Paxil, Serzone, St John's Wart back to Prozac and Trazodone ct:d Traz Lexapro. Tried to stop Crash in 2015 Kindled Hospitalized, Vybrid, Seroquel, Effexor, Abilify Pristiq, Wellbutrin-- 2016 ended back on Prozac and Lamictal 200mg 5/2020 thru 12/2020 taper from 20mg Prozac down to 3mg. Crashed 12/13/2020 Zoloft 50mg 1/29ct 1/29/2021 Seroquel 50mg ct 2/12/2021 Wellbutrin 75mg. Became hypo manic 2/1 6ct Trazodone 50mg 4/25 25mg 2/5/ 2021 Lamictal 150mg. 2/24 100mg 4/9 75mg 4/21 37.5 2/16/2021 Seroquel 50xr 3/3 100mg 3/17 150mg side effects ct 4/3 2021 Lexapro 5mg 4/14 7.5mg 4/30 10mg 5/10 7.5mg 2021/ 5/16 5mg Lexapro 37.5 Lamictal 25mg trazadone, xanax .0625mg 3x a day Lexapro Taper> Sept/01/2021 4.90mg> Sept/25 4.75mg> Oct/19 4.69mg > Nov/14 4.2mg Jan/30/2022-- Split dosing 2x a day All liquid 4.2mg (2.20mg at 8am & 2mg at 4pm) 2/17 4mg> 2/24 3.8mg slow taper to Aug/12/2022 2.04mg 2023> 2mg, 1.90mg, 1.80mg, 1.70mg, 1.5mg, 1.4mg, 1.3mg 1.2mg, 1.1mg, 1mg, 0.9mg, 0.8mg, 0.7mg 0.65mg, 0.6mg, 0.55mg, 0.5mg, 0.45mg, 0.4mg, 0.35mg, 0.3mg, 0.25,mg, back to once a day dosing 0 .1mg, 0.07mg , 0.05mg 4/1/2024 0 Lamictal taper 4/17/ 2022 25mg, 9/9/ 22 -20mg, 9/25/22- 15mg , 10/20/22- 0 Trazodone..2023.>down to 14mg, 7mg, 6mg July 2023 0 Xanax 0.0625 3 x a day, 2023> 0.042 3x a day Supplements Magnesium glycinate, Omega 3, D3, vitamin c , zinc, NAC Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 7, 2021 Author Share Posted October 7, 2021 1 hour ago, Greatful said: @Cheeky Yes things can change from day to day and even throughout the day. Yesterday I went through my morning panic and anxiety I rated my depression at 1/2 ( 1 low 5 high ) by early afternoon I was at a 3 and I though climbing. later it dropped down and then I was angry, then I felt cocky and spunky then back to anger. My obsessing comes on high then drops down. Like if said it is like being on a merry-go-round and a roller coaster. I could go on about coping skills, but I know that you are doing everything you can to get through this. Just keep leaning on us and let us reassure you that you will be okay. Someway somehow you will make it through this. You are strong and have weathered many storms.😊 We got your back❤️ It’s just so hard to do when the aniexty hits. I worry about everything and feel I’ve going to loss everything I love. 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Mentor Greatful Posted October 7, 2021 Mentor Share Posted October 7, 2021 @Cheeky I know the thought. I wonder if I will be able to ever go back functioning, be around people and stimulation. We can't let our thought to take us down the what if's. We can only do what we can today and deal with each thing as they come up. If I let myself go down the rabbit whole I usually think the worst but really we don't know anything except what is going on at this moment. When push comes to shove you will get through it❤️ On day at a time, one situation at a time https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/24894-greatful-is-this-withdrawal-or-to-many-med-changes-at-once/ 1995? Prozac, tried several Paxil, Serzone, St John's Wart back to Prozac and Trazodone ct:d Traz Lexapro. Tried to stop Crash in 2015 Kindled Hospitalized, Vybrid, Seroquel, Effexor, Abilify Pristiq, Wellbutrin-- 2016 ended back on Prozac and Lamictal 200mg 5/2020 thru 12/2020 taper from 20mg Prozac down to 3mg. Crashed 12/13/2020 Zoloft 50mg 1/29ct 1/29/2021 Seroquel 50mg ct 2/12/2021 Wellbutrin 75mg. Became hypo manic 2/1 6ct Trazodone 50mg 4/25 25mg 2/5/ 2021 Lamictal 150mg. 2/24 100mg 4/9 75mg 4/21 37.5 2/16/2021 Seroquel 50xr 3/3 100mg 3/17 150mg side effects ct 4/3 2021 Lexapro 5mg 4/14 7.5mg 4/30 10mg 5/10 7.5mg 2021/ 5/16 5mg Lexapro 37.5 Lamictal 25mg trazadone, xanax .0625mg 3x a day Lexapro Taper> Sept/01/2021 4.90mg> Sept/25 4.75mg> Oct/19 4.69mg > Nov/14 4.2mg Jan/30/2022-- Split dosing 2x a day All liquid 4.2mg (2.20mg at 8am & 2mg at 4pm) 2/17 4mg> 2/24 3.8mg slow taper to Aug/12/2022 2.04mg 2023> 2mg, 1.90mg, 1.80mg, 1.70mg, 1.5mg, 1.4mg, 1.3mg 1.2mg, 1.1mg, 1mg, 0.9mg, 0.8mg, 0.7mg 0.65mg, 0.6mg, 0.55mg, 0.5mg, 0.45mg, 0.4mg, 0.35mg, 0.3mg, 0.25,mg, back to once a day dosing 0 .1mg, 0.07mg , 0.05mg 4/1/2024 0 Lamictal taper 4/17/ 2022 25mg, 9/9/ 22 -20mg, 9/25/22- 15mg , 10/20/22- 0 Trazodone..2023.>down to 14mg, 7mg, 6mg July 2023 0 Xanax 0.0625 3 x a day, 2023> 0.042 3x a day Supplements Magnesium glycinate, Omega 3, D3, vitamin c , zinc, NAC Link to comment
Phoenixmama Posted October 7, 2021 Share Posted October 7, 2021 1 hour ago, Greatful said: I could go on about coping skills, but I know that you are doing everything you can to get through this. Just keep leaning on us and let us reassure you that you will be okay. Someway somehow you will make it through this. You are strong and have weathered many storms.😊 I love this part @greatful everyone on sa who gives support to us who are lost in wd or can’t give too much support are angels , sending love ❤️ and light ☀️ 2021: started celexa 10mg feb 2nd feb 25th took my last 10g; feb 26th 5mg; feb 27th 5mg; feb 28th 2021 cold turkey currently taking mag Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted October 9, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 9, 2021 Hi there Cheeky, How are you doing?🧡 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 9, 2021 Author Share Posted October 9, 2021 2 hours ago, Carmie said: Hi there Cheeky, How are you doing?🧡 Hi @Carmie, Thanks for stopping by. Ive been really up and down , when In a window I feel great and can do anything then a wave hits out of nowhere and I’m a vulnerable mess that thinks the awful feelings are permanent. This can really be a mind f… I have been hanging around people that are understanding and real and have gotten rid off a lot of negative people in my life. Anything good for my well-being is important and I’m working on acceptance. I hope your doing well ⭐️ 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted October 10, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 10, 2021 21 hours ago, Cheeky said: Hi @Carmie, Thanks for stopping by. Ive been really up and down , when In a window I feel great and can do anything then a wave hits out of nowhere and I’m a vulnerable mess that thinks the awful feelings are permanent. This can really be a mind f… I have been hanging around people that are understanding and real and have gotten rid off a lot of negative people in my life. Anything good for my well-being is important and I’m working on acceptance. I hope your doing well ⭐️ Hi Cheeky, Yes, it’s a rollercoaster indeed. I’m so glad to see that you’ve gotten rid of toxic people out of your life. All my friends are kind and caring too. In the past I used to let lots of people use me and walk all over me because I have empathy for others, but I came to realise that these friendships were so one sided. I did all the giving, but got nothing in return but abuse. I would give and give and give and it was never enough. I learnt about narcissism and now I realise why some of these friendships were so crazy and didn’t make any sense despite one being so kind to these individuals. You can never win with these people, they are envious of anything you do, they are always putting you down, nothing you do is ever good enough, they spread lies behind your back, they make you question your reality, they project all the bad things they’re doing onto you and say you’re the one doing them, they love to see you see you suffering but aren’t happy when things go well for you and the list goes on and on and on. I say bye bye! Anyway, I hope you’ve cooed okay today🧡 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 13, 2021 Author Share Posted October 13, 2021 Okay update…… Ive finally back to work from a 3 month lockdown. I’m a hairdresser and I’m completely booked out 7 days a week and it’s absolutely crazy and will be till Christmas. I’ve had a pretty decent 3 days at work but today I was under extreme stress and felt like a wave coming on, I get these feelings in my body that tells me it’s a little wave and it lasts sometimes for a few hours or more then it disappears . Tonight when I went home I went straight to bed as I felt my body full of aniexty and decided I might feel better when lying down , WRONG, I never before felt this strong rush of adrenaline run through my body and I started to panic and didn’t know what to do, my mind was racing and I felt like calling my mother for help, I started deep dreathing telling myself it’s just a sensation and It won’t hurt me. 20 minutes later I was okay but a little shaky and now I’m writing this for advice. Is what I went through an aniexty attack? I have never felt like this before. I think the stress from today was just to much for my nervous system and I’m scared I’m not going to be able to function at work at this busy time. @brassmonkey @Colonial 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Colonial Posted October 13, 2021 Share Posted October 13, 2021 It sounds like a combination cortisol rush-panic attack, even though they are different things. I have episodes like this that wake me up in the middle of the night, they last about 15 minutes. Mine come with some neurological symptoms as well. To be honest, I do not think working 8am to 8pm 6 days a week is going to be realistic. When our systems are compromised any sudden and severe change in functioning can send out a red alert like this, which is the bodies way of saying it is having trouble adapting to the stress and change of functioning. I would suggest 3 days a week for 5-6 hours a day for a month and see if you can adapt to that. Attempting to work full time when we are compromised may just make things worse and cause a bigger crash. Stress if very problematic in Your current state, and any Stress, even positive growth, has to be done in building blocks, little by little. Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 13, 2021 Author Share Posted October 13, 2021 4 hours ago, Colonial said: It sounds like a combination cortisol rush-panic attack, even though they are different things. I have episodes like this that wake me up in the middle of the night, they last about 15 minutes. Mine come with some neurological symptoms as well. To be honest, I do not think working 8am to 8pm 6 days a week is going to be realistic. When our systems are compromised any sudden and severe change in functioning can send out a red alert like this, which is the bodies way of saying it is having trouble adapting to the stress and change of functioning. I would suggest 3 days a week for 5-6 hours a day for a month and see if you can adapt to that. Attempting to work full time when we are compromised may just make things worse and cause a bigger crash. Stress if very problematic in Your current state, and any Stress, even positive growth, has to be done in building blocks, little by little. Yeah I know, I don’t have an option unfortunately for at least the next two weeks then I can cut down a lot. I just have to get through this 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Paquita Posted October 13, 2021 Share Posted October 13, 2021 11 hours ago, Cheeky said: Is what I went through an aniexty attack? Absolutely. That's a panic attack. I've had many. 1996 - Paroxetine 20 mg 2019 - Start taper Paroxetine 2021 June - tapered till 5 mg Severe withdrawal symptoms 2021 July - added Fluoxetine 10 mg Lorazepam 0.5 mg when needed 2021 Aug - Further tapering Paroxetine Fast taper 5mg-0mg in 6 weeks plan 2021 Aug 6 - Fluoxetine increase to 15 mg 2021 Aug 14 - down to Paroxetine 3 mg / [taper in 0.1 steps] to Sep 1 - Paroxetine 1 mg / Sep 16 Paroxetine 0mg [2 weeks taper in 0.1 mg steps] Supplements: Multivitamine 1 daily, Omega 3-6-9 one every other day, Vit. D every day (had deficiency) Link to comment
Colonial Posted October 13, 2021 Share Posted October 13, 2021 (edited) 2 hours ago, Cheeky said: I don’t have an option unfortunately for at least the next two weeks then Telling ourselves we don't have options can increase the panic. We may WANT to tough something out but our health has to come first. I'm not trying to tell you what you "Should" do, or to frighten you, but it's better to have a part time job than loose it altogether because we tried to tough it out and something worse happens, on the job or off. Maybe just notifying them tomorrow you need to cut back will be enough to take the edge off, but you may want to cut back sooner than later. Edited October 13, 2021 by Colonial Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Carmie Posted October 14, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 14, 2021 Hi Cheeky, Looks like struggling with working full time is ramping up your symptoms, I’m sorry to hear that. Our CNS is so fragile. Mine has been fragile since getting CFS over two and half decades ago so I’ve kind of learnt to live within a baseline, otherwise I totally crash all the time and wouldn’t be able to get out of bed for days or weeks. I still spend quite a bit of time in bed, even with my baseline. WDs certainly don’t help. I hope that you’re able to cut down your hours a bit so you can cope. Can you just go and rest in your lunch hour, go somewhere and close your eyes and maybe put your headphones on and listen to some relaxing music? Maybe do that when you get home as well? I know it’s hard trying to settle when your CNS is total hyperdrive. I usually do something with my hands as well when listening to music, like crocheting, which I also find calming. Take care🧡 Seroquel. 2019:➡️ From 7.25mg to 5.80mg✔️ 2020➡️From 5.60 to 4.80✔️ 2021➡️From 4.60 to 4.0✔️ 2022➡️From 3.95 to 3.55✔️2023➡️ Jan 26=3.50✔️March 17=3.45✔️ June12=3.40✔️ July30=3.35✔️ Sep14=3.30✔️ Oct31=3.25✔️ 2024➡️Jan15=3.20✔️ Feb19=3.15✔️ March26=3.10✔️This is NOT medical advice.Consult your doctor. Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 14, 2021 Author Share Posted October 14, 2021 On 10/10/2021 at 7:09 PM, Carmie said: Hi Cheeky, Yes, it’s a rollercoaster indeed. I’m so glad to see that you’ve gotten rid of toxic people out of your life. All my friends are kind and caring too. In the past I used to let lots of people use me and walk all over me because I have empathy for others, but I came to realise that these friendships were so one sided. I did all the giving, but got nothing in return but abuse. I would give and give and give and it was never enough. I learnt about narcissism and now I realise why some of these friendships were so crazy and didn’t make any sense despite one being so kind to these individuals. You can never win with these people, they are envious of anything you do, they are always putting you down, nothing you do is ever good enough, they spread lies behind your back, they make you question your reality, they project all the bad things they’re doing onto you and say you’re the one doing them, they love to see you see you suffering but aren’t happy when things go well for you and the list goes on and on and on. I say bye bye! Anyway, I hope you’ve cooed okay today🧡 Thanks @Carmie I know this is a big thing jumping back to a busy time after my last crash 4 months ago . I’m just going to do the best I can to cope . love your support x 1 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 14, 2021 Author Share Posted October 14, 2021 4 hours ago, Colonial said: It sounds like a combination cortisol rush-panic attack, even though they are different things. I have episodes like this that wake me up in the middle of the night, they last about 15 minutes. Mine come with some neurological symptoms as well. To be honest, I do not think working 8am to 8pm 6 days a week is going to be realistic. When our systems are compromised any sudden and severe change in functioning can send out a red alert like this, which is the bodies way of saying it is having trouble adapting to the stress and change of functioning. I would suggest 3 days a week for 5-6 hours a day for a month and see if you can adapt to that. Attempting to work full time when we are compromised may just make things worse and cause a bigger crash. Stress if very problematic in Your current state, and any Stress, even positive growth, has to be done in building blocks, little by little. Yeah I know, I don’t have an option unfortunately for at least the next two weeks then I can cut down a lot. I just have to get through this 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Mentor Greatful Posted October 14, 2021 Mentor Share Posted October 14, 2021 @Cheeky I feel for you trying to work at a busy pace and recover from your WD. Remember to be kind to yourself, do the best you can to get through the next week then cut back and take care of yourself. These drugs are powerful and have changed how are brain works. We need to remind each other that patience, time and self care is all we get make it through this. And of course the love and support from those in our lives that support us and from all of us here on SA. One day, one situation at a time.❤️ https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/24894-greatful-is-this-withdrawal-or-to-many-med-changes-at-once/ 1995? Prozac, tried several Paxil, Serzone, St John's Wart back to Prozac and Trazodone ct:d Traz Lexapro. Tried to stop Crash in 2015 Kindled Hospitalized, Vybrid, Seroquel, Effexor, Abilify Pristiq, Wellbutrin-- 2016 ended back on Prozac and Lamictal 200mg 5/2020 thru 12/2020 taper from 20mg Prozac down to 3mg. Crashed 12/13/2020 Zoloft 50mg 1/29ct 1/29/2021 Seroquel 50mg ct 2/12/2021 Wellbutrin 75mg. Became hypo manic 2/1 6ct Trazodone 50mg 4/25 25mg 2/5/ 2021 Lamictal 150mg. 2/24 100mg 4/9 75mg 4/21 37.5 2/16/2021 Seroquel 50xr 3/3 100mg 3/17 150mg side effects ct 4/3 2021 Lexapro 5mg 4/14 7.5mg 4/30 10mg 5/10 7.5mg 2021/ 5/16 5mg Lexapro 37.5 Lamictal 25mg trazadone, xanax .0625mg 3x a day Lexapro Taper> Sept/01/2021 4.90mg> Sept/25 4.75mg> Oct/19 4.69mg > Nov/14 4.2mg Jan/30/2022-- Split dosing 2x a day All liquid 4.2mg (2.20mg at 8am & 2mg at 4pm) 2/17 4mg> 2/24 3.8mg slow taper to Aug/12/2022 2.04mg 2023> 2mg, 1.90mg, 1.80mg, 1.70mg, 1.5mg, 1.4mg, 1.3mg 1.2mg, 1.1mg, 1mg, 0.9mg, 0.8mg, 0.7mg 0.65mg, 0.6mg, 0.55mg, 0.5mg, 0.45mg, 0.4mg, 0.35mg, 0.3mg, 0.25,mg, back to once a day dosing 0 .1mg, 0.07mg , 0.05mg 4/1/2024 0 Lamictal taper 4/17/ 2022 25mg, 9/9/ 22 -20mg, 9/25/22- 15mg , 10/20/22- 0 Trazodone..2023.>down to 14mg, 7mg, 6mg July 2023 0 Xanax 0.0625 3 x a day, 2023> 0.042 3x a day Supplements Magnesium glycinate, Omega 3, D3, vitamin c , zinc, NAC Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted October 14, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 14, 2021 It's very stressful going back into the world after being in lockdown for 4 months. And we aren't returning to the same world that we left, it is very different. I went into some shops yesterday and nearly ended up having a meltdown. * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 15, 2021 Author Share Posted October 15, 2021 1 hour ago, ChessieCat said: It's very stressful going back into the world after being in lockdown for 4 months. And we aren't returning to the same world that we left, it is very different. I went into some shops yesterday and nearly ended up having a meltdown. Yeah I think it’s more the stimulation of everything can be daunting. I’m just trying to relax and breath and tell myself enjoy your job as I love what I do . 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 15, 2021 Author Share Posted October 15, 2021 3 hours ago, Greatful said: @Cheeky I feel for you trying to work at a busy pace and recover from your WD. Remember to be kind to yourself, do the best you can to get through the next week then cut back and take care of yourself. These drugs are powerful and have changed how are brain works. We need to remind each other that patience, time and self care is all we get make it through this. And of course the love and support from those in our lives that support us and from all of us here on SA. One day, one situation at a time.❤️ That’s so true, how powerful are these poisons . I’m only going to do what I can . 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 15, 2021 Author Share Posted October 15, 2021 Yesterday I was okay during the day and today I’m having flushes of anxiety and anger slight tremors. I really don’t understand this. I thought I would be levelling out after having a great month. I’m just confused and I don’t won’t to panic but it’s hard to to. I really think that my body is trying to cope with the smaller doses I’m on, even though I’m far from finishing. I’m just rambling on wanting a solution…….. 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 15, 2021 Author Share Posted October 15, 2021 7 hours ago, ChessieCat said: It's very stressful going back into the world after being in lockdown for 4 months. And we aren't returning to the same world that we left, it is very different. I went into some shops yesterday and nearly ended up having a meltdown. @ChessieCat I’m getting my periods in 3 days and I thinks it’s making everything worse . Has this happened to you . 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted October 15, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 15, 2021 19 minutes ago, Cheeky said: @ChessieCat Please do not tag me in future for any reason. Thank you. See this post about tagging staff: announcements 21 minutes ago, Cheeky said: I’m getting my periods in 3 days and I thinks it’s making everything worse . Cheeky you have been a member of SA for 6 years now and have 34 pages in your Introduction topic. I feel sure that you know that there are many topics about various things on this site. Please do your own research. You can do a search using an internet search engine adding site:survivingantidepressants.org and your search term. There is at least one topic where members discuss this type of thing. * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted October 15, 2021 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted October 15, 2021 Do a search using: menstruation and another separate search: premenstrual tension * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
Cheeky Posted October 15, 2021 Author Share Posted October 15, 2021 6 minutes ago, ChessieCat said: Please do not tag me in future for any reason. Thank you. See this post about tagging staff: announcements Cheeky you have been a member of SA for 6 years now and have 34 pages in your Introduction topic. I feel sure that you know that there are many topics about various things on this site. Please do your own research. You can do a search using an internet search engine adding site:survivingantidepressants.org and your search term. There is at least one topic where members discuss this type of thing. Okay I understand , sorry 1995 started Paxil 20mg slowly increasing to 50mg 2014 I decided to tapper myself not knowing how too and crashed , DR added 50mg of Seroquel Through the years made many mistakes tapering Started Tapering Both drugs at the same time 7.5% per month Paxil 9% Seroquel doing daily micro-taper Guided by Mark Horowitz 31/3/24 Paxil 10.31mg 31/3/24 Seroquel 9.9mg Link to comment
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