Martina23 Posted February 12, 2019 Author Share Posted February 12, 2019 It is possible that my Grandma is dieing. My sister said she had a dream with her how she said that my sister should take care of the children and vanished in the dream. My mother said she is still bleeding and at times falls in coma. I would like to visit her but I am ill and my mother said that it is not good if I go because she can get flu from me which would kill her immediately. But it is terrible. I wish I spent more time with her before. When I was young, 14, she was great. I slept in her apartment, I was born by her. But later we didnt talk that much together. We had a quarell with my mother (I went to live with my father) and she was always on my mothers side. So we didnt talk much. But I liked her. She was great at reading destiny from cards. She had a talent for this. As a child this was my favourite activity- I gave her cards, we sat together and she talked what she sees, what will come in the future- I loved that. I hope she will not die. 05/2013 Lyrica 100 mg / per day for pain + PGAD resulting from caesarian delivery11/2014 started to taper: 50 mg per day/ for one week then c/tafter one month reinstated at 50 mg /per days of 10 July 2015 drug free- symptoms OCD Link to comment
Martina23 Posted February 12, 2019 Author Share Posted February 12, 2019 I still must think on my grandma. I would like to see her to say good bye but my mother said if I am ill they will not let me in hospital. She will go there tomorrow with my father and I should go on Saturday and Sunday. I got such a crying attack now, I remember her how she took care of me as a child, she was always so good. I think people need you when they are so alone in hospital and she must be so lonely and scared now when her time came and she is dying. I am so afraid that I will not see her anymore. 05/2013 Lyrica 100 mg / per day for pain + PGAD resulting from caesarian delivery11/2014 started to taper: 50 mg per day/ for one week then c/tafter one month reinstated at 50 mg /per days of 10 July 2015 drug free- symptoms OCD Link to comment
powerback Posted April 23, 2019 Share Posted April 23, 2019 Hi Martina ,hope your doing ok these days. Take care. Alcohol free since February 2015 1MG diazepam 4.5MG PROZAC. Link to comment
Guest Posted May 24, 2022 Share Posted May 24, 2022 This is really scary for me, how long could they last this thoughts, how much time has to pass, you lost so manny time. This is not normal, is this WD or the mental illness. Link to comment
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