Hi, I have been a long time lurker and didn't think I'd need to post but I am hoping for a bit of reassurance and support.  I have so far not involved myself, because I am one of those who didn't take ADs for long and had a reaction.     I am generally a happy, healthy and pretty confident, level person. My young son got ill in 2013 and had to have a couple of operations. He’s absolutely fine now but, having held it together all the while I think I started to process it once it was all over an