ajnjj Posted July 1, 2012 Author Share Posted July 1, 2012 Hi all. So I had a window !!! 3 full days. Everything was great the only thing I had was the tingling / numbness in various parts of my body. It is really bad! It travels . It's concerning. Other than that, the window was fabulous!!! So now I'm leaning on that window. I'm looking fowrad to more Windows. Although still wondering if I should nice foward with Lyme testing. I haven't done it yet. I'm scared to go to any more doctors. I will be off lexapro 7 months in July. I will never take a mind altering drug again Hope everyone is well Everything was ok. And then it wasn't. Med History 11/2009- 50 mg Zoloft (1st ad ever) in combo w/.50 xanax for 2 weeks then use xanax as needed (1st benzo ever) 9 days on Zoloft, I was awake for 9 days straight C/T Zoloft 11/2009- trazadone to sleep for 2 weeks c/t Trazadone 12/2009 start 10 mg Lexapro w/ Xanax as needed 5/2010-3 week taper off lexapro 9/2010? back to Lexapro 10 mg after 5 or 6 weeks c/t leapro 12/2010-10mg paxil 5/2011-6 week paxil taper 8/2011 5mg lexapro last lexapro pill January 7 2012 all this as per doc orders Thanks Doc! Link to comment
Romido Posted July 2, 2012 Share Posted July 2, 2012 Hi Ajnjj! How great you had a 3 day window! Makes you remember that your brain is still there somewhere under the layers of fog. I hope you get more of them, closer together! Hang in there, maybe the worst part is behind you! R Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Skyler Posted July 2, 2012 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted July 2, 2012 So now I'm leaning on that window. I'm looking fowrad to more Windows. Although still wondering if I should nice foward with Lyme testing. I haven't done it yet. I'm scared to go to any more doctors. I will be off lexapro 7 months in July. I will never take a mind altering drug again ajnjj, if you have Lyme testing, make sure you see someone who specializes it Lyme. It can be a sticky wicket to find, and you want to be in good hands. I went to the Boston specialist who is located on Cape Cod and she was aces, bounced me as clean in 15 mins. Now that is the kind of doc I don't mind seeing! Very glad to hear about your window. Gotta ride those waves though, just no way round 'em. Never can tell when the surf's gonna be up, have board handy? ~S As always, LISTEN TO YOUR BODY! A proud supporter of the 10% (or slower) rule. Requip - 3/16 ZERO Total time on 25 years. Lyrica: 8/15 ZERO Total time on 7 or 8 yrs.BENZO FREE 10/13 (started tapering 7/10) Total time on 25 years. Read my intro thread here, and check the about me section. "No matter how cynical you get, it's almost impossible to keep up." Lily Tomlin Link to comment
Nikki Posted July 2, 2012 Share Posted July 2, 2012 If it is a concern....just do it. Blood test and an antibiotic cure. It's better to catch it early. Happy that bettet days have found you Intro: http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1902-nikki-hi-my-rundown-with-ads/ Paxil 1997-2004 Crossed over to Lexapro Paxil not available at Pharmacies GSK halted deliveries Lexapro 40mgs Lexapro taper (2years) Imipramine Imipramine and Celexa Now Nefazadone/Imipramine 50mgs. each 45mgs. Serzone 50mgs. Imipramine Link to comment
ajnjj Posted July 2, 2012 Author Share Posted July 2, 2012 Thank you all. I will keep you posted. Hope its just wd. Probably just wd. Lol. I need a much bigger surf board for those waves Shuyler lol. Everything was ok. And then it wasn't. Med History 11/2009- 50 mg Zoloft (1st ad ever) in combo w/.50 xanax for 2 weeks then use xanax as needed (1st benzo ever) 9 days on Zoloft, I was awake for 9 days straight C/T Zoloft 11/2009- trazadone to sleep for 2 weeks c/t Trazadone 12/2009 start 10 mg Lexapro w/ Xanax as needed 5/2010-3 week taper off lexapro 9/2010? back to Lexapro 10 mg after 5 or 6 weeks c/t leapro 12/2010-10mg paxil 5/2011-6 week paxil taper 8/2011 5mg lexapro last lexapro pill January 7 2012 all this as per doc orders Thanks Doc! Link to comment
ajnjj Posted July 13, 2012 Author Share Posted July 13, 2012 Well, well, well, My 8 month mark off lexapro has come and gone. How, I ask myslef, am I still functioning? How am I even still alive? Well, the same way all of you are. Suffering and struggling but pushing through every second of every minute of every hour. I had a great window. It lasted over a week. It was fantastic. I was happy, healthy and appreciative. I was ok. And then I wasn't. I was giving my son a bath, laughing, happy. All of a sudden my heart started going very hard and fast. Then my body started to violently shake. I also got very hot all over my body. What the hell was that all about? It lastedabout 25 to 30 minutes. Haven't been the same since. My eyes are screwy again, ears ringing and really sensitive, pins and needles, dizzy, fatigued and so on. What happened here? Where did this come from? What is going on? These questions I know, we all have. And no answers. Of course I immediately thought something was very wrong and I should go directly to er. I didn't though. Because its just a waste of time and energy. On Monday I will be having a special Lyme test done. Probably a waste but I guess it can't hurt. Hope everyone is better than I. Everything was ok. And then it wasn't. Med History 11/2009- 50 mg Zoloft (1st ad ever) in combo w/.50 xanax for 2 weeks then use xanax as needed (1st benzo ever) 9 days on Zoloft, I was awake for 9 days straight C/T Zoloft 11/2009- trazadone to sleep for 2 weeks c/t Trazadone 12/2009 start 10 mg Lexapro w/ Xanax as needed 5/2010-3 week taper off lexapro 9/2010? back to Lexapro 10 mg after 5 or 6 weeks c/t leapro 12/2010-10mg paxil 5/2011-6 week paxil taper 8/2011 5mg lexapro last lexapro pill January 7 2012 all this as per doc orders Thanks Doc! Link to comment
Barbarannamated Posted July 13, 2012 Share Posted July 13, 2012 Ajnjj, I'm glad you had a good window, but sorry about the bad wave. Isnt it interesting how our immediate instinct is to go to the ER? I do the same. Then I remember. I hope you feel better soon. Keep us posted on the Lyme's test. B Pristiq tapered over 8 months ending Spring 2011 after 18 years of polydrugging that began w/Zoloft for fatigue/general malaise (not mood). CURRENT: 1mg Klonopin qhs (SSRI bruxism), 75mg trazodone qhs, various hormonesLitigation for 11 years for Work-related injury, settled 2004. Involuntary medical retirement in 2001 (age 39). 2012 - brain MRI showing diffuse, chronic cerebrovascular damage/demyelination possibly vasculitis/cerebritis. Dx w/autoimmune polyendocrine failure.<p>2013 - Dx w/CNS Sjogren's Lupus (FANA antibodies first appeared in 1997 but missed by doc). Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted July 16, 2015 Administrator Share Posted July 16, 2015 ajnjj, how are you doing? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
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