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Hatred of Movement- Misokinesia


ryan1982

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Hey all,

I searched and I couldn't find this one. Since I had my setback, I've been suffering from both misophonia (hatred of sound), which I've always had, and misokinesia (hatred of movement), which is a new one for me. I've always disliked people fidgeting but even seeing the slightest repetitive movement is enough for me to look away. I have trouble watching hands move and feet move as well. Anyone have this extremely strange symptom and did it go away?

 

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/noises/202201/misokinesia-misophonia-and-mirror-neurons

2005- 2008: Lorazepam (max dose- 1 MG daily)

2008- 2016: Lexapro (max dose-10 MG daily)

January 2017- March 2017- Pristiq (max dose- 100 MG daily)

April 2017- June 2017: Trintellix (max dose- 10 MG)

July 2017- October 2017:  Lexapro (max dose-10 MG daily)

November 2017- April 2018- Luvox (max dose- 100 MG)

May 2018- Zoloft (max dose- 18.75)

5/28/18- 3 MG Lexapro, 6/3/18- 3 MG Lexapro, 6/7/18- 3.5 MG Lexapro, 6/13/18- 4 MG Lexapro, 6/21/18- 4.5 MG Lexapro, 6/28/18- 3/29/21- 4 MG Lexapro, 3/30/21- Present- 3.8 MG Lexapro

**Bad Wave Caused by Trileptal 150 MG (one pill) in December '20 and Low Dose Naltrexone .12 MG (one pill) in April '21**

 

"The Journey is The Reward"

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Hi @ryan1982

Interesting post. I'd never heard the term misokinesia. 

 

I'm sorry you're suffering from this. It sounds incredibly inconvenient. 

 

I can relate to the extent that I've experienced something somewhat similar. For a period of time I had a lot of difficulty with movement (I cannot say I hated it). When there was movement around me (e.g. fidgeting) it had an agitating effect on my nervous system. I'd feel a sense of unease.

I also had trouble looking at movement, be it on a screen or birds flying or traffic. I came to realize that this was directly related to the various vision issues I was experiencing. 

Sometimes certain symptoms are experienced as one thing emotionally/cognitively, e.g. discomfort with motion, when the underlying cause/symptom is sensory, e.g. visual processing challenges. 

 

I am happy to say this has all resolved. I have faith that it'll pass for you, too. It just takes time. 

 

 

1996-2018 - misc. polypharmacy, incl. SSRIs, SNRIs, neuroleptics, lithium, benzos, stimulants, antihistamines, etc. (approx. 30+ drugs)

2012-2018 - 10mg lexapro/escitalopram (20mg?)    Jan. 2018 - 10mg -> 5mg, then from 5mg -> 2.5mg, then 0mg  -->  July 2018 - 0mg

2017(?)-2020 - vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine 60-70mg    2020-2021 - 70mg down to 0mg  -->  July 2021 - 0mg

March-April 2021 - vortioxetine 5-10mg (approx. 7 weeks total; CT)  -->  April 28th, 2021 - 0mg

August 2021 - 2mg melatonin   August 1, 2022 - 1mg melatonin   March 31, 2023 - 0mg melatonin

2024 supplements update: electrolyte blend in water sipped throughout the day; 1 tsp fish oil blend w/ morning meal (incl. vit. A+D+E); calcium; vitamin C+zinc

 

Courage is fear that has said its prayers.  - Karle Wilson Baker

love and justice are not two. without inner change, there can be no outer change; without collective change, no change matters.  - Rev. angel Kyodo williams

Holding multiple truths. Knowing that everyone has their own accurate view of the way things are.  - text on homemade banner at Afiya house

 

I am not a medical professional; this is not medical advice. 

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Hey @Ariel-

Thanks for taking the time to respond. Yes, I can’t say that I hate them as well- that’s just what misokinesia translates to. Absolutely though- visual processing challenges is absolutely right. 
 

Did those symptoms gradually fade or did you wake up and they were gone?

2005- 2008: Lorazepam (max dose- 1 MG daily)

2008- 2016: Lexapro (max dose-10 MG daily)

January 2017- March 2017- Pristiq (max dose- 100 MG daily)

April 2017- June 2017: Trintellix (max dose- 10 MG)

July 2017- October 2017:  Lexapro (max dose-10 MG daily)

November 2017- April 2018- Luvox (max dose- 100 MG)

May 2018- Zoloft (max dose- 18.75)

5/28/18- 3 MG Lexapro, 6/3/18- 3 MG Lexapro, 6/7/18- 3.5 MG Lexapro, 6/13/18- 4 MG Lexapro, 6/21/18- 4.5 MG Lexapro, 6/28/18- 3/29/21- 4 MG Lexapro, 3/30/21- Present- 3.8 MG Lexapro

**Bad Wave Caused by Trileptal 150 MG (one pill) in December '20 and Low Dose Naltrexone .12 MG (one pill) in April '21**

 

"The Journey is The Reward"

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Hi @ryan1982

 

The various symptoms related to visual processing challenges gradually improved over time. That, and I learned to accept and live with them. Probably by the time they were significantly better I no longer noticed them anyway, or barely. 

 

I've written about this in more detail elsewhere on the site, see rebeccaannxo's thread for reference:

https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/26034-rebeccaannxo-adverse-reaction-to-lexapro/#comment-586617

 

Lexapro is a potent one. It looks like you are doing a very slow taper, which is a wise choice. 

Best of luck to you,

A,

1996-2018 - misc. polypharmacy, incl. SSRIs, SNRIs, neuroleptics, lithium, benzos, stimulants, antihistamines, etc. (approx. 30+ drugs)

2012-2018 - 10mg lexapro/escitalopram (20mg?)    Jan. 2018 - 10mg -> 5mg, then from 5mg -> 2.5mg, then 0mg  -->  July 2018 - 0mg

2017(?)-2020 - vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine 60-70mg    2020-2021 - 70mg down to 0mg  -->  July 2021 - 0mg

March-April 2021 - vortioxetine 5-10mg (approx. 7 weeks total; CT)  -->  April 28th, 2021 - 0mg

August 2021 - 2mg melatonin   August 1, 2022 - 1mg melatonin   March 31, 2023 - 0mg melatonin

2024 supplements update: electrolyte blend in water sipped throughout the day; 1 tsp fish oil blend w/ morning meal (incl. vit. A+D+E); calcium; vitamin C+zinc

 

Courage is fear that has said its prayers.  - Karle Wilson Baker

love and justice are not two. without inner change, there can be no outer change; without collective change, no change matters.  - Rev. angel Kyodo williams

Holding multiple truths. Knowing that everyone has their own accurate view of the way things are.  - text on homemade banner at Afiya house

 

I am not a medical professional; this is not medical advice. 

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