Lucaaa Posted April 10 Author Share Posted April 10 Hi, I haven´t posted here in a while but I just wanted to give an update.. Since 2 years I have been on 43mg Sertraline now and there wasn´t much change in my state and PAWS since I dropped first from 50 to 46 and then from 46 to 43 mg 2 years ago. My symptoms are still: .) Eye Floaters .) low libido (was a lot more on 50mg) .) almost everything I eat gives me bloating like I am pregnant .) Heart palpitations .) concentrating for longer periods is hard and exhausting .) generally feel weak and my nervous system reacts to every trigger, like if I do to much, are too active I get restlessnes and sleep worse .) can´t work .) Anhedonia .) decline in cognitive skills, feel like I got dumber and my brain isn´t functioning right I know these symptoms aren´t that severe but it just worries me that things haven´t gotten better and considering the fact that things only got worse and worse the further down I got, why should it get better If I further decrease? Overall the pattern in the last years was: less medication = less brain and nervous system working. And thats why I am still on 43mg because I thought maybe it get´s better and I can taper again, but nothing got better and that´s why I haven´t decreased my dose any further.. I just know if I deacrease my dose again I will further destabilize my nervous system. I even thought about raising my dose again but then I think I will probably never get off. So here I am sitting on 43mg.. since 2 years shall I stay on that dose? decrease? even though I know everything will get worse? I probably have no other choice but to go through withdrawal hell, but I got so comfortable at 43mg and if I think I should decrease further everything in my mind screams: NOOOOO!! I will probably hold my dose for another year and then taper again, don´t know what else to do. It can only go to ways: up or down and I don´t want to go up again so the only way will be down, it´s just discouraging nothing changed in 2 years.. Luca 2011- 2015 Sertraline 75mg 2015 tapered off way to fast and got back on it, but 150mg 2015-2018 Sertraline 150mg 2018-2019 tapered of 25mg every 2 months 2019 Tapered off to fast, got back on 75mg 2020-2022 50mg Sertraline January - March 2022 46mg April - Now 43mg January 2023 - tried updosing to 43.3mg February 2023 - back on 43mg Link to comment
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