Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted December 28, 2013 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted December 28, 2013 Rooting for you Finn, hope it is ok. **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible Link to comment
Finn Posted December 29, 2013 Author Share Posted December 29, 2013 Thanks for the well wishes. I see my psychiatrist again on the 6th of Jan so I'll probably know then. I think the Prozac I've been taking to offset Effexor has made my jaw clentch/ hurt, which is quite annoying. I might stop it. It's been two weeks, and it should take two weeks to taper itself so maybe that's enough. Probably not. My mind is mush, and I'm so unmotivated and apathetic so right now, nothing really sounds overly good or bad. I feel like a jerk saying this, but I almost wish I had some brain condition that would kill me so I wouldn't have to deal with this **** anymore. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
btdt Posted December 30, 2013 Share Posted December 30, 2013 I made a post here that I don't see now what is with that? WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
Finn Posted January 7, 2014 Author Share Posted January 7, 2014 I didn't actually get to see my doctor because my appointment was cancelled due to horrendous weather. I would call to reschedule, but I don't want to until I know my insurance will pay. Their not paying might be an issue because the claim was denied, but it may just have been submitted to the wrong place. I would like to know the results, but I also have the images on disk so I can take it to another doctor who could read it, if it came down to that. I've been taking the 10mg of Prozac for 3/4 weeks now, which means it has also been that long since I last took Effexor. The Prozac must have made quitting Effexor tolerable. I still get periods of jitteriness, headaches, etc, so I'm not symptom-free by any means, but I can function waaaaaay better than had I stopped Effexor without adding Prozac. What's the length of time one takes Prozac in this scenario? I'm sort of horrified to stop since it seems to be the only thing between me and bad withdrawal (like I had experienced), but I also know it is only a matter of time before Prozac makes me blunted like the other medications did. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Lexy Posted January 8, 2014 Share Posted January 8, 2014 As I recall you jumped off at 22mg on effexor. I'm sure others will advise you better than I. However have you thought about doing the liquid Prozac to taper slowly? Started Effexor August 2012 Sept'12-150mg=extreme anxiety Oct'12 cut half-75mg severe wds Feb 2013 68.5mg. Mar'13- 65mg. Apr'13-59mg. May'13-57mg. June '13-52mg Aug'13 49.75mg. Sep'13-48.75. Nov'13-47mg Dec'13-45..5mg May 2014 42mg. Jun'14 40mg (depressive mood started). Aug'14 -40mg/ started brintellix 2.5mg Oct '14 -39 Nov'14 36.89 Dec'14 34.45 Jan 2015- 31 Feb'15 29mg. Mar'15 26.72. Apr'15 24.48. May'15 22.31mg. Jun'15 20.30mg Aug'15-18.89. Oct'15 16.96. Nov/16- 16.10. Dec/15- 15mg Jan 2016-14.22. May'16 11.45. Aug'16-9.60. Sep/16- 8.88mg. Oct/16- 8.39mg. Nov/16- 8.13. Dec/16- 7.89 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Narcissus Posted January 8, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted January 8, 2014 Hi, Finn.In this thread on the prozac switch Alto a Dr. Mark Foster, who advises tapering for 4-8 weeks (immediately?) after you drop the first medication. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1463-the-prozac-switch-or-bridging-with-prozac/#entry13616 But again, in my opinion these kinds of guidelines aren't nearly as valuable as carefully monitoring yourself. From the way the switch is discussed in that thread, you're sort of "tricking" your brain to accept the prozac in place of the original drug. This suggests to me that you'd want to be very careful when tapering the prozac, as according the "tire change" theory your body's dependence on the initial drug will have just switched over to the prozac. The prozac should be gentler because of the shorter half life, but you still have a dependence that's been built up over a long perod of time. But this is all speculative. Just be careful! 3 Years 150 mgs Effexor 2 month taper down to zero 3 terrible weeks at zero Back up to 75 mgs 2 months at 75 6 or so months back to regular dose of 150 - was able to restabilize fine. 3 month taper back to zero 1 HORRENDOUS week at zero 2 days back up to 37.5 3 days back up to 75 One week at 150 - unable to stabilize. Back down to 75 mgs At 75 mgs (half original dose) and suffering withdrawal symptoms since October 2012. "It is a radical cure for all pessimism to become ill, to remain ill for a good while, and then grow well for a still longer period." - Nietzsche Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted January 8, 2014 Administrator Share Posted January 8, 2014 I'd give it another month at least to allow your nervous system to stabilize before reducing Prozac. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Needmylifeback Posted January 9, 2014 Share Posted January 9, 2014 Finn... I just caught up on your intro.... So bear with me *people keep asking why you worked so hard to taper and then Abruptly dropped down... Didn't your pdoc not refill your effexor bc her solution was to put you on wellbutrin?! And you opted to not add more drugs? I think that was a good move.... Unless you could continue receiving effexor to work with..... Where I live getting a second opinion or even going to a different hospital only results in deep mistrust and suspicion towards you for changing drs (I tried bc the dr at the ER close to me suffered humiliation and professional chastisement over his malpractice type behavior with his treatment my youngest child... So when I showed up violently ill and on the verge of a stroke he ordered the Exact same test - that he demanded my daughter reroute and come to HIS hospital to have run - on me even though it was irrelevant to my condition. It was his chance to get back at me for getting him in trouble... Except I never did any of that!! I was too busy keeping my child alive. It was the EMTs who filed everything against him and turned over the tape of his hysterical ranting threats against me to his bosses at the hospital and to the city councils. So when I was weak and sick he ran the exact same expensive test... gave me two lortab and sent me home in CHF and on the verge of a stroke).... this is WHY I went to a different ER after not getting any real help for several years at my local hospital .... But doing so only raised suspicion and left my care being dictated by the spurned lunatic I was trying to escape. It's an inbred mess where I live!! And switching drs only guarantees no one will look at your case with fresh eyes! So I would have done the same.... Rather than ask a dr to refill effexor when that dr has said I don't need to taper. But I am glad you were able to go back to her and have her work with you to lessen your w/d symptoms *many times liver enzymes that are too high may not be high enough to risk liver failure but will still be high enough to cause symptoms and problems ... Just FYI. *I had never had headaches until my first at 19yo. Still they were never a big deal. Then during my fifth pregnancy I began having migraines. And some study proved they were tied to my periods. I only had migraines when I had periods... Then it was the week before and the week I menstruated. So they did put me on BC pills and it helped enormously!! *I also take several of the things you take ... While I don't recall any specific issues with coming off effexor.... I am juggling the screaming pain only inside my skull, have woken up covered in black bruises indicating internal bleeding, and have struggled with the meds damaging my liver and now struggling with how to get off one to calm my liver back down. Mainly, I wanted to tell you that I was placed on these meds (and did a dozen MRIs) for reasons other than depressive episodes or anxiety.... And these category of drugs STILL have wreaked havoc on me... Giving me anxiety and depression!! Which I didn't have before. Don't make any judgements about where you or your brain are while you are in flux.... These meds are causing me symptoms others describe as the types of feelings that had them take the meds in the first place except I never felt any of those things until after they put me on the drugs!! Going on them, having them impact our biochemistry, trying to safely taper off them, and redefining life after these drugs ..... It is all a state of transition and change that does not represent who we are or who we will always be!!! Just don't make any permanent decisions based on temporary circumstance. I am certain the impact these meds have on us are very real and very discouraging. But it isn't forever. It's a transitional phase until we can restabilize after having been deeply affected by these meds. None of this is permanent. We have every reason to believe the insanity we feel inside our heads is induced by the meds themselves since patients w/o any underlying issues related to anxiety or depression still experience this same madness while on and when trying to get off this category of medications. If a medication caused our tongue to swell, we would rightly discontinue the drug!! We would not decide that our tongue was forever after impaired and cut it out! the same is true for our brains. We have every reason to hope that our remarkable bodies can and will repair the damage these meds have caused. Withdrawing meds: * lexapro 20mg (?) since maybe winter 2009-10. Self weaned this summer stopping in sept 2013 (I just cut in half for a few weeks, then took every other day then a couple x a week then nothing); *Xanax 0.5mg 4xday (dr cut by 50% twice in 16days oct 5-21st. By late Nov, dropped from 1/2 a 0.5mg tab tid to bid...by dec 1st, I was suicidal. Told dr I had to hold!) am still holding at 1/4 a 0.5mg tab bid since early dec; *sept 9 began buspar 7.5mg bid, raised to 15mg bid oct, nov 23 raised it 30mg am holding pm dose at 15mg. By Dec 11th I knew my liver was heading into failure again... Heart rapidly moving towards stroke levels. BP escalating rapidly towards stroke levels... BP moving past 200/130+ and heart rate hitting 200s everyday after buspar dose. Ribs were burning from being pushed so far out by the swollen liver plus itching severe- needed scissors to scratch deep enough but still itching 24/7. Checked for buspar symptoms I had them all plus a few underlying conditions making buspar contraindicated. For me buspar is literally toxic. *buspar taper: ~dec 11th dropped from 30mg am/15mg pm to 15mg am/pm ~dec 17th pm dropped to 12.5mg am/pm ~dec 29th pm dropped to 10mg am/pm ~jan 5th pm dropped to 7.5mg am/pm ~jan 7th pm dropped to 5mg am/pm {dropped in only two days under pressure from alto to drop Now... Bc she then realized I was referring to significant organ failures and was dealing with serious side effects not merely inconvenient ones. My w/d side effects spiked} ~jan 8th I raised the pm dose to 6.25mg leaving the am dose at 5mg; stayed at 5mg am/6.25mg pm for a few days ~jan 12th pm dropped to 5mg am/pm ~jan 18th pm dropped to 5mg am/3.75mg pm; experienced a crushing spike in symptoms including liver irritation and "lightening storm headaches" among others. Currently at this dose. Link to comment
btdt Posted January 9, 2014 Share Posted January 9, 2014 I'd give it another month at least to allow your nervous system to stabilize before reducing Prozac. another month would put her at 7-8 wks off effexor the timeline I had for flu symptoms going off effexor was 6-7 wks was really ok till then but I did cold turkey off a higher dose just wonder if that is a good timeline... this is just my story and I know others have different timelines I am surprised a reduction in prozac starts so quickly but I do trust Alto to know her stuff as somebody said she did a study of it with a doctor. Still am surprised by it. WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted January 9, 2014 Administrator Share Posted January 9, 2014 I didn't actually get to see my doctor because my appointment was cancelled due to horrendous weather. I would call to reschedule, but I don't want to until I know my insurance will pay. Their not paying might be an issue because the claim was denied, but it may just have been submitted to the wrong place. I would like to know the results, but I also have the images on disk so I can take it to another doctor who could read it, if it came down to that. I've been taking the 10mg of Prozac for 3/4 weeks now, which means it has also been that long since I last took Effexor. The Prozac must have made quitting Effexor tolerable. I still get periods of jitteriness, headaches, etc, so I'm not symptom-free by any means, but I can function waaaaaay better than had I stopped Effexor without adding Prozac. What's the length of time one takes Prozac in this scenario? I'm sort of horrified to stop since it seems to be the only thing between me and bad withdrawal (like I had experienced), but I also know it is only a matter of time before Prozac makes me blunted like the other medications did. Going by the symptoms Finn is reporting here, my guess is she will benefit from a longer time of dosage stability on the Prozac. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted January 10, 2014 Author Share Posted January 10, 2014 I worry that it is impossible for me to know what symtpom is caused by Effexor withdrawal and what might be a side effect of Prozac. Like I am starting to feel quite apathetic, withdrawn and blunted again--not that I ever didn't, but I do have brief periods where I feel slightly better emotionally than I do now. What if at this point Prozac is making these feelings worse. I agree and thus will follow the advise that I should stabilize. I rescheduled my appointment for the end of the month, which only matters because I must wait until I see the doctor to get the mri results. My doctor is of no real help with withdrawal; remember I was the one who suggested the Prozac in the first place so she wouldn't know about timing. Her advise is to wait it out. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted January 10, 2014 Administrator Share Posted January 10, 2014 It's a very long shot that the MRI will show anything significant. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted January 19, 2014 Author Share Posted January 19, 2014 It's a very long shot that the MRI will show anything significant. But that is good. Ultimately, why would I want something to be noticably abnormal? So, I know I said I was going to stay taking the 10mg of Prozac for about another month, but I was getting antsy from the flatness so I have been not taking it for a few days to see what happens. Mostly I just feel impatient and irritatable if I go more than a day without taking the next dose. I should probably taper down from Prozac...But the Prozac is waaaay more annoying to reduce in dose than the Effexor was. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted January 19, 2014 Administrator Share Posted January 19, 2014 It is a very bad idea to simply quit Prozac. Please reinstate and taper. It's not that difficult. See http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/759-tips-for-tapering-off-prozac-fluoxetine/ This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted January 20, 2014 Author Share Posted January 20, 2014 I didn't just quit. I was taking it every second or third day. But I dumped out like a third of the capsule's content before taking it this morning. That counts as tapering--although not very precisely. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Finn Posted January 20, 2014 Author Share Posted January 20, 2014 No I don't know if that's a good idea. I think Prozac is making me very hostile, irritatable, angry, etc and taking away any concern I have for feeling or acting in such a way. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted January 20, 2014 Administrator Share Posted January 20, 2014 Please take a third of a capsule every day consistently for a month, then decrease slowly. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted January 27, 2014 Author Share Posted January 27, 2014 It's more like half a capsule. I'm just pouring it out, pretty inaccurate but efficient. With Effexor, a lot of the symptoms of decreasing were physical--like headaches, dizziness, but with decreasing Prozac, it is definitely more emotional. Like I said a post up, I'm irritiable, easily annoyed and angered. I have motions when I sink into apathy and depression, but mostly, I'm just really sensitive so all my frustrations and insecurities are easily triggered. I've been trying to deal with it by telling myself it will pass, that this isn't me. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted January 27, 2014 Administrator Share Posted January 27, 2014 Rather than estimating, I highly recommend you make a liquid so you can more accurately measure your dosage. This is important. See http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/759-tips-for-tapering-off-prozac-fluoxetine/ This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted February 18, 2014 Author Share Posted February 18, 2014 Honestly, I don't know if I should take this as a sign or what. My appointment which was scheduled back in Jan. was cancelled due to snow/ cold. I had rescheduled it for tomorrow night, and guess what, it was cancelled again, due to snow. So, I'm like, do I reschedule or not. I never got the results of that MRI, and since I took it, I should get the results, but I don't really want to make another appointment because their office is usually booked well in advance, and I know my work schedule in advance, and my insurance only paid half of the cost for my last appointment leaving me to pay $75 dollars, which seems like a lot just to have her tell me that my MRI was fine (probably). Since I have the results of the MRI on disc, I'm thinking of finding another doctor who could read the scan images but who wouldn't cost as much because my medical coverage is better than my mental health coverage. Dunno what to do here... Tapering-wise...I don't know, I seem to fluctuate. I am hanging at around 3mg now. Some days I have headaches, usually I have irritability and feel hyper-vigilant and anxious. As per the norm, I'm still flat. Mostly, the irritability bothers me because it scares me how I will respond if something triggers me when I'm feelings more irritable. I'm afraid of being out of control, I guess. But on a positive side, I found a therapist who my insurance will pay for and that I like, so I'll be working with her. I informed her about my awful experience with antidepressants and how some of my current issues are affected by that and not just emotional disturbances. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Finn Posted February 25, 2014 Author Share Posted February 25, 2014 Ugh, just to show how easily changeable I am--last week, I was fine, but this week, I feel like it is the end of the world for me and I simply cannot take one more moment. Maybe withdrawing is making me raw, maybe I just need to deal with everything I haven't been dealing with or maybe I really am hopeless cuz I can't exist with this crushing restlessness, uncertainty and feeling so vulnerable. \rantover Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Petunia Posted February 26, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted February 26, 2014 I'm glad you found a therapist, that's good news. If you are struggling with withdrawal symptoms, maybe you need to slow down your taper and make sure you are accurate with dosage. As the dosage gets lower, many people find that symptoms start to increase and slowing down makes them more tolerable again. I hope you have a better week. I'm not a doctor. My comments are not medical advise. These are my opinions based on my own experience and what I've learned. Please discuss your situation with a medical practitioner who has knowledge of tapering and withdrawal...if you are lucky enough to find one. My Introduction Thread Full Drug and Withdrawal History Brief Summary Several SSRIs for 13 years starting 1997 (for mild to moderate partly situational anxiety) Xanax PRN ~ Various other drugs over the years for side effects 2 month 'taper' off Lexapro 2010 Short acute withdrawal, followed by 2 -3 months of improvement then delayed protracted withdrawal DX ADHD followed by several years of stimulants and other drugs trying to manage increasing symptoms Failed reinstatement of Lexapro and trial of Prozac (became suicidal) May 2013 Found SA, learned about withdrawal, stopped taking drugs...healing begins. Protracted withdrawal, with a very sensitized nervous system, slowly recovering as time passes Supplements which have helped: Vitamin C, Magnesium, Taurine Bad reactions: Many supplements but mostly fish oil and Vitamin D June 2016 - Started daily juicing, mostly vegetables and lots of greens. Aug 2016 - Oct 2016 Best window ever, felt almost completely recovered Oct 2016 -Symptoms returned - bad days and less bad days. April 2018 - No windows, but significant improvement, it feels like permanent full recovery is close. VIDEO: Where did the chemical imbalance theory come from? VIDEO: How are psychiatric diagnoses made? VIDEO: Why do psychiatric drugs have withdrawal syndromes? VIDEO: Can psychiatric drugs cause long-lasting negative effects? VIDEO: Dr. Claire Weekes Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus tezza Posted February 26, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted February 26, 2014 Hi Finn, I'm sorry you seem to be doing the roller coaster ride. It's awful, I know, but I really do think you'd benefit by making the liquid and taking a 'consistent' and 'accurately' measured dose. Feel better soon! http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1644-tezza-risperdal-withdrawal/ Seroquel and Mirtazipine Link to comment
Finn Posted February 26, 2014 Author Share Posted February 26, 2014 Earlier today, I felt quite awful but seeing my therapist took the edge off the intensity of my feelings. It is sort of nice to reminded that my mental state isn't fixed but can change through positive interactions/ thinking about things differently. Dang, I am ever dizzy, though. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted February 26, 2014 Administrator Share Posted February 26, 2014 Sympathetic company is soothing. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted March 13, 2014 Author Share Posted March 13, 2014 A week ago Monday, I went from the 3mg I'd been taking to none. There's been symptoms, but it isn't always that unbearable. I've been extremely self-aware, having trouble concentrating/ my mind seems to not understand or process things right (I had the same cognitive problem when I quit Effexor before switching to Prozac). I'm really impatient and easily upset. Mostly, it comes in bursts. I've hopeful it will get better with time since this was a low dose I stopped from. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Administrator Altostrata Posted March 13, 2014 Administrator Share Posted March 13, 2014 Finn, I wish you had been more gradual in your final reductions. That 3mg represented 30% of your Prozac dose. I hope all goes well for you. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted. Link to comment
Finn Posted March 16, 2014 Author Share Posted March 16, 2014 When I was tapering the powder was getting everywhere...*whinewhine* I think it is the fact that I went from any dose to no dose that is causing the problem now. It takes around two weeks for Prozac to completely eliminate itself from your system, right, so it is safe to assume that I might start getting the worst of withdrawal after being off for around two weeks? Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Meimeiquest Posted March 16, 2014 Share Posted March 16, 2014 My first psychiatric drug was Prozac. I stopped over a month, WD started at 6 weeks out (and I reinstated, it was over 20 years ago and I was clueless). I got off with no distress...over three years. If you go back on, remember it comes in a liquid. 1st round Prozac 1989/90, clear depression symptoms. 2nd round Prozac started 1999 when admitted to dr. I was tired. Prozac pooped out, switch to Cymbalta 3/2006. Diagnosed with bipolar disorder due to mania 6/2006--then I was taken abruptly off Cymbalta and didn't know I had SSRI withdrawal. Lots of meds for my intractable "bipolar" symptoms. Zyprexa started about 9/06, mostly 5mg. Tapered 4/12 through12/29/12 Wellbutrin. XL 300 mg started 1/07, tapered 1/18/13 through 7/8/13 Oxazepam mostly continuously since 6/06, 30mg since 12/12, tapered 1.17.14 through 8.26.15 11/06 Lithium 600mg twice daily, 2.2.14 400mg TID DIY liquid, 2.12.14 1150mg, 3.2.14 1100mg, 3.18.14 1075mg, 4/14 updose to 1100mg, 6.1.14 900 mg capsules 7.8.14 810mg, 8.17.14 725mg, 8.24.24 700mg...10.22.14 487.5mg, 3.9.15 475mg, 4.1.15 462.5mg 4.21.15 450mg 8.11.15 375mg, 11.28.15 362.5mg, back to 375mg four days later, 3.4.16 updose to 475 (too much going on to risk trouble) 9/4/13 Toprol-XL 25mg daily for sudden hypertension, tapered 11.12.13 through 5.3.14, last 10 days or so switched to atenolol 7.4.14 Started Walsh Protocol 56 years old Link to comment
Finn Posted March 20, 2014 Author Share Posted March 20, 2014 I think my nervous system is so sensitive, WD symptoms come right away and/ or very soon after a change, even with Prozac. This past week has been really bad. When I mentioned I hadn't been doing so well over the weekend, a co-worker said they noticed I wasn't doing so well. So that's reassuring (not!). But I've worked 7 days straight, and my well-being is always worsened by the cyclical dip in estrogen. Dunno what to do except sleep as much as I can. I feel like my mind is dead... Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted March 20, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted March 20, 2014 Sounds like you need a bit of TLC Finn, along with a bit of R&R. I hope you can get some time off soon and have some me time to recharge your batteries. Overwork does make things worse without a doubt! **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible Link to comment
Finn Posted March 21, 2014 Author Share Posted March 21, 2014 I finally am off today! I'm planning on going to the gym and trying to relax. I say trying because it is very difficult to not constantly be on edge. I also haven't been able to see that therapist I started seeing because of my schedule the last three weeks. I don't mind working so much because it keeps my mind off other things and keeps me busy while I am feeling this awful. If I can't focus or think straight, I'd rather spend my time earning money than being restless and bored. Plus the thing that is sort of keeping me going is thinking that if I have enough money, I'll be able to move on to do stuff that makes me feel fulfilled again. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Finn Posted March 27, 2014 Author Share Posted March 27, 2014 No real changes...just an update: I've been quite tired and really depressed. But like whenever I have to get up for work at 6am, I don't get anywhere near enough sleep so that could be to blame for the tiredness, but I've been so tired, I think either withdrawal or something else is worsening it. I don't have any insomnia, just fatigue--is that a thing? Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted March 28, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted March 28, 2014 Sounds like it is withdrawal Finn, It's almost 4 weeks since you stopped the prozac and tapered quite quickly so I think if I were you I'd consider reinstating a tiny amount of prozac to settle the withdrawal symptoms. Maybe just 1mg will help., it is available in a liquid and is quite cheap. It would be so much easier and more accurate than splitting capsules! **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible Link to comment
Lexy Posted March 28, 2014 Share Posted March 28, 2014 I hope u have open windows soon. Started Effexor August 2012 Sept'12-150mg=extreme anxiety Oct'12 cut half-75mg severe wds Feb 2013 68.5mg. Mar'13- 65mg. Apr'13-59mg. May'13-57mg. June '13-52mg Aug'13 49.75mg. Sep'13-48.75. Nov'13-47mg Dec'13-45..5mg May 2014 42mg. Jun'14 40mg (depressive mood started). Aug'14 -40mg/ started brintellix 2.5mg Oct '14 -39 Nov'14 36.89 Dec'14 34.45 Jan 2015- 31 Feb'15 29mg. Mar'15 26.72. Apr'15 24.48. May'15 22.31mg. Jun'15 20.30mg Aug'15-18.89. Oct'15 16.96. Nov/16- 16.10. Dec/15- 15mg Jan 2016-14.22. May'16 11.45. Aug'16-9.60. Sep/16- 8.88mg. Oct/16- 8.39mg. Nov/16- 8.13. Dec/16- 7.89 Link to comment
Finn Posted March 31, 2014 Author Share Posted March 31, 2014 *sigh* I'm feeling weird, and it is quite worrisome. I'm always on edge as if I'm on the look out for something that is going to hurt me, like anxiety, except I'm also reading anxiously into situations that are neutral. I'm say I'm suspicious, but it is more like an amorphous, yet troubling observation. Before I went on the first antidepressant, it was symptoms of what is considered OCD that were really bothering me. I was obsessed with the notion that I was going crazy--like I read everything that happened to me as a sign that I was losing my mind. On the drugs, OCD didn't bother me nearly as much, but now the intrusive thoughts and obsessive, fear driven thought patterns are back. I know it isn't helped by withdrawal, but this also to be my "natural" state. Before the medication, my life was a disaster, and while on it and trying to come off, the things that were upsetting me have only gotten worse. I feel trapped and disempowered, and being powerless and trapped are my biggest triggers. If I hadn't mentioned, I have a history of marginalization and (repeated) trauma. I am scared, and when I get panicky, I lose reason, which is what happens to me so often. What do I do? There isn't anyone in my life who is supportive and that can guide me to a safer place. This got off track, but I'm just trying to say that whether it is from withdrawal or my emotional distress, I feel like the world is collapsing in on me, and I feel like I can never get out of this. Tapering Zoloft, Dec 2014 Started Lamictal Re-started Zoloft mid-Oct 2014, 25-50mg Stopped Zoloft end of Sept 2014 Started Zoloft July 2014, 50mg Stopped Prozac from 3mg May 2014 Stopped Effexor Dec '13 Started 10mg Prozac Reinstated Effexor 15mg on Nov 2013 Stopped from 21mg on Oct 2013Effexor 112.5mg, since Dec 2012 Link to comment
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