wulfgar Posted April 7, 2014 Author Share Posted April 7, 2014 Hi btdt, Nice to hear from you. Yes, vitamin D is a tricky supplement. I have spent some time and thought on why some have bad reactions to it. Its not easy to come up with a working hypothesis. I think we are missing a pice of the puzzle. The answer is maybe not out there yet. That the effect is real thats is a fact though. Felt it myself in the beginning. It is good that you suggest this connection to me again! I take 50000 IU every 9 days now. Analyzing my sleep diary, if anything, i sleep a little better the two nights following. Vitamin D is a hormone though, and our body is meant to produce a maximum of about 15000-20000 IU per day from sun so maybe the large dose is upsetting things a few days after the dose. I will try to halve the dose and take it more often. (My vitamin D is at 62 ng/ml right now and i do not want to go lower than that. Idon't want to miss out on the health benefits. ) 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
btdt Posted April 7, 2014 Share Posted April 7, 2014 I was reading more on this today and Vitamin A may be a part of the D puzzle... not sure if that would be of service to you or not. I have a liver that is not happy with non alcoholic fatty liver disease and second stage fibrosis... this may be part of the reason I have issues with Vit D or the low D could be the cause of it depends which bit of science you want to believe that day... like a lot of science articles lately I can find black and white in just about any subject I want to look up... opposite theories. Seems different groups are going after the opposite theories... it is too much for me most days and I give up reading much of it as who knows who to believe any longer... overwhelmed and not giving a crap seems to be where I am at on science just now. WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
wulfgar Posted April 7, 2014 Author Share Posted April 7, 2014 If the liver is part of your vitamin d trouble then eating fish might be the way to go. Fish contains vitamin d already converted by liver enzymes so it goes directly to storage and usage by your cells and kidneys. Vitamin a has a role in regards to vitamin d. There are some science that supports that a person who gets lots of vitamin a does not get as high a vitamin d serum levels when intake of vitamin d is high. I have not found any good/trustworthy information how they connect to each other though. Isn't it remarkable how you can find opposing views backed by science about almost any subject!? 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
btdt Posted April 7, 2014 Share Posted April 7, 2014 Remarkable is one word I would use there are others. WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
Miami1 Posted April 11, 2014 Share Posted April 11, 2014 Hi In the first week of feb I came of of mirtz @ 4mg. After 2 weeks the WD where much more than I expected so I reinstated @ 2mg (1/8 of a 15 mg pill). The reason I came off it in feb was because shortly after dosing I would revve up with anxiety. After reinstating @ just under 2 mg I have been getting by ,although since I've been cutting a 15mg pill 8times I have not been on a consistent exact dose. I just had a pharmacy compound the mirtz into a liquid suspension so I may dose more accurately. Last night when I dosed with the new liquid suspension(1.6mg) I end up with high anxiety, burning skin sensation in my legs mainly in my feet area as well as itching all over. The reason I got on the mirtz is for sleep back in the first week of Jan this year. I had just gotten off benzos in mid dec 2013. Couple of weeks ago I tried skipping a does as per my dr and all hell broke loose. I'm very consered that my body just doesn't want this drug regardless of the new liquid preparation that maybe the problem. I am also at this time so sensitive to meds that even at 1.6mg , I would have a horrific time getting off . Has anyone had similar experience ? Any thoughts? 2006 til May2013Lunesta 3mg. Cross to xanax.25mg 6/2013. stopXanax C/T oct 2 for 27 days. reinstate with Valium end of oct taper.rehab taper too fast began up-dosing to stabilize. Nov19 cross over to Librium plus low dose remoron as needed for sleep. nov20 switched to .25 klon 0.125 twice. lib causing depression as well as Val.11/24/13 klon cuasing hives 11/26/13 dr put me back on Librium 25g.11/30Lib 20mg.12/4 15mgLib -12/7 14mg lib. 12/12 13mg lib12/12 rehab 12/16/13 last dose 12/31/13 out of rehab Remeron jan6/14 3.75mg 2/.8/14 stop rem ct@3.75mg -Back on rem 1.87mg 2/21/14 May2,) 8mg @ 8:30pm& .2 @ 9:30pm -May 22 @ .9 mg May 31was my last dose of 0.9 remeron Link to comment
EternalOptimist Posted April 11, 2014 Share Posted April 11, 2014 Hi all, Short update. Still have a windowish kind of not feeling bad and quite symptom free. My sleep is a little less good, about 5 hours but its manageable. I takes forever to get to sleep, probably due to increased activity level (stress). Feeling better is a stressor as well /Wulfgar This is good news Wulfgar. Quite sx free, amazing. I pray this continues for you. I'm 36 days off and some days are more tolerable than others but last couple of days have been challenging again. Sx intense. Betw xanax w/d of years ago, this latest w/d, CFS, etc ., just don't know what to think. Wonder if I'll know when the mirtrazapine w/d is over? Best to you. EO Xanax 1989-2004 Remeron 9 weeks c. 2014 60 mg Duloxetine 2019 nightly - current, newly added 20 mg in a.m. zyprexa March 2024 1 month switched to Seroquel May to mid June, 2024 C/t Seroquel June 18, 3024 Trazadone added June 19, 2024, 25 mg nightly current Link to comment
wulfgar Posted April 11, 2014 Author Share Posted April 11, 2014 Hi Miami1, Liquid raises your blood serum much faster than a pill. What you might try is taking half dose, wait an hour, and take the rest. Itching, burning can be an wd from the antihistaminic part of mirtazapine indicating to me a sudden drop of the med. Are you sure you have the concentration of your liquid solution calculated correctly? Did you forget to shake it before measuring up your dose? You might try taking 1/8 pill again for a few days to se if it gets better again. How is your sleep right now? Do you have an intro thread so i can continue writing to you there? I have read about a few cases of itching at the end of tapering mirtazapine. I think i suggested to one of them to try an over the counter antihistamine to se if that helps. If it does you need to find lowest helpfull dose and taper that after mirtazapine. Doctors can prescribe liquid antihistamin that is easy to dose small. I have read about the same itching when people are withdrawing from long term use of antihistamines for allergies. Regards Wulfgar 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
wulfgar Posted April 11, 2014 Author Share Posted April 11, 2014 Hi EO, Nice of you to post. Really raised my mood! I really feel some difference being off now. Starting to digest food. Going on a low calorie diet seems possible. I do not turn in to a hunger monster! Fell a little bit more interest in doing stuff. I have added one thing to my supplements. Jarrow brand methyl b12. Read a lot about it when reading about CFS. I am not diagnosed with CFS but sure have had the same symptoms. Biggest problem is the post exercise malaise.The B12 is almost like a speed pill. I can only take a quarter pill (250 mg) in the morning, it really boost energy on the days i take it. Took half a pill at first, got me jumping about like a crazed rabbit. 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
EternalOptimist Posted April 11, 2014 Share Posted April 11, 2014 Hi W. Thnx for responding . B12 generally revs me up, like having 1 foot on gas peddle, the other foot on brake. Nervously wired, COQ10 did the same but these help many. Yes, have to go very slow and low dose. Hope this improves your overall condition. Can u or anyone relate to ongoing SEVERE head pressure With weak and aching arms and legs? Can't stand long at the sink ESP in the a.m. Cause legs feel like they won't hold up. So intense I curl up on bed or couch and hang on...hard to distract. Trying to meditate thru this is no picnic either. What gets you through the days of late? Xanax 1989-2004 Remeron 9 weeks c. 2014 60 mg Duloxetine 2019 nightly - current, newly added 20 mg in a.m. zyprexa March 2024 1 month switched to Seroquel May to mid June, 2024 C/t Seroquel June 18, 3024 Trazadone added June 19, 2024, 25 mg nightly current Link to comment
wulfgar Posted April 11, 2014 Author Share Posted April 11, 2014 EO, your head pressure and weak and aching arms and legs worries me a little. I am unsure if/that it can be entirely explained with only mirtazapine wd. Do you have neck pain, back pain? Migraines? Head aches? Pain/stiffness when turning your head? Does the head pressure and weakness get better when you are in bed? Better if you bend over forward at waist? Hypovolumia/orthostatic hypotension comes to mind. Prolonged bed rest can cause some weird cardiovascular changes. Thanks for asking about my day EO! I trying to gradually increase my walks and time out of bed. Have been able to add a few slow running intervals to my walks also. This is all still so infuriating, me being this way, having been in such a great shape just a few years back! I do some light strength exercises for arms and legs with plenty of rest between repetitions as to not increase cortisol/stress. Also catching up on a lot of different science debates. There is lots troubling me in this though. One thing is that while our planet is suffering some terrible environmental problems, our politicians are concerned mostly with the non existent co2 problem. The co2 debacle is overshadowing everything else. Frustrating! I have also been a few hours at work this week socializing and reading some mail. Very nice as i am becoming to feel a bit lonely. 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
EternalOptimist Posted April 11, 2014 Share Posted April 11, 2014 EO, your head pressure and weak and aching arms and legs worries me a little. I am unsure if/that it can be entirely explained with only mirtazapine wd. Do you have neck pain, back pain? Migraines? Head aches? Pain/stiffness when turning your head? Does the head pressure and weakness get better when you are in bed? Better if you bend over forward at waist? Hypovolumia/orthostatic hypotension comes to mind. Prolonged bed rest can cause some weird cardiovascular changes. Thanks for asking about my day EO! I trying to gradually increase my walks and time out of bed. Have been able to add a few slow running intervals to my walks also. This is all still so infuriating, me being this way, having been in such a great shape just a few years back! I do some light strength exercises for arms and legs with plenty of rest between repetitions as to not increase cortisol/stress. Also catching up on a lot of different science debates. There is lots troubling me in this though. One thing is that while our planet is suffering some terrible environmental problems, our politicians are concerned mostly with the non existent co2 problem. The co2 debacle is overshadowing everything else. Frustrating! I have also been a few hours at work this week socializing and reading some mail. Very nice as i am becoming to feel a bit lonely. Wulfgar, thanks for your input and the time and effort you took to write a response to my query. I think at times I have OI and have balance issues sometimes when lean over or to one side. Heart sx like going out of beat and feeling like I might drop, scary but not often, thank God. exercise intolerant FOR SURE. I have to lay down a lot but am up and down like a yo-yo. Use bed for sleeping at night only, otherwise, one of my couches supports my weary body. Go outside a lot then back in. Can't get comfortable in body til evening. Sounds like you've not been de-conditioned for long. That's a good thing. I was very active before CFS and xanax. Used to jog, swim, bike, work, raise kids, clean house, cook from scratch...oh, sounds like the proverbial "When I was young" or "When I was your age..." LOL Miss the old days but not the frenetic activity. I think for sure you'll be doing much better and heal each year thereafter. I benzo bud of mine just told me today that after 10 years of tapering a benzo (drug free now) she's still healing, getting stronger. I heard of others taking that long and longer but most are healing in much shorter intervals. I'm trying to say "there's a lot of hope", time is on your/our side. The difficult part is putting in the time. An ability to pace is a big plus, one I'm poor at doing even after all these years. I did not know of the issue, or non existence, of C02. Am concerned about loss of oxygen from cutting down so many trees in the world. Think we've made a decent ? attempt to replant? Good to be able to focus on other matters than pure survival. Well, the condition of the earth and all life forms are fighting to survive but, hopefully, in the interim, we can enjoy more of life more often whilst working on improving our environment. You put in some time at work, good for you. I socialize on the phone as I'm not able to get out much and know "lonely". Miss my family the most and am grateful for wonderful friends. Keep up the good work W. Best EO Xanax 1989-2004 Remeron 9 weeks c. 2014 60 mg Duloxetine 2019 nightly - current, newly added 20 mg in a.m. zyprexa March 2024 1 month switched to Seroquel May to mid June, 2024 C/t Seroquel June 18, 3024 Trazadone added June 19, 2024, 25 mg nightly current Link to comment
moodyblues78 Posted April 18, 2014 Share Posted April 18, 2014 Hi Wulfie How are you doing? I hope this silence means good things for you and your family 08 Cipralex 10mg for about 6 months. 11-12 Cipralex 20mg. Unsuccesful WD. 12-13 Zoloft 100mg with Diazepam 10-20mg as needed for anxiety.Fall 13 Tapering Zoloft 100->50->25->12,5->0 in 2,5 months and CT Diazepam. 12/24/13 RI Zoloft 12,5mg. 1/21/14 11mg 3/18/14 9,9mg 2/18/14 8mg 4/22/14 7,6mg 5/5/14 7,2mg 5/12/14 -> cutting 0,5mg per week, holding when necessary. 8/18/14 -> cutting 0,25mg per week holding when necessary. 10/20/2014 -> cutting 0,1mg per week, holding when necessary.12/28/2014 Jump! Link to comment
wulfgar Posted April 18, 2014 Author Share Posted April 18, 2014 Yes, the silence is due to me being busy with doing stuff. I have taken my kids on a 2 day boat trip abroad, and are now on a trip with the family on easter holiday to our summer house. Yesterday we went for a boat ride and the engine gave out. Had to row against the wind back to shore with wife, 2 kids, and mother-in-law in the boat. No terrible fatigue after that. Absolutely wonderful. (Were thinking of ditching some of the load though :-) ) Today, I have dug up and changed water mains in frozen ground, deiced 100 meters of mains from the well and we now have water in the summer house. Worked for about 7 hours, although I'm feeling sore I'm not all that fatigued, so my body is beginning to function again! Tinnitus is still ringing quite loud though. Don't know how to fix that. There is no more nasty stuff to taper :-( 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Petunia Posted April 19, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted April 19, 2014 Its nice to read how you are doing so well Wulfgar. Maybe the tinnitus will reduce over time as you continue to recover. I'm not a doctor. My comments are not medical advise. These are my opinions based on my own experience and what I've learned. Please discuss your situation with a medical practitioner who has knowledge of tapering and withdrawal...if you are lucky enough to find one. My Introduction Thread Full Drug and Withdrawal History Brief Summary Several SSRIs for 13 years starting 1997 (for mild to moderate partly situational anxiety) Xanax PRN ~ Various other drugs over the years for side effects 2 month 'taper' off Lexapro 2010 Short acute withdrawal, followed by 2 -3 months of improvement then delayed protracted withdrawal DX ADHD followed by several years of stimulants and other drugs trying to manage increasing symptoms Failed reinstatement of Lexapro and trial of Prozac (became suicidal) May 2013 Found SA, learned about withdrawal, stopped taking drugs...healing begins. Protracted withdrawal, with a very sensitized nervous system, slowly recovering as time passes Supplements which have helped: Vitamin C, Magnesium, Taurine Bad reactions: Many supplements but mostly fish oil and Vitamin D June 2016 - Started daily juicing, mostly vegetables and lots of greens. Aug 2016 - Oct 2016 Best window ever, felt almost completely recovered Oct 2016 -Symptoms returned - bad days and less bad days. April 2018 - No windows, but significant improvement, it feels like permanent full recovery is close. VIDEO: Where did the chemical imbalance theory come from? VIDEO: How are psychiatric diagnoses made? VIDEO: Why do psychiatric drugs have withdrawal syndromes? VIDEO: Can psychiatric drugs cause long-lasting negative effects? VIDEO: Dr. Claire Weekes Link to comment
EternalOptimist Posted April 19, 2014 Share Posted April 19, 2014 Wonderful news Wulfgar! Xanax 1989-2004 Remeron 9 weeks c. 2014 60 mg Duloxetine 2019 nightly - current, newly added 20 mg in a.m. zyprexa March 2024 1 month switched to Seroquel May to mid June, 2024 C/t Seroquel June 18, 3024 Trazadone added June 19, 2024, 25 mg nightly current Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Rhiannon Posted April 19, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted April 19, 2014 Remarkable is one word I would use there are others. HA! snort. Started on Prozac and Xanax in 1992 for PTSD after an assault. One drug led to more, the usual story. Got sicker and sicker, but believed I needed the drugs for my "underlying disease". Long story...lost everything. Life savings, home, physical and mental health, relationships, friendships, ability to work, everything. Amitryptiline, Prozac, bupropion, buspirone, flurazepam, diazepam, alprazolam, Paxil, citalopram, lamotrigine, gabapentin...probably more I've forgotten. Started multidrug taper in Feb 2010. Doing a very slow microtaper, down to low doses now and feeling SO much better, getting my old personality and my brain back! Able to work full time, have a full social life, and cope with stress better than ever. Not perfect, but much better. After 23 lost years. Big Pharma has a lot to answer for. And "medicine for profit" is just not a great idea. Feb 15 2010: 300 mg Neurontin 200 Lamictal 10 Celexa 0.65 Xanax and 5 mg Ambien Feb 10 2014: 62 Lamictal 1.1 Celexa 0.135 Xanax 1.8 Valium Feb 10 2015: 50 Lamictal 0.875 Celexa 0.11 Xanax 1.5 Valium Feb 15 2016: 47.5 Lamictal 0.75 Celexa 0.0875 Xanax 1.42 Valium 2/12/20 12 0.045 0.007 1 May 2021 7 0.01 0.0037 1 Feb 2022 6 0!!! 0.00167 0.98 2.5 mg Ambien Oct 2022 4.5 mg Lamictal (off Celexa, off Xanax) 0.95 Valium Ambien, 1/4 to 1/2 of a 5 mg tablet I'm not a doctor. Any advice I give is just my civilian opinion. Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Rhiannon Posted April 19, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted April 19, 2014 Glad to hear you're doing well, Wulfgar! So nice to get your life back. It's typical for windows and waves to go on for a while, so don't be discouraged or alarmed if you have bad days again, it means nothing. You're still healing. Over time the windows will get longer and more frequent and the waves will get smaller and less frequent and fade away. Tinnitus can be a very stubborn withdrawal symptom, but it goes away eventually too. Started on Prozac and Xanax in 1992 for PTSD after an assault. One drug led to more, the usual story. Got sicker and sicker, but believed I needed the drugs for my "underlying disease". Long story...lost everything. Life savings, home, physical and mental health, relationships, friendships, ability to work, everything. Amitryptiline, Prozac, bupropion, buspirone, flurazepam, diazepam, alprazolam, Paxil, citalopram, lamotrigine, gabapentin...probably more I've forgotten. Started multidrug taper in Feb 2010. Doing a very slow microtaper, down to low doses now and feeling SO much better, getting my old personality and my brain back! Able to work full time, have a full social life, and cope with stress better than ever. Not perfect, but much better. After 23 lost years. Big Pharma has a lot to answer for. And "medicine for profit" is just not a great idea. Feb 15 2010: 300 mg Neurontin 200 Lamictal 10 Celexa 0.65 Xanax and 5 mg Ambien Feb 10 2014: 62 Lamictal 1.1 Celexa 0.135 Xanax 1.8 Valium Feb 10 2015: 50 Lamictal 0.875 Celexa 0.11 Xanax 1.5 Valium Feb 15 2016: 47.5 Lamictal 0.75 Celexa 0.0875 Xanax 1.42 Valium 2/12/20 12 0.045 0.007 1 May 2021 7 0.01 0.0037 1 Feb 2022 6 0!!! 0.00167 0.98 2.5 mg Ambien Oct 2022 4.5 mg Lamictal (off Celexa, off Xanax) 0.95 Valium Ambien, 1/4 to 1/2 of a 5 mg tablet I'm not a doctor. Any advice I give is just my civilian opinion. Link to comment
wulfgar Posted April 23, 2014 Author Share Posted April 23, 2014 Update. Still averaging a quite ok feel. Today almost to ok, a little hyper ok. Done maybe to much stuff today. Had a craving for smoked fish this evening and a little energy left. Went out and bought fresh mackerel filets, smoked them in my back yard. Ate them straight from the smoker with cold non alcoholic beer. They where dripping with fresh fish oils. God how wonderful they tasted! Next time you're all invited! (I could almost hear my ancestors whispering, "Vestu heil og sæl! Skál!") Thank you all for your support! 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
Bayboy Posted April 23, 2014 Share Posted April 23, 2014 That's great news Wulgar...oh what I'd do to taste fish prepared that way... <p>Dec 2012 - Some benzo's, some AD's for PTSD induced anxiety and insomnia August 2013 - things go south with benzo (Klonipin), tolerance withdrawal, REALLY SICK, AD's (effexor/citalopram) added for "reset"!?!?, EVEN SICKER Dec 2013 - RESEARCH begins…located Ashton manual (first breakthrough), my A-HA moment = benzo + too fast WD of other meds caused this mess... Jan 2014 - convinced to take Mirtazapine 15-30 mg to help with Klonipin/ temazepam/ Citalopram taper, hit with wd symptoms but powered through Feb 2014- stopped Klonopinipin (too quick taper but was destroying CNS) -, more wd symptoms but masked by Mirtazapine March 2014 - silly ct attempt of 30mg Mirt , HORRIBLE hwd, no sleep, lasted 1 month, found this site (second breakthrough), armed with new knowledge, began proper slow taper of Mirtazapine and doing exponentially better, roughly 10% of each dose, and some long holds! April 2014 - reinstate 7.5 mg Mirt, (30 day hold then slow taper for rest of year, took months to stabilize) Jan 2015 - 3 mg (slow taper for rest of year) Jan 2016 - 1.87 mg (slow taper for rest of year) Jan 2017 - 0.37 mg (slow taper continues) Aug 27, 2017 - 0 mg (JUMPED from 0.12 mg) - DRUG FREE! Link to comment
btdt Posted April 24, 2014 Share Posted April 24, 2014 Glad your enjoying yourself WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
moodyblues78 Posted April 24, 2014 Share Posted April 24, 2014 Yay!! Thanks for the invitation Your fish sounds delicious. I`m so happy that you are beating this wd monster. I coming a long way behind you. I`m still a nervous wreck but my sound sensitivity has improved a lot in the last 2 weeks or so. 08 Cipralex 10mg for about 6 months. 11-12 Cipralex 20mg. Unsuccesful WD. 12-13 Zoloft 100mg with Diazepam 10-20mg as needed for anxiety.Fall 13 Tapering Zoloft 100->50->25->12,5->0 in 2,5 months and CT Diazepam. 12/24/13 RI Zoloft 12,5mg. 1/21/14 11mg 3/18/14 9,9mg 2/18/14 8mg 4/22/14 7,6mg 5/5/14 7,2mg 5/12/14 -> cutting 0,5mg per week, holding when necessary. 8/18/14 -> cutting 0,25mg per week holding when necessary. 10/20/2014 -> cutting 0,1mg per week, holding when necessary.12/28/2014 Jump! Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus bubble Posted April 24, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted April 24, 2014 it was such delight reading about your improvement (especially the scene on the boat spiced up with your particular brand of humour and that smoked fish to someone in the clutches of AD induced hunger, oh my (I was also feeling much better 2 weks ago and wanted to do as many things as possible which I missed on doing so also ended up doing too much, got a bit hyper and was then hit by a wave.... I just found you mentioning the word hyper interesting because I couldn't describe the wayIi was feeling better. I don't like the feeling and don't understand why and how it happens. Have an illusion that knowing this would help me somehow..) Current: 9/2022 Xanax 0.08, Lexapro 2 2020 Xanax 0.26 (down from 2 mg in 2013), Lexapro 2.85 mg (down from 5 mg 2013) Amitriptyline (tricyclic AD) and clonazepam for 3 months to treat headache in 1996 1999. - present Xanax prn up to 3 mg. 2000-2005 Prozac CT twice, 2005-2010 Zoloft CT 3 times, 2010-2013 Escitalopram 10 mg went from 2.5 to zero on 7 Aug 2013, bad crash 40 days afterreinstated to 5 mg Escitalopram 4Oct 2013 and holding liquid Xanax every 5 hours 28 Jan 2014 Xanax 1.9, 18 Apr 2015 1 mg, 25 June 2015 Lex 4.8, 6 Aug Lexapro 4.6, 1 Jan 2016 0.64 Xanax 9 month hold 24 Sept 2016 4.5 Lex, 17 Oct 4.4 Lex (Nov 0.63 Xanax, Dec 0.625 Xanax), 1 Jan 2017 4.3 Lex, 24 Jan 4.2, 5 Feb 4.1, 24 Mar 4 mg, 10 Apr 3.9 mg, May 3.85, June 3.8, July 3.75, 22 July 3.7, 15 Aug 3.65, 17 Sept 3.6, 1 Jan 2018 3.55, 19 Jan 3.5, 16 Mar 3.4, 14 Apr 3.3, 23 May 3.2, 16 June 3.15, 15 Jul 3.1, 31 Jul 3, 21 Aug 2.9 26 Sept 2.85, 14 Nov Xan 0.61, 1 Dec 0.59, 19 Dec 0.58, 4 Jan 0.565, 6 Feb 0.55, 20 Feb 0.535, 1 Mar 0.505, 10 Mar 0.475, 14 Mar 0.45, 4 Apr 0.415, 13 Apr 0.37, 21 Apr 0.33, 29 Apr 0.29, 10 May 0.27, 17 May 0.25, 28 May 0.22, 19 June 0.22, 21 Jun updose to 0.24, 24 Jun updose to 0.26 Supplements: Omega 3 + Vit E, Vit C, D, magnesium, Taurine, probiotic I'm not a medical professional. Any advice I give is based on my own experience and reading. Link to comment
btdt Posted April 25, 2014 Share Posted April 25, 2014 Illusion or not it is important to have words for an experience when it is so far out in left field there are no specific words for things... I think it important as it allows communication there are some made up terms.. things you would not have heard before these drugs and withdrawal pooped out brain zaps stuff like that we need the words to speak our reality... WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
wulfgar Posted May 13, 2014 Author Share Posted May 13, 2014 Update. Still quite OK. Days are more the same now. Less windowywavy. More like a constant light gloominess. Guess I'm in for the long slow recovery phase now. Sigh! Hope you are all doing ok out there! Wulfgar 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
moodyblues78 Posted May 13, 2014 Share Posted May 13, 2014 Great to hear from you my viking friend I have been wondering how you are doing. That gloominess sounds very familiar. I guess only time will take care of that. Looks like you are out of all the meds. That`s great! 08 Cipralex 10mg for about 6 months. 11-12 Cipralex 20mg. Unsuccesful WD. 12-13 Zoloft 100mg with Diazepam 10-20mg as needed for anxiety.Fall 13 Tapering Zoloft 100->50->25->12,5->0 in 2,5 months and CT Diazepam. 12/24/13 RI Zoloft 12,5mg. 1/21/14 11mg 3/18/14 9,9mg 2/18/14 8mg 4/22/14 7,6mg 5/5/14 7,2mg 5/12/14 -> cutting 0,5mg per week, holding when necessary. 8/18/14 -> cutting 0,25mg per week holding when necessary. 10/20/2014 -> cutting 0,1mg per week, holding when necessary.12/28/2014 Jump! Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted May 13, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted May 13, 2014 Hi Wulfgar, you've had an amazing window and I'm glad you did some great things with your family. And all that work rowing and fixing pipes is amazing! Hopefully this will be a ripple that will pass, like a stone thrown into the water and not a wave. I hope it passes soon for you and that window opens wide again, you deserve it after all you've been through and your determination is admirable **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible Link to comment
wulfgar Posted June 4, 2014 Author Share Posted June 4, 2014 Hi all, Been doing ok. No big downs. Sleep is still inadequate. Probably expected at only 3 months. Had a few days here and there of feeling almost normal. Hope you are all doing ok! Have not been keeping up with most of you, sorry! Will try to catch up later on. You have all been such good help. Thank you! /Wulfgar 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
moodyblues78 Posted June 4, 2014 Share Posted June 4, 2014 Skål my viking friend! Glad to hear you are ok. I`ve been better lately too. If only this bloody flue would stop trying to kill me. 08 Cipralex 10mg for about 6 months. 11-12 Cipralex 20mg. Unsuccesful WD. 12-13 Zoloft 100mg with Diazepam 10-20mg as needed for anxiety.Fall 13 Tapering Zoloft 100->50->25->12,5->0 in 2,5 months and CT Diazepam. 12/24/13 RI Zoloft 12,5mg. 1/21/14 11mg 3/18/14 9,9mg 2/18/14 8mg 4/22/14 7,6mg 5/5/14 7,2mg 5/12/14 -> cutting 0,5mg per week, holding when necessary. 8/18/14 -> cutting 0,25mg per week holding when necessary. 10/20/2014 -> cutting 0,1mg per week, holding when necessary.12/28/2014 Jump! Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted June 4, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted June 4, 2014 Great to 'see' you Wulfgar! Glad that you are doing ok and getting on with life the best you can. Afew days of almost normal sounds good, they will come more and more often and hopefully won't be too long before the waves are just ripples on water. **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible Link to comment
Hopefull Posted June 5, 2014 Share Posted June 5, 2014 Great you are doing well! DRUG HISTORY: November 2013- Zoloft, ( Bad reaction). January 2014 - March 2014 Seroquel.( Quit Cold Turkey). January2014- Mirtazapine, I was taking 15mg at one stage, reduced to 7.5mg, Pgad reactions to Mirtazapine. Doctor kept increasing it to 37.5mg, until July 2014. No improvement, experiencing panic attacks, on 37.5 mg. I had enough by October 2014. Began tapering. October 2014- Started tapering Mirtazapine from 37.5mg. September 2015- Down to 4mg of Mirtazapine. Crashed. September 16th- Up dosed to 5mg. Held this dose for almost 5 months. Stabilised. February 2016- Began tapering again. From 5mg to 4.5mg of Mirtazapine. (Rocking the boat, again)! Lol. Link to comment
btdt Posted June 11, 2014 Share Posted June 11, 2014 Hi all, Been doing ok. No big downs. Sleep is still inadequate. Probably expected at only 3 months. Had a few days here and there of feeling almost normal. Hope you are all doing ok! Have not been keeping up with most of you, sorry! Will try to catch up later on. You have all been such good help. Thank you! /Wulfgar Don't feel sorry we do what we can when we can. I hope things are well with you. peace WARNING THIS WILL BE LONG Had a car accident in 85 Codeine was the pain med when I was release from hosp continuous use till 89 Given PROZAC by a specialist to help with nerve pain in my leg 89-90 not sure which year Was not told a thing about it being a psych med thought it was a pain killer no info about psych side effects I went nuts had hallucinations. As I had a head injury and was diagnosed with a concussion in 85 I was sent to a head injury clinic in 1990 five years after the accident. I don't think they knew I had been on prozac I did not think it a big deal and never did finish the bottle of pills. I had tests of course lots of them. Was put into a pain clinic and given amitriptyline which stopped the withdrawal but had many side effects. But I could sleep something I had not done in a very long time the pain lessened. My mother got cancer in 94 they switched my meds to Zoloft to help deal with this pressure as I was her main care giver she died in 96. I stopped zoloft in 96 had withdrawal was put on paxil went nutty quit it ct put on resperidol quit it ct had withdrawal was put on Effexor... 2years later celexa was added 20mg then increased to 40mg huge personality change went wild. Did too fast taper off Celexa 05 as I felt unwell for a long time prior... quit Effexor 150mg ct 07 found ****** 8 months into withdrawal learned some things was banned from there in 08 have kept learning since. there is really not enough room here to put my history but I have a lot of opinions about a lot of things especially any of the drugs mentioned above. One thing I would like to add here is this tidbit ALL OPIATES INCREASE SEROTONIN it is not a huge jump to being in chronic pain to being put on an ssri/snri and opiates will affect your antidepressants and your thinking. As I do not update much I will put my quit date Nov. 17 2007 I quit Effexor cold turkey. http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1096-introducing-myself-btdt/ There is a crack in everything ..That's how the light gets in Link to comment
wulfgar Posted August 2, 2014 Author Share Posted August 2, 2014 Hi all, Update: All is well in around here right now! Have been having a long wave of insomnia, lethargy, abdominal pain, dizziness and blood pressure issues that ended a week ago. Peculiar blood pressure still though, this time it gets real low when supine. Lowest 98/58. Felt faint then to. Weird! Had a good experience yesterday of feeling like wanting to taking charge of stuff. A glimmer of my former self. Have almost forgotten who i was before all this! Still getting slowly better i believe. Sleep is still not good though. Sleeping about 5 hours right now. Wish you all the best! Wulfgar 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
EternalOptimist Posted August 3, 2014 Share Posted August 3, 2014 Hi Wulfgar. I can relate to those times when I feel more like myself and want to take charge of stuff too. We're breaking through, coming around the horn. Seems like no bodily system is untouched by this withdrawal. I often had low-pressure blood pressure in XanAX withdrawal and orthostatic intolerance when I stood up too fast. It all got better in time. Here's hoping your sleeping Improves soon and you have many more glimmers of your former self soon, real soon. EO Xanax 1989-2004 Remeron 9 weeks c. 2014 60 mg Duloxetine 2019 nightly - current, newly added 20 mg in a.m. zyprexa March 2024 1 month switched to Seroquel May to mid June, 2024 C/t Seroquel June 18, 3024 Trazadone added June 19, 2024, 25 mg nightly current Link to comment
moodyblues78 Posted August 4, 2014 Share Posted August 4, 2014 Hello my viking friend and thanks for the update Glad to hear you're doing so well. WD does things to our bodies. I just had a couple of weeks of an incredible head pressure. It was very scary. It's gone now. Hopefully for good. I hope you get a permanent window before me. I still got 4mg of tapering to do... 08 Cipralex 10mg for about 6 months. 11-12 Cipralex 20mg. Unsuccesful WD. 12-13 Zoloft 100mg with Diazepam 10-20mg as needed for anxiety.Fall 13 Tapering Zoloft 100->50->25->12,5->0 in 2,5 months and CT Diazepam. 12/24/13 RI Zoloft 12,5mg. 1/21/14 11mg 3/18/14 9,9mg 2/18/14 8mg 4/22/14 7,6mg 5/5/14 7,2mg 5/12/14 -> cutting 0,5mg per week, holding when necessary. 8/18/14 -> cutting 0,25mg per week holding when necessary. 10/20/2014 -> cutting 0,1mg per week, holding when necessary.12/28/2014 Jump! Link to comment
wulfgar Posted August 4, 2014 Author Share Posted August 4, 2014 Thank you EO and MB! We are all going to beat this! 2010: Mirtazapine 30mg followed by Zopiclone 7.5 mg for sleep post surgery due to pain.2012-> Tapering Mirtazapine and Zopiclone at different rates unsuccessfully.2013: Hospitalized 10 days due to complete Insomnia. Forced back up to 45mg Mirtazapine, 7.5 mg Zopiclone and also Theralene 1 ml.2013-03: Lab showed Vitamin D deficient. Found the vitamin d and insomnia connection. Supplementing vitamin d. Sleep improved by 1-2 hours2013-04: Dropped mirtazapine to 30 due to severe side effects. Quit Theralene. Zopiclone 7.5.2013-05 - 2013-11: Mirtazapine taper monthly 25 20 15 11 8 4 2.5 mg2013-12 Holding M at 2.5. Need to taper Zopiclone due to daytime nausea and vomiting. Taper zopiclone 1/4 red every 5 d. Last Z 2013-12-192013-12-31 M:2.5. Reinstated Zopiclone 3.75 due to Insomnia2014-01-06 M:2.5. Taper Z 1.9 ... 2014-01-14 M:2.5. Z 1 mg.Jumped of Zopiclone 01-20. Jumped mirtazapine 02-16. Theralene: 10mg 02-09. 8mg 03-09. 5mg 03-15. 4mg 03-24. 3mg 04-08. Jumped 04-21.Zopiclone free for 251 days. Mirtazapine free for 224 days. Link to comment
mlrp Posted August 4, 2014 Share Posted August 4, 2014 Hello, Wulfgar, I have been acquainting myself with your thread and finding inspiration there. I am so happy that your life has been improving - "glimmers of old self," LOVE IT! -- very happy for you -- and hopeful for me! I sense that I will sooner rather than later need to begin my Remeron taper. Wellbutrin has been causing me all kinds of grief, but my gut tells me the Remeron is the real bad guy. I admit to being "concerned" (my new word for scared, freaked out, terrified ) about how it will go for me, so I am eager to rally some "Remeron allies." 04/2013 diagnoses: severe insomnia, major depressive disorder, anxiety disorder, agoraphobia. PTSD (my diagnosis) Original scripts: 30 mg mirtazapine (Remeron) (1x day), 75 mg Bupropion HCL (Wellbutrin) (2x day), and 0.5 lorazepam (1x day or as needed) 05/05/14: Onset of acute Wellbutrin withdrawal symptoms after haphazard "taper" of 6-8 wks. 05/10/14: Joined this site. 05/11/14: Reinstated approx. 25 mg Wellbutrin (1x day) 05/14/14: Switched to 12.5 mg Wellbutrin (2x day) 06/28/14: Changed lorazepam dosing to .25 mg 2x a day - seems to be reducing anxiety flare-ups 07/28/14: Dosing Wellbutrin in a (home made) solution form 12.5 mg (2x day) 08/15/14: Remeron 28 25.2 22.7 20.5 18.5 16.7 15.1 13.6 mg (home made) solution 05/16/15: Have been dosing lorazepam at .5 mg in the morning, .25 mg in the afternoon, and .25 mg at bedtime. Anxiety has increased somewhat, possibly due to tolerance. Link to comment
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