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I've been praying alot through this whole withdrawal ordeal and God has helped me to persevere.  

 

 

 

 

 

Remeron 15 mg. for 2.5 years

                     7.5 mg for about 6 months

                     3.25 mg. for about 3 months (jumping off dose per MD recommendation)

Originally started due to failed transition from Paxil to Cymbalta over a 1 week timeframe.  Suicidal thoughts made MD prescribe Remeron.  

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Thank you for reaching out.

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Insomnia, anxiety.

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Hi Dhyssop1, so you are currently still taking 10mg Paxil daily, but no Remeron?  What was the date you jumped from 3.25mg Remeron to zero?

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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Still on Paxil 10 Mg.  Last Remeron was on May 22.  If I could sleep more than 2 hours at a time (5 to 6 hours total each night), I think I'd feel better.  Melatonin made me nauseous.  Lemon balm made me nauseous.  I've take .25 mg  of Xanax twice when anxiety was rising so I don't have full blown panic.  Other than that, dandelion tea has helped, and lots of water.  I'm also in menopause.  

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Were you stable on the Paxil and Remeron combination?  Did the insomnia and anxiety begin after jumping off Remeron on May 22?  How severe do you feel your anxiety is (e.g. out of 10)?  Please be very careful with Xanax, it is easy to become dependent.

 

See these topics about non-drug methods to cope with anxiety:

The Dr Claire Weekes method of recovering from a sensitized nervous system

Non-drug techniques to cope with emotional symptoms

 

I know your sleep is not ideal, but actually, six hours total sleep each night is not too bad, it could be a lot worse.  It's normal to wake at the end of each sleep cycle, but most people don't remember because they quickly fall back to sleep.  What dose of melatonin did you try? 

 

You might try some relaxation exercises, which are great for calming the nervous system, helping to reduce anxiety and encouraging sleep.  For example: progressive muscle relaxation, gentle yoga, calming breathing exercises, meditation, guided visualisation, etc.  I like to use recordings with gentle music and an instructor's voice telling me what to do so I don't have to think about it.  I do my progressive muscle relaxation just lying in bed, and it usually helps my system to calm down so I can fall asleep.

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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The insomnia started the first night I stopped taking Remeron.  It had been helping me to fall asleep at night, even on the lower dose.  My anxiety, however, was not really controlled on it.  For me, having "controlled" anxiety would be not obsessing about my health 5 times a day.  Since I was having more negative reasons (high cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure --glaucoma) for quitting than positive for staying on it (sleep only), I decided to get off of it, with doctor's approval.   I do see a Psychologist and have been for  3 1/2 years.  Before her, I saw therapists off and on for 20 years, all related to anxiety.  I do listen to soothing music at bedtime, do deep breathing, some yoga, epsom salt baths, etc.  I feel like laughing everytime I read a magazine article that says to have a cup of tea and read a book to reduce anxiety.  The melatonin I took was 1.5mg.   I do try to avoid xanax unless my anxiety is peaking higher than 6, just to keep me from "going over the edge".  Currently, it's been fluctuating between 4-6.  Even on the Remeron/Paxil combo, it was holding around a 4-5.  I really don't want to up my Paxil dosage, but will if necessary, with doctor's recommendation.  Is it ever possible to be off meds?  I keep thinking if I never started on the Paxil 20 years ago, maybe I'd feel normal.  Maybe it screwed up my wiring.  

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Thank you to all who reached out.  It helped.  

 

Songbird, thank you for the links.  They look helpful.

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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You may have reduced the Paxil and the Remeron doses too quickly.  We recommend very slow tapering here, no more than 10% of current dose each time with holds of at least four weeks on each dose to let the body adjust to the dose change.  See:  why taper by 10% of my dosage

 

Can you provide more information on how you reduced your Paxil dose?  Did you go straight down from 30mg to 15mg six months ago and then straight down from 15mg to 10mg in January, or did you do smaller reductions over that time?  What was your anxiety like at 30mg and did your anxiety levels change after each drop?

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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Yes, I agree that I tapered too quickly.  My psychiatrist advised me.  But, he also told me I could stop Remeron at 3.25 and not have any withdrawals.  Grrrr.   After reading everyone else's tapering stories, I see that I went way too quickly.  I was experiencing anxiety and some stomach upset, but never put two and two together.  I thought it was just my workload that was causing me to feel that way.  Plus, I'm in menopause so my psychologist told me that was the reason for my symptoms.  When I was at 30 mg. Paxil (down from 45mg a couple of years ago), I was pretty good.  But it may have been the solid night's sleep I was getting with the Remeron.  I was tapering the Paxil at the same time as the Remeron.  Right now, my symptoms from the Remeron withdrawal include mild nausea/lack of appetite, restless sleep with about 5-6 hours per night, and about a level 5 anxiety.  I've modified my diet to include more omega-3 foods and no added sugar (other than fruits).  I realize it will be a slow process.  But as I said initially, God is helping me to persevere.  

 

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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7 hours ago, Dhyssop1 said:

 I was tapering the Paxil at the same time as the Remeron. 

 

This makes it hard to tell what is from Paxil withdrawal and what is from Remeron withdrawal.  However, I suspect it may be a mixture of both.  If you are able to cope with your current symptoms you could hold your Paxil dose where it is now and stay there at least three months, maybe six months, to give your system the chance to adjust and stabilise after all the big changes.  If you are finding it very difficult to cope you could try reinstating a very small dose of Remeron (e.g. 1.5 or 2 mg) and see if that helps. 

 

I don't think it's a great idea to increase Paxil dose trying to cover Remeron withdrawal, but if you do decide to increase Paxil, it would be better to increase by only a small amount (e.g. go up to 12mg).  If the small increase hasn't helped enough after a few weeks, then you could try another small increase.  It's easier for your system to adjust to small changes (up or down).   Also, after 19 years on Paxil, it is high risk for poop out, and a big dose increase could cause problems. 

 

If you decide to make any changes, it's best to change only one thing at a time, and then wait a couple of weeks to see how that change affects you.  If you change more than one thing, you won't be able to tell what is causing anything. 

 

Here are some topics you may find helpful:

the rule of 3KIS - keep it simple keep it slow keep it stable

about reinstating and stabilizing to reduce withdrawal symptoms

 

2001–2002 paroxetine

2003  citalopram

2004-2008  paroxetine (various failed tapers) 
2008  paroxetine slow taper down to

2016  Aug off paroxetine
2016  citalopram May 20mg  Oct 15mg … slow taper down
2018  citalopram 13 Feb 4.6mg 15 Mar 4.4mg 29 Apr 4.2mg 6 Jul 4.1mg 17 Aug 4.0mg  18 Nov 3.8mg
2019  15 Mar 3.6mg  21 May 3.4mg  26 Dec 3.2mg 

2020  19 Feb 3.0mg 19 Jul 2.9mg 16 Sep 2.8mg 25 Oct 2.7mg 23 Oct 2.6mg 24 Dec 2.5mg

2021   29 Aug 2.4mg   15 Nov 2.3mg

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 Yes, I will try to give myself at least 3 months to adjust to just being on the 10mg. Paxil.  If I'm OK, I'll try to stay on that.  I had no idea how long it REALLY takes to wean from a drug.  Your taper chart is very helpful for me to see how the process works.  Thank you!  

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Best Wishes to you too!  :)

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Hi Hannah212,

The thing to remember is what everyone has been telling me -- take it SLOW.  That means reduce in VERY SMALL increments. Most experienced people suggest reducing by 10% every couple of weeks or per month and evaluating how you feel.  If you feel nauseated or develop insomnia, etc. they are signs you need to stabilize before reducing again or return to the previous dose for a bit.  This is something I learned after the fact.  My stopping dose was much too high.  I am 6 weeks off and still having withdrawal symptoms.  I believed my doctor who told me there would be no withdrawal and so never researched it first, like you are doing.  I commend you for that!  PLEASE, take it slow and avoid problems.  

In peace,

Dhyssop1

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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I agree.  My doctor assured me there'd be no withdrawal.  WRONG.  Thank goodness for forums like this one to help.  Your plan for weaning sounds reasonable.  

 

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Hi, I know how it is with a husband/family member who doesn't "get it".  Mine tries to understand but unless someone as been there, it is hard.  It's good that you asked him to be more aware of mood changes.  If you go slowly, you may not have any.   A good thing for me about this time of the year is that I can go outside and pull weeds to help me relax in the fresh air.  Have a good weekend.

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Hi Hannaht212,

I hope things are going well for you :)

 

 

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Those could be withdrawal symptoms.  It sounds like a good idea to remain at the 33 for a second week.  A busy time with stressors (even good stressors like visitors) can be magnified when one doesn't get enough solid sleep.  Good to hear you are getting "all is well" moments.  They are important, like the "sun" breaking through.  

 

Have a good week!

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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My Goodness ! I swear my doc is whacked !  He wrote an RX two weeks ago, for me, for 20 mg paxil with instructions to half the pills (to 10 mg).  Today, I saw him and said I was down to 33 mgs, and due to possible withdrawal effects, was staying at 33 another week,  and he said, "That is good, take it real slow."  I need no help to feel I am crazed !   One really must be their won advocate in these days of hurried medicine.   Just had to share this with you.  Have a great weekend! 

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Yours  in  care,

Hannaht212,

2000 - 20 mg  Paxil / 2005 - 40 mg Paxil

2018  Paxil:  25 June 35 mg  2 July 33 mg  9 July 30 mg  16 July 27 mg

23 July 25 mg 30 July 22 mg 6 Aug 2020 mg

 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger,

except for bears, bears will kill you.

 

 

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I hear ya!   I 'm not a doctor, but I feel like I have to play one in real life :)

 

 

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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Hi, Thank you for checking in.  First, no, I don't know of any med other than Paxil to try.  I've been trying to research them for myself, too, since I'm not sure Paxil is working for me any longer.  I've been on it for 19 years.  Second, I recently had bloodwork done and found out I've gone from underactive thyroid to overactive.  The fact that I was taking meds for underactive when I didn't need it also has been contributing to my extreme anxiety.  Primary doc has me off synthroid for now to see if I can stabilize.  We'll recheck blood in another month.  My weight loss as a result of Remeron withdrawal may have contributed to the change in thyroid function.  She's not sure.  

Enjoy your time away.  :)  And cute bear quilt!

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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I think it’s really important to know if you have simple hypothyroidism with too much replacement therapy, or Hashimoto’s thyroiditis with too much replacement, or Graves’ disease (where it can go back and forth).  Hashimoto’s and Grave’s disease are autoimmune conditions.  One place for AI problems in general is Phoenix Helix.  There are several websites/integrative professionals that work with thyroid problems. 

1st round Prozac 1989/90, clear depression symptoms. 2nd round Prozac started 1999 when admitted to dr. I was tired. Prozac pooped out, switch to Cymbalta 3/2006. Diagnosed with bipolar disorder due to mania 6/2006--then I was taken abruptly off Cymbalta and didn't know I had SSRI withdrawal. Lots of meds for my intractable "bipolar" symptoms.

Zyprexa started about 9/06, mostly 5mg. Tapered 4/12 through12/29/12

Wellbutrin. XL 300 mg started 1/07, tapered 1/18/13 through 7/8/13

Oxazepam mostly continuously since 6/06, 30mg since 12/12, tapered 1.17.14 through 8.26.15

11/06 Lithium 600mg twice daily, 2.2.14 400mg TID DIY liquid, 2.12.14 1150mg, 3.2.14 1100mg, 3.18.14 1075mg, 4/14 updose to 1100mg, 6.1.14 900 mg capsules 7.8.14 810mg, 8.17.14 725mg, 8.24.24 700mg...10.22.14 487.5mg, 3.9.15 475mg, 4.1.15 462.5mg 4.21.15 450mg 8.11.15 375mg, 11.28.15 362.5mg, back to 375mg four days later, 3.4.16 updose to 475 (too much going on to risk trouble)

9/4/13 Toprol-XL 25mg daily for sudden hypertension, tapered 11.12.13 through 5.3.14, last 10 days or so switched to atenolol

7.4.14 Started Walsh Protocol

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Hi Dhyssop1,

 

I had some health issues which caused my anxiety and made me get on all of this medicine in the first place...

1. I changed my diet.  I stopped eating anything white.  White bread, white rice, white sugar, etc.  and tried to focus on a plant based diet with a little meat.  

Fish oil, prebiotics all helped me lower my numbers. 

2. Spirituality helped calm me and helped me to understand that this isnt the end.  I found all religions had truth and especially the indian "Guru's" gravitated to me and I feel I found truth in that.  If you are interested look into Paramahansa Yogananda "The autobiography of a Yogi"

3. Find a therapist that focuses on teaching you the science of anxiety and how your body works.  Now when I have dumb worries or anxiety I can step above my emotions and realize "This is anxiety.  Your body is in fight or flight right now because your mind cannot differentiate between a thought and a real threat".

 

Not sure if this helps but I thought I would share what has truely helped me.

 

 

February 2017 started Ambien (Whatever the highest dose was) and Ativan 1.5mg

March 2017 started lexapro.  15mg  -Weaned off Ativan after about 2 months on it. 

Weaned off Ambien after 4 months on it every night.  Lexapro starting working and didn't need it.

April 2018 started reduced Lexapro.  15mg-12.5mg.

May 18' 10mg, June 18' 7.5mg, July 18' 5mg, August 18' 4.5mg, Sept 18' 4.0mg, Oct 18' 3.5mg, Nov 18' 3.0mg.

Jan 19' 2.5mg, February 19' 2.0mg, From here I went about .10mg drops at a time and sometimes more every 2 weeks depending on how I feel.  That was from February-August 20th 2019.

I got to .30mg and decided to jump off.  It was so small and decided I needed to face my fears.  I created nueral pathways in my brain that I was fearing withdrawal.

Lexapro 0.0mg 8/20/2019

 

 

 

 

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Thank you.  I'll look into it!  :)

 

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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On 8/6/2018 at 12:41 AM, Hannaht212 said:

 Have you any safe suggestions of other antidepressants, or the like,  to use when Paxil is gone and something may still be needed ? 

We don't recommend or endorse any drugs here at SA. We are about helping people to get safely off drugs or cope with withdrawal. Asking for suggestions of drugs is considered drug shopping and could lead to a warning. There are many depression forums where people discuss the different drugs that may or may not help them.  We have some excellent topics on ways of coping with emotional symptoms.  While tapering it is good to read everything so that you will not feel a need for drugs.  Non drug ways of coping

20 hours ago, Dhyssop1 said:

 I've been trying to research them for myself, too, since I'm not sure Paxil is working for me any longer

It is very common for a drug to reach tolerance and no longer have any effect.  They can also turn paradoxical and cause depression and anxiety.  Sometimes these symptoms lessen as the dose lowers.  We all have to learn coping methods on this journey because there is no magic pill unfortunately.  Look at the symptoms and self care section, there are many topics about symptoms and how people deal with them.  

You will get there in the end, we all do! 

 

**I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge.

 

 

Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem)

1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat

2002  effexor. 

Tapered  March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads.

Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013

Restarted taper  Nov 2013  

OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015    :D 

Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014

 

Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg  

 July 2017 30mg.  May 15 2018 25mg

Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. 

 

My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33

 

Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible

 

 

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Thank you for the reminders. 

Paxil for 19 years.  Started at 20 mg.  Over the years that dosage fluctuated between 30 mg. and 45 mg. At 30 mg. a year ago.  Reduced to 15  mg. about 6 months ago.  Reduced to 10 mg. in January.  Current dosage 10 mg. per day. 

Remeron for 3+ years.  Started at 15 mg. for 2.5 years.  Reduced to 7.5 mg. for 6 months. Reduced to 3.25 mg. for 3 months.  Jumping off point.  Contributed to elevated cholesterol, triglycerides, eye pressure.  

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I've moved a bunch of Hannah's posts to her introduction which can be found here:  Hannah212

It might make for a bit of confusing reading........yet so many of her posts were more pertinent to her own history and tapering right now.

Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks.

Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988.  In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm.

Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time).

5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014)

12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs.  My last psycho med ever!  Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to

2016 Dec 16 medication free!!

Longer signature post here, with current supplements.

Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016.  And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed.  Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24.  Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜

None of my posts are intended as medical advice.  Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider.  My success story:  Blue skies ahead, clear sailing

 

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Is my signature ok now? I am on my phone and having difficulty moving through the site. 

Yours  in  care,

Hannaht212,

2000 - 20 mg  Paxil / 2005 - 40 mg Paxil

2018  Paxil:  25 June 35 mg  2 July 33 mg  9 July 30 mg  16 July 27 mg

23 July 25 mg 30 July 22 mg 6 Aug 2020 mg

 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger,

except for bears, bears will kill you.

 

 

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The link to your introduction is in the post above yours.  I'll answer over on your introduction.........which is here  Hannaht212

Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks.

Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988.  In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm.

Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time).

5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014)

12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs.  My last psycho med ever!  Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to

2016 Dec 16 medication free!!

Longer signature post here, with current supplements.

Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016.  And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed.  Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24.  Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜

None of my posts are intended as medical advice.  Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider.  My success story:  Blue skies ahead, clear sailing

 

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