Miteki1994 Posted April 3 Share Posted April 3 Hi everyone, I was on Lexapro 20mg for more than 9 years - constantly. This was initially for symptoms related to body dysmorphic disorder, but then anxiety and depression also became an issue. Last September (2023), I decided I no longer wanted to be reliant on anti-depressants. I tapered down much too quickly within 3 months - 20mg -> 15mg -> 10mg -> 5mg -> over 3 months before stopping completely in November. I felt normal and fine all of November & December. Then January hit me, then February, then March & now April. The symptoms of anxiety and depression, memory loss, brain fog, fatigue, feeling like I have some sort of viral sickness - has plagued me since early January. These symptoms are much worse in the week leading up to when my period is due. After feeling this exhaustion for 3 - 4 months, today I decided to go back on 5mg of Lexapro to see if this might help, with the eventual goal of tapering back down to 0mg using liquid form, however, over a much longer period of time. Any insight or advice would be so greatly appreciated. Thanking you in advance. 2014 - began taking 20mg of Lexapro/escitalopram everyday for 9+ years for BDD/Anxiety/Depression 2023 - In September, I gradually reduced to 15mg, 10mg, 5mg. Got to 0mg from 1 November 2023 2024 - January started experiencing terrible mood swings, depression, anxiety, instability. 3 April 2024 - went back onto 5mg of lexapro/escitalopram Link to comment
Moderator Erimus Posted April 3 Moderator Share Posted April 3 Hello, and welcome to Surviving Antidepressants. We are a peer support forum to assist in tapering off psychiatric drugs safely, or recovering from psychiatric drug withdrawal. This topic is for anything relating to you, and any questions you have. Please do not start another topic. We recommend tapering by no more than 10% of your CURRENT dose each month, to limit withdrawal symptoms. E.g. 10mg --> 9mg --> 8.1mg --> 7.29mg All the answers you are looking for regarding tapering and antidepressant withdrawal are on this site. Please search around and continue to read as much as you can manage. Use the site search function to search for specific words or phrases, such as drugs or symptoms. Here are a few of the most useful links: Important topics in the Tapering forum and FAQ Micro tapering Why taper by 10% of my dosage? Taking multiple psych drugs? Which drug to taper first? How to make a liquid from tablets or capsules Using a scale to weigh and measure doses We only recommend two supplements. Omega 3 Fish Oil and Magnesium. Both should be introduced separately and increased slowly. Regards Erimus Active Monday-Friday UK time MEDICATION: 1) Sertraline: 50mg - Oct 2020, 100mg - Dec 2020, 50mg - April 2021, 75mg - May 2021, 50mg - Sep 2021; Failed taper attempt (50 -> 49) - Jan 2024; Second attempt to start taper - 17 Feb 2024 Current dose: 48.9mg (Feb 2024) 2) Mirtazapine: 15mg - Nov 2020 SUPPLEMENTS: Cod liver oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C Link to comment
Moderator Erimus Posted April 3 Moderator Share Posted April 3 8 hours ago, Miteki1994 said: After feeling this exhaustion for 3 - 4 months, today I decided to go back on 5mg of Lexapro to see if this might help, with the eventual goal of tapering back down to 0mg using liquid form, however, over a much longer period of time. Please read the topic About reinstating and stabilizing to reduce withdrawal symptoms When it comes to reinstatement we generally suggest introducing very small amounts, and slowly titrating up if the reintroduction is tolerable. Jumping back on large amounts of the drug can often cause unpleasant reactions, and sometimes "spike" the nervous system in a reaction you will see commonly described here as "kindling". For someone in your position, a sensible starting dose for reinstatement would be 1mg, rather than the 5mg you've gone for. Active Monday-Friday UK time MEDICATION: 1) Sertraline: 50mg - Oct 2020, 100mg - Dec 2020, 50mg - April 2021, 75mg - May 2021, 50mg - Sep 2021; Failed taper attempt (50 -> 49) - Jan 2024; Second attempt to start taper - 17 Feb 2024 Current dose: 48.9mg (Feb 2024) 2) Mirtazapine: 15mg - Nov 2020 SUPPLEMENTS: Cod liver oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C Link to comment
Miteki1994 Posted April 4 Author Share Posted April 4 Hi Erimus, Thank you so much for your response. I really appreciate it. I have been taking the 5mg of lexapro now for 4 days, I'm worried about reducing it back to 1mg again. Would your suggestion be that I remain on the 5mg for now as I have already started? Thank you. 2014 - began taking 20mg of Lexapro/escitalopram everyday for 9+ years for BDD/Anxiety/Depression 2023 - In September, I gradually reduced to 15mg, 10mg, 5mg. Got to 0mg from 1 November 2023 2024 - January started experiencing terrible mood swings, depression, anxiety, instability. 3 April 2024 - went back onto 5mg of lexapro/escitalopram Link to comment
Moderator Erimus Posted April 5 Moderator Share Posted April 5 15 hours ago, Miteki1994 said: Hi Erimus, Thank you so much for your response. I really appreciate it. I have been taking the 5mg of lexapro now for 4 days, I'm worried about reducing it back to 1mg again. Would your suggestion be that I remain on the 5mg for now as I have already started? Thank you. You need to monitor how it impacts you over the coming days. The main thing is that you take a consistent dose for the coming months, allowing your nervous system to stabilise again before making more changes. Active Monday-Friday UK time MEDICATION: 1) Sertraline: 50mg - Oct 2020, 100mg - Dec 2020, 50mg - April 2021, 75mg - May 2021, 50mg - Sep 2021; Failed taper attempt (50 -> 49) - Jan 2024; Second attempt to start taper - 17 Feb 2024 Current dose: 48.9mg (Feb 2024) 2) Mirtazapine: 15mg - Nov 2020 SUPPLEMENTS: Cod liver oil, Magnesium, Vitamin C Link to comment
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