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Cooked with a little bit of wine today and feeling a bit loopy. Won’t be doing that again. Oh, withdrawal. 

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sunnysideup69
10 hours ago, Adili13 said:

Cooked with a little bit of wine today and feeling a bit loopy. Won’t be doing that again. Oh, withdrawal. 

 

Yup. I was so tempted to do that, recently. Didn't do it, was too scared. Seems even minimal amounts are triggering. 

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@sunnysideup69 Right. It didn’t even really occur to me till after I felt a bit weird after eating. Oh well. 

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1 hour ago, Adili13 said:

@sunnysideup69 Right. It didn’t even really occur to me till after I felt a bit weird after eating. Oh well. 

Easily done, dont beat self up! 

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@sunnysideup69 yeahhh, the OCD train has kind of left the station. Did I create a setback? Am I going to be ok? Etc etc....I’m sure you’ve been there. 

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10 hours ago, Adili13 said:

@sunnysideup69 yeahhh, the OCD train has kind of left the station. Did I create a setback? Am I going to be ok? Etc etc....I’m sure you’ve been there. 

 

Oh yes......totally. So many things to potentially ruminate over. Gah! I think once that has begun, you kind of have to accept it has begun and just ride it....ugh. I've been there MANY times.

Feeling slightly wonky myself, this early morning. WD is weird and unpredictable. It's also hard to distact from it, being so unoccupied at the moment.

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@sunnysideup69 Right! So hard not to overanalyze every little thing and every potential slip-up. It’s total mind-****ery! Sorry you’re a bit off today, I’m sure it’s a blip and you’ll be doing better again soon. If I recall, you were saying you were doing better just a couple of days ago? Sure you’ll get back there soon, and eventually, it’ll be a constant thing when your CNS is ready. 

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25 minutes ago, Adili13 said:

@sunnysideup69 Right! So hard not to overanalyze every little thing and every potential slip-up. It’s total mind-****ery! Sorry you’re a bit off today, I’m sure it’s a blip and you’ll be doing better again soon. If I recall, you were saying you were doing better just a couple of days ago? Sure you’ll get back there soon, and eventually, it’ll be a constant thing when your CNS is ready. 

Thanks buddy, yeah, feeling a bitnweird today....think I have a cold, got a sore throat and am a bit shivery.

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Akathisia is kicking my ass tonight. Wondering if holding is helping at all. 

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I definitely think holding is helping. Hang on in there, pal. By the way, do you have any magnesium salts...really recommend a magnesium salts bath, for calming and relaxing.  

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@sunnysideup69 thank you my friend. I truly cherish your encouragement and help. I think I do, actually. I’ll have to check. That’s for the suggestions and always having injecting hope into my thread. It helps more than you know!! Xxx

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sunnysideup69
17 hours ago, Adili13 said:

@sunnysideup69 thank you my friend. I truly cherish your encouragement and help. I think I do, actually. I’ll have to check. That’s for the suggestions and always having injecting hope into my thread. It helps more than you know!! Xxx

 

You're most welcome :) We're all in this together, and we'll all recover, given time.

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Reaction to cooked wine has really ramped up my akathisia to a new level. Having trouble sleeping at all. 

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sunnysideup69
2 hours ago, Adili13 said:

Reaction to cooked wine has really ramped up my akathisia to a new level. Having trouble sleeping at all. 

 

Oh gosh, so sorry.It's really tough. When I read your post about cooking with wine, it reminded me that in April last year, I had one glass of prosecco. ONE. It knocked me into a long wave with some horrible peaks of anxiety. I haven't touched any alcohol since then.

The akisthisia peak should calm back to 'normal' level, just keep on calming and soothing. More magnesium salts baths. No sugar. Treat nervous system really gently.Sending a hug xxx

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Longroadhome
3 hours ago, Adili13 said:

Reaction to cooked wine has really ramped up my akathisia to a new level. Having trouble sleeping at all. 

It will pass just give it time 

our bodies are so sensitive while in the throes of WD 

treat yourself gently while it settles 

thinking of you 

LRH 

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@sunnysideup69 @Longroadhome

 

thank you guys. Really needed your words today. I appreciate you both more than you know. 

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2 hours ago, Adili13 said:

@sunnysideup69 @Longroadhome

 

thank you guys. Really needed your words today. I appreciate you both more than you know. 

You’ll get there Adili I know for sure you will.  

we all walk this path together and together we will recover.  

it took time for ADs to change snd re route our systems and it’s going to take time for this to reverse. 

in the meantime we are very lucky to have friends on this site that understand what we are going through and are there to  support us. 
you are strong 

you are resilient 
after WD is over there will be compensation you will be wiser stronger and able to cope with whatever challenges life throws at you . Keep going and head towards the recovery rainbow 🌈 It’s there waiting for you just a little further ahead ..

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@Longroadhome you are amazing and I cherish your support and friendship. Thank you so much for always popping on to my page, LRH. You are truly a gem. We will get there, dear friend. 

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Does anyone have stories of akathisia going away from holding at a higher dose? I’m really starting to think this hold is pretty pointless. Aka full-bore again tonight. 

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On 5/23/2020 at 12:19 AM, Adili13 said:

Does anyone have stories of akathisia going away from holding at a higher dose? I’m really starting to think this hold is pretty pointless. Aka full-bore again tonight. 

@Adili13, sounds like you're still reacting to the cooked wine experiment, cos that's when the aka ramped up? Try to remind yourself of that when you feel like holding is pointless. I'm no expert but if the wine destabilised you more, then starting a taper now would likely be not a good move.Maybe also tag a moderator and ask their advice, they are more knowledgeable.

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@Adili13

do you ever wonder if you are still in Lamictal WD? 
looking at your signature you took it for over a year and tapered very fast finishing in 2018 . 
what are your thoughts ?  

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@sunnysideup69 I think you’re right. Logically, it’s probably the worst time possible to start tapering again. I guess the mind just goes into panic once symptoms get worse. I talked to brass via PM and he basically echoed what you said. It takes time to get over these reactions. Usually a few weeks or even longer. 
@Longroadhome I have absolutely had this thought, and I believe you aren’t the first person to suggest it to me. It’s easy for me to forget about this because it was so long ago, but I’m certain it plays a role in why I’m still so sick and so debilitated. Maybe a huge role! 
 

Thanks guys! 

 

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2 weeks into this wine reaction with no sign of it letting up or getting better. Thoughts are getting extremely dark and I basically feel paralyzed by inaction. So afraid and upset. Just venting, as per usual. 

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It will get better! You are stronger than you know! I had to completely cut out alcohol. I thought every time I was feeling better I could just have some and WDs quickly reminded me that is not the case. 

 

Everyday that passes is one day closer to being healed :) 

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@Cocopuffz17 thank you. So afraid I’ve been completely and utterly derailed just from cooking with alcohol. 

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sunnysideup69
On 5/26/2020 at 7:00 PM, Adili13 said:

2 weeks into this wine reaction with no sign of it letting up or getting better. Thoughts are getting extremely dark and I basically feel paralyzed by inaction. So afraid and upset. Just venting, as per usual. 

 

Sending hugs. 

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Longroadhome
On 5/26/2020 at 7:00 PM, Adili13 said:

2 weeks into this wine reaction with no sign of it letting up or getting better. Thoughts are getting extremely dark and I basically feel paralyzed by inaction. So afraid and upset. Just venting, as per usual. 

Take one day one hour one step at a time 

it will go away 

It could be coincidental and nothing to do with the wine . Maybe a wave that was going to happen anyway . And we know they do go away . 
Be patient you have your friends right here to help you 

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@Longroadhome It’s really knocked me on my ass. Feel like I’m hanging on by a thread. Thanks for stopping by, friend. 

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8 minutes ago, Adili13 said:

@Longroadhome It’s really knocked me on my ass. Feel like I’m hanging on by a thread. Thanks for stopping by, friend. 

You will get through it. Keep doing what you are doing minus the wine! You got this! 

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