Rain Posted November 8, 2017 Author Share Posted November 8, 2017 4 minutes ago, Frogie said: I'm doing ok. I feel a lot better. I was on 4 antibiotics and I think I'm finally over it. So I might taper after thanksgiving if I feel up to it. I'm glad you are doing better! Take care, Frogie xx Glad to hear you are doing better! That's amazing! Why you taking anti-biotics? Did the doctor find out something? Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted November 8, 2017 Share Posted November 8, 2017 Thanks Rain hipe you're doing ok as well. Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Rain Posted November 23, 2017 Author Share Posted November 23, 2017 On 2017/11/9 at 2:16 AM, Littlegrandma said: Thanks Rain hipe you're doing ok as well. Lg Hey LG, How are you these days? I just passed a bad wave, I am now at 4.4mg of Lexapro, Hope you are doing well! Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted November 23, 2017 Author Share Posted November 23, 2017 On 2017/11/9 at 12:55 AM, Frogie said: I'm doing ok. I feel a lot better. I was on 4 antibiotics and I think I'm finally over it. So I might taper after thanksgiving if I feel up to it. I'm glad you are doing better! Take care, Frogie xx Hi Frogie, How are you these days? I am doing ok Just passed a wave and now I am at 4.4mg of dosage. Hope you are well. Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted November 23, 2017 Moderator Share Posted November 23, 2017 1 minute ago, Rain said: Hi Frogie, How are you these days? I am doing ok Just passed a wave and now I am at 4.4mg of dosage. Hope you are well. Rain Hi Rain: Great to hear from you. I'm glad your wave us gone. I think we are on about the same dosage. I picked up 2 plastic totes full of jeans and hurt my back, so I'm on an anti inflammatory, pain pill and muscle relaxer. Just started them last night. Hope I heal fast. I don't know if you celebrate Thanksgiving, but I'll say Happy Thanksgiving! Keep in touch. Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Rain Posted November 23, 2017 Author Share Posted November 23, 2017 4 minutes ago, Frogie said: Hi Rain: Great to hear from you. I'm glad your wave us gone. I think we are on about the same dosage. I picked up 2 plastic totes full of jeans and hurt my back, so I'm on an anti inflammatory, pain pill and muscle relaxer. Just started them last night. Hope I heal fast. I don't know if you celebrate Thanksgiving, but I'll say Happy Thanksgiving! Keep in touch. Take care, Frogie xx Oh Your Reply is so fast! I am surprised, haha! So sorry to hear that you hurt your back! I think this shall pass for you very soon! Wow what a coincidence! We are on the same dosage! Was your drop ok? No any nausea? Thank you so much and happy thanksgiving to you, too. Unfortunately, we don't have thanksgiving here, pretty quiet tonight, I have to drive to the city to get some Uber trips. We keep in touch! Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted November 23, 2017 Share Posted November 23, 2017 21 minutes ago, Rain said: Hey LG, How are you these days? I just passed a bad wave, I am now at 4.4mg of Lexapro, Hope you are doing well! Rain Hi Rain that is great. Hope the waves stay away. 4.4 awesome!! Did you switch to liquid? ive been in a bad wave myself. But hoping to get out with family today to celebrate thanksgiving. I’m so happy for you!! have a great day!! xx lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted November 23, 2017 Moderator Share Posted November 23, 2017 6 minutes ago, Rain said: Oh Your Reply is so fast! I am surprised, haha! So sorry to hear that you hurt your back! I think this shall pass for you very soon! Wow what a coincidence! We are on the same dosage! Was your drop ok? No any nausea? Thank you so much and happy thanksgiving to you, too. Unfortunately, we don't have thanksgiving here, pretty quiet tonight, I have to drive to the city to get some Uber trips. We keep in touch! Rain I was on line and your message came right up. I did fine with my drop in dosage. I had a little akasthisia, which I've never had. But I got through it. I'm glad you are doing well. I'm glad we can keep in touch again. I missed talking to you. Uber along lol... Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Rain Posted November 24, 2017 Author Share Posted November 24, 2017 On 2017/11/24 at 2:48 AM, Littlegrandma said: Hi Rain that is great. Hope the waves stay away. 4.4 awesome!! Did you switch to liquid? ive been in a bad wave myself. But hoping to get out with family today to celebrate thanksgiving. I’m so happy for you!! have a great day!! xx lg Thank You So Much LG! So sorry that you are in a wave, I really hope you will be fine soon! Let's keep in touch! Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted November 24, 2017 Author Share Posted November 24, 2017 On 2017/11/24 at 2:50 AM, Frogie said: I was on line and your message came right up. I did fine with my drop in dosage. I had a little akasthisia, which I've never had. But I got through it. I'm glad you are doing well. I'm glad we can keep in touch again. I missed talking to you. Uber along lol... Take care, Frogie xx So happy that you did well on reducing the med!!! I am so happy for you! Do you think your akathisia was due to your dropping of the dose? Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted November 24, 2017 Moderator Share Posted November 24, 2017 2 hours ago, Rain said: So happy that you did well on reducing the med!!! I am so happy for you! Do you think your akathisia was due to your dropping of the dose? Rain Thanks Rain: I know the akasthisia was caused by my taper. After a couple of days it went away. So that will be a new symptom I will get when tapering on top of the nausea. I will be so glad when we are all off these horrible drugs and can be normal again, whatever that is. Glad you are doing well. Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Rain Posted November 25, 2017 Author Share Posted November 25, 2017 11 hours ago, Frogie said: Thanks Rain: I know the akasthisia was caused by my taper. After a couple of days it went away. So that will be a new symptom I will get when tapering on top of the nausea. I will be so glad when we are all off these horrible drugs and can be normal again, whatever that is. Glad you are doing well. Take care, Frogie xx Hi Frogie, Hmmmm, Sorry about the Akathisia, that is my nightmare too, I have been in Akathisia state for months, its not fun at all. Be careful of dropping your dosage, because if you drop too fast, you might have these effects. It will be so great if we are all off this evil med, let's keep hope and this will happen one day, soon! Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted December 28, 2017 Author Share Posted December 28, 2017 Some updates: I haven't been doing updates for a long time... Recently I have been hit by bad waves pretty hard. I am now at 4.3mg of Lexapro for 3 weeks and my symptoms still up and down. Hopefully I will get better soon. 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted December 28, 2017 Author Share Posted December 28, 2017 Updating my Signature and copy the old one here: 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. After 1.5 years stopped gradually in one month. Then relapsed after 4-5 months took back for 5 years then up dosed to 100mg 1 year. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse: heart beating to 125bpm, no appetite, nausea, hands trembling and extremely worsening anxiety, restless. 2015 3rd November dropped back to 10mg directly, heart beating calmed down on the 2nd month. Since 2016 Still bad anxiety (obsessive negative thinking) , stomach upset, slightly depressed(since W/D always a bit depressed...). After 4 months, up and down... 10th month, big horrible wave, (now known as Akathisia symptoms). Lasts 2 months. 2016 11th November taper to 9mg, was good for 1.5 week, then Akathisia hit again for 4-5 days then good windows for a while. This keeps for 1 month. 2016 20th December akathisia started again with new intense restless legs symptom and insomnia symptom. Better after 2 weeks, then up and down. 2017 8th Feburary Symptoms worsening, for recent 5 days almost 7/24, unbearable, usually much worse after taking, to 4 hours after taking, severe heart palp up to 135bpm. Then I am sure it's all meds caused. 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg for experiment. Much better, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg (Sleeping much better, heart rate dropped). 22rd-7.7mg (missed a dose, symptoms worsening). 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg June 10th- 5.7mg Nov- 4.4mg 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 28, 2017 Share Posted December 28, 2017 Hi Rain how are you doing now on the lower dose of lexapro? I hope much better! Lg xx Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 28, 2017 Share Posted December 28, 2017 Sorry. I didn’t see the previous post. I hope you will be feeling better soon. I’m in the same boat. This is torture. Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Rain Posted December 28, 2017 Author Share Posted December 28, 2017 1 hour ago, Littlegrandma said: Sorry. I didn’t see the previous post. I hope you will be feeling better soon. I’m in the same boat. This is torture. Lg So sorry to hear LG, Are you currently holding at 5mg of Lexapro? What is your symptoms now? Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 28, 2017 Share Posted December 28, 2017 Hi Rain yes. Still holding at 5 mg. Depression is eating me alive. Anxiety. Dp/dr the worse. Nausea and headaches. Thinking about making a small drop next week. Maybe it will alleviate symptoms a bit? After almost 7 mo, they seem to be getting worse. Doesn’t help that it’s freezing outside and hard to get out. Feeling trapped like a rat. In my own mind and in my house. Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted December 28, 2017 Moderator Share Posted December 28, 2017 5 hours ago, Rain said: Some updates: I haven't been doing updates for a long time... Recently I have been hit by bad waves pretty hard. I am now at 4.3mg of Lexapro for 3 weeks and my symptoms still up and down. Hopefully I will get better soon. Hi Rain: I hope you feel better soon. I have been having headaches the last week, but otherwise doing ok. Good to hear from you! Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Rain Posted December 28, 2017 Author Share Posted December 28, 2017 11 minutes ago, Frogie said: Hi Rain: I hope you feel better soon. I have been having headaches the last week, but otherwise doing ok. Good to hear from you! Take care, Frogie xx Hi Frogie, That's so nice to hear that you are doing ok! I am happy for you! So what is your current dosage? I think I have to hold my dosage for a while now. Regards Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted December 28, 2017 Moderator Share Posted December 28, 2017 2 minutes ago, Rain said: Hi Frogie, That's so nice to hear that you are doing ok! I am happy for you! So what is your current dosage? I think I have to hold my dosage for a while now. Regards Rain Hi Rain: I'm currently on 2.5mg. I was going to taper the 1st of the year, but think I'm going to hold another month. Glad you are doing better. Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Rain Posted December 28, 2017 Author Share Posted December 28, 2017 1 hour ago, Littlegrandma said: Hi Rain yes. Still holding at 5 mg. Depression is eating me alive. Anxiety. Dp/dr the worse. Nausea and headaches. Thinking about making a small drop next week. Maybe it will alleviate symptoms a bit? After almost 7 mo, they seem to be getting worse. Doesn’t help that it’s freezing outside and hard to get out. Feeling trapped like a rat. In my own mind and in my house. Lg Hi LG, So sorry to hear that, I know these symptoms are not funny I got these symptoms a lot as well! And also I have awful Akathisia. Please keep hope. And are you having reactions from the Lexapro or that's just you WD? Wd can be up and down for a while, so please be patient. If you feel it is reaction from the med, maybe try monitor the daily pattern. If your symptoms worsening after Lexapro dosage everyday the same, it might be the reactions. Please let me know. Hugs Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted December 28, 2017 Author Share Posted December 28, 2017 Just now, Frogie said: Hi Rain: I'm currently on 2.5mg. I was going to taper the 1st of the year, but think I'm going to hold another month. Glad you are doing better. Take care, Frogie xx 2.5mg! My god you tapering so fast! I am happy for you! I wish I could lower that fast too because I hate Lexapro so much! I think you should hold for a while and see how's going. Are you making your own liquid to get 2.5mg? Regards Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 28, 2017 Share Posted December 28, 2017 5 minutes ago, Rain said: Hi LG, So sorry to hear that, I know these symptoms are not funny I got these symptoms a lot as well! And also I have awful Akathisia. Please keep hope. And are you having reactions from the Lexapro or that's just you WD? Wd can be up and down for a while, so please be patient. If you feel it is reaction from the med, maybe try monitor the daily pattern. If your symptoms worsening after Lexapro dosage everyday the same, it might be the reactions. Please let me know. Hugs Rain Oh Rain, I just don’t know what’s what. I think I need to try lowering a little bit to see. The akathasia stopped after I dropped last time. But it’s back. I haven’t changed anything in 5 mo. I do know that the anxiety was ramping up the last several months on lex before I started my taper. I never did feel well on it. Now, I’ve got more meds added to the mix. And I’ve never had a good window. Just a few days that are a little better. How has your your heart rate been? I was put on metoprolol but rate is still high. It fluctuates but was 115 when I got up this morning. What kind of syringe do you use? i have a 5 ml but doesn’t seem precise enough. It seems impossible to get down by drops. Hugs for you. Hope your day is ok. Wish I could say have a GREAT day xx lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted December 28, 2017 Moderator Share Posted December 28, 2017 13 minutes ago, Rain said: 2.5mg! My god you tapering so fast! I am happy for you! I wish I could lower that fast too because I hate Lexapro so much! I think you should hold for a while and see how's going. Are you making your own liquid to get 2.5mg? Regards Rain I tapered too fast, so I'm holding now. I have liquid Lexapro prescribed to me so it makes it easy. Glad you are doing well. Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 28, 2017 Share Posted December 28, 2017 Hi Frogie you seem to be doing so good considering a quick taper. I know you have headaches now but they should subside once you get back on schedule with the xanax. Im asking everybody....what kind of syringe do you use? 5 ml doesn’t seem accurate enough. xxLg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted December 28, 2017 Moderator Share Posted December 28, 2017 2 minutes ago, Littlegrandma said: Hi Frogie you seem to be doing so good considering a quick taper. I know you have headaches now but they should subside once you get back on schedule with the xanax. Im asking everybody....what kind of syringe do you use? 5 ml doesn’t seem accurate enough. xxLg Hi LG: I'm doing better. Do you take anything for your headaches? I use a 10ml syringe and I draw a red line where to draw it up to. Makes it easier to see and not make mistakes. Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 28, 2017 Share Posted December 28, 2017 Hey if headaches are unbearable, then I take 1 Advil and 1 Tylenol. I try not to take more than once a day, if at all. I just don’t see that my 5 or 10 ml syringes are that accurate to get maybe 4.63. Know what I mean? Maybe I’m overthinking it. Is the head feeling any better today? Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Rain Posted December 29, 2017 Author Share Posted December 29, 2017 19 hours ago, Littlegrandma said: Oh Rain, I just don’t know what’s what. I think I need to try lowering a little bit to see. The akathasia stopped after I dropped last time. But it’s back. I haven’t changed anything in 5 mo. I do know that the anxiety was ramping up the last several months on lex before I started my taper. I never did feel well on it. Now, I’ve got more meds added to the mix. And I’ve never had a good window. Just a few days that are a little better. How has your your heart rate been? I was put on metoprolol but rate is still high. It fluctuates but was 115 when I got up this morning. What kind of syringe do you use? i have a 5 ml but doesn’t seem precise enough. It seems impossible to get down by drops. Hugs for you. Hope your day is ok. Wish I could say have a GREAT day xx lg Hey, I am sorry to hear that LG! It sounds reactions to me. Did you get Akathisia as soon as you start taking your Lexapro or it started to give you trouble after you take for a while? The anxiety for me could be mild form of Akathisia. Hugs Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted December 29, 2017 Author Share Posted December 29, 2017 19 hours ago, Frogie said: I tapered too fast, so I'm holding now. I have liquid Lexapro prescribed to me so it makes it easy. Glad you are doing well. Take care, Frogie xx Wow! I am happy for you, Frogie. Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Rain Posted December 29, 2017 Author Share Posted December 29, 2017 19 hours ago, Littlegrandma said: Oh Rain, I just don’t know what’s what. I think I need to try lowering a little bit to see. The akathasia stopped after I dropped last time. But it’s back. I haven’t changed anything in 5 mo. I do know that the anxiety was ramping up the last several months on lex before I started my taper. I never did feel well on it. Now, I’ve got more meds added to the mix. And I’ve never had a good window. Just a few days that are a little better. How has your your heart rate been? I was put on metoprolol but rate is still high. It fluctuates but was 115 when I got up this morning. What kind of syringe do you use? i have a 5 ml but doesn’t seem precise enough. It seems impossible to get down by drops. Hugs for you. Hope your day is ok. Wish I could say have a GREAT day xx lg And Yes your symptoms are exactly like mine! Every symptom I have got! I also found that Beta Blocker doesn't help me but give me depression and anxiety after it left out of my system. I taking Benzo (Lorazepam) if I need it, but not everyday. 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Moderator Frogie Posted December 29, 2017 Moderator Share Posted December 29, 2017 3 hours ago, Rain said: Wow! I am happy for you, Frogie. Rain Thanks. I'm glad you are doing well. Take care, Frogie xx PREVIOUS medications and discontinuations: Have been on medications since 1996. Valium, Gabapentin, Lamictal, Prilosec and Zantac from 2000 to 2015 with a fast taper by a psychiatrist. Liquid Lexapro Nov, 2016 to 31-March, 2019 Lexapro free!!! (total Lexapro taper was 4 years-started with pill form) ---CURRENT MEDICATIONS:Supplements:Milk Thistle, Metamucil, Magnesium Citrate, Vitamin D3, Levothyroxine 25mcg, Vitamin C, Krill oil. Xanax 1mg 3x day June, 2000 to 19-September, 2020 Went from .150 grams (average weight of 1 Xanax) 3x day to .003 grams 3x day. April 1, 2021 went back on 1mg a day. Started tapering May 19, 2023. July 28, 2023-approximately .87mg. Dr. fast tapered me at the end and realized he messed up. Prescribe it again and I am doing "slower than a turtle" taper. 19-September, 2020 Xanax free!!! (total Xanax taper was 15-1/2 months-1-June, 2019-19-September, 2020) I am not a medical professional. The suggestions I make are based on personal experience. Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 29, 2017 Share Posted December 29, 2017 12 hours ago, Rain said: And Yes your symptoms are exactly like mine! Every symptom I have got! I also found that Beta Blocker doesn't help me but give me depression and anxiety after it left out of my system. I taking Benzo (Lorazepam) if I need it, but not everyday. Hey Rain how long were you on the beta blocker? Did you taper it or just stop after a short term use? You think it ramped up your symptoms? I can definitely see it causing anxiety to increase as your heart rate would also increase. But depression got worse too? Please let me know how you tapered it. I saw on your thread where the dr prescribed it but my blurry eyes couldn’t read any further to find out what happened after that. Hope today has been going well for you. xx Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Rain Posted December 30, 2017 Author Share Posted December 30, 2017 10 hours ago, Littlegrandma said: Hey Rain how long were you on the beta blocker? Did you taper it or just stop after a short term use? You think it ramped up your symptoms? I can definitely see it causing anxiety to increase as your heart rate would also increase. But depression got worse too? Please let me know how you tapered it. I saw on your thread where the dr prescribed it but my blurry eyes couldn’t read any further to find out what happened after that. Hope today has been going well for you. xx Lg Hi LG, I didn't take Beta Blocker daily, I only took it longest about 3 days, due to it caused me depressed, so I stopped CT and then I feel bad anxiety and heart palps. But if you take it daily, I think you should taper it as I saw some people on this forum taper this, but it's easier than SSRIs. Hope you doing well! Regards Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
Littlegrandma Posted December 30, 2017 Share Posted December 30, 2017 57 minutes ago, Rain said: Hi LG, I didn't take Beta Blocker daily, I only took it longest about 3 days, due to it caused me depressed, so I stopped CT and then I feel bad anxiety and heart palps. But if you take it daily, I think you should taper it as I saw some people on this forum taper this, but it's easier than SSRIs. Hope you doing well! Regards Rain Thanks Rain i guess I’ll just worry about the beta blocker when everything else is gone. I really appreciate your time. xx Lg Lex 4.3mg, 3/2/18 Ativan ,5 mg, lunesta 2 mg , toprol 25 mg Oct 16-28 2018 C/O to 19 mg V from 1.5 mg Ativan, 1.3 mg lunesta jan 22 2019- 11 mg V jan 23 - pneumonia, 2 AB’s. Hold taper july 5- 10.72 V July 6- 11 mg V- ugly bad july 11- 10.72 mg V, 4.3 lex, 25 mg toprol Link to comment
Rain Posted December 30, 2017 Author Share Posted December 30, 2017 3 hours ago, Littlegrandma said: Thanks Rain i guess I’ll just worry about the beta blocker when everything else is gone. I really appreciate your time. xx Lg You are always welcome, LG Don't worry about Beta Blocker, I don't think its hard to off, compare with the SSRIs. Happy new year to you LG! Rain 2006 October Zoloft 50mg for anxiety. 2013 March Lexapro 10mg for 18 months to 2015 September. 2015 September increased to 20mg for 7 weeks but getting worse. 3rd November dropped back to 10mg 2016 11th November taper to 9mg 2017 3rd March Taper to 8.8mg, then Fast taper start: 10th-8.6mg, 12th-8.2mg, 17th-8.0mg, 22rd-7.7mg, 27th-7.4mg. April 2nd- 6.9mg (WD start), 19th-6.5mg. Failed one day Cymbalta trial, took back Lexapro, much worse Akathisia torture. Keep holding. May 22nd- 6.3mg, June 10th- 5.7mg, Nov- 4.4mg, Dec- 4.3mg, 2018 Jan- 4.1mg Link to comment
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