trego94 Posted March 5, 2020 Posted March 5, 2020 Hello everyone Excuse my bad English, I hope the text is still reasonably readable. I try to keep my story as short as possible, but it will probably be a bit longer anyway. I hope you can give me some advice about my current situation. You can also jump directly to the "Status now" section if you are not interested in the whole history. It is important to mention in advance that I have a severe physical disability and this could explain some of my sensitive reactions to medication. Otherwise I am a normal 25 year old man. Autumn 2016: Due to a longer lasting, pronounced generalized anxiety disorder, my psychiatrist prescribes the medication Deanxit (1 tablet daily) for me in autumn 2016. This consists of the tricyclic antidepressant Melitracen (10mg) and the neuroleptic Flupentixol (0.5mg). This drug may be less well known here in the forum, as it is not available in many countries. With time I became aware that I react very strongly to the drug. My anxiety decreased considerably, but at the same time I felt a rather pronounced indifference and sexual problems (functionality in this area still at about 70%). But for the time being I was able to come to terms with this. Winter 2018 / 2019: I managed to reduce the drug to about 1/4 by December 2018 without any problems. However, the annoying side effects remained, which is why I wanted to discontinue the drug. Since my relatively generous reductions worked well until then and my psychiatrist only spoke of a "homeopathic" dose, I stopped the medication abruptly in December 2018. I will try to describe this weaning attempt as briefly as possible: In the first to weeks I was overwhelmed by a massive flood of impressions. After these two weeks, however, I stabilized and then had the impression that I was slowly returning to the person I was before taking the drug. But after another two weeks, four weeks after stopping, I suddenly felt worse again. From then on I felt worse every day and developed a severe mania, which I had never experienced before. I could not even lie down anymore. As I hoped that this condition would go away on its own, I endured another two weeks. Only after six weeks I started again with the dose of 1/4 tablet of Deanxit. It was only when I started taking the medicine again that I realized how traumatizing this experience was. Two months of pronounced depersonalization followed before I felt my body normal again. But with that, the anxiety states came back again. Summer 2019: Out of desperation, in the summer of 2019 I unfortunately started taking St. John's wort along with my medicine. Although I proceeded very carefully, the level of my medicine probably increased more and more. Because I had placed so much hope in St. John's wort and somehow didn't realize the connection, I held out for about five days in a state of quite a strong excess of Deanxit. For the time being, however, I recovered from this experience without any problems. Autumn 2019: I then tried Rhodiola rosea and Ashwagandha with even greater care. But in large intervals, so that the Deanxit could really be broken down. Especially the Ashwagandha did not suit me at all: A single intake put me completely out of action for one month. I felt a massive apathy and was sometimes not even able to read a text. Of course, this condition also hat a negative influence on my sexuality. Status now: Fortunately I recovered from this state after one month. But only for a few days: I can pretty much state that I got worse again from November 6th 19' on. I became more indifferent again and developed massive sexual problems on the side. It began with the fact that I suddenly no longer felt my genitals. This was followed by many other symptoms. My sexual functioning became worse and worse. In the meantime I'm completely impotent, sexual stimuli do not cause anything anymore. That's why I can't get an erection and orgasm anymore. On an emotional level, I feel exactly the same: I have become completely indifferent, can no longer listen to music and feel no love for my family and friends. What next? After everything I have read on the internet, I strongly assume that my current condition is PSSD, probably triggered by the St. John's wort experiment. However, unlike most other sufferers, I'm currently still taking 30% of 1 tablet of Deanxit. Of course, I'm very concerned that each additional intake of this medication will make my condition worse. However, recently I could not even tolerate a reduction to 27%, the withdrawal symptoms were too strong. Especially since I'm already in a catastrophic condition. And this, although 1/4 tablet was effective in the past. What should I do best in your opinion? I'm very desperate and don't know what to do. At the moment I'm being looked after by a care team at home every day to get by. The next step is the endocrinological examinations. In a first saliva test I had i.a. a progesterone level of 1150 pg/ml (normal range: 23-58 pg/ml)! But what do I do if these tests do not show anything? It was suggested that I could take bupropion. After my experiences with Deanxit, I have actually become very critical about antidepressants, but I'm so desperate that I'm considering to take this. The careers also hope that I will be able to drop the Deanxit better with another AD. Or do you have any other advice on how to get rid of the Deanxit or what to do in my actual situation? Thanks for your help and for taking the time to read through the whole text (which was probably a bit exhausting, sorry)! Greetings trego94 Autumn 2016: Started with 1 tablet Deanxit December 2018: Tapered over the time to about 1/4 tablet, then abrupt cessation. Had to take 1/4 again after six weeks without Deanxit due to a severe rebound. March 2020: I'm currently taking 30% of a tablet. Probably severe PSSD since November 2019. 100% impotency, very pronounced apathy, can't listen to music or feel love for my family and friends.
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted March 8, 2020 Moderator Emeritus Posted March 8, 2020 (edited) Hi there tego94, and welcome aboard, @trego94 And it certainly sounds very trying now, needing the assistance of a care team now to get by. And unfortunately, all told you may still be recovering from previous tapering attempts, with some severe WD(withdrawal) syndrome symptoms now. How long have you been holding on the 30% of your Deanzit dose now? And how are you measuring it out each day? Do you take it at the same time, every day? On 3/4/2020 at 5:56 PM, trego94 said: Due to a longer lasting, pronounced generalized anxiety disorder, my psychiatrist prescribes the medication Deanxit (1 tablet daily) for me in autumn 2016. This consists of the tricyclic antidepressant Melitracen (10mg) and the neuroleptic Flupentixol (0.5mg). This drug may be less well known here in the forum, as it is not available in many countries. And thank you for this information. Yes, I do recall one other member using this drug. It is actually a "banned" drug in the U.S.: Reasons for ban: Not permitted for use in its country of innovation Denmark and other advanced countries like the US, European Union, Britain, Canada and Japan, as it is an irrational as well as a harmful combination.Jan 11, 2014 (from msn.com news-medical On 3/4/2020 at 5:56 PM, trego94 said: What should I do best in your opinion? On 3/4/2020 at 5:56 PM, trego94 said: The next step is the endocrinological examinations. In a first saliva test I had i.a. a progesterone level of 1150 pg/ml (normal range: 23-58 pg/ml)! But what do I do if these tests do not show anything? It was suggested that I could take bupropion. After my experiences with Deanxit, I have actually become very critical about antidepressants, but I'm so desperate that I'm considering to take this. The careers also hope that I will be able to drop the Deanxit better with another AD. Or do you have any other advice on how to get rid of the Deanxit or what to do in my actual situation? I'm going to put your case in for some further moderator input. As I don't really know. We are a site for tapering and WD. I don't have any idea if you could do some form of cross over with another AD, for the hopes of reducing symptoms of WD. Some links for you to look at, for more education and useful information: *Why taper by 10% of my dosage? What is withdrawal syndrome? Dr. Joseph Glenmullen's withdrawal symptom checklist The Windows and Waves pattern of stabilization When we take medications, the CNS (central nervous system) responds by making changes over the months and years we take the drug(s). When the medication is discontinued, the CNS has to undo all the changes it made. The CNS likes stability. Rebuilding the neurotransmitter production and reactivating the receptor and transporter cells takes time -- during that rebuilding process symptoms occur. PSSD Post-SSRI sexual dysfunction The only 2 supplements that we endorse for WD syndrome are: BASIC SUPPLEMENT TOOLKITKing of supplements: Omega-3 fatty acids (fish oil)Magnesium, nature's calcium channel blocker Best to just start one at a time too, with a low dosage, slowly increasing, to find out if you might be sensitive. Welcome again, and so sorry that you have gone through so much to date. This is your introduction page now, where you have introduced yourself to the community. Please post any further questions and concerns around your case right here. L, P, H, and G, mmt Edited March 8, 2020 by manymoretodays PSSD topic link Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing
Administrator Altostrata Posted March 8, 2020 Administrator Posted March 8, 2020 Welcome, trego. Sadly, sexual dysfunction is a very, very common adverse effect of psychiatric drugs. As you are still taking Deanxit, you cannot be said to have PSSD, which refers to post-SSRI sexual disorder. It is likely your current sexual dysfunction is caused by Deanxit, to which you have become more sensitive due to all your drug changes. Looking into endocrinological examinations is probably not productive. As its onset is clearly related to the drugs, your problem is not hormonal deficiencies. What times of day do you take your drugs, and their dosages? How's your sleep? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
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