Genesis Posted September 22, 2019 Author Share Posted September 22, 2019 11 hours ago, ShiningLight said: I was on the gabapentin taper, was put on klonopin, then regretted that, so I held the gabapentin dose for awhile while I fast tapered the klonopin (thankfully this worked ok due to short use. It was a gamble.). Then I held the gaba taper for a few months after finishing tapering the klonopin. Usually they recommend starting one taper, finishing that one, and moving on to the next. I'm glad the fast taper off klonopin worked for you, I understand why you did that. 11 hours ago, ShiningLight said: Give yourself lots of credit for restraining yourself from jumping into a fast taper or cold turkey! It takes a lot of discipline to refrain from doing that. It's so much better if you do your best not to ever go over the edge into a horrific symptom level because once that happens, you've lost all control of the situation and all you can do is nondrug coping skills if you're able, and sit and wait. Thank you for reminding me of this. To see it in words and typed out, it's nice to see that it's really ok to take it slow. ❤️ 11 hours ago, ShiningLight said: When I feel impatient about having to slow taper, it helps to remind myself that for many years I thought it was totally acceptable to be on the drugs, so why the rush now? [I mean, I know why the rush now, but it still helps me to tell myself that.] Just keep putting one foot in front of the other! You are doing a lot of emotional work in coming to terms with this, so give yourself credit for that too! It's tough to realize how much emotional and mental work has to be gone through, but it's why I'm glad to find this site, because I don't think I'd do so well on my own. Thank you again for sharing your experiences with me and the advice. It's greatly appreciated ❤️ Genesis Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
Genesis Posted September 22, 2019 Author Share Posted September 22, 2019 sept 21 2019 9:30am 8.5hrs sleep, 125mcg levothyroxine 11am 1200mg gabapentin, 15mg buspirone, 0.5mg lorazepam, breakfast 11:30am 30mg ziprasidone liquid taper 12pm 150mg venlafaxine, 2GM lovaza, 450mg oxcarbazepine 12:30pm slight arrythmia, took 25mg metoprolol and 100/25mg losartan/hctz. doing well otherwise 1:30pm 0.50mg lorazepam 4:30pm 15mg buspirone, 1200mg gabapentin, 25mg metoprolol 5:30pm 0.50mg lorazepam 8:30pm 0.50mg lorazepam 10:30pm 30mg ziprasidone liquid taper, 1200mg gabapentin, 25mg metoprolol, 450mg oxcarbazepine, 15mg buspirone 11:30pm anxiety, 0.50mg lorazepam 1am sleep Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
Genesis Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 Hey I reduced the buspirone from the 15mg t.i.d. back to 10mg t.i.d., and I'm having a side effect of this "equilibrium" problem, idk the name of it. it's like riding on an elevator, and then stepping off onto a platform and trying to walk. it's a little uncomfortable, i think it's a problem with my inner ear being off as a side effect from the buspirone. i didnt think i would have any problems, but that's the only med ive changed today. I didnt decrease the venlafaxine, because i have 150mg capsules and ive never split one. so when i opened it, i tried counting out 150 beads, and i did, except there were many more. I ended up just taking my dose because it was due, and i have that same equilibrium problem if i am late on venlafaxine. so i just took the 150mg. i have not taken my ziprasidone yet, but i am soon, and im not sure if i should decrease it from 60mg to 20mg, since im having side effects from buspirone. thanks Genesis Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted September 23, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted September 23, 2019 dizziness-vertigo-light-headedness-rocking-or-swaying-sensations See this list under dizziness in the right hand column: Dr Joseph Glenmullen's WD Symptoms Checklist * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management Link to comment
Genesis Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 10 hours ago, ChessieCat said: dizziness-vertigo-light-headedness-rocking-or-swaying-sensations See this list under dizziness in the right hand column: Dr Joseph Glenmullen's WD Symptoms Checklist ahh thank you so much! Genesis Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
Genesis Posted September 23, 2019 Author Share Posted September 23, 2019 Sept 22, 2019 3:45am wake up, can't get back to sleep 5am 125mcg levothyroxine 6am get up 6:50am 0.5mg lorazepam 9:30am grocery shopping 11am 2GM lovaza, 25mg metoprolol, 10mg buspirone, 150mg venlafaxine, 100/25mg losartan/hctz, 1200mg gabapentin 12pm 0.5mg lorazepam, reinstate 40mg pantoprazole due to terrible heartburn 12:30pm nap 3pm 0.5mg lorazepam been fine today, except for heartburn and little sleep due to 30mg ziprasidone 2x/day 5:45pm feeling very sore all over. 1200mg gabapentin, 25mg metoprolol, 10mg buspirone 6:30pm feel vertigo/strange feeling 6:45pm heartburn 1500mg tums 7pm 0.5mg lorazepam 7:30pm shower. disequilibrium 10:45pm 1200mg gabapentin, 10mg buspirone, 60mg ziprasidone, 0.5mg lorazepam, 25mg metoprolol, 450mg oxcarbazepine. still disequilibrium 11:30pm bed 12am sleep Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
Moderator Emeritus Shep Posted September 24, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Share Posted September 24, 2019 On 9/22/2019 at 10:47 AM, Genesis said: I can try that, and still call Monday and ask. I will post when I find something out. Genesis, what did you find out when you called Dr. Carroll yesterday? Link to comment
Genesis Posted September 24, 2019 Author Share Posted September 24, 2019 3 hours ago, Shep said: Genesis, what did you find out when you called Dr. Carroll yesterday? Hey Shep, Unfortunately Dr. Carroll is not accepting any new patients at this time. I am seeing a new psych dr in a couple weeks, so we'll see how that goes. thanks for checking, I had forgotten. Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
Genesis Posted September 24, 2019 Author Share Posted September 24, 2019 sept 23, 2019 10am wake up, 125mcg levothyroxine 11:30am 0.5mg lorazepam, 2GM lovaza, 10mg buspirone, 450mg oxcarbazepine, 1200mg gabapentin 12pm 25mg metoprolol, 100/25mg losartan/hctz, 40mg pantoprazole 12:15pm disequilibrium. 150mg venlafaxine. 1:30pm disequilibrium 3:30pm 0.5mg lorazepam 4:30pm doing well so far, diseq. not so profound when i have things to do. 6pm 10mg buspirone, 25mg metoprolol, 1200mg gabapentin 7pm 0.5mg lorazepam 9:45pm 0.5mg lorazepam feel better than last night 11pm 1200mg gabapentin, 10mg buspirone, 450mg oxcarbazepine, 25mg metoprolol. feel ok, just tired 11:20pm 54mg ziprasidone, 0.5mg lorazepam 11:30pm bed 1am fell asleep Aug/13/'19 buspirone 30mg increase 45mg sep/11/2019, back to 30mg sep/22/'19 2019 oxcarbazepine 900mg 2001 venlafaxine XR 150mg increase sep/11/2019 from 75mg 2006 ziprasidone 60mg increase sep/11/2019 from 20mg, taper to 54mg sep/23/2019 2014 gabapentin 3600mg 1999 lorazepam 3mg taper sep/15/2019 - 2.5mg 2017 metoprolol 75mg 1998 levothyroxine 125mcg 2018 losartan/hctz 100/25mg 2015 lovaza 2GM | 2014 pantoprazole 40mg '01-'19 trazodone | '01-'19 divalproex sodium 🖤 Intro here 💜 Link to comment
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