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Hi. I'm new here. I've been suffering from severe & serious WD symptoms for almost 4 years now. My body is in chaos still. I don't know all the abbreviations yet do excuse me for that. I was on highest of Zyprexa for 6 years and also 40mg of Prozac. Told to taper off Zyprexa in 2 weeks!  Tapered off Prozac in 6 months. I feel lost as my body continues to be banged around from odd symptom to the next, zaps, twists, spasms, ears ringing at 3 different levels, tics, balance issues, jackhammer esophagus, Dystonia, TD...immuno suppressed. I catch the craziest illnesses and am lucky to be alive! I'm a fighter and came here to find help and even terminology for my overall set of issues, too. I'm very confused from what has happened, but also what to do about it to get better! My Dr abandoned me after he hurt me and I've been trying to fight thru the discrimination to find my own specialists but it's been a tough journey! I'm here and will continue to read on. Hope you don't feel alone anymore and maybe I helped in some way? IDK. I was on Prozac for 26 years and had no idea until about 15 min ago that may have been a contributing factor also? Not sure.  

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Whats the difference between post acute withdrawl and normal withdrawl? I know we take a lot of time to completly heal, but i was wondering if the worst parts are in the first months?

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  • Altostrata changed the title to Protracted Withdrawal or PAWS (post-acute withdrawal syndrome) -- How long does it last?
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Hi Altostrata:

 

You mention in your most recent post in the Post SSRI sexual dysfunction thread , that it took 11 years for your PAWS from Paxil to completely end. I just wanted to ask, if your PAWS went on for 11 years, and at about 11 years post Paxil, they have now completely resolved? Have your PAWS now completely resolved, and it took 11 years for them to completely end? Is this correct?

Last took an SSRI January 2009.

Last took a benzodiazepine May 2015.

Free from all prescription medication since May 2015.

Everything has mostly healed apart from PSSD which is still very bad, and is my most distressing symptom. Also i have developed some allergy problems/ sensitivities to things in the environment which i believe was possibly caused by the prescription medications (SSRI's and benzos).

  • ChessieCat changed the title to Protracted Withdrawal or PAWS (post-acute withdrawal syndrome) - How long does it last?
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On 9/19/2020 at 10:50 PM, Spruce30 said:

Hi Altostrata:

 

You mention in your most recent post in the Post SSRI sexual dysfunction thread , that it took 11 years for your PAWS from Paxil to completely end. I just wanted to ask, if your PAWS went on for 11 years, and at about 11 years post Paxil, they have now completely resolved? Have your PAWS now completely resolved, and it took 11 years for them to completely end? Is this correct?

 

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Last took an SSRI January 2009.

Last took a benzodiazepine May 2015.

Free from all prescription medication since May 2015.

Everything has mostly healed apart from PSSD which is still very bad, and is my most distressing symptom. Also i have developed some allergy problems/ sensitivities to things in the environment which i believe was possibly caused by the prescription medications (SSRI's and benzos).

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Length of withdrawal

 

If theres a topic for this please merge it since i cant find it myself

 

why is that im 10 years out and people have kicked it in 2 years or 4 or 5 ? Does anyone have theories regarding how long it takes some brains? 

 

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I'm not experiencing any withdrawal symptoms at this point (11 months post-cessation).  And my pre-existing headache disorder is in remission thanks to a more proactive approach with my medical team.  I did not appreciate being prescribed Lexapro.

 

As for why the withdrawal seems to have abated, I credit an aggressive post-withdrawal supplement regimen: I saw the biggest effects with magnesium citrate, omega 3s, lion's mane, and judicious use of 5htp (with meals) (DO NOT take this with an antidepressant).  I don't know if these have physically helped as much as I think, or if it's just placebo effect.  Be very careful with supplements, though - especially while withdrawing.  It took me a while to come up with these, and some trial supplements caused reactions.  What worked for me might not work for you, and I'm not a doctor.  Definitely run everything you are interested in taking by a qualified provider beforehand.

 

As for what else might help, I would suggest:

  • Soft music in the background;
  • Daily meditation (I like Jeff Warren's guided sessions on calm);
  • Daily light exercise (4,400-10,000 steps per day);
  • Sleep tracking with a wearable (I use Oura);
  • VR - I use Oculus Go and am particularly fond of the Alcove and Guided Meditation apps;
  • Calendaring (Google Calendar), to-do lists (Trello), tracking your time (Forest app);
  • Learning something every day (TEDx talks are amazing);
  • Chamomile tea

Hope this helps.  You will heal!

 

Previously - Escitalopram ("Lexapro"): 03 - 05/2018 - 10mg // 05/2018 - 12/2019 - monthly hyperbolic dose reduction to 0.

 

I am not a medical doctor.  Always consult a qualified medical professional before taking any substance.

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Benzo Q&A with Dr. Jenn and theory on why we get protracted withdrawal

 

YouTube video title:  Benzo Withdrawal with Dr. Jennifer Leigh - Everything You Wanted to Know About Benzo Withdrawal

 

 

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Ativan Sept 2016 to February 2017 

Cymbalta 30mg from November 2016, taper started in July 2018. 

 

Horrible withdrawals from Ativan. Was starting to feel better until I began tapering Cymbalta in July. CNS was still very fragile from benzo WD. Went from Cymbalta 30mg to 20mg in in 2.5 months. Was at 20mg for approx 3 weeks and then went back up to 22.5mg.

 

Symptoms: intense shaking, heart palpitations, extreme anxiety and rage, depression, sweating, nausea. 

Used to be into fitness but can't workout now until my nervous system calms down. 

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I made the following chart for myself and my therapist to help understand what it is that people going through withdrawal and recovery are up against. I thought some may find it helpful.

 

The Human Body in Post Acute Withdrawal Syndrome (PAWS)

What Generates Symptoms

The Body

 

(3 Central Control Systems)

The Nervous System

 

(2 main components – Central and Peripheral)

The Immune System

 

(Fight Infections, Viruses, Inflammatory Response)

The Endocrine System

 

(Hormone Production and Balance)

Central Nervous System

(Brain and Spinal Cord)

Peripheral Nervous System

 

(2 Components – Somatic and Autonomic)

 

 

 

Somatic Nervous System

(Muscles, Pain)

Autonomic Nervous System

(Breathing, Heartbeat, Organ Functions, Digestion, Fight/Flight, etc.)

 

 

 

Sympathetic

(Activating – Fight Flight)

Parasympathetic

(Calming – Rest and Digest)

 

 

These 3 Control Systems are Inter-dependent. They operate in synchronization with each other. To alter or disrupt one system is to alter or disrupt all 3 systems.

 

Psychiatric Drugs, Street Drugs, Alcohol, And Other Neuroactive Substances Directly Bind With And Alter Neurotransmitter Receptors In The Nervous System. Not Just In The Brain But Throughout The Body. Steroids, Immune Modulators, Antibiotics Etc. Also Alter All 3 Systems.

 

Neurotransmitters (Serotonin, Dopamine, Nor-epinephrine, GABA, etc) Are Used By The Nervous System Not Just For Mood But For Organ Function, Muscle Function, Immune Function, And Endocrine Function. Immune And Endocrine Chemistry Also Bind With And Alter Receptors in the Nervous System.

All 3 Systems Use The Same Shared Chemistry To Communicate Both Internally And Between Systems

 

What This Means Is That Neuroactive Drugs Alter Every System And Component In The Body. Nothing Is Left Untouched. Over Time The Body Makes Structural Changes To Every System To Compensate For The Presence Of The Neuroactive Drug. The Longer You Take It The More The Entire Body Changes.

 

Most psychiatric drugs primarily suppress the sympathetic Nervous System. Over time the parasympathetic nervous system becomes weak / damaged. When the drugs are taken away the sympathetic nervous system comes roaring back to life and patient becomes sympathetic dominant (Fight / Flight dominant). Initially the parasympathetic nervous system cannot compensate. This autonomic imbalance is where symptoms come from in PAWS throughout every system in the body.

 

The real healers are time, good diet, relaxation activities, and low stress. (Average PAWS recovery time is 2-3 years - Outro Health)

           

 

Current Psychiatric Medications

  1. Paxil 10mg daily (a.m.) 2017 - Present
  2. Carbamazepine IR  150 mg twice daily (300mg Daily) 2011 - Present (Currently Tapering)

Past Psychiatric Medications From 1994 to August 2021   Seroquel (in Recovery since August 2021 final dose 6.25mg), Depakote, Lithium, Risperidone, Xanax, Lamotrigene, Olanzapine, Lorazepam, Welbutrin, Trazodone, Oxazepam, Gabapentin, Abilify, Topiramate, Prazosin, Ambien (See Attached Spreadsheet And Seroquel Tapering And WIthdrawal Summary)

Current Non Psychiatric Medications Levothyroxine 88mcg (a.m.)-Vitamin D3 1000 IU (p.m.)-Fexofenadine 180 mg twice daily - Azelastine / Ipratropium / Nasacort Nasal Sprays - 0.1mg clonidine nightly

Other - Fish Oil Twice Daily-Multi-Vitamin (a.m.)-Vitamin C 1000mg Daily (a.m.)-Saline Nasal Spray-Salsalate 750mg twice daily PRN, Diclofenac Gel on affected joint PRN-Magnesium Citrate 250mg twice daily

 

Quitting Seroquel_A Vacation In Hell_Redacted.pdf

Other Documents https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/26099-feralcatman-recovering-from-seroquel/?do=findComment&comment=633907

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  • Altostrata changed the title to Protracted Withdrawal or PAWS (post-acute withdrawal syndrome)
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Hello! 

Does a herb like panax ginseng act like normal ssri and stop all the healing process for ever and ever? Did this happento anyone? 

Lexapro Use History (2015-2022)

I have been using Lexapro for seven years, with many attempts to quit due to severe side effects.

  • 2015: I started taking 20 mg of Lexapro at age 24 for presentation/social anxiety induced by weed use.
  • 2016: I attempted to quit cold turkey (on my doctor's advice) but experienced extreme terror and anxiety, prompting me to reinstate the medication.
  • 2016: I tried to stop again cold turkey, resulting in severe OCD, social fear, and terror, leading to another reinstatement.
  • 2018: I reduced the dosage to 10 mg due to OCD, visual snow, and fatigue. I struggled with severe sickness for 2.5 years before stabilizing.
  • 2022: I attempted to taper off 10 mg almost cold turkey over one month (again on my doctor's advice), because I experienced even more adverse reactions and elevated inflammation markers.

I faced extreme protracted withdrawal symptoms with every attempt to stop, experiencing a wide range of symptoms.

 

After two years, I have healed about 30% and have seen even more improvements in some symptoms. I started to regain functions I hadn’t had for 10 years, and I began to feel hopeful about my healing journey.

However, in March 2024, I experienced an extreme crash/setback after taking a multivitamin that contained 50 mg of Panax ginseng, which I did not notice. I had taken the vitamin to help with a wave of swallowing issues related to my difficulty eating solid food.

As a result, I lost all my improvements, no longer have any windows of relief, and even developed new symptoms.

 

 

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@margaretLO

 

15 hours ago, margaretLO said:

Does a herb like panax ginseng act like normal ssri and stop all the healing process for ever and ever?

 

 

1996-2018 - misc. polypharmacy, incl. SSRIs, SNRIs, neuroleptics, lithium, benzos, stimulants, antihistamines, etc. (approx. 30+ drugs)

2012-2018 - 10mg lexapro/escitalopram (20mg?)    Jan. 2018 - 10mg -> 5mg, then from 5mg -> 2.5mg, then 0mg  -->  July 2018 - 0mg

2017(?)-2020 - vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine 60-70mg    2020-2021 - 70mg down to 0mg  -->  July 2021 - 0mg

March-April 2021 - vortioxetine 5-10mg (approx. 7 weeks total; CT)  -->  April 28th, 2021 - 0mg

August 2021 - 2mg melatonin   August 1, 2022 - 1mg melatonin   March 31, 2023 - 0mg melatonin

2024 supplements update: electrolyte blend in water sipped throughout the day; 1 tsp cod liver oil blend (incl. vit. A+D+E) w/ breakfast; calcium; vitamin C+zinc

 

Courage is fear that has said its prayers.  - Karle Wilson Baker

love and justice are not two. without inner change, there can be no outer change; without collective change, no change matters.  - Rev. angel Kyodo williams

Holding multiple truths. Knowing that everyone has their own accurate view of the way things are.  - text on homemade banner at Afiya house

 

I am not a medical professional; this is not medical advice. 

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@margaretLO

 

 

1996-2018 - misc. polypharmacy, incl. SSRIs, SNRIs, neuroleptics, lithium, benzos, stimulants, antihistamines, etc. (approx. 30+ drugs)

2012-2018 - 10mg lexapro/escitalopram (20mg?)    Jan. 2018 - 10mg -> 5mg, then from 5mg -> 2.5mg, then 0mg  -->  July 2018 - 0mg

2017(?)-2020 - vyvanse/lisdexamfetamine 60-70mg    2020-2021 - 70mg down to 0mg  -->  July 2021 - 0mg

March-April 2021 - vortioxetine 5-10mg (approx. 7 weeks total; CT)  -->  April 28th, 2021 - 0mg

August 2021 - 2mg melatonin   August 1, 2022 - 1mg melatonin   March 31, 2023 - 0mg melatonin

2024 supplements update: electrolyte blend in water sipped throughout the day; 1 tsp cod liver oil blend (incl. vit. A+D+E) w/ breakfast; calcium; vitamin C+zinc

 

Courage is fear that has said its prayers.  - Karle Wilson Baker

love and justice are not two. without inner change, there can be no outer change; without collective change, no change matters.  - Rev. angel Kyodo williams

Holding multiple truths. Knowing that everyone has their own accurate view of the way things are.  - text on homemade banner at Afiya house

 

I am not a medical professional; this is not medical advice. 

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On 12/9/2023 at 8:36 PM, FeralCatman said:

Average PAWS recovery time is 2-3 years

Nothing like being just a month and a week in, unless this isn't the same as "time needed for symptoms to stop appearing".

22.10.2020 sertraline (50 upped to 100mg for two months) and pregabalin (150mg for half year)

2021 mirtazapine (30mg for some months), amitryptyline (cascading dose but doctor took me off it before reaching five tablets), olanzapine (5mg), lithium (this one I reacted to terribly as well, maybe due to my Hashimoto disease)

2022 duloxetine, reboxetine, venlafaxine (all unsuccessful attemps stopped after one day with no side effects following days, only reboxetine pushed through with one box)

2023 mainly bupropion (150mg stopped after few weeks, 300mg stopped after few another weeks, 150mg stopped after few months) until IAR, buspirone (5mg) tried for 3 days 

autumn 2023 - 150mg bupropion daily,

12.12.2023 - bupropion stopped,

16.12.2023 - 100mg sertraline,

18.12.2023 - 150mg bupropion,

19, 20 & 21.12.2023 - 150mg bupropion & 5mg buspirone,

Nothing ever since 21.12.2023, but 25mcg levothyroxine since around summer 2023 until 10.07.2024 for Hashimoto disease (non-psychiatric drug)

 

First wave: 18.07.2023; immediate adverse reaction to sertraline and first CNS crash: 16.12.2023: late onset protracted withdrawal from bupropion: 13.04.2024; third crash: 16.07.2024; currently still in acute phase of PAWS as of September 2024

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Just wondering if there is ANYONE on this site who DIDN'T experience protracted withdrawals? Is there any hope at all that this won't last much longer after 4 months of withdrawals?

Cymbalta - 2005-2008 - quit CT with no issues 

2008-2013 - on and off Fluoxetine with no issues

Fluoxetine - January 2013 - October 2016

Switched to Cymbalta - October 2016

Quit Cymbalta CT - January 26, 2017 -9 1/2 months of WD

Fluoxetine & Gabapentin - February 2017

Slow taper of Gabapentin - May 2017

Taper Fluoxetine 20mg to 5mg - September 2023 - January 2024 (now I know too fast)

Last 5mg dose of Fluoxetine - January 31, 2024 (now I know considered CT)

WD started February 7, 2024

*Reinstated .1ml Fluoxetine 6/11/24, .2ml 6/18, .3ml 6/25, .4ml 7/8, .5ml 7/15 - symptoms increased went back down to .4ml 7/20 - holding

WD symptoms: nausea and insomnia are the worst, bouts of anxiety, depression, fear/dread, emotional and lots of crying, loss of appetite, lost a lot of weight, constipation, sensitive teeth, hair falling out, sensitive to noise, body aches and pains/sciatica, dry mouth, Vagus nerve dysfunction, blurred vision, weird feeling like my shirt is choking me even though it's nowhere near my throat, acid reflux, chemical/metallic taste in my mouth, lump in my throat feeling, pins and needles sensations, tingling in my back, air hunger, akathisia, yawning and the tinny feeling doesn't go away

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17 minutes ago, ShantyO7 said:

Just wondering if there is ANYONE on this site who DIDN'T experience protracted withdrawals? Is there any hope at all that this won't last much longer after 4 months of withdrawals?


I saw a study once that showed that around 1/3 of people experienced no WD effects when coming off SSRI’s, 1/3 experienced WD for 3 months or less and 1/3 experienced WD over 3 months ranging from 3 months to 6 years+
 

I think you’ll find that most if not all people on this site are in the over 3 months group. If you experienced no or only short WD you’d not be looking to join any support groups. 
 

so I would say to stay hopeful in the knowledge that just because you don’t see any short WD information on this site, it doesn’t mean it can’t happen. If it does then there’s people here to support. 

50 mg Sertraline Nov 2016 to Dec 2016

100 mg Sertraline Jan - March 2017

50 mg Sertraline April - June 2017

25 mg Sertraline July 2017 - Sept 2018

12.5 mg Sertraline Oct 2018

0 mg Nov 1 2018

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On 5/30/2024 at 7:59 AM, ShantyO7 said:

Just wondering if there is ANYONE on this site who DIDN'T experience protracted withdrawals? Is there any hope at all that this won't last much longer after 4 months of withdrawals?

 

If you look around, you see absolutely loads of accounts that post about their symptoms, a few weeks or months later they seem to have good windows among the bad times, and then they stop posting.

 

I have known a number of other people in support groups who have just gotten better in a relatively short time.

 

The majority of users who post on this site and remain active for a long time are the ones in protracted withdrawal.

  • 15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects)
  • Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise
  • 1 month taper  to 0mg
  • Last dose April 2023
  • Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms

 

Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023. Severe withdrawal since.

 

My thread: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants

 

 

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Further to my comment above, I think that if you don’t have withdrawal symptoms you would have no need to look for or to use this site, so I think symptom free people are out there but are not going to be on this site. 

50 mg Sertraline Nov 2016 to Dec 2016

100 mg Sertraline Jan - March 2017

50 mg Sertraline April - June 2017

25 mg Sertraline July 2017 - Sept 2018

12.5 mg Sertraline Oct 2018

0 mg Nov 1 2018

Posted
26 minutes ago, DaBro said:

Further to my comment above, I think that if you don’t have withdrawal symptoms you would have no need to look for or to use this site, so I think symptom free people are out there but are not going to be on this site. 

Oh yes, absolutely.

 

I merely wanted to add that a large number of people do have them, but recover far more quickly than the "protracted", multi-year withdrawals you see here.

  • 15mg Remeron/Mirtazapine November starting 2022 (severe physical side effects)
  • Attempted to taper off January 2023, ended up having a major breakdown and going up to 30mg, took weeks to stabilise
  • 1 month taper  to 0mg
  • Last dose April 2023
  • Severe withdrawal syndrome with many physical symptoms

 

Summary: 5 months using Mirtazapine, including 1 month taper ending late April 2023. Severe withdrawal since.

 

My thread: LukeUK: Remeron/Mirtazapine Severe Withdrawal - Introductions and updates - Surviving Antidepressants

 

 

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