cleangrrl777 Posted May 26, 2014 Posted May 26, 2014 I've been counting the little balls out of my Cymbalta 20mg capsules for almost a year now. I know on average there are 200 little granules in there. I'm down to taking 70 granules out per day. Well, now I'm out of full pills and need to start counting 130 granuales and putting them into a gelatin capsule. Being that I did not think ahead and didn't even realize my prescription was out (and it's a federal holiday) this morning was rough. So... I DID NOT have a gelatin capsule to put the 130 balls into but instead counted them out into the lid and took it like a shot. Then drank water to rinse them all down. Now I'm panicking (Panic Disorder and PTSD) that I'm going to die because I did it without the gelatin capsule. I found in this forum to mix the balls with applesauce or apple juice (after I did that of course) but couldn't find anything about taking them the way I just did a few hours ago. I took a small dose of Ativan hoping to stop full fledge panic (weaning off of that also- PRN every few days or so). I guess I need some reassurance that I'm not going to die or someone to post a link where other people do this. I will go get gelatin capsules so I can use all the balls I've taken out since I have no refills now. Cold turkey is not for me either. Ended up in ER last time. Was given over 40 psychiatric drugs in a 13-year period after service in Iraq in the US Army. Last four drugs to taper were Effexor, Cymbalta, Clonazepam and Lorazepam. I was taken off Lorazepam abruptly after developing akathisia in January 2016. Off everything since and live with protracted injury and medical trauma from my years as a mental patient. Currently in the film "Medicating Normal" and advocate internationally on these issues. My journey is documented on my YouTube channel "Healingfrom Benzos."
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted May 26, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Posted May 26, 2014 Hi Cleangrrl, don't worry you will be fine. I take effexor beads and just down them with water. I've never had the gelatin capsules.In the early days I removed beads then took the rest of the capsule but when I got to lower doses I just took the beads. Now a single capsule lasts about 3 months. They can be taken in applesauce or yogurt etc. It would be good if you told us a little about yourself in the introductions section, it would be good see your tapering experience as you are obviously tapering very carefully and would be a help for new ones to see how it is done. **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible
Moderator Emeritus Jemima Posted May 26, 2014 Moderator Emeritus Posted May 26, 2014 Hello Cleangrrl, I moved your post here to the Introductions and Updates discussion because it's your first post telling us about yourself. When you have time, please tell us more and add your psychiatric drug history to your signature like this: http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/893-please-put-your-withdrawal-history-in-your-signature/ Welcome to the forum. You'll find lots of good information and friendly support here. Psychotropic drug history: Pristiq 50 mg. (mid-September 2010 through February 2011), Remeron (mid-September 2010 through January 2011), Lexapro 10 mg. (mid-February 2011 through mid-December 2011), Lorazepam (Ativan) 1 mg. as needed mid-September 2010 through early March 2012"Never attribute to malice that which is adequately explained by stupidity." -Hanlon's RazorIntroduction: http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1588-introducing-jemima/ Success Story: http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/6263-success-jemima-survives-lexapro-and-dr-dickhead-too/Please note that I am not a medical professional and my advice is based on personal experience, reading, and anecdotal information posted by other sufferers.
Administrator Altostrata Posted May 27, 2014 Administrator Posted May 27, 2014 Welcome, Cleangrrl777. The gelatin capsules don't offer any particular protection to the Cymbalta beads. They have a special coating, that's where the magic is. I'm sure you will be fine. At this point, you may wish to start weighing your beads to put in gelatin capsules. Counting out all those beads must be quite laborious. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
cleangrrl777 Posted September 22, 2020 Author Posted September 22, 2020 I’m off all meds for 4.5 years now. Please see my signature below for more information on my current status. I update my YouTube channel regularly and you can see my whole healing process in video form! Was given over 40 psychiatric drugs in a 13-year period after service in Iraq in the US Army. Last four drugs to taper were Effexor, Cymbalta, Clonazepam and Lorazepam. I was taken off Lorazepam abruptly after developing akathisia in January 2016. Off everything since and live with protracted injury and medical trauma from my years as a mental patient. Currently in the film "Medicating Normal" and advocate internationally on these issues. My journey is documented on my YouTube channel "Healingfrom Benzos."
Administrator Altostrata Posted September 22, 2020 Administrator Posted September 22, 2020 Thanks, cleangrrl. Where are you in healing from withdrawal syndrome, do you think? 50% recovered? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
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