Roxyrich Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 I live on my own, but i have family near me. I must point out that i am scared of suicide, and also scared of living. I will get help before i give in. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 But how will they help me. Talking won't help me sleep or take away my fatigue and agitation. I don't want to sound prickly, but im an adverse reaction case ,so no drugs can help me,only make it worse. I'm stuck as i am ,which scares me. Thanks for stopping by fsl. I do appreciate your support . Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 5, 2017 Share Posted November 5, 2017 You need to be distracted from yourself, instead of just constantly thinking about your symptoms. That isn't as easy as it sounds, I know, but that's your best help. Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Ali4 Posted November 5, 2017 Share Posted November 5, 2017 4 hours ago, Roxyrich said: How did they treat you. Did they drug you and did you feel better after the month. Sorry to ask personal questions Ali I'm curious to know what would happen to me. They treated me the best, they saved me from everything including myself. They did not drug me at all. Just went back to my full dose of celexa, I felt me again after the month. I was where you are now, trust me I get it. Ali 10 years citalopram 30mg- tapered down in December 15/2015- Jan 15/2016 to 20mg for two weeks, ten for one week and five for another week, then stopped, less then two weeks later, sheer hell broke lose with debilitating withdrawal symptoms. Update-- reinstated 5mg of celexa on feb 5-- within hours noticed immediate difference in WD symptoms-- Holding holding and more holding. Updose- March 23/16 too 10mg- relieved the harsher head symptoms- current symptoms headaches, dizzy, numbness and tingling in my head. Benzos- 2015-Ativan on and off for 6 months 2mg- switched to clonazepam nov 2015- 2mg till Jan 2016 Zopiclone 7.5mg nov-dec 2015- was tapered off over 4weeks- Currently in protracted withdrawal. ???????????????????????????????? Update- ended up in the hospital April 18/16 major suicidal ( never had that before) was admitted/ been there ever since, put me back to full dose celexa 30mg no drugs added, IAM FINALLY STABLE AFTER 3 months of tortuous hell. Got a great physiatrist that new all about WD, he will help me taper properly in a couple of months at 5% deductions holding 8 weeks. I never want to relive that hell again. Udate- stable and holding, doing things slowly is key. Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 5, 2017 Share Posted November 5, 2017 6 minutes ago, FSL said: . Probably will be given orientation and in the worst case scenario admit you to a hospital and drug you to control your symptoms. I respectfully disagree. You can't "drug" symptoms that are caused from an adverse reaction 2 years after the fact. They can keep you safe from yourself, in the hospital, if your truly suicidal, but that's about the extent of the hospitals usefulness. That's why i suggested you get a counselor ASAP, To help you find ways to distract yourself and deal with the fact that your stuck inside your head from the symptoms. Did you stop the propanol? Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 Thanks guys. No fsl i had an adverse reaction to prozac 2 years ago.im taking propranalol for anxiety. But it is a very small dose ,and not sure if it's helping or not. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
William Posted November 5, 2017 Share Posted November 5, 2017 FSL, i know your intentions are well, but people who have had severe adverse reactions are not able to take any medication at all... even vitamins etc will trigger further symptoms.taking SSRI's will lead to absolute choas the reinstatement philosophy does NOT WORK after an adverse reaction (i had mine in 2013 and still cant take any supplements/medications etc) all the best Will Mirtazipine - 2013 (12months) - COLD TURKEY - NO SIDE EFFECTS Zoloft - 2014 (6 weeks) - ADVERSE REACTION!!! Currently only take 5mg Valium on a as needed basis (once a month) Current symptoms - Sensitive CNS, Tinnitus, Insomnia, Erectile Dysfunction, Feel terrible every single day, No emotions, HELL! Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 I'd love to be put into a coma . Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 5, 2017 Share Posted November 5, 2017 14 minutes ago, FSL said: I think I'd rather be put in a coma, but that's me... Your being counter productive at this point. Unintentional I'm sure, but check yourself. Please don't add any more emotional drama to this situation. Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 Sorry colonial, I'm tingling all over head agitation off the scale. Im gonna try get some sleep. Try. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 5, 2017 Share Posted November 5, 2017 I wasn't referring to you Rich, your fine.. Hope your able to get some rest, I know its late there! Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 Ok thanks guys. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 6, 2017 Author Share Posted November 6, 2017 Didn't sleep much last night,but it wasn't too bad. Woke with slight panic this morning,but has turned into fatigue. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 6, 2017 Author Share Posted November 6, 2017 Thanks for the link fsl. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
MollyN Posted November 7, 2017 Share Posted November 7, 2017 (edited) Hi Rich, how's today going for you? I've been thinking about you and wondering if today is any less grim. So glad to hear you got some sleep - my earplugs are my sleep lifesaver presently Edited November 7, 2017 by MollyN because I can't spell Drug history 20mg paxil in 2001 - 4 months use 20mg paxil in 2003 - 2 months use 20mg paxil in 2008 - 8 years continuous Withdrawal history: March 2014 - disastrous alternate day taper Jan 2015 - 15mg to 10mg. Disaster Sept 2015 - 10mg to 5mg. Disaster. Reinstated to 6mg. Relief Oct 2015 - started slow 10% taper Oct 2016 - at 4mg- stop taking paxil (not recommended) I'm not a medical professional. Seek advice from a knowledgeable medical practitioner. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 7, 2017 Author Share Posted November 7, 2017 Yesterday was better than the day before. I was just fatigued,better than panic. Just woke this morning feeling off. Although i got some sleep, i always worry in the morning about whats next. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 7, 2017 Share Posted November 7, 2017 Do you normally worry a lot about the future? Or is this just because the symptoms are so severe? It could be a symptom of the reaction itself, mental fixation-obsession on the pain.... Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
bheb Posted November 7, 2017 Share Posted November 7, 2017 3 minutes ago, Colonial said: It could be a symptom of the reaction itself, mental fixation-obsession on the pain.... Ah, yes. I definitely think I have some of that going on. It's tricky because if I start to tell people that I am mentally fixated on it then I will be met with "it's all in your head!" By people I mean doctors and family members and whatnot I'm glad you had break from panic/agitation rich. Though these windows don't feel like much because, like you said, you fear for the next day. Hopefully you'll start to have so many breaks that the fear and mental fixation lessens. Aug-Dec 2015 Prozac 20mg / Dec 2015-Feb 2016 Prozac 15mg / Feb 2016-May2016 Prozac 20mg May 2016-June 2016 15mg June 2016-August 2016 10mg October 2016-January 2017 15mg, alternating agitation/akathisia sets in --> cold turkey January 2017 Clonazepam .5mg February 2017 Clonazepam 1mg (for a week) then .5mg morning and .25mg evening for about a month. Came down to .25mg morning and evening. May 1, 2017 Clonazepam .25mg morning and .125mg evening. // May 20, 2017 Clonazepam .25mg morning and .0625 evening (.3125 total). early June .28125 // early mid june .25mg // mid june .21875 // late june .1875 // early july .15625 // early mid july .125 mid july .09375mg // late july .0625 //early August 2017 down to .03125mg once a day, hopped off in mid August reinstated at .0625mg late August // Oct 16 - updose to .07mg and switch to oral Rosemont solution Nov 17 2017 reinstate Prozac .5mg // Nov 21 2017 prozac 1.6mg // Dec 18 2017 3mg prozac / fast taper off the reinstatement -- probably completely off early Oct 2018 June 2019 begin tapering off .07mg Clonazepam, Finish taper December 2019 Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 7, 2017 Share Posted November 7, 2017 It's hard to know, when pain is severe it's normal to fixate, to some degree. If you break you ankle, your going to be obsessed with the pain and the issue of keeping your ankle in the best position possible. It's obsessing about the ankle pain, but it's not the same as OCD per se. So it's hard to know if He's upsetting Himself, being afraid of the symptoms, because He feels helpless or if it's OCD as part of the reaction. Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 7, 2017 Author Share Posted November 7, 2017 My biggest fear is that i won't be able to stand my symptoms at some point. I try not to dwell on it, but i think its like wd ocd. Like the ear worms i get on bad days .distaction is really hard on the worst days. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Ali4 Posted November 7, 2017 Share Posted November 7, 2017 On 2017-11-05 at 3:13 PM, FSL said: There you go, see? Ali4 is just reinforcing that you can be saved I got asked a question about my experience, I shared my story, isn’t that what this is all about? Sharing and being positive for one another. 10 years citalopram 30mg- tapered down in December 15/2015- Jan 15/2016 to 20mg for two weeks, ten for one week and five for another week, then stopped, less then two weeks later, sheer hell broke lose with debilitating withdrawal symptoms. Update-- reinstated 5mg of celexa on feb 5-- within hours noticed immediate difference in WD symptoms-- Holding holding and more holding. Updose- March 23/16 too 10mg- relieved the harsher head symptoms- current symptoms headaches, dizzy, numbness and tingling in my head. Benzos- 2015-Ativan on and off for 6 months 2mg- switched to clonazepam nov 2015- 2mg till Jan 2016 Zopiclone 7.5mg nov-dec 2015- was tapered off over 4weeks- Currently in protracted withdrawal. ???????????????????????????????? Update- ended up in the hospital April 18/16 major suicidal ( never had that before) was admitted/ been there ever since, put me back to full dose celexa 30mg no drugs added, IAM FINALLY STABLE AFTER 3 months of tortuous hell. Got a great physiatrist that new all about WD, he will help me taper properly in a couple of months at 5% deductions holding 8 weeks. I never want to relive that hell again. Udate- stable and holding, doing things slowly is key. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 8, 2017 Author Share Posted November 8, 2017 Thanks ali ,your experiences are very valuable to me,as are all the experiences and advise from this site. No sleep last night,hypnic jerks again. Got 1 hr this morning,then woke feeling very weird. Like my head is detatched. Hope my lactium arrives soon ,although I'll probably be too scared to take it. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Ali4 Posted November 8, 2017 Share Posted November 8, 2017 6 hours ago, Roxyrich said: Thanks ali ,your experiences are very valuable to me,as are all the experiences and advise from this site. No sleep last night,hypnic jerks again. Got 1 hr this morning,then woke feeling very weird. Like my head is detatched. Hope my lactium arrives soon ,although I'll probably be too scared to take it. What is lactium? 10 years citalopram 30mg- tapered down in December 15/2015- Jan 15/2016 to 20mg for two weeks, ten for one week and five for another week, then stopped, less then two weeks later, sheer hell broke lose with debilitating withdrawal symptoms. Update-- reinstated 5mg of celexa on feb 5-- within hours noticed immediate difference in WD symptoms-- Holding holding and more holding. Updose- March 23/16 too 10mg- relieved the harsher head symptoms- current symptoms headaches, dizzy, numbness and tingling in my head. Benzos- 2015-Ativan on and off for 6 months 2mg- switched to clonazepam nov 2015- 2mg till Jan 2016 Zopiclone 7.5mg nov-dec 2015- was tapered off over 4weeks- Currently in protracted withdrawal. ???????????????????????????????? Update- ended up in the hospital April 18/16 major suicidal ( never had that before) was admitted/ been there ever since, put me back to full dose celexa 30mg no drugs added, IAM FINALLY STABLE AFTER 3 months of tortuous hell. Got a great physiatrist that new all about WD, he will help me taper properly in a couple of months at 5% deductions holding 8 weeks. I never want to relive that hell again. Udate- stable and holding, doing things slowly is key. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 8, 2017 Author Share Posted November 8, 2017 Its milk peptides. I got the info from here at sa. Even alto,s tried it. Apparently it helps you sleep. But even though its natural,im still a bit weary of taking it. According to the info , it works on gaba like benzodiazepines,without the sedation. I'm a bit sceptical,but sometimes desperate for sleep. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Ali4 Posted November 8, 2017 Share Posted November 8, 2017 2 hours ago, Roxyrich said: Its milk peptides. I got the info from here at sa. Even alto,s tried it. Apparently it helps you sleep. But even though its natural,im still a bit weary of taking it. According to the info , it works on gaba like benzodiazepines,without the sedation. I'm a bit sceptical,but sometimes desperate for sleep. I hope it helps you 😃 10 years citalopram 30mg- tapered down in December 15/2015- Jan 15/2016 to 20mg for two weeks, ten for one week and five for another week, then stopped, less then two weeks later, sheer hell broke lose with debilitating withdrawal symptoms. Update-- reinstated 5mg of celexa on feb 5-- within hours noticed immediate difference in WD symptoms-- Holding holding and more holding. Updose- March 23/16 too 10mg- relieved the harsher head symptoms- current symptoms headaches, dizzy, numbness and tingling in my head. Benzos- 2015-Ativan on and off for 6 months 2mg- switched to clonazepam nov 2015- 2mg till Jan 2016 Zopiclone 7.5mg nov-dec 2015- was tapered off over 4weeks- Currently in protracted withdrawal. ???????????????????????????????? Update- ended up in the hospital April 18/16 major suicidal ( never had that before) was admitted/ been there ever since, put me back to full dose celexa 30mg no drugs added, IAM FINALLY STABLE AFTER 3 months of tortuous hell. Got a great physiatrist that new all about WD, he will help me taper properly in a couple of months at 5% deductions holding 8 weeks. I never want to relive that hell again. Udate- stable and holding, doing things slowly is key. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 8, 2017 Author Share Posted November 8, 2017 Thanks ali ,me too. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 9, 2017 Author Share Posted November 9, 2017 No sleep tonight. Head is too agitated. My body wants so badly to rest. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Ali4 Posted November 9, 2017 Share Posted November 9, 2017 2 hours ago, Roxyrich said: No sleep tonight. Head is too agitated. My body wants so badly to rest. I'm sorry to hear this, was hoping that you would get some sleep. Ali 10 years citalopram 30mg- tapered down in December 15/2015- Jan 15/2016 to 20mg for two weeks, ten for one week and five for another week, then stopped, less then two weeks later, sheer hell broke lose with debilitating withdrawal symptoms. Update-- reinstated 5mg of celexa on feb 5-- within hours noticed immediate difference in WD symptoms-- Holding holding and more holding. Updose- March 23/16 too 10mg- relieved the harsher head symptoms- current symptoms headaches, dizzy, numbness and tingling in my head. Benzos- 2015-Ativan on and off for 6 months 2mg- switched to clonazepam nov 2015- 2mg till Jan 2016 Zopiclone 7.5mg nov-dec 2015- was tapered off over 4weeks- Currently in protracted withdrawal. ???????????????????????????????? Update- ended up in the hospital April 18/16 major suicidal ( never had that before) was admitted/ been there ever since, put me back to full dose celexa 30mg no drugs added, IAM FINALLY STABLE AFTER 3 months of tortuous hell. Got a great physiatrist that new all about WD, he will help me taper properly in a couple of months at 5% deductions holding 8 weeks. I never want to relive that hell again. Udate- stable and holding, doing things slowly is key. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 9, 2017 Author Share Posted November 9, 2017 I did get a little bit of sleep,but it was toxic sleep with nightmares. Woke with flu like symptoms,with arms tingling. Feels like it will never end. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 9, 2017 Author Share Posted November 9, 2017 Im struggling again. Massive fatigue made worse with food. Currently eating little bits of chicken,washed down with water. Its so hard to stay focused. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Ali4 Posted November 11, 2017 Share Posted November 11, 2017 How are you Roxy? Ali 10 years citalopram 30mg- tapered down in December 15/2015- Jan 15/2016 to 20mg for two weeks, ten for one week and five for another week, then stopped, less then two weeks later, sheer hell broke lose with debilitating withdrawal symptoms. Update-- reinstated 5mg of celexa on feb 5-- within hours noticed immediate difference in WD symptoms-- Holding holding and more holding. Updose- March 23/16 too 10mg- relieved the harsher head symptoms- current symptoms headaches, dizzy, numbness and tingling in my head. Benzos- 2015-Ativan on and off for 6 months 2mg- switched to clonazepam nov 2015- 2mg till Jan 2016 Zopiclone 7.5mg nov-dec 2015- was tapered off over 4weeks- Currently in protracted withdrawal. ???????????????????????????????? Update- ended up in the hospital April 18/16 major suicidal ( never had that before) was admitted/ been there ever since, put me back to full dose celexa 30mg no drugs added, IAM FINALLY STABLE AFTER 3 months of tortuous hell. Got a great physiatrist that new all about WD, he will help me taper properly in a couple of months at 5% deductions holding 8 weeks. I never want to relive that hell again. Udate- stable and holding, doing things slowly is key. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 11, 2017 Author Share Posted November 11, 2017 Not been that good ali. Its sleep thats hurting the most. If I get sleep , my symptoms are less active, but when i don't sleep, the next day is awful. I just wish I could get consistent sleep. Thanks for stopping by Ali. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 13, 2017 Author Share Posted November 13, 2017 Slept well last night, but today is filled with fear and burning head and chest symptoms. I'm also feeling weird,like I'm somebody else . Pain isn't too bad, but fear is strong. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
Colonial Posted November 13, 2017 Share Posted November 13, 2017 Wow, that's great sleep is starting to come back! That really is the first hurdle! I've also had the "feeling like someone else" when I was dropping my 2 med's too fast.. Unless you've had it, you can't really explain it to someone. They would ask me, "Well who do you feel like if your not yourself"? Which is an honest question, the thing is it's not that you "feel" like any one else per se, it's not like I "feel" like George Jetson..lol.. As much as you "experience" your day not in your normal self. It's as unexplainable as tasting colors and smelling numbers... Or explaining why the gallon of milk is MALE while the curtains are FEMALE.. It's just an entire new world of sensory perception thats temporary due to either the reaction or the WD.. Is the "fear" something different from normal anxiety? I know for me it absolutely 100% was a different "type" of experience.. Starting ds 2 (12.5 CR'S) = 25 MG PAXIL CR 1/21/15: 1 Pill + 10mg liquid (2 weeks) 2/4: 1 Pill + 9mg Lq (3 weeks) 2/25: 1 Pill + 8 mg lq (1 week) 3/4: 1 Pill + 6 mg lq (2 weeks) 3/18/15 1 Pill + 4 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/1/15 1 Pill + 3 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/14/15 1 Pill + 2 mg lq (2 weeks) 4/29/15 1Pill + 1 mg lq (16 days) 5/15/15 1 12.5 mg Pill ONLY (9 days) 5/24/15 12 mgs liquid (8 days) 6/1/15 11mg lq (12 days) 6/13/15 10 mg. 12/3/15 Drop from 8mg to 7.6 (24 days to) 12/27/15 7.2mgs 8/4/16 6.8mgs, 11/1/16 6.4mgs, 2/5/17 6 mgs 4/3/17 5.6mgs, 4/24/17 5.2mg, 6/13/17 4.8mgs, 9/20/17 4.4mgS, 11/23/17 4 mgs, 1/1/18 3.6 mgs, 2/15/18 3.2 mgs. 4/13/18 2.8mgs, 5/11/18 2.4mgs, 6/10/18 2.0 mgs, 8/4/18 1.6mgs, 9/27/18 1.2mgs, 12/24/18 0.8mg, 3/24/19 0.64 mg,(syringe change issue date?) 4/22/19 0.60 mg, 5/24/19 0.60 mg, 7/7/19 0.52 mgs, 8/4/19 0.44mgs, 11/4/19 0.36mgs, 2/1/20 0.28mgs, 3/1/20 0.24mgs (crash April 6) Compound started 6/28/21: 0.24mgs, 8/29/21: 0.22mgs, 10/31/21: 0.20mgs, 1/03/22: 0.18mgs, 3/5/22: 0.16mgs, 5/5/22: 0.14mgs. Original Wellbutrin Dose: 6 months from 9/14 to 3/2015, 300 XL 3/15/15: Half to 150 XL ( severe symptoms started on day 12) 4/16/15: 125mg for 20 days to: 5/6/15: 100mg for 15 days to: 5/21/15 75mg for 10 days to: 6/1/15: 56.25mg 13 days to: 6/13/15: 37.25mg 7 days to: 6/20/15 28.12mg 14 days to: 7/4/15 18.75mg, 7 days to: 7/11/15; RAISE BACK TO: 28.12 to 8/14/15: 18.75mg 20 days to :9/3/15 : 12.5mg, 8/4/16 9mg 1/9/17: 8.5mg 2/8/17 8mg, 3/9/17: 7.6 4/9/17 7.2 5/27/17 6.4 6/24/17 5.8, 8/1/17 5.0, 8/29/17 4.2mgs, 10/2/17 3.5mgs, 12/28/17 2.5mgs, 2/27/18 1.7mgs, 4/19/18 0.8 mgs, LAST DOSE: 6/11/18: 3 YEARS, 2 MONTHS, 27 DAYS... Link to comment
Roxyrich Posted November 13, 2017 Author Share Posted November 13, 2017 I don't know how to explain, but i feel a different version of myself. Like when you have a really bad cold. I dont think the fear is anxiety,its more a deep foreboding about nothing, it's just there. Head pressure an agitation quite bad today. Was hopeful of a good day ,because of last nights sleep. It never happened. Opiates 18 months 2010 to 2012 Prozac 12 months 2012 to 2013 Prozac 7 doses of prozac late November 2015. Adverse reaction on the 7th dose. Stopped cold turkey on the last week in November 2015. Immediately suffering from acute w/d. Severe insomnia, anxiety, burning head. Doctor prescribed propranolol for anxiety, adrenaline rushes. Propranolol 10mg 4× a day. Nearly 3 months after reaction, new symptoms include, Awful insomnia,burning head.waves of depression and suicide ideation. Link to comment
bheb Posted November 13, 2017 Share Posted November 13, 2017 I have the fear too. It's really strange and unlike anxiety. At least with anxiety it comes and goes and is related to thoughts but the fear comes up chemically all on its own or something. Just kinda seizes you and unsettles you for no reason. I'm thinking it might be a step towards healing...maybe your mind and body being freed from the agitation and fatigue but a little oversensitized? Aug-Dec 2015 Prozac 20mg / Dec 2015-Feb 2016 Prozac 15mg / Feb 2016-May2016 Prozac 20mg May 2016-June 2016 15mg June 2016-August 2016 10mg October 2016-January 2017 15mg, alternating agitation/akathisia sets in --> cold turkey January 2017 Clonazepam .5mg February 2017 Clonazepam 1mg (for a week) then .5mg morning and .25mg evening for about a month. Came down to .25mg morning and evening. May 1, 2017 Clonazepam .25mg morning and .125mg evening. // May 20, 2017 Clonazepam .25mg morning and .0625 evening (.3125 total). early June .28125 // early mid june .25mg // mid june .21875 // late june .1875 // early july .15625 // early mid july .125 mid july .09375mg // late july .0625 //early August 2017 down to .03125mg once a day, hopped off in mid August reinstated at .0625mg late August // Oct 16 - updose to .07mg and switch to oral Rosemont solution Nov 17 2017 reinstate Prozac .5mg // Nov 21 2017 prozac 1.6mg // Dec 18 2017 3mg prozac / fast taper off the reinstatement -- probably completely off early Oct 2018 June 2019 begin tapering off .07mg Clonazepam, Finish taper December 2019 Link to comment
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