BrintHellix Posted August 13, 2017 Posted August 13, 2017 Hello everyone, Short history: I have a long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs and atypicals. In previous times, when I went off medication I didn't experience withdrawal but I guess that this bombardment of my brain with various chemicals left it scarred and vulnerable. My first withdrawal occured when I went off 150mg of Effexor XR (Venlafaxine). I took it for only 2 months (July-August 2015) and I experienced withdrawal over the course of 6 months (September 2015 - February 2016), in which I was pretty much disabled and all I did was wait until things will get better. Current state: After a reoccurence of severe depression, I felt desperate and went back on antidepressants. The psychiatrist suggested Vortioxetine (Brintellix/Trintellix), a "brand new" drug. I started from a dose of 5mg which I took for 1 week, then went up to 10mg which I took for 2 weeks, after that I went up to 15mg, severe itching ensued so I dropped back to 10mg. I stopped taking it after 1 week without tapering because Vortioxetine has a long half life. All in all, I took it for 4-5 weeks, and have been off it since August 2016. About a week after discontinuing, a myriad of symptoms appeared: Tight muscles in head/traps/shoulders/stomach, hot flashes, extreme irritability and agitation, impaired cognition (no concentration, focus, memory etc...), anhedonia, no motivation, akathisia, jaw pain. In general, I feel like my brain has been fried. Currently, I feel very confused and discouraged. Sometimes it seems that it's getting slightly better, sometimes I feel that no change occured and I'm still experiencing the symptoms in the same strength. I haven't tried any other medications apart from Propranolol in an effort to reduce the akathisia but it didn't help. I'm extremely hopeless, I cannot continue my life in this manner. I will meet the psychiatrist in the next week to discuss reinstatement, although I feel it will be the final nail in my brain's coffin. If anyone has any suggestions or can share his/her Vortioxetine experience I would be happy to hear. Thanks Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted August 13, 2017 Moderator Emeritus Posted August 13, 2017 Hi Brinthellix, welcome to SA. I am sorry to see that you are still suffering like this. When you had a recurrence of severe depression before staring brintellix that would actually have been withdrawal from effexor still occurring. People who stop drugs without tapering slowly enough are told that their illness has relapsed and they need the drugs for life to prevent future relapse. This is not the case, it is withdrawal which somes in windows and waves. The only drug that helps withdrawal is the drug that was withdrawn, After so long off it is possible that you will be sensitised and no longer tolerate it so if you do try it again you will be best trying a very cery small amount to see if you will be ok with it. We don't recommend reinstatement after so long. I suspect that you are still suffering from all the different drugs, and especially effexor withdrawal. Your nervous system is working hard to regain homeostasis and you are improving which is a really good sign. Recovery tends to come in windows and waves, which is what you are describing. If you take good care of yourself like you would if you had a serious illness you will help your recovery. I will get some info for you so that you can understand the process. What is withdrawal syndrome? http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/603-what-is-withdrawal-syndrome/ Windows and waves http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/82-the-windows-and-waves-pattern-of-stabilization/ Many people are helped by taking fish oil and magnesium http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/36-king-of-supplements-omega-3-fatty-acids-fish-oil/?view=findpost&p=100596&hl=magnesium http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/1300-magnesium-natures-calcium-channel-blocker/ **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible
BrintHellix Posted August 14, 2017 Author Posted August 14, 2017 Thank you for your reply mammaP, I'll try the magnesium and fish oil. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
BrintHellix Posted August 14, 2017 Author Posted August 14, 2017 Hi all, I've been exploring the possibility of trying Biperiden or other anticholinergics in order to try and reduce my feelings of agitation, restlessness, and akathisia. Does anyone here have experience using this as a "relief" drug? Do you think I should suck it up and stay away from medicine until I get better? Thanks Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Administrator Altostrata Posted August 15, 2017 Administrator Posted August 15, 2017 Welcome, Brint. You're in unknown territory taking a drug like Biperiden. We haven't seen these drugs be helpful, but few people try them. Please see What is withdrawal syndrome? Think of it this way: If your nervous system has been upset by going on and off drugs, would confronting it with another drug settle it down? The tight muscles, hot flashes, etc. indicate you are indeed feeling the aftereffects of going off vortioxetine. Taking a little bit of it, maybe 1mg, might help. Do you have any left? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
BrintHellix Posted August 15, 2017 Author Posted August 15, 2017 Hi @Altostrata, Regarding Biperiden - I'm pretty desperate so I'm considering all sorts of options. I've got a pack of 10mg pills but cutting them into 1mg doses doesn't seem practicle. Also, I'm afraid of going back on Vortioxetine because it will basically restart my withdrawal in the best case or make my situation worse with adverse reactions. Damn meds. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Administrator Altostrata Posted August 16, 2017 Administrator Posted August 16, 2017 Adverse effects are dosage-related, it's less likely you'll get adverse effects from a small dosage. A little vortioxetine will not restart your withdrawal, it may reduce or eliminate the withdrawal symptoms. You'd stabilize on it for some months, then very carefully taper off by tiny amounts. We can't advise you on Biperiden, sorry. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
BrintHellix Posted August 16, 2017 Author Posted August 16, 2017 Thanks @Altostrata How can I take a dose of 1mg if the minimum is 5mg? They don't sell a liquid version in my country. Do you think I should go back on 5mg? Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
BrintHellix Posted August 23, 2017 Author Posted August 23, 2017 So I've gotten hold of a prescription for 5mg (the lowest dose), haven't taken anything yet. I really can't tell if I'm getting better. I'm thinking of taking 5mg for a few months so I can stabilize and take it from there but really scared of adverse effects or a worsening of the symptoms. Should I go back on it or should I keep waiting for things to get better? Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Moderator Emeritus mammaP Posted August 23, 2017 Moderator Emeritus Posted August 23, 2017 (edited) If it is vortioxetine tablets that you have, you can make a liquid with water. It is quite easy when you get used to it. You could dissolve one tablet and have 4 doses from it. The 5th dose would not be enough because too much will be lost with evaporation. You only took it for 4-5 weeks and had reactions because they increased the dose too high, that was a year ago so the starting dose will need to be very tiny in case you react again. This is the topic for tapering vortioxetine http://survivingantidepressants.org/topic/10246-tips-for-tapering-vortioxetine-trintellix-brintellix/ Edited August 23, 2017 by mammaP **I am not a medical professional, if in doubt please consult a doctor with withdrawal knowledge. Different drugs occasionally (mostly benzos) 1976 - 1981 (no problem) 1993 - 2002 in and out of hospital. every type of drug + ECT. Staring with seroxat 2002 effexor. Tapered March 2012 to March 2013, ending with 5 beads. Withdrawal April 2013 . Reinstated 5 beads reduced to 4 beads May 2013 Restarted taper Nov 2013 OFF EFFEXOR Feb 2015 Tapered atenolol and omeprazole Dec 2013 - May 2014 Tapering tramadol, Feb 2015 100mg , March 2015 50mg July 2017 30mg. May 15 2018 25mg Taking fish oil, magnesium, B12, folic acid, bilberry eyebright for eye pressure. My story http://survivingantidepressants.org/index.php?/topic/4199-hello-mammap-checking-in/page-33 Lesson learned, slow down taper at lower doses. Taper no more than 10% of CURRENT dose if possible
BrintHellix Posted August 28, 2017 Author Posted August 28, 2017 I feel like my brain has been literally fried. Constantly agitated and unrelaxed, in a fog, no concentration or motivation, feeling like permanent damage has been done. Don't know what to do anymore, I don't feel like there is a point to continue living in this state. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
BrintHellix Posted September 8, 2017 Author Posted September 8, 2017 I gave in. I couldn't take it anymore and went back on the minimal dose of 5mg. I'm hoping to stabilize and try again in a few months. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted September 8, 2017 Moderator Emeritus Posted September 8, 2017 On 15/08/2017 at 6:06 PM, Altostrata said: The tight muscles, hot flashes, etc. indicate you are indeed feeling the aftereffects of going off vortioxetine. Taking a little bit of it, maybe 1mg, might help. These drugs are strong and it is generally suggested to try a very small dose when reinstating, especially after such a long time off a drug, such as 1mg as suggested by Altostrata (this site's owner). Please read Post #1 of this topic: About reinstating and stabilizing to reduce withdrawal symptoms If you have only taken 1 or 2 doses of 5mg it will be okay to reduce it to 1mg. The information was provided above to get a 1mg dose in the quoted post below. mammaP also stated that your should start with a small dose. On 23/08/2017 at 7:19 PM, mammaP said: If it is vortioxetine tablets that you have, you can make a liquid with water. It is quite easy when you get used to it. You could dissolve one tablet and have 4 doses from it. The 5th dose would not be enough because too much will be lost with evaporation. You only took it for 4-5 weeks and had reactions because they increased the dose too high, that was a year ago so the starting dose will need to be very tiny in case you react again. * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management
BrintHellix Posted June 12, 2019 Author Posted June 12, 2019 (edited) Akathisia Relief Hello, I'm going through severe antidepressant induced akathisia and I just don't possess the concentration to conduct a search. Can you please recommend substances that helf relieve it? I'm willing to try any kind - prescriptions, OTC, supplements, everything. Thanks Edited June 12, 2019 by ChessieCat added topic title Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Lloyd Posted June 12, 2019 Posted June 12, 2019 From the articles ive read, benzodiazepines are used for the relief of akathasia. Talk to your doctor first though. Also benzos are addictive and can slowly stop working over time so use caution and only under supervision from your doctor. Paroxatine - 2004-2006 Effexor XR 75mg 2006 - 2016 (Discontinued Feb 2016) - Withdrawal for 6 months. Effexor XR 75mg Re-instated June 2017 (Discontinued Dec 2017) Effexor XR 2-3 mg Re-instated March 10 2018 - 1 day (Didn't work) Effexor XR 2mg Reinstated (Again) May 11 2018. 6 Beads July 2018 - 0.0mg of Effexor. Zilch
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted June 12, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Posted June 12, 2019 akathisia-vs-restlessness-anxiety-agitation * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management
Administrator Altostrata Posted June 13, 2019 Administrator Posted June 13, 2019 16 hours ago, BrintHellix said: Akathisia Relief Hello, I'm going through severe antidepressant induced akathisia and I just don't possess the concentration to conduct a search. Can you please recommend substances that helf relieve it? I'm willing to try any kind - prescriptions, OTC, supplements, everything. Thanks Hi, Brint. We hadn't heard from you since 2017, what's happened to bring this on? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
BrintHellix Posted June 13, 2019 Author Posted June 13, 2019 7 hours ago, Altostrata said: Hi, Brint. We hadn't heard from you since 2017, what's happened to bring this on? Currently, I'm tapering off Lexapro. I guess that the fact that I've tried many meds and went through many withdrawals made my nervous system very sensitive so even though I'm tapering very slowly, the withdrawal akathisia is bad. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Benzhelp Posted June 13, 2019 Posted June 13, 2019 Hi BrintHellix, Thanks for the update. I’m so sorry you are suffering, akithisia can be so awful. Symptoms do heal with time so hang in there. I find taking healthy food, adequate hydration and sleep helps mainly. Have you tried Omega 3 fish oil and Magnesium? These are gentle on the nervous system and recommended on this site. High Antioxident foods and maybe supplements like vitamin E complex and vitamin C helps me heal, I can’t say how it will work for others though, since each of us are different. I am always careful when trying new supplements, testing with smallest doses to see how I react. This is a helpful link: https://www.survivingantidepressants.org/topic/6632-the-rule-of-3kis-keep-it-simple-keep-it-slow-keep-it-stable/ Wishing you Healing, Blessings and Love <3 Please take gentle care <3 Dec 2016: Prazosin 2.5mg x2 at noon and night, Nifidipine 30mg x1 morn, Diltiazem 200mg x1 morn. for hypertension. Cinnerizine 24mg as needed only. Metformin and Sitagliptin for hyperglycaemia. Vitamin C. My meds: May 4th 2017 Abilify 10mg. May 10th dropped to 2.5 mg due to side effects. Tapered during several months in 2017. Currently drug free. 2019: I am doing well now, even if not updating this thread as much unless needed, sorry. Focusing more on supporting others' threads. Also friendly warning: Please do not read this thread if not up to it as it can be a somewhat triggering/stressful read, thank you. Love, peace and Blessings to you all <3
Administrator Altostrata Posted June 13, 2019 Administrator Posted June 13, 2019 Brint, what's been your tapering schedule over the last 6 months? With these symptoms, please do not taper further. What times of day do you take your drugs, and their dosages? Are your symptoms better or worse after you take your drugs? What do you mean by akathisia? This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
BrintHellix Posted June 16, 2019 Author Posted June 16, 2019 On 6/13/2019 at 9:46 PM, Altostrata said: Brint, what's been your tapering schedule over the last 6 months? With these symptoms, please do not taper further. What times of day do you take your drugs, and their dosages? Are your symptoms better or worse after you take your drugs? What do you mean by akathisia? My tapering schedule has been awful and hectic. Right Now I'm at 0.5mg of Vortioxetine and 4.4mg of Citalopram (dose equivalent of 2.2mg of Escitalopram which I switched from since it started causing adverse reactions). Currently, I'm not decreasing anything and looking to stabilize on those doses. Generally, my symptoms get worse for a while when I take the pills (-1) and then they get better (0). If I don't take them at all I practically go insane (-2). I take the Vortioxetine at night so as to avoid the major effects since it reaches its peak within seven hours. I take the Citalopram in the morning because it reaches its peak within 4 hours so I at least get a few "normal" hours so I can work. By akathisia I mean an inner sense of restlesness, lack of concentration, agitation, anger, and a pressing sensation in my head, which are completely artificial and unconnected to life circumstances. I'll note that I don't suffer from the need to move around part. I am reluctant to take benzos or switch to other drugs, I don't want to get addicted to something else and my brain is to destabilized to try new drugs. I'm only willing to try supplements or "light" OTC drugs. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Administrator Altostrata Posted June 16, 2019 Administrator Posted June 16, 2019 I need to know the actual times of day you take your drugs, times of day you get symptoms, and what the symptoms are. Is the akathisia feeling worse at any particular time of day? Please keep daily notes of times of day you take your drugs, their dosages, and your symptoms. You can post them in this topic with a simple list format with time of day on the left and notation (symptom, drug and dosage) on the right. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted June 16, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Posted June 16, 2019 4 hours ago, Altostrata said: Please keep daily notes of times of day you take your drugs, their dosages, and your symptoms. You can post them in this topic with a simple list format with time of day on the left and notation (symptom, drug and dosage) on the right. An example of what Alto needs: 6 a.m. Woke with anxiety 8 a.m. Took 2.5mg Lexapro 10 a.m. Stomach is upset 10:30 a.m. Ate breakfast 11:35 a.m. Got a headache, lasted one hour 12:35 p.m. Ate lunch 4 p.m. Feel a bit better 5 p.m. Took 2.5mg Lexapro 6 p.m. Ate dinner 9:20 p.m. Headache 10:00 p.m. Took 50mg Seroquel 10:20 p.m. Feeling dizzy 10:30 p.m. Fell asleep 2:30 a.m. Woke, took 3mg Ambien (NOT "took 1/2 tablet Ambien") 2:45 a.m. Fell asleep 4:30 a.m. Woke but got back to sleep * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management
BrintHellix Posted June 17, 2019 Author Posted June 17, 2019 6 - wake up, feeling akathisia as described above. 6:10 - take 4.4mg of citalopram. Akathisia more or less the same throughout the day. 22 - take 0.5mg of vortioxetine and go to sleep. Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
BrintHellix Posted June 17, 2019 Author Posted June 17, 2019 Anyone tried vaping CBD to manage akathisia? Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Moderator Emeritus ChessieCat Posted June 17, 2019 Moderator Emeritus Posted June 17, 2019 cannabis-marijuana-thc-and-cbd-or-hemp-oil * NO LONGER ACTIVE on SA * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED: (6 year taper) 0mg Pristiq on 13th November 2021 ADs since ~1992: 25+ years - 1 unknown, Prozac (muscle weakness), Zoloft; citalopram (pooped out) CTed (very sick for 2.5 wks a few months after); Pristiq: 50mg 2012, 100mg beg 2013 (Serotonin Toxicity) Tapering from Oct 2015 - 13 Nov 2021 LAST DOSE 0.0025mg Post 0 updates start here My tapering program My Intro (goes to tapering graph) VIDEO: Antidepressant Withdrawal Syndrome and its Management
BrintHellix Posted June 27, 2019 Author Posted June 27, 2019 (edited) Akathisia relief after Lexapro CT Hi, I have a long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest doses (0.1-0.5 mg) make me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above. I'm looking to relieve these symptoms so I can manage to work and function. What I tried and didn't work: - Propranolol - Benzos - couple of days. Afraid to get addicted so don't want to pursue further. - B6 - Fish oil - Magnesium - Zinc - H1 blocker - Fexofenadine - H2 blocker - Cannabis (both THC inclined and CBD inclined) - CBD oil and CBD vaping What are your thoughts regarding using Psilocybin mushrooms at a low to moderate dose in order to try and stabilize the Serotonin system? Any other suggestions? Thanks Edited June 27, 2019 by ChessieCat added topic title Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
Administrator Altostrata Posted June 28, 2019 Administrator Posted June 28, 2019 On 6/16/2019 at 3:22 AM, BrintHellix said: Generally, my symptoms get worse for a while when I take the pills (-1) and then they get better (0). If I don't take them at all I practically go insane (-2). I'm not seeing these change in your symptom pattern in the notes you posted later on June 16: On 6/16/2019 at 10:36 PM, BrintHellix said: 6 - wake up, feeling akathisia as described above. 6:10 - take 4.4mg of citalopram. Akathisia more or less the same throughout the day. 22 - take 0.5mg of vortioxetine and go to sleep. I need to know your symptom pattern before and after you take citalopram and before and after you take vortioxetine. What are the side effects of vortioxetine that cause you to take it at night? When was it you switched from escilatopram to citalopram? What were the adverse reactions you got from escilatopram? What was the method of the switch? Did the akathisia-like symptom start when you made the switch? If not, when did it start? We can't tell you what to take for "akathisia" and we can't make other suggestions until we know more about what happened and your symptom patterns. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner. "It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has surpassed our humanity." -- Albert Einstein All postings © copyrighted.
BrintHellix Posted June 28, 2019 Author Posted June 28, 2019 Currently I'm not taking anything. I got off the citalopram and vortioxetine since they made me feel worse. I took miniscule doses of both (0.4 mg of citalopram and 0.3 mg of vortioxetine). Long history of On/Off misc. antidepressant use for various periods, icluding SSRIs & SNRIs. 4/2019 - Now: CTed Escitalopram after taking it for 2 months - 20 mg to 0. Began experiencing agitation, irritation, brain zaps, lack of concentration, uncontrollable artificial anger. Tried stabilizing using several regiemes (1. Starting at 10 mg and tapering slowly; 2. Starting at 5 mg and tapering slowly; 3. Starting at 5 mg of Citalopram and tapering slowly), none helped and just made things worse. Even the smallest dose possible (0.1-0.5 mg) makes me feel worse. Currently, after a slow taper I'm at 0 and still experiencing my version of akathisia as described above.
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