peaceandlove Posted August 18, 2023 Share Posted August 18, 2023 27 minutes ago, coldturkmama said: longer than that unfortunately. wow that sucks looks like I have a very long road ahead but thank you for the honest truth. However, I’m glad that is behind you now 🙂 April 2022- Only 1 celxa pill 10mg had an adverse reaction & never took anymore again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
coldturkmama Posted August 18, 2023 Author Share Posted August 18, 2023 1 hour ago, peaceandlove said: wow that sucks looks like I have a very long road ahead but thank you for the honest truth. However, I’m glad that is behind you now 🙂 im trying to think of exact timelines and I feel like it got a lot better for me the more I practiced mindfulness. I hate to be the bearer of bad news but I feel like it was around the 3-4 year mark but that’s also when I started really accepting those intrusive thoughts as not scary and practicing claire Weekes’ and The Anxioys Truth methods more. 1 Paxil 20mg from 1998-2011 Paxil 40mg from 2011-2012 while experiencing poopout October 2013 quit cold turkey Oct-mid Nov 2013 great window Late November WD nightmare Windows and waves pattern Now: 28 months cold turkey...doing decent learning to deal with the windows/waves pattern fighting it every step of the way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
peaceandlove Posted August 20, 2023 Share Posted August 20, 2023 On 8/18/2023 at 1:22 PM, coldturkmama said: im trying to think of exact timelines and I feel like it got a lot better for me the more I practiced mindfulness. I hate to be the bearer of bad news but I feel like it was around the 3-4 year mark but that’s also when I started really accepting those intrusive thoughts as not scary and practicing claire Weekes’ and The Anxioys Truth methods more. Yes I do yoga, meditation & try to do things around the house to keep me busy for the mindfulness. I know about Claire but I will check out the anxious truth. My nervous system is still so sensitive so I’m sure it’ll take awhile. Thanks for all the info & advice April 2022- Only 1 celxa pill 10mg had an adverse reaction & never took anymore again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
coldturkmama Posted August 20, 2023 Author Share Posted August 20, 2023 2 hours ago, peaceandlove said: Yes I do yoga, meditation & try to do things around the house to keep me busy for the mindfulness. I know about Claire but I will check out the anxious truth. My nervous system is still so sensitive so I’m sure it’ll take awhile. Thanks for all the info & advice the anxious truth is based on claire weekes’ work. Just a lot of going rag doll or or floppy fish as I named it lol 😂 you just allow your entire body to relaxxxx. Lots of redirecting thoughts and thinking in the moment etc Takes practice not to react to scary thoughts. ❤️ Paxil 20mg from 1998-2011 Paxil 40mg from 2011-2012 while experiencing poopout October 2013 quit cold turkey Oct-mid Nov 2013 great window Late November WD nightmare Windows and waves pattern Now: 28 months cold turkey...doing decent learning to deal with the windows/waves pattern fighting it every step of the way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nypeaches89 Posted August 21, 2023 Share Posted August 21, 2023 Hi! I read your story many times to give me hope. In the years of your recovery did you experience premenstrual syndrome? Or generally problems around your periods ? April 2020: 10mg Escitalopram July 2020: fast tapper tried to quit. Failed. september 2020: Trintellix 20mg. october 2021: fast taper off Trintellix (1 week). Reinstated 10mg in January 2022 for 3 weeks, failed, kindling effect so I quit rapidly, now off meds since then. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seaweedbrain Posted August 27, 2023 Share Posted August 27, 2023 Wow, thank you for your success story. I’m in awe of your perseverance in the face of such a slow recovery. I’m only getting to 4 months out and I sometimes despair I will ever be able to function normally again. Did you take any supplements for energy and sleep? Hope you’re living your best post withdrawal life 2013 Was put on fluoxetine 10mg for anxiety at 14 2014 six months on risperidone, taken off due to side effects 2015 one month of abilify, fluoxetine increased to 20 mg 2020 fluoxetine increased to 40 mg, trazadone 15mg for insomnia 2023 May 15 ct stopped both meds, reinstated 20mg of fluoxetine after suicide ideation currently tapered down to 2.5mg Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
peaceandlove Posted November 28, 2023 Share Posted November 28, 2023 Are you able to take medicine or supplements now with no problems? April 2022- Only 1 celxa pill 10mg had an adverse reaction & never took anymore again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nypeaches89 Posted January 10 Share Posted January 10 Hey ctm, I read your story and scrolled through your topic, I saw you mentionned worsen’ing of symptoms before periods. I suffer from that too; so I was wondering if you still have these premenstrual issues? Psychological/emotional symptoms and other ones more in between such as inner buzz/ head pressure almost akathesia, depressed guts etc? I wonder if I’ll have this for life. Any help welcome. Thank you so much 🩵 April 2020: 10mg Escitalopram July 2020: fast tapper tried to quit. Failed. september 2020: Trintellix 20mg. october 2021: fast taper off Trintellix (1 week). Reinstated 10mg in January 2022 for 3 weeks, failed, kindling effect so I quit rapidly, now off meds since then. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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