Mentor ang Posted June 25, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 25, 2016 well, I am cuddling the cat, havent been able to stand the cats, or anything.................... weird. Had a cleaning lady come and clean my mess of a house, hilarious thing, my son just admitted the kitchen floor was so filthy, when he fed the cats, they never put their tails on the floor, today, they can eat, tails on the floor xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx one step at a time, and we will make it. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted June 25, 2016 Moderator Emeritus Posted June 25, 2016 On cats........I guess the stray, which is a stray..........that has been around for over a year now.........has semi-adopted the neighbors behind me too. They even named him Major Tom. I'm sure hoping they were serious on helping out with "big fix" and vet costs and between the three of us we can keep this cat going okay. He must be mousing but hasn't left me any gifts.......yet.........and perhaps will keep some of the deer and racoon and skunks at bay. It also looks like Major Tom has some kind of eye infection or something too. Ching, ching.......I can just hear the vet's cash register dinging!!!! It is the deer leaping over my cedar fence in back that are setting the fence all askew plus they are back to eat the yew bushes already which haven't quite filled in yet. Thankfully they like some of the other neighbors stuff as well. I think I might have to put some mesh or something over my privacy screen bushes in front. It was the wife who I talked to first and she was great, totally a cat person........they have 2 already.........and then her husband, who is very quiet anyway.......came on out and joined our conversation. I just hope he doesn't pull rank or something and leave me to be the sole responsible party for this Major Tom cat. Betsey Ross is plenty right now as far as cat ownership goes........must get her groomed and shots.......soon. She's mellow and enjoying having Major Tom around. Great on the cleaning person!! I'm getting there, slowly but surely.........no more laundry mountains.......floors are just a bit hairy where the rugs and carpet is......lol. I hope the haircuts go great. I tend to have really great days and then I am thankful when I get 2 or even 3 in a row and then some truly white knuckling through type days too. You are doing great Ang! We are healing rapidly now!!! Is it fall weather there? Hot, hot here but totally okay other than that my A/C is definitely out in my more beloved car. Love. MMT Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted June 25, 2016 Moderator Emeritus Posted June 25, 2016 Too late to edit but yah......Major Tom is out batting a mouse around as I type......lol.........gotta Love the critters!!! A fine working cat!! Keeps them out of my garage........shall I freeze some for winter?? Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing
Mentor ang Posted June 27, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 27, 2016 My recommendation, dont get shots, they are just a scam. Same as human vaccinations, a pharma scam. With all my pets I used to do the shots as kittens, then that was all, from what I know now, I wouldnt do any shots. Save your money. As for making Major tom a minor Tom, well these things just make life so much easier, and quieter. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted June 27, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 27, 2016 I do think, I might survive this............................ I have dreams of a future............... 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted June 27, 2016 Moderator Emeritus Posted June 27, 2016 Thanks Ang........that's a great idea on skipping the shots quotient.......financially and theoretically. My cat Betsey goes out but doesn't wander much......just rolls around and eats grass. Major Tom......well.........he'll do okay as well. Good mantra........"I do think, I might/will.............." Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing
Mentor ang Posted June 28, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 28, 2016 So frustrating, telstra messed up again.............. anyhow, hope it is sorted this time. I wonder how many, pages, and pages, and pages of ""notes"" they type. Took about 8 phone calls my end, taking about 8 hours, lots and lots, and lots of ""notes"" but no action. That was weeks ago, and they still have some confusion? A bit like centrelink? Then when they want the real information, they cant find it in the pages, and pages of ""notes"". World has gone crazy. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
lanah Posted June 29, 2016 Posted June 29, 2016 HI read about your seroquel taper. I do recognize the lack of motivation and dread/anxiety. This seems to be typical effect because I did not have this problem with my other meds. It sometimes hard to calm down. Several ssri's, antipsychotics, opiads and benzo's since 2003.Flurazepam: rapid taper after 6 weeks usage in beginning of march 2015Trazodone: rapid taper from 50ms to 0mgs end of july 2015Current medication:12 mgs seroquel (from 25mgs)
Mentor ang Posted June 30, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 30, 2016 Oh thankyou so much lanah, so should I cut, I hate feeling this way. Should I hold, or cut? my mind is saying cut, because this medication is causing my grief? 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted June 30, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 30, 2016 I really think, my grief from all the other meds, and withdrawals from them, are minimal now, I truly believe my problems are from the last med, I have to cut. I have upped my SJW to one tablet a day. These meds all inter whatever................. how are you going on 15 mg I need advice, I am on 25mg, advice, oh thankyou, advice so welcome. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted June 30, 2016 Author Mentor Posted June 30, 2016 I just need this med to sleep, my personal horror, is not sleeping, others worry about other things, my horror is not sleeping, so can I cut, as long as I sleep? the problem is, this med is messing with my brain, even at 25mg.' 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
lanah Posted June 30, 2016 Posted June 30, 2016 I have the same issues. I've been going superslow up until now, (cutting 1 mg every two-three months) With insomnia lasting 6 weeks after every cut. So now I'm sleeping ok-ish again , but I'm going to try and make a bigger cut next time for the sake of knowing if I could handle it. I want to know if the insomnia would last longer than those 6 weeks if I cut bigger. Insomnia was also the reason I got on these meds last year. How long have you been on 25? maybe you need a bit more stabilization, I did a 5 month hold and it helped me tremendously. If I read back to where I was five months ago. But it still causes me problems and this is why I really want off of it. Several ssri's, antipsychotics, opiads and benzo's since 2003.Flurazepam: rapid taper after 6 weeks usage in beginning of march 2015Trazodone: rapid taper from 50ms to 0mgs end of july 2015Current medication:12 mgs seroquel (from 25mgs)
Mentor ang Posted July 3, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 3, 2016 Lack of motivation. The dread/anxiety was crippling today. I went to 25 mg, from 30 mg, been on 25 mg about 3 weeks I think. This is worse than the last cut I did, seems the 30-25 mg cut has been the worst. Sleeping OK, the problem is just the absolute dread/anxiety ............ I lay in bed for hours, too crippled to damn get up. Even the computer, and facebook, doesnt even bring me any joy. I feel ready to start, try this try that, up this, down that. But I have to stop the temptation, as that never, ever seems to work, I just have to hang in, and hope this eases. 18 months of this now........... when does it end? Will it take me another 2 years, when I finally get off all the stuff? Hope you having a better day, everyone out there. Taken my seroquel, and feeling sleepy, the only joy I get, is being damn asleep! I should be grateful, many dont even get that. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 4, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 4, 2016 Felt the worst today, only one day ever as bad, in the last 18 months............ I didnt die! when it wore off a bit, I acually did the dishes, and had a shower. Hanging off not to do anything stupid, like try upping this tablet, by 100% or this that and the other, just trying my best to hang on, until this massive, horrific wave, passes, and hopefully I havent drowned. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 4, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 4, 2016 These pills are so evil, I I ever get well, is meant so, I can try and expose those bastards, for what they not only did to me, but killed my baby, destroyed my marriage, my first and only love, destroyed, by these evil pill manufacturers.................. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Moderator Emeritus scallywag Posted July 4, 2016 Moderator Emeritus Posted July 4, 2016 ang, sorry you're having a tough time. Someday, possibly not in our lifetimes, the drug pushers aka Big Pharma will be condemned by all for the extensive damage they've perpetrated in the name of profit and shareholder value. As I once heard about science, "it moves forward one funeral (of a scientist) at a time." This is probably true about psychiatry and the psychoneuropharma researchers. This is not medical advice. Discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical practitioner.1997-1999 Effexor; 2002-2005 Effexor XR 37.5 mg linear taper, dropping same #beads/week with bad results Cymbalta 60 mg 2012 - 2015; 2016: 20 mg to 7 mg exact doses and dates in this post; 2017: 6.3 mg to 0.0 mg Aug. 12; details here scallywag's IntroductionOnline spreadsheet for dose taper calculations and nz11's THE WORKS spreadsheet
Mentor ang Posted July 5, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 5, 2016 I never used to believe in heaven and hell, but I DO hope there is a hell, for these people, that destroy us, yeah knowingly for profit. As I die, one day, I will dream of those bastards in hell. Guilt, ruminations, intrusive thoughts for 4 hours after I wake up at about 4.00am are taking their toll. No appetite, taking its toll, been in a bad way for a week now, lets hope it lifts soon, running on 2% is not good, I cant keep it up for long. I wake up, then ruminations, and intrusive thoughts, then I feel nauseaus, and on a good day, get out of bed, bad day, dont get out of bed, just lay there, like in emotional agony, for hours, \ the absolute chronic fatigue, or else from lowering the lowering the seroquel dose? I have heard it works inversely, the lower you go the more exhausted and tired you get? but it is exhaustion no sleep. I dont know. Advice welcome. I feel I have come so far, getting off so many of these poisons, that would kill a damn horse, too close to give up in defeat now. So hard to know, do I go lower, seroquel, and hope I improve? I have tried extra half tablet in morning, (2 times), just made me relax and go to sleep for 2 hours, then wake up with same horrors, I know when I drop, I have two good days, till the rot sets in. Damn at the moment would give anything for two decent days, ie a good day, is basically dooing nothing, but at least feeling content, and actually dreaming of a future. So, so hard, and no one not going through it understands. Shouold I try abilify, or something to get me moving, I need to get moving, advice welcome. Or is just that drop to 25mg seroquel, taking its toll? I know my mind is OK< because I actually know I aint rational........... if that makes sense. The most horrible time in my life was when I thought I was rational, but completely NOT ME on that horror called effexor. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 5, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 5, 2016 18 months now, my dream is to actually apply for a job, instead of sitting rotting in my chair. Or at least get my son to put a shack on my own land, so I can again create a garden. I just need that 20% to get off my butt, get moving, and I cant do it, I feel I am just decaying away, and the sooner I die the better. Come on troops, keyboard warriors, tell me you were the same, and you got better? And to the ones who didnt make it, yeah, I know you gave it a bloody good try. RIP blue 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
direstraits Posted July 5, 2016 Posted July 5, 2016 sorry you're suffering so much right now,Ang. do you think the drop was too much, from 30 to 25 is more than 10%...maybe go up slightly?27 would be 10% of 30. hang in there,thinking of you....hugs went on Prozac 1994-99,60mg.poopout ct back on 2001-2002,prozac weekly 2002,not working,Effexor 75 mg.?2003-mar.2004 gaining weight 8wk. taper,wellbutrin 150 mg.mar. -may 2004 ctmedfree til july 2005 back to Prozac gaining weight again,back on wellbutrin jan.2006150-300 mg.bad constipation.also was taking aygestin(hormone)perimenopausal irregular bleeding.back on Prozac around sept,?2006,hysterectomy jan30.2007(adenomyosis)off&on Prozac til 2009,citalopram about 1 mo, April 2010 no effect,Effexor again may -mar, 2011.ct,Prozac aug,-dec, 2011 &sept-nov 2012,paroxetine oct,23 2013-may 4 2014 20 mgs.tapered 6 wks.-failed RI in Oct.2014-in protracted WD.started 10 mgs. Fluoxetine May 25 2021 .Stopped fluoxetine May 2022 at 5 mgs.
Moderator Emeritus manymoretodays Posted July 6, 2016 Moderator Emeritus Posted July 6, 2016 I'm healing as I type........keyboard warrier that I am. Got pretty heavy into those kind of thoughts........oh like yesterday.......voila.........it all seems somewhat bright and shiny once again right now. In this very moment, right here. Yes, the shack on my own land with the garden and who knows what kind of critters.........I go there often as well. We will meet somewhere in the middle dear Ang and make it happen. Old and widowless......my eldest sister and I used to play when we were kids. We would rock in grandma's chair and just think about being old and widowless together....... Blueblau, are you listening, can you help? Miss her too. (((((ang))))) Love, healing, manymoretodays Late 2023- gone to emeritus status, inactive, don't @ me, I can check who I've posted on, and I'm not really here like I used to be......thanks. Started with psycho meds/psychiatric care circa 1988. In retrospect, and on contemplation, situational overwhelm. Rounding up to 30 years of medications(30 medication trials, poly-pharmacy maximum was 3 at one time). 5/28/2015-off Adderal salts 2.5mg. (I had been on that since hospital 10/2014) 12/2015---just holding, holding, holding, with trileptal/oxcarb at 75 mg. 1/2 tab at hs. My last psycho med ever! Tapered @ 10% every 4 weeks, sometimes 2 weeks to 2016 Dec 16, medication free!! Longer signature post here, with current supplements. Herb and alcohol free since 5/15/2016. And.....I quit smoking 11/2021. Lapsed. Redo of quit smoking 9/28/2022, and again finally 5/25/24. Can you say Hallelujah?(took me long enough)💜 None of my posts are intended as medical advice. Please discuss any decisions about your medical care with a knowledgeable medical provider. My success story: Blue skies ahead, clear sailing
Mentor ang Posted July 7, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 7, 2016 Thankyou so much Dire, many more, and scallywag, it is just so, so appreciated, that I have someone responding, it is my lifeline, someone cares. Thankyou so, so much. Yes did wrong thing jumping to 25mg, but damn that is the size of the pills! And I did like two lots of near 20% cuts too quickly, and paying for it! Anyhow, was 2% *( ie my health out of 100%) before, now 4% been, not sure how many weeks, three? and the jump to 25mg. I will sit here, for a while, I think...........Oh god, I get confident, I can do it, do the big cut, and then, god, if only I could go back, silly, silly me! I only did extra half a tablet, x twice. I have upped the SJW to a full tablet. So will stick with it, 25mg seroquel ............ and one SJW. And I need zinc, the only thing that stops the horrific itching, and scabby skin. I try and remember magnesium. I have eaten a good meal last night, and three days ago, so I aint gonna starve. Hope I can make it to have a shower tomorrow (UGGGHHHHH I cant even stand my own stink) And hope I make it grocery shopping. Feel like I am on the up, finally, instead of the down, slowly, slowly, but damn I could not survive on the 2% for long! 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 7, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 7, 2016 Oh A note for others, the near 20% cut I did before this one, I did like 10% cut for a week, OR TWO, in my thing below? Yeah brain not working well. I think, then another 10%, so like 20% but split, that was horrific, but easier than the direct 20% cut. That could all be irrelevant, and be that 25mg, is something, I dont know. So if you WANT TO BE STUPID, like I did, and do a 20% cut, do a 10% cut for a week, then another 10% cut. For the 20%. Feedback welcome. I am talking only about the antipsychotic seroquel, that at this dose, is apparently just a sleep med bullsh*t! of COURSE, DONT DO IT, stick to the 10%, for 6 weeks??? even if they tell you such a low dose, is nothing. IT IS SOMETHING, AND IT AINT JUST A SLEEP MED. Too late now, I have to stick with it. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
AliG Posted July 7, 2016 Posted July 7, 2016 Ang. I'm sorry you're still struggling. I would like to see you stay stable for a period of time. I'm not sure I understand your last post. If you are saying taper by 10% of current dose - then yes. Please take care of you & look into some of the self- care options that are available. Read up on them as they are one of your best resources. I hope you can stabilize with this taper. Hugs, Ali Many SSRI's and SSNRI's over 20 years. Zoloft for 7 years followed by Effexor, Lexapro, Prozac, Cymbalta, Celexa, Pristiq, Valdoxan, Mianserin and more - on and off. No tapering. Cold turkey off Valdoxan - end of May 2014 Psych Drug - free since May 2014 .
LoveandLight Posted July 7, 2016 Posted July 7, 2016 I've made terribke mistakes in all this and shot myself on the foot but I know what I'd do if I'd been properly I formed from the start. There is a bit in tapering quetiapine in the tapering section and it looks like you have options that would enable you to taper by 10% or less..you can have control. 2000 - sertraline for job anxiety low confidence (17 years old) ..which turned the next 16 years into nightmare! On/off sertraline severe withdrawals every time. 2014 - felt better as reduced dose of sertraline no more inner restlessness. Doctor rushed off again. Hit severe withdrawal. Lost the little I had in life. Couldn't get stable again on 12.5mg. Was switched to prozac. Had severe reaction to prozac..came off in November 2015 at 6mg as felt more confused and damaged on it..Even more withdrawal ..rage, depression, dyphoria, near constant suicidal ideation, self harm impulses, doom, concrete block in head, unable to do much of anything with this feeling in head..went back on 6mg of sertraline to see if would alleviate anything. It didn't..reduced from December to June 2016 came off at 2.5mg sertraline as was hospitalised for the severe rage, suicidal impulses, and put on 50mg lofepramine which in 2nd week reduced all symptoms but gave insomnia which still have..psych stopped lofepramine cold turkey..no increased withdrawal symptoms new symptoms from lofepramine except persistant insomnia which has as side effect. Taking Ativan for 8 months for the severe rage self harm impulses 1-3 times a week (mostly 2 times a week) at .5mg. Two months (I'm unsure exactly when the interdose started to happen) ago interdose withdrawal seemed to happen..2 days I think after the Ativan. Nightmare that could have been avoided!
Mentor ang Posted July 8, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 8, 2016 thankyou dear friends, yes, I jumped to 25 mg, because the damn other compounding pharmacy pills were too damn expensive. So yeah, I can stay here for a while, as pills only cost $6 as compared to $100. Sorry I dont make sense, anyway, I hope I can go shopping for groceries tomorrow, I feel so guilty not being able to care for my son (18) but damn he big enough now!! I am grateful for that. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
LoveandLight Posted July 8, 2016 Posted July 8, 2016 Can you use pill cutter and scales? 2000 - sertraline for job anxiety low confidence (17 years old) ..which turned the next 16 years into nightmare! On/off sertraline severe withdrawals every time. 2014 - felt better as reduced dose of sertraline no more inner restlessness. Doctor rushed off again. Hit severe withdrawal. Lost the little I had in life. Couldn't get stable again on 12.5mg. Was switched to prozac. Had severe reaction to prozac..came off in November 2015 at 6mg as felt more confused and damaged on it..Even more withdrawal ..rage, depression, dyphoria, near constant suicidal ideation, self harm impulses, doom, concrete block in head, unable to do much of anything with this feeling in head..went back on 6mg of sertraline to see if would alleviate anything. It didn't..reduced from December to June 2016 came off at 2.5mg sertraline as was hospitalised for the severe rage, suicidal impulses, and put on 50mg lofepramine which in 2nd week reduced all symptoms but gave insomnia which still have..psych stopped lofepramine cold turkey..no increased withdrawal symptoms new symptoms from lofepramine except persistant insomnia which has as side effect. Taking Ativan for 8 months for the severe rage self harm impulses 1-3 times a week (mostly 2 times a week) at .5mg. Two months (I'm unsure exactly when the interdose started to happen) ago interdose withdrawal seemed to happen..2 days I think after the Ativan. Nightmare that could have been avoided!
Mentor ang Posted July 12, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 12, 2016 Hello, just signing in. My worst symptom is the total lack of motivation, total lack of joy, lack of enjoyment from anything. So I figure the sooner I am off this stuff the better. I think this seroquel is a destroyer of any motivation, creativity, anything. and constant anxiety, fear over doing anything, irrational totally irrational anxiety and fear. Low level, but near constant. I could in a one room house and never leave...... aint normal? I am also very aware, that I am still suffering withdrawals from all the stuff given up previously. I think I kept taking the seroquel, as I thought that was the lesser of the evils these drugs, and just a sleeping tablet, it is far worse than that, but I must say, I have been blessed being able to sleep the last horrible 18 months. I wish I had reinstated less serouqel, but I am still learning! I never knew when I joined this group, the seriousness, of these pills, and how horrific they can be, how long this journey takes, but well worth the effort to get off for me anyway. If I didnt I would have been dead by now anyway. I read a great blog, that said all the symptoms of withdrawal from this seroquel, and they aint good. And dont go CT, (above 150mg??) as it does kill you, heart attacks, strokes, blood clots. So if you think you can do it emotionally, physically it will kill you. Emotionally will crush you, but physically can kill you. Doctors are still instructing people on like 600 or more mg, oh just stop taking it. That is murder, and those doctors should be charged with murder. Ones I recognised immediately: Scratching, itching, for me it is my face, but mostly scalp, is full of scabs, which I take great delight scratching off, ugghh! Previously taking zinc, fixed this, but seems now, the itching is not so controllable, the lower the dose, the worse it gets. Other blogs said this can last 3 months after getting off the stuff, and to use Benadryl, if it becomes too severe. I am a hermit at home, so it doesnt matter at the moment. WD symptoms: at present. So itching, of scalp and face. Also headache, constant, dull headache, doesnt worry me, I know it is a WD thing, and only happened when I got to 25mg. Finally my appetite, is not linked to pigging out 1 hour after the seroquel, thank god! Oh, around my feet, constantly, shedding the skin, really weird. If I brush my teeth, they no longer bleed. (I hope to brush them again, within the next two weeks, uggghh). Oh, and a good one, I no longer clench my teeth, ie teeth grind, at night. My mouth is relaxed, no more clenching of jaw, teeth apart. Shoulder pain, was just my right arm, now both, only slight, and annoys me when sleeping. I cant lift my right arm anymore without pain. And damn, no more bras, cant do them up. And there are just some things, I will never ask my 18 yo son to help with No longer sweating armpits, and feet, I used to stink! Cant regulate body temperature very well, the hot/cold at night has stopped, now I just feel constantly cold, and if I do get warm, I suddenly overheat. My hands and feet are like ice, My face is always hot though, I need to put my cold hands on my face to cool it at night. Weight loss, dramatic, nearly my old self.... Hair is growing back on my legs, and armpits. Ssshhh, next they will be selling this crap as hair remover pills. Still cant stand noise, no music for me. Morning cortisol, not so surging. If I got up as soon as I awoke, I would be fine. But I cant do it, I lay there with horrific brain for 2 hours. Still need to block out all light, when sleeping. Tshirt over eyes does the trick. Ruminations, I hate them, mornings only. Grateful for: having my brain back, the ability to think! Comes and goes, but definitely a massive improvement. Sleeping most nights: after a horrible day, still lovely being able to sleep most nights. Grateful for: new grandchild!!! number 10. this one has had no vaccinations, born at home..... my daughter, her 6th, and she said it was just so wonderful having bub at home. Grateful for: 4 healthy children. all grown now. 18 year old at home, lucky for me, he does the shopping, I cant leave the house at the moment. Grateful for: not being homeless. So anyway, I did another drop last night, from 25mg to 21mg ............... slept better last night than previously, I have heard this before, the lower the dose, the more sedating. I slept the whole night, without the constant tossing turning, and waking up at 4.00 am. Had unsettling dreams, rumination type dreams. So I expect the ruminations to crank up again, YUCK! 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 12, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 12, 2016 Thanks Love and Light, I find it even difficult to pay bills using the damn internet banking! If I was in a better way, yes, I would try and buy some scales. But I am so far along now. I did try and find a decent pill cutter, mine is useless, but I couldnt find one. All cheap $5 rubbish, and I just dont have the energy to cut with blades, etc, accurately. My son had to collect my 6mg compounded tabs for me, and god, what a whine! So I cant ask him to collect other stuff from chemist for me at the moment. I am grateful he tolerates me, a blob at the computer all day. He hasnt gone through it, and NEVER will, I hope, none of my kids, or grandkids, ever will, I hope they never ever, fall for the pharma bullsh*t, with any drugs. My son, he doesnt even drink alcohol, so at 18, he makes a few dollars driving them home from the parties! He saw me with the alcohol, all caused by the ADs, and he wont touch either. I wish I had bought the scales, and set up a decent spot to cut and weigh pills, before. And I seriously suggest everyone get prepared, before they start tapering. I of course, got to this wonderful site, too late. And you are 9 months out? I am hoping you will get a window soon, I felt better for a couple of weeks, around that time. I actually worked for 6 months around that time. And gosh, every window is wonderful, like god giving us a little bit of hope to carry on. It does improve. Hard to see at the time, but overall looking back, I think it is helpful to think of the very, very worse days, and think, oh today isnt so bad. And on really bad days, think of the good days, and say, ah, I can ride this damn wave, it will pass. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 14, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 14, 2016 Well running on 10% today, so an improvement. I actually managed to make myself coffee this morning, and did a couple of very, very simple chores. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
westcoast Posted July 16, 2016 Posted July 16, 2016 Hi Ang, I hope your taper goes well. Just posting here because of something you wrote two posts back: "I never knew when I joined this group, the seriousness, of these pills, and how horrific they can be, how long this journey takes. By the time I joined, I knew. But what I fund was two other people, at least, that had the same weird symptoms. It was a club of three. We all nodded out when we tried to read, and we all "accidentally" sold our homes while in that state. Man, that's peer support.Taking the various drugs, all prescribed for conditions I don't have, was like being on one of those simulator rides where it feels like you're roaring around, taking hard turns, speeding up, slamming on the brakes, and almost crashing into things. Except in real life, I did crash into things. And no one even told us to put a seatbelt on. And, because I had no idea the drugs could do make a person unstable and irrational, and frankly would never have guessed the FDA (insert your agency here) would approve such substances, it was easy to believe that I was ill. It was impossible not to believe it. Drugs make you better, or do nothing, right? "I never knew when I joined this group, the seriousness, of these pills, and how horrific they can be, how long this journey takes. 2009: Cancer hospital said I had adjustment disorder because I thought they were doing it wrong. Their headshrinker prescribed Effexor, and my life set on a new course. I didn't know what was ahead, like a passenger on Disneyland's Matterhorn, smiling and waving as it climbs...clink, clink, clink. 2010: Post surgical accidental Effexor discontinuation by nurses, masked by intravenous Dilaudid. (The car is balanced at the top of the track.) I get home, pop a Vicodin, and ... Whooosh...down, down, down, down, down...goes the trajectory of my life, up goes my mood and tendency to think everything is a good idea.2012: After the bipolar jig was up, now a walking bag of unrelated symptoms, I went crazy on Daytrana (the Ritalin skin patch by Noven), because ADHD was a perfect fit for a bag of unrelated symptoms. I was prescribed Effexor for the nervousness of it, and things got neurological. An EEG showed enough activity to warrant an epilepsy diagnosis rather than non-epileptic ("psychogenic") seizures. 2013-2014: Quit everything and got worse. I probably went through DAWS: dopamine agonist withdrawal syndrome. I drank to not feel, but I felt a lot: dread, fear, regret, grief: an utter sense of total loss of everything worth breathing about, for almost two years. I was not suicidal but I wanted to be dead, at least dead to the experience of my own brain and body. 2015: I began to recover after adding virgin coconut oil and organic grass-fed fed butter to a cup of instant coffee in the morning. I did it hoping for mental acuity and better memory. After ten days of that, I was much better, mood-wise. Approximately neutral. And, I experienced drowsiness. I could sleep. Not exactly happy, I did 30 days on Wellbutrin, because it had done me no harm in the past. I don't have the DAWS mood or state of mind. It never feel like doing anything if it means standing up. In fact, I don't especially like moving. I'm a brain with a beanbag body.
Mentor ang Posted July 16, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 16, 2016 Hi Westcoast, the HARDEST thing is getting a brain back, that I am becoming the me I was before all this. That the ""new me"" on these poisons was a horrible person. The realisation I too lost my house, my husband, everything wonderful I had in life. I can so understand why people suicide. the horror being that is blamed on our non existent illness, not the fact pharma have thrived off our downfall and demise and are where the real blame lies. I am also angry at myself for falling for the fraud. But I still remember learning in High School about the Wall Street Crash, and men jumping to there deaths from buildings in Wall Street. I clearly remember in my innoncence, and youth, thinking money is never worth that. So I try and remind myself of that every day, but it isnt the money, for me, it is a life I lost, and will never get back, and I have to cope with that. The grief, as you know is the horrific part, grief for what is lost, and we will never get back. Anyhow, I am still surviving, felt Ok two days ago, did a few basic tasks, like having a shower etc! I dont really like coffee anymore (used to drink about 10 cups a day).............. however, I have found if I drink some it actually gets me moving a bit. Seems my CNS is so sensitive, I can even feel the effects of one small cup of coffee! If only we had all been encouraged to trust our instincts, etc, to stay healthy, instead we are told everything we feel, is a lie. The horror with ADs, is even though we feel awful going on them, we are constantly told, that ""stick with it"" they will begin to work. Imagine if we took blood pressure tablets, and the blood pressure skyrocketed, but we were told, stick with it they will eventually work. It is just absurd, but with psychiatry, they have this hold, and if the drugs dont work, blame the patient, not the drugs. That poor man in France, driving his truck through the crowds, yes another victim of Antidepressants, ""bipolar"" on medication...... how many psychiatrists, or doctors, actually know that murder is now a listed side effect of these drugs. I used to really believe mental illness was growing due to the modern world, no its not, its growing because pharma want it to be. The more they medicate, the crazier people become, the more ""testing"" the more pills, pharma are good at that. Medicine/vaccines == more disease/illness == more drugs/vaccines == more illness upward curve, the more sick, the more money. The horror was when governments joined in the fraud.... Pharma == CDC === government. And of course, any doctor who speaks out? Gets Wakefielded. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
nz11 Posted July 16, 2016 Posted July 16, 2016 That poor man in France, driving his truck through the crowds, yes another victim of Antidepressants, ""bipolar"" on medication...... how many psychiatrists, or doctors, actually know that murder is now a listed side effect of these drugs. wow are you saying he wasnt a terrorist? ...and he was on psych drugs ....i mean it did cross my mind .Maybe he was on derozat. Do you know what he was taking. When on earth is this crime going to be stopped. Glad to read you can do some chores ang even simple ones. I know from my experience that is an improvement. Hope you can do even more chores soon. Thought for the day: Lets stand up, and let’s speak out , together. G Olsen We have until the 14th. Feb 2018. URGENT REQUEST Please consider submitting for the petition on Prescribed Drug Dependence and Withdrawal currently awaiting its third consideration at the Scottish Parliament. You don't even have to be from Scotland. By clicking on the link below you can read some of the previous submissions but be warned many of them are quite harrowing. http://www.parliament.scot/GettingInvolved/Petitions/PE01651 Please tell them about your problems taking and withdrawing from antidepressants and/or benzos. Send by email to petitions@parliament.scot and quote PE01651 in the subject heading. Keep to a maximum of 3 sides of A4 and you can't name for legal reasons any doctor you have consulted. Tell them if you wish to remain anonymous. We need the numbers to help convince the committee members we are not isolated cases. You have until mid February. Thank you Recovering paxil addict None of the published articles shed light on what ssri's ... actually do or what their hazards might be. Healy 2013. This is so true, with anything you get on these drugs, dependance, tapering, withdrawal symptoms, side effects, just silent. And if there is something mentioned then their is a serious disconnect between what is said and reality! "Every time I read of a multi-person shooting, I always presume that person had just started a SSRI or had just stopped." Dr Mosher. Me too! Over two decades later, the number of antidepressant prescriptions a year is slightly more than the number of people in the Western world. Most (nine out of 10) prescriptions are for patients who faced difficulties on stopping, equating to about a tenth of the population. These patients are often advised to continue treatment because their difficulties indicate they need ongoing treatment, just as a person with diabetes needs insulin. Healy 2015 I believe the ssri era will soon stand as one of the most shameful in the history of medicine. Healy 2015 Let people help people ... in a natural, kind, non-addictive (and non-big pharma) way. J Broadley 2017
Mentor ang Posted July 16, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 16, 2016 Just notes on the taper: 4 days of the lower dose, I sleep BETTER, I no longer toss and turn, and sleep through 8 hours. I have been reading other posts on this, where people were worried the lower they go, the more sedated they get. I find it harder to do anything. I am just hoping and praying when off the stuff, my energy will return. The psychosis, bit? Well when I wake up, is like my brain is full of memories, but all in a big box, that someone has violently shaken, bit like a jigsaw puzzle, that all together makes a nice peaceful picture, but when shaken up is just scattered remnants, that make no sense. I recognise it for what it is, not nice lying there for 2 hours before I can get out of bed though, with these random thoughts, just weird, I might just remember an image, a simple image, even a pair of shoes, and feel absolute panic, really weird. And also images in my mind, that I know I have never actually seen. And voices in my head. Talking to myself. Thank god it is only until I actually get up, and then it is reality again. Tried splitting a bit, ie small dose in the morning, all that does is make me sleep again, and still wake up with the horrors! That didnt work. So I guess, anyone on low doses of this antipsychotic, even if just taken as a sedative, beware, it can send you to seeing things, hearing voices, and panicking at images of nothing. Also the half life is like 8 hours or something, and I now seem to always feel best, BEFORE my nightly dose. So the waking up with the horrors? I will have to stick with that, the main thing is that I am still sleeping OK. The downside of the mediation at present? Absolute lack of movement! Like chronic fatigue, no life, even to do the dishes, is like an ordeal. The absolute total lack of creativity, I also hate. Lack of joy from doing anything. Coffee is the only thing that seems to help in the mornings, but I dont like the taste of it anymore. Weird how taste has changed so much! 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 16, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 16, 2016 HI NZ .......... read the reports, just filter out all the rubbish. He was bipolar, and on medication for about 10 years, had violent outbursts. He never was overly religious, just the usual one going nuts on these drugs, just like German Wings pilot, and all the gun rampages in USA (the ones that arent false flag events, or course)................ Psych drugs have the reputation of reducing empathy, no fear of consequences, then of course, when the irrational behaviour makes us lose friends, family, self esteem, feel aggrieved, and blame others. The irrational employee, gets sacked, goes home, gets gun (USA) goes back, shoots five workers, then himself, the schoolchild, blames teachers, goes home gets gun, goes back to school on a rampage. Mothers/fathers, blaming the children, or partners, kill them then kill themselves. Mothers usually put on the drugs for minor and very usual, post natal depression. Instead of support groups, they get the drugs. I have references for you, all the murders that have happened because of psych drugs. Yeah, even listed as an adverse event, in side effects, aka homicide.... (murder). but of course, cant blame pharma, the FRAUD is too ingrained, so who do they blame? Blame a minority group, blame terrorism. The only terrorists in this world, are the fraud pharma companies, CDC, WHO, and all the ones financially profitting, includes Politicians these days also. As for the fraud in vaccines? another issue. both frauds, the more you medicate, the worse the issue becomes, the more it gets blamed on something else, the more pharma medicines sold. Side effects, such as murder, and depression, and all the other nasties, from psych drugs are ignored, as is all the damage some vaccines cause. Neither of these medical interventions actually work, but we are all led to believe they do. I hope the world is waking up. I truly think the VAXXED movie, and of course the fact it is now generally known that zika is a fraud, all caused by vaccine damage before birth, and people actually speaking out honestly on social media, will make a difference. Mainstream media, never, ever report the truth. 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 16, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 16, 2016 And there is Pauline Hanson, making a fool of herself, flown to France, and filming herself, ranting and raving about terrorists and Islam, she could at least, have got her facts right first? Well perhaps, no one has ever told her the truth about psych drugs? 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
Mentor ang Posted July 22, 2016 Author Mentor Posted July 22, 2016 Well I had one day where I felt 10%, lets hope I get another like that soon. Still hanging in there. At least my son is downloading more Game of Thrones for me to watch, what a gem! Well I did dishes today, so I must be running on at least 5% 1992 Dothiepin 375mg 8 weeks, exhaustion/depression. Serotonin syndrome, oh yes! seizures . Fell pregnant, 3rd baby, Nitrous Oxide, 3 weeks mental hospital pp psychosis. zoloft tegretol. Feb 1996 ct tegretol, tapered Zoloft 8 weeks. as (unexpectedly) pregnant. Steven died after 3 days.(Zolft HLHS baby). 98 had run in with Paxil, 2 tablets, 3 weeks taper, survived.2005..menopause? exhausted again. Zyprexa, mad in three days, fallout.... Seroquel, Effexor, tegretol, and 8 years of self destruction. Failed taper.Damn 1/4 valium... nuts again! .fallout, zoloft 100mg seroquol 400mg mirtazapine 45 mg tegretol 400mg. Mid 14 3 month taper. Nov 14 CRASH.Mid 15 .... 75mg seroquel, 3 x 1800mg SJW 2 week window end of December followed by 6 week wave5/2 68mg seroquel, 2.5 x 1800mg SJW::::20/2 61mg seroquel, 2.5 x SJW::: 26/2 54mg seroquel, 2 x SJW::::21/3 43mg seroquel, 1 x 2700SJW :::: 23/4 36mg seroquel 1 x 1800 SJW15/5 33mg seroquel, 1 x SJW:::: 28/5 30mg seroquel, 1 x SJW::::; 18/6 25mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::::, 11/7 21mg seroquel 1/2 SJW::, 26/7 18mg seroquel 1/2 SJW:::, 9/8 12mg seroquel :::, 16/8 6mg seroquel ;;;;, 12/9 0 jump. 23/9 3mg....., 27/9 0mg. Reinstated, 6mg, then 12mg............. LIGHTBULB MOMENT, I have MTHFR 2x mutations. CFS and issues with MOULD in my home. So I left home, and working 150km away during week, loving it. Oh was hard, panic attacks first week, gone now, along with the mould issues.
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